Chapter 13

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Clarke caught a little sleep at the start of the night, but woke silently from a nightmare only a few hours later. What Bellamy and the others had told her seemed impossible, the last thing she remembered was the jolt of the drop ship as it feel to earth. She did believe them though, how could she not. They all were on the same page and though she knew they were leaving some things out she assumed they were for the better and didn't hold much importance.

Clarke sat up and looked down to the floor where Bellamy was laying asleep, he seemed to have been close to her. Everyone had said they were leaders so they'd seemed to have been friends even if not at first. Clarke found herself wondering if they'd been on their way to more, he seemed to know a bit more about her than the others did. But he would have mentioned something if they were right?

And Jensen, Clarke couldn't believe that she volunteered to marry someone she didn't know. But the others said she'd been taken before it had happened, she didn't know how to feel. She'd spent months with these people and couldn't even remember a second of it, and it was all because someone unknown to them had taken her away.

"Clarke?" Bellamy groaned sitting up and stretching out his stiff limbs.

Bellamy moved to place his hand on her thigh thumb moving in small circles of comfort until her realized Clarke didn't know them like that, she didn't know him at all. He quickly withdrew his hand and look up at her wind eyes that were glued to her leg where his hand had been.

"Sorry," Bellamy cleared his throat "Habit, I guess."

Clarke pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and meet Bellamy's eyes.

"I'm getting the feeling that the camps mommy and daddy jokes were a little more spot on that you made it seem."

Bellamy had to look down to collect his thought before he met her eyes again. They'd just had sex literally less than a couple hours before she was taken, how are you supposed to tell that to someone who knows you as a stranger?

"They didn't know of our relationship, those closer to us suspected but no one really knew. We had had- gotten together a couple months ago under the influence of some medical peanuts, but we decided that it was a mistake and moved on... A few days before you went missing we picked back up even though you'd be marrying Jensen you'd made up this insane plan so we could still be together."

Bellamy paused and looked up to make sure Clarke was following his jumbled thoughts, she nodded at him to continue.

"Just a few hours before the camp went crazy we'd had sex and when I woke you up, you said that you couldn't see. Someone had just tried to poison you a few days earlier, I was worried something had gotten by me. I ran from the tent to get help and- well you hear the rest last night."

Clarke looked down at her fingers "They don't know that we are together." Clarke said "That's why you didn't mention this before?"

Bellamy nodded "That, and because you don't remember us- me I didn't want it too seem like by bringing up our relationship I was expecting something from you."

Clarke smiled softly to herself, then her smile drifted away "I'm sorry I don't remember."

Bellamy shook his head, taking one of Clarke's hands between his "Don't worry about that now, we'll be back in the village before night fall tomorrow and we'll have the healer look at you. See if he can figure out what happen to you this past week to cause your memory loss."

"Okay." Clarke smiled and scooted back into a laying possession facing Bellamy, Keeping a hold of his hand as she drifted off.

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"We need to wake her now if we're going to get back before dark." Raven mutter.

"I'm awake." Clarke groaned, sitting up and looking around at the people who knew her.

"You have a couple minutes to get ready before we head out." Octavia told her, passing Clarke a bowel of berry's.

Clarke muttered a thanks and ate the food she was giving while, walking around and helping the others back up. Looking around Clarke realized that Bellamy wasn't in the bunker.

"Where's Bellamy?"

Octavia was the one to answer her "He went out to make sure the surrounding area is clear, he and Miller should be back soon."

Clarke nodded and continued to help Jasper pack up the flash lights and water canteens.

"Aright everyone, it's time to move out." Miller said keeping both feet on the ladder.

The others started to move towards the exit when Clarke collapsed, her body started shaking like she was having a seizer.

"Clarke!" Jasper called out, he was the closest to her.

Raven yelled "Hold her head, the last thing she needs is brain damage from hitting her head"

"What do we do?" Jasper asked.

"What the hell is- What the hell happened!?" Bellamy had come down to see what was taking so long, only to see Clarke's body shaking on the floor.

"We don't know, she seemed fine. She helped us pack up and then she just fell." Octavia said, as Clarke's body went still.

Octavia moved around Jasper pushing his hands out of the way, to get to Clarke's neck. Everyone waited in silence to see what Octavia was going to say.

"I feel a plus, I have no idea what's wrong with her."

"We can't just leave her laying here." Bellamy snapped.

No one else had the chance to sat anything before Clarke's body was propelled forwards, her lungs burning for air like she'd been deprived for days.

"Thank fuck." Bellamy muttered under his breath, binging Clarke in for a hug.

"I can't- there was-I couldn't- The camp there was so much smoke, I couldn't breath. I couldn't see anything but I could feel these hands, they took me from the bed and we ran into the woods. I passed out and woke up- cold. Everything was blurry, I was-" Clarke was about to say naked. "Alone but there were others there who- I don't know what they did to me."

Clarke looked around her at her confused friends.

"So you remember us now?" Monty asked, his voice shy.

"I remember the grounder camp, Someone killed Gessa and they think it's the same one that tried to kill me." Clarke looked down trying to think of more "I don't remember getting there or living on our own."

Bellamy rubbed a hand up and down Clarke's back "That's ok, maybe your memory will slowly come back to you."

Clarke nodded her head softly, accepting Bellamy's help to her feet.

"We've lost enough time because of me, let's get back to camp."

Everyone looked to Bellamy who hesitated, Clarke had just passed out maybe moving her wasn't the best idea right now.

"I promise I'll be fine." She said softly.

Bellamy felt his heart sore as she looked at him, last night Clarke had fallen asleep holding his hand. But she didn't look at him the way she did before and now. This was a Clarke who may not remember their full history but, she does remember the last few weeks of it. That was good enough for right now.

Bellamy nodded, staying behind to be the last one out of the bunker.

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The walk back to camp was shorter because they'd already come half way, they were also well rested and ready to get back. When they arrived Clarke was swarmed by members of the hundred and also a few members of the grounder party who'd grown closer to her.

"Clarke." One of the male grounders, spoke out to her above the crowd. "Jensen will meet you in the tent."

She nodded her head Jensen would want to meet up with her once she got back, Clarke looked at Bellamy making sure he was following behind her.

Jensen scooped Clarke up in a hug upon sight "I'm so happy you've come home safely. Where have you been?"

Clarke remembered Jensen a little but her first few days in the village were foggy and still hadn't fully come back to her. But she smiled anyway and took the seat that was offered to her.

"I don't remember really what went on." Clarke looked at the ground, suddenly feeling stupid not knowing.

Bellamy moved in behind her "Clarke's had a rough day, she fainted this morning and didn't have a lot of sleep last night."

Jensen looked at Bellamy and nodded "You should rest and we will converse tomorrow after breakfast."

Bellamy put a hand on the lower part of Clarke's back, leading her to his tent. Ignoring Clarke's protest and willingness to sleep in the tent with the other girls, like she had before.

"I don't want to take my eyes off you for another second," Bellamy's voice was low but he knew Clarke could hear. "Every time I do, something bad happens."