"It's My Fault, Sorry (2)"

Minahoru: sigh...

Mikan: hmmm...

natsume: ...

ruka: roll eyes

hotaru: hmmm...

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" cough" natsume cough because of tiredness he also fell his knee in front of Mikan

" hyuuga- san from now on...don't you dare talk to me okay?"Mikan said as she turned around, a tear drops fell from her face she breath heavily and said " sayonara, natsume"then she run towards her room.

Many years have past they are now 15 years old...

many things have changed such as: there are more student's in the academy than before, and the teachers are more disciplined and strict than before ( even Narumi- sensei) and not to mention...

" ohhh...uhmmm" a girl groaned in a sexy way and that's because

" please natsume don't stop kissing me uhmmm"

" let's stop this were break!" natsume said and broke their passionate kiss, he stood up and glared to the girl " you are loud mouthed just like her I really don't like people who are like her" natsume said with his famous emotionless face as the girl bend down her knees

" please natsume please don't leave me!" the girl begged while pulling his pants

" shut the fuck up bitch! And don't pull my pants or your dead! Now GET OUT!" natsume shouted and glared to the girl as the girl run with it's teary eyes while on the other hand natsume walk towards the sakura tree and sat on it

" many girls are begging to me just because they wanted to be my girlfriend...why? From all of the girls...why can't I make her my girlfriend?" natsume asked himself as he buried his handsome features to his hands

" mikan...I really miss you..." natsume whispered when suddenly a shadow appeared

" what do you want ruka?" natsume asked his brother as ruka sat beside to him

" natsume, are you okay?" ruka asked with a worried expression

" yeah, and"

" and what?"

" me and Kim are now break"

" what! Again?"

" yeah..."

" my god! It's just 3 hours since she became your girlfriend and know your break!"

" so what? I just want to have fun so I picked her!"

" you know what natsume..."

"..."

" I think you need to talk to her"

" tsk! ' don't you dare talking to me okay?' " natsume said while mimicking the voice of Mikan

" you want to go with me to the party?"

" and what? Want me to see that girl singing a song like a stupid brat!"

" ughhh!, just go there if you want too" ruka said as he leave natsume all alone

" yeah..."

at the pub...

a very loud background music you can hear if you will go inside the pub many people chatting with each other...when suddenly the vocalist make a fake cough to get the attention of the audience.

" well I know, he...can't hear me but...I absolutely prefer this song for you...natsume" mikan (yes it's mikan) said in the microphone which every people in the pub gasped even natsume stopped walking and turn his head to the stage where he heard his name

" what? She ditched our natsume-sama!" a girl cried

" and, and now she's saying that she love our natsume-sama!"

" aww...that's absolutely bitches LINE!" all the girls shouted but all mikan can do is smile

" minna! Here's a song for all of you! Please sing with me if you want!!! okay MAESTRO!" mikan shouted as she closed her hazel eyes she sighed and began to stamp her feet, shake her head and tap her hand in her legs with the beat of the music...

Itsu kara ka suteki na koto wa
Hitsuzenyou shite dokoka wo ushinatta
Kokoro no tsunagari ni obiete
Karada de umeyou to shita
Fuan wo gomakashita sonna mainichi no naka ede
Anata wa mou atashi no kokoro no naka ni ita

Since when have we lost
The wonderful things that we need somewhere?
I fear the connection to [your heart
& i buried myself with my body
During those days [when i [lied everyday about my fear,
You were already in my heart

moshimo futari fukaku omoete
Itsuka koko de toki wo oetemo
Zutto atashi anata wo ai shite
Te wo nobashiteru to omoeta no

If we can think deeplyThat someday time will end here,
I thought that I will always love you
& I'll be holding out my hand [to you


Aijou wa nante kowai mono
Dakara nigetari motomeru
Otona da toka kodomo da toka mou kankei nai yo

Love is such a scary thing
That's why we run away as we search for it
It no longer has anything to do with being an adult or being a child

Marude hatsukoi mitai
Unmei da to omoeru kurai
Dakiaeba kanjiru
Kore hodo ni nai yume koro

This feels just like it's my first love
So much so that i feel like it must be fate
Not even in my dreams do i feel
The way i do when we hold each other

Moshimo futari deaenakereba
Konna fuu ni waraenakatta
Kotoshi 1(ichi)ban shiawase na no wa
Anata no soba ni ireta koto

If we can't meet each other,
I couldn't laugh this way [like when I'm with you
This year,one of the happiest thing is
Being able to be by your side

repeat

as the music slowly vanished natsume walk towards the table were ruka, hotaru, koko, anna, yuu, nonoko, mochu and sumire sitting like nothing happened.

" oh! Natsume your here already!" ruka said cheerfully as he watch natsume if he has expression but natsume as natume...there is no expression you can see to his handsome figures.

" ano...natsume, did you hear the song that mikan performed?" yuu nervously asked

" Iie" natsume replied calmly but coldly

" Liar" everyone murmured

" arigatou! Minna and I have another song aww god I'm starting to cry here! Anyways I have to sing this song for... you know! And god it's been several years and we haven't talk to each other well it's my fault also CUT! I don't want to tell you the whole story it will make me cry! So here's another song! hope you like it" mikan said as she start to sing with the piano

Aoao toshita yozora no shita de
Anata ga miteta ushiro koi sugata

Under the blue night sky
You looked at love from behind

Tokiori miseru mujaki na negao
Atashi ga miteta koishii sugata

I looked at your innocent sleeping face you show me sometimes
I miss your form

Donna hitotoki mo subete
Wasurenai you ni
Muchuu de shattaa kiru atashi no kokoro wa
Setsunai shiawase datta

So that I wouldn't forget
A single time
My heart clicked the shutter, oblivious to anything else
It was a painful happiness

"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
Tada sore dake de yokatta noni

"I just love you"
"I just love you"
"I just love you"
That was enough for me

Ame furu toki no kawashita kisu wa
Tsunagarete yuku futari no sugata

The kisses we had when it rained
Connect us

Isshou ni mou nai kono kimochi
Umaku ienai kedo
Anata ni deatte atashi no mainichi wa
Kirakira to kagayaita yo

I'll never feel this way again for the rest of my life
I can't say it well
But the days since I met you
Have shone brightly

"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
Anata ga kureta shiawase yo
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
"Tada, kimi wo ai shiteru"
Tada sore dake de yokatta noni

"I just love you"
"I just love you"
"I just love you"
The happiness you gave me
"I just love you"
"I just love you"
"I just love you"
That was enough for me

Chiisana heya ni kazararete iru
Futari no egao renai shashin

The little room is decorated
With our smiles, love photos

" thanks! Bye!" mikan bow to the audience and wave her hand she saw natsume drinking his shake so she decided not to go to the table instead she walk to the sakura tree and sat beside it

" hi! It's been such a long time since we met each other right Mr. S.T.? Sorry..." mikan said as she hug the tree.

" you know why I can't go to you and it's because natsume is always here with her girlfriend or sometimes with ruka" mikan said in a sad tone

" don't worry I have a gift for you...since me and natsume didn't talked with each other I decided to learn how to sing and now my gift to you is this song well, this is also for natsume..."

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

" oww...I love this song!" mikan snap out and laugh

" how I wish he will forgive me..."

" tsk! You have the guts to say that after what you have done?" a familiar voice said as the familiar voice came out and sat beside mikan and mikan who is totally shocked didn't know what to do she just sigh ' no more turning back I CAN DO THIS! YOU CAN DO THIS MIKAN!!' mikan thought as she look to the familiar voice and said " yeah! I have the guts cause I love this guy who is---"

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Minahoru: sigh...see you soon! Well who is this familiar voice I'm talking about? Find out to my next episode and what makes you think that mikan is so dramatic that she just slipped those hurting words to natsume? Find it all to my next chapter! Please review! And sorry for my late update hope you understand it and thank onee-chan for making a story for me as in! buh-bye!!!