Chapter 12-

I sat at breakfast with the girls though I was here, I wasn't really here, I couldn't sleep I was up and down all night sick, this morning I had zero energy, I just missed Jon, I missed him holding me, and his body over heating mine, one night and I was this miserable, I hated this, but I was right, I did nothing wrong, we had gotten past this and he cant fight with me every time its time for Brock to come back! Thats just impossible!

"I heard Brock damn near hit you." Paige spoke, breaking me of my thoughts, I shrugged "Brock would never do that, I got in the middle of it." I sighed defending my ex, the whole reason I was in this mess, but I know Brock, he would die before he hit any women much less me, that much I did know. `

"Braver then me." Nikki spoke up, brie nodded "for sure, I would not throw myself in front of a swinging Brock Lesnar and trust he would stop himself." I shrugged "I know Brock well enough and its not the first time I been around him swinging a fist, and either outcome would've stopped the fight." though I bit my lip on that one Jon mightve killed him "look its shit and I don't like it and don't wanna talk about it please." I begged making my three friends nod their head's "whats new?" I asked not wanting to talk about myself anymore.

"Oh my god so you avaunt been around!" Nikki exclaimed I laughed nodding "Rosa's preggers!" Paige exclaimed, I looked up shocked "oh wow! Ill have to congratulate her." I sipped my coffee.

"Any other news? anyone get hitched?" I laughed jokingly all of us laughing until they walked in, I looked up our eyes connecting,he looked like hell his hair a mess more so then his normal mess, he looked like he hadn't slept, his lip was busted, his hand was bruised with a cut on it, I bit my lip as he stood staring at me, I looked down "you guys ready for the gym?" I asked standing as I tossed money for my barely eaten food.

"Sam maybe you should-" I shook my head as Paige stood up "Nope im going to work out." I nodded as Paige throw some money on top of mine and left with me "you OK?" she asked, I sighed shaking my head, she put her arm around me.

I groaned not really able to work out feeling sick and light headed as I sat on the weight bench watching Paige "you OK there?" I heard Joe's voice, I bit my lip shrugging "his a fucking wreck.'' he told me, I nodded "good for him.'' I stood up walking over to the dumbbells grabbing a set, Roman following grabbing a heavier set.

"He fucking loves you, he adores you, he acted like an ass and he knows it." he told me as we started working out "I did nothing to deserve that last night, the things he said in front of everyone!-" I shook my head looking to Joe "But you know what being left at the arena like that, that was just amazing,but then coming to our hotel room and I didn't expect to see him there, but to see all his shit gone like that that was just icing to it all." Joe frowned "Im sorry for that I truly am I didn't want to leave you."

I dropped my dumbbells when I seen him walk in, with that black backwards hat on backwards that I liked so much, no shirt and gray basketball shorts on "Thats the thing Joe im not your responsibility, at some point his gonna have to start figuring this shit out without your help." I told him before heading to the woman's locker room.

I started to change I really didn't have time for all this extra drama I had appearances to do and then had to head down to the next town for the taping of smack down and I just didn't have time for this, I frowned Jon and I shared a rental.

"what are you doing? Just talk to him, he looks like a lost pup." Paige smirked, as I sat down putting my shoe's on "I will im just I need some time, he reviled I was sleeping with my married ex in front of everyone." I told her, she nodded "yea that's kinda shitty." I nodded "Hey do you have a signing today?" I asked she nodded "can I ride with you? And down to smack down?" I asked, again she nodded I sighed as we walked out, I seen Jon standing where I was with larger dumbbells, he looked up at me our eye's connecting, god even though I was beyond pissed at him I wanted him, he looked so fucking hot, is hook my head and quickly started heading out of the gym "Im gonna grab my stuff and meet you?" I told Paige who nodded as Jon started heading our way.

I quickened my pace to the elevator not wanting to deal with this right now I quickly pressed the button to close the door's "SAM! DAMMIT!" the doors closed I enough time for me to hear him hit them, I jumped a little letting out a breath.

Getting through everything trying to be happy and friendly was hard I was just in a bad mood and had a rough time shaking it, the ride down Paige just blared her music and let me sit in my misery, that's what I loved about Paige, where Nikki and brie, bless them, but they would've just made me talk to them when I was ready and I wasn't, for the second time I told him I loved him and nothing, no response.

"we're here." Paige told me, I sighed nodding getting out of her car "Thank you, sorry I wasn't much fun." I told her, she shook her head "don't worry about it." she hugged me and walked off as I bit my lip looking around before walking into the arena, he hadn't called or text. I don't get it, he declared to Brock his not going anywhere, yet leaves me at a arena, leaves our room, chases after me but then nothing.

I sat in the women locker room still not in a very sociable mood as I pulled my stuff for the night out, I had a small five minute match, I rolled my eyes tossing my phone in my duffel bag, I felt exhausted, I felt sick in my stomach.

"Anyone have a tampon?" Alicia asked, I looked in my bag realizing I didn't "im out." I mumbled standing straight up thinking, I shook my head "what?" Paige asked, I shook my head "no no." I mumbled pulling out my phone and looking at my app "shit." I sat on a bench, Paige frowned "i haven't had a period since after Dallas." I whispered looking at her, she frowned her mouth foaming an o shape "OK ill go, well get the, ill go." she said I nodded rubbing my face.

I grabbed my phone heading out this couldn't be there's no way, not now, I was on the roll of a life time I didn't not need a baby right now, I sighed rubbing my face, I wanted to cry, I wanted to puke.

I sighed sitting on a create when I seen Randy walk down the hall, his eye's connecting with mine as he headed my way "You-" he pointed at me. He sat down on the create cross legged. I sighed "What's up?" I stayed quiet. "You know this company is worse then a small town, what the hall happened?" he asked me, I sighed rubbing my face

"It's nothing." I tried really not wanting to get into this with Randy of all people

"Samantha, How long have I known you?" he asked me frowned at me

"Obviously too long." I tried to smile back.

"Spill." I shook my head shrugging "I don't even know where to begin Randy." I whispered looking down, Randy put his hand on my chin making me look up at him "I hear the beginnings a good start." he told me I bit my lip for a moment before going into everything Brock and I, Jon and I, Brock kissing me, all of it besides the pregnancy issue.

"So have you spoken to him?"

"Not since." I said quietly.

"Look, for its worth, I'm sure the guy is kicking himself." Randy told me, I bit my lip thinking of how he chased me out of the gym, I shouldve just talked to him but I was just hurt

""I just feel so crappy about it. Why do I jump into such hard relationships?" I asked him looking over at him, he smirked shrugging

"You've always gone for older men." He shrugged. "I mean from the age of what ive, you've been in love with me." He winked.

"You brought me a lot of candy. And " I pointed out.

"you almost got me murdered by your dad!" he laughed

"Just wait Alana is gonna come and have some crush on some wrestler boy too be happy hunter doesn't have a son." I laughed at his face "hell no shotgun and chastity belt." I laughed patting his arm "yea keep thinking that way."

I didn't realize how long Randy and I had been hanging out for until page came up nodding to me, I looked at Randy who nodded "OK girl time I get it." he leaned in hugging me "you'll be fine, you need me you know how to find me."

"Thank you." I smiled and hugged him back tightly, I frowned feeling sad watching him head down the hall, it was nice almost home like to sit here with him, I looked at Paige who handed me the bag with three boxes in it, I frowned "i didn't know which ones tog et so I got a few, variety." she shrugged making me giggle at this fucked up situation, I blew out a breath "OK then I should take them." I bit my bottom lip.

"want me to go with you?" Paige asked, I shook my head looking down "No I think I need to do this myself, thanks though." she nodded hugging me "it'll be fine, probably just stress and travel it happens." she told me shrugging, I nodded "if you need me come get me OK?" she asked, I smiled assuring her I would as she walked away.

all of the crappy feelings hit me again as I slid off of the create I started heading down the corridor to get to a bathroom to take these test's, as soon as I turned, I saw Jon, Joe, and Colby It was like a reflex, I turned the other way.

"SAM" I heard Jon yell I couldn't face him, not yet, I know I was being dumb

I opened the first door I found and swung myself in.

I heard Jon outside, "Fuck." I then heard what sounded like a punch to the wall, his head wasn't going to work anymore if he didn't stop hitting things!

"She couldn't have gotten far, we'll run into her again man." Joe assured him, I rolled my eyes

"You know... I could have been naked." I heard from behind me, I turned to see Phil standing there smirking, I gave him a small smile "I am so glad your not ryback." I winked making him chuckle "yea I get that a lot." he told me, I nodded "oh do you?" I asked "more then you know, so uh we playing hide and seek from our local lunatic?" he asked, I bit my lip as I peeked open the door "Something like 's for letting me hide out here," I waved at him Punk nodded "Anytime kid." he waved as I headed out to my orginal destination.

I sat down in the stall pulling out the boxes I sighed as my hand shakily opened the box while I leaned forward reading the directions, I shook my head 'how the hell did I get myself into this one?" I mumbled.

I blew out a breath looking at the little sticks that all read the same thing, I shook my head biting my lip "No no." how can this happen, I frowned "stupid you know how." I ran my hand over my face, I jumped grabbing the sticks hiding them behind my back when the door opened turning around to see Pauli standing there, his eyes curiously on me "you OK?" he asked, I nodded 'yea yup yea im good. Why are you in the women bathroom?"i asked "its not women or man just a bathroom." he spoke

I nodded "Oh cool cool, whats up?" I asked as he looked at me confused "you sure your OK?" he asked trying to see behind my back, I turn leaning against the counter "yea man im good, whats up?" I asked again, he stared at me before nodding "Uh Hunters looking for you." he spoke cautouley, I nodded "OK I will go and find him and see what he wants." I spoke in a serious business mono tone I nodded leaving the room quickly, I sighed leaning against the wall looking at the sticks shaking my head, what was I going to do?

I sat in the Bella's locker room "how come im the champ and don't get my own locker room yet you two do?" I asked as the girls looked directly at them, Trinity smirked nodding "that's a good point." Nikki and brie shrugged "I don't know!" Brie laughed "your normally with the shield anyways so you wouldn't need it." Nikki added

"speaking of shield, Jon stopped by."Nikki said making me shoot my head up surprised

"Really?" I asked, Brie nodded sitting next to me

"Three times." Nikki added

"In the past hour" Brie confirmed I bit my lip trying not to smile

"He feels like the biggest idiot on the planet." Trin spoke. I'm guessing she had spoken to Joe, her husbands cousin. "I think you should go talk to him." she added "Joe was telling Jon his been a miserable son of bitch all day. He feels like he fucked it up with you." she told me

"I will." I promised as Paige walked in, she looked at me silently asking, I just nodded my head looking down until I heard the shields music hit, I snapped my head up looking at him, he looked horrible, his eyes had dark circles under them, and his right hand was wrapped in a white bandage, I frowned biting my lip "I'll uh see you guys." I spoke before quickly leaving the locker room.

I just couldn't sit there and watch him wrestle with everything so unsettled between us and the nervous of everything else, I sighed walking into catering grabbing a bottle of water and sitting at a table fidgeting with my phone. as a million things ran through my mind, I sipped my water when a shadow fell over me making me look up to see a serious looking Brock Lesnar with a nice shiner under his right eye,

I sighed rubbing my face, I really didn't need this tonight "I really don't think you should be near me right now." I told him, he nodded covering his mouth "maybe but uh I don't know you got paulie kinda worried and even though im pretty fucking pissed at him right now for telling Rena and maybe this isn't my place, and im crossing a line here, I don't know but he said you uh where jumpy and hiding stuff, his uh worried that your, are you doing drugs again?" he asked

I frowned shaking my head "Look I know its not my business that was made clear last night but I don't want to watch you go down that hole, ill help you, ill take you to rehab whatever." Brock rambled, making everything feel crazy and out of control.

"Jesus im pregnant!" I exclaimed sticking my arms out "it was a pregnancy test with words pregnant on it, that's what I was hiding." I looked down biting my lip nodding "And I think im pretty far along about sixteen weeks along, and I know how can I be this far along and not know, but my body's always been screwed up from wrestling, and I didn't know and I been wrestling and jumping off of ladders onto barricades." I nodded

"Wow." Brock sat back, I nodded "yea, wow." I answered some what sarcastically as I tried to contain my tears, Brock covered his mouth "Its?" he asked, I nodded "Yes its Jons!" I shook my head

"I don't know maybe you should talk to Nikki about this." he mumbled looking down, I nodded "talk to Nikki? Whos boyfriend wont give her a baby even thought that's the one thing she wants to have in this world, who would move mountains to have baby, that's who I should talk about this happy accident with?" I asked him.

"Or Brie Or Paige, just maybe just not to me." he looked up at me as my heart slammed against my chest as he stood up "Im sorry." he mumbled before walking off as I swolled hard trying to contain the tears as I was left again, I looked up "that seems to be today's theme." I mumbled wiping my eyes.

I blew out a breath placing my hand on my stomach feeling utterly alone I didn't know what to do.

Brock's POV-

I didn't mean to be so harsh and I knew I had no right to feel how I do right now but her being pregnant with his baby, it killed me, it broke my heart, we where supposed to have babies, we where supposed to build a family and a life and its another reminder of had badly I fucked up with her.

I pulled up to her house in Texas seeing her outside pulling weed's from the front of her house, well her grandparents guest house but it might as well be a house, I sat back watching her, she had on a pair of black and white striped track pants similar to the ones I worse to the ring, and a white tank top, her red hair a curly mess how I just loved it.

"i got food." I called out making her look up and smile, she always has such an amazing smile, as corny as it sounds my day can be shit and she smiles and it lights up the room"mm whatcha get?" she asked as I held up the bag as she sat on the fencing of her porch "Chinese, crap." I laughed "mm fortune cookies?" she asked peeking in the bag, I nodded, I loved her appetite, she wasn't one of those girls afraid to eat, she ate "hows the weeds?" I asked, she sighed 'growing."she rolled her eyes shaking her head as I sat next to her "i was thinking, I want a farm.'' she spoke with a thick Texan accent, I laughed "oh yea a farm huh?" I asked she nodded "yea with lots of animals."

"And I supposed you except me to be up at five in the morning with some tractor?" I asked, she laughed "and feeding the pigs." I laughed "oh yea." she nodded.

"yea we can build a carol and I already got my horses, we can get goats and chickens and pigs." she motioned with her hands towards the land infront of us "whoa if your gonna have a bunch of animals you need to separate them or they'll kill each other sweetheart." I explained to her, she shook her head "nope not my animals, and we can have a son helping you." she smiled making me look at her she looked shock "i mean I uh shit, im sorry i just been thinking about it, and not right now, but I want kids eventuality." she told me, I looked down at her biting the inside of my lip.

"Kids huh?" I asked, she nodded "how many?" I asked her "at least two, no more then four." she said, I nodded "does that include mine?" I asked, she shook her head "no so four to six." she laughed making me laugh "kids."

"Like I said not right this second." she quickly said worried she'd scare me, truth was I liked the idea of her stomach swollen with my seed, it turned me on just the thought "OK, how long?" I asked, she shrugged "i want a decent carrier, already two years in so at least two to five more years." she said, I nodded "sounds good to me." I told her making her look at me shocked "really?" she asked, I nodded "yea six sounds perfect." I told her leaning down kissing her, I quickly lifted her up "lets practice." I spoke rushing into the house making her laugh "ah you forgot the food!" she laughed as I laid her down.

I shook my head of the mirror, obviously that ship had sailed, she looked a wreck and I hadn't seen her and Jon all over each other like paulie said they been since coming back from Texas, I frowned before heading off running my hand over my face "fuck." I frowned she was really moving forward and I had no one to blame but myself.

A/N

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