Chapter 13
JPOV
Every sound, every sight, was gone. My sight went black for a few moments. My spine was thrusting, and trembling spasms as I became angry. I landed on all fours. The color's went from the brightest reds to grays. I snarled and growled at her. She was lying in the sand, cupping her arm. She pulled her hand away looked at it, tears streaming down her face.
She was bleeding. Three cuts were on her muscle. It wasn't that normal for a hybrid to bleed, it was rare, but it wasn't impossible. Carlisle thought it would never happen to Renesmee but here it was. She was bleeding because I cut her to bad. She was so worked up her human hormones were showing more then her vampire side.
Because of me, I've made her fragile. A tear streamed down my face. How could I hurt her, how could I get so mad at her before. Why was I letting this happen. I wasn't going to fall out of love with her, I couldn't. I just couldn't hurt her like I have been. I've been pressuring her and it's not right.
Look at her, she's stunned. Her body is just laying there staring at me lifeless. I turned my head. The breeze blowing my fur every which way.
"I hate you. I never loved you, and I never will. I faked it. I faked it all for your sake. I couldn't ever imagine hurting you like my mom has, so I did it for your pity. And I regret it. I regret it all." She yelled. She stood up and ran. Ran to her car and drove. She drove so fast I couldn't even keep with up the car pulling out of the parking lot.
I walked over to where she laid when I scratched her. The puddle of blood lied on the ground. Little droplets were making a pathway in the direction that she ran. Had she really not loved me? But we kissed, we spoke about our feelings, we looked at each other in certain ways. Why did I hurt her like that, I'll never really know. We were leaving because I wanted to, not because we had to.
I stared at the puddle of blood, imagining her face and reaction over and over in my mind.
Jake. Do you know what you just did? It was Seth. Trying to speak with me in my mind.
I regret it. I can't believe I did that. Can you do me a favor. He was at my side now, nodding before I continued. Scoop up this sand, and put it in a vase and seal it, so it never vanishes please. He nodded. I needed him to keep the sand for me so I could always remember what I had done. How it happened, and why.
I turned my body and walked into the ocean away. My paws seeping into the wet sand. I looked out at the sunset and shook my head. How could that just happen. The breeze picked up and was blowing my fur in the northern direction. I let the ocean wash up to stomach as I stood closer in the shoreline. It was time for us to leave. To leave for good.
RPOV.
I watched him as his body thrust everywhere and he became excessively large and hairy. A force shot my body back on the warm sand. My left arm was throbbing, it felt like someone shot a thousand pieces of glass into my arm. Warm and red trickles of liquid were falling from my arm.
I cupped it crying. I was a hybrid bleeding was very very rare for me. Carlisle swore he doubted it would ever happen, because they didn't truly understand if it could, or how it could start. My arm was hurting more and more. I started bawling. He just cut my arm with his paws. Looking at him I could see his eyes over flooding with tears. He looked away from me. The breeze picking up his scent and flushing my body with the smell of his body.
I stood up thrusting my body up as fast as I could, still cupping my arm. He made so angry, every feeling I had for him was gone. He couldn't change anything now, it was done. DONE."I hate you. I never loved you, and I never will. I faked it. I faked it all for your sake. I couldn't ever imagine hurting you like my mom has, so I did it for your pity. And I regret it. I regret it all." I yelled at him at the top of my lungs.
He needed to understand that I didn't care anymore, I didn't give a damn about Jacob Black. He was nothing but a piece of blue sky to me. He wasn't even that important.
I turned away and ran to the car. I ran full speed, it felt like forever to me but I was there in no time. I took one last look at him, pathetic. Now he showed that he cared. Now he was crying over me. I got in the car and drove home. My arm bleeding all over the seat. It wouldn't quit. I needed to get to Carlisle as soon as possible.
He ruined it he ruined everything. I was home in no time. I exceeded the speed limit about 100 miles faster then I should have been going. I pulled up to the Cullen's place and ran to the door. Carlisle let me in and grabbed my arm immediately.
"What happened?" He took me to his office quickly before anybody else had the odor overwhelm them. To late. The whole family was crowding around curiously.
Dad ran over to my other arm and held it. "Darling what happened, how are you bleeding, its completely impossible for you to. It's impossible what's happening."
"Edward it's not impossible, but it's extremely rare. I thought it would never happen to her, but it is. Apparently to trigger it, the hybrid has to be very in touch with a certain side of its mix and be struck by something strong enough to tear the impossible tough vampire skin. And Jacob has accomplished that."
My crying was over, the family wasn't thirsty. That was the only benefit of this traumatic moment. Mom came to Dad's side as they led me into Carlisle's office. "What did Jacob say to you?" She asked her eyes pleading for an answer.
"He's leaving Mom, for good."