A/N: I haven't been on Fanfiction in FOREVER. I'm so sorry about that. I've been busy with school but now it's summer and I'll have more time to write (when I'm not working) I've actually gotten some mean reviews on this story but hey, everyone's entitled to their own opinion (: but if you really don't like this story, no one is making you read it.
Chapter 13
What the hell did I just do? I thought to myself. I just lost my virginity to Paul Lahote. What was I thinking? I've never done anything like this before, EVER. I turned onto my side to see a naked Paul past out beside me. I feel dirty, so dirty. No amount of soap would be able to wipe the dirtiness off me.
"Douche bag, wake up." I whisper-yelled as I smacked Paul's head.
His groggy eyes slowly started to open.
"Hadley, what the-" He said as he slowly awakened and remembered what we just did.
"We can't tell anyone about this." I said as I slid off my bed to put on my clothes that had been carelessly thrown on the floor.
"No shit." Paul said as he began to get dressed too.
I looked at the clock beside my bed; it was 3:15 in the morning.
"Crap, you gotta go before someone catches you here and tells Embry." I said as I pulled my shirt over my head.
"Yeah, I'll go out the window." Paul said as he went out the window without another word.
I fell back onto my bed and stared up the ceiling. This had to be the biggest mistake I've ever freaking made. If Embry found out, that'd pretty much be Paul's death sentence, but if Embry never found out maybe we could pretend this never happened, right?
:-:
10:30 A.M.
"Hey sleepy head!" Embry yelled as he pounced on my bed, waking me up.
"What the hell!" I yelled as I jolted in an upright position. Embry laughed.
"I thought we'd spend the day together." He smiled.
"No." I said glaring at him.
"Please." He said giving me those puppy dog eyes. As I looked into his eyes everything from last night flooded my mind, and I felt guilty? Technically I didn't cheat on him because I was never dating him, but yet I feel like I betrayed him. The guilt was overwhelming me.
"If it'll make you happy." I sighed as I got up and out of bed.
"Awesome!" He said hugging me. "What do you want to do?" I could hear the smile in his voice.
"Doesn't matter." I said quietly. "Just let me shower first." I said as I broke our hug and walked to my bathroom and shutting the door. After my shower I quickly got dressed and pulled my wet hair into a ponytail and went into my room to see Embry laying on my bed. I made a promise to myself, I was going to be nice to Embry to make up for what I did.
"Ready?" I smiled at him.
"You seem happy today." He smiled back as he walked over to me.
"It's because I'm with you." I can't believe I just said that, to Embry. Shocker, he got that stupid look on his face again.
"Do you want to go get some breakfast?" He said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and started walking downstairs and out the front door with me.
"Sure, that sounds great." I feel so dirty right now. We climbed into his truck and started down the road to the small dinner on the Res.
We ate in silence the whole time. I didn't look up from my plate but I could feel Embry's eyes on me the whole time.
"Hadley," I looked up at Embry finally.
"Yes Embry?" I tried to smile at him, but I'm pretty sure my smile looked guilty.
"Will you go out on a real date with me? Tonight?"
"I'd love to." I fake smiled again.
Wow, it took sleeping with Paul before I would finally go on a date with Embry. Just Wow.