So here it is guys. It took me a while to write, but I'm glad it's done.
I feel like I owe you guys an explaination: I took on a job as a cook in training (I would get payed to learn while working, hard to explain) The chefs we're all men, I was the only girl. They were discriminating me and pushed me aside all the time. It got so bad that I had an anxiety attack. I've dealt with anxiety for a long time, but it's gotten worse after this. I stopped working there and couldn't find another job also due to my anxiety. My depression (that I've had since I was 12) got worse as well, and I tried to commit suicide. That basically sums it up in a short way, but there's a lot more to it of course. My problems are far from solved, but I'm gonna try to update more often now. I can't say exactly how often, but I wont let you wait this long again. At least now you know what I'm dealing with and why it takes so long.
Anyway, enough with the rant, Here's chapter 13:
Chapter 13
Ciel was sitting in the sand on a little blanket, a sketchbook in his lap and a pencil in his hand. He made a drawing of him and Sebastian, having a picknick. He drew his mother and father with large wings, looking down on them from the sky. Ciel smiled, he was proud of it.
Sebastian was looking through the kitchen window, keeping an eye on Ciel while making him a sandwhich. They had been here for almost a week and so far it had been a lot of fun. He smiled, this was good for Ciel, he had needed this.
He walked outside, a plate with the sandwhich in his one hand. He walked up to Ciel and smiled at the drawing ''..that is very beautiful, you deserve a sandwhich.'' he chuckled and put it beside Ciel. The boy smiled ''thank you!''
''You're welcome, are you coming inside soon, it's getting cold'' Sebastian ruffled Ciel's hair.
''yeah yeah..lemme just finish coloring this'' he said and went back to coloring the drawing he just made. Sebastian chuckled.
''alright then...I'll have to do some cleaning though..I don't like leaving you out here while I'm not watching you''
''Geez Sebastian just go..I'll call you if I need you..I'll be working on this for a while anyway'' he bit his lip, being very focussed on the drawing. The taller man nodded ''okay...I'll be back in half an hour then'' he ruffled Ciel's hair and went back inside. He did the laundry, cleaned the kitchen and the dishes. He was just about to make Ciel's bed when he felt a nervous, foreboding feeling. Maybe...he should check on Ciel.
He quickly made his way down to the beach, where Ciel was previously seated. He gasped, the blanket was empty, apart from the drawing, a hald eaten sandwhich and Ciel's shoes.
''Ciel!? Where are you!? This is not funny!'' He teared up and was panicking. Ciel could barely crawl..and with the pains he's been having... He couldn't have gone away, it was impossible. He looked around, hoping to see anyone. The beach was empty as far as he could see. He checked behind all the rocks, the garden, the house. Ciel was nowhere in sight. It was late in the evening when he gave up on the search. Holding Ciel's drawing close, he dialed the number from the police.
Ciel had just finished the drawing and smiled, eating another bite from the sandwhich. He looked up from his work, only to see a man walking along the beach, his head turned in Ciel's direction. He seemed to have noticed Ciel staring because he waved. Ciel frowned but waved back, not thinking much of it.
But then the man walked in his direction, and Ciel felt himself getting nervous. He looked at the house, hoping Sebastian would be there, but he wasn't. When he looked back the man was standing in front of him. He looked scary, he was wearing smelly, baggy clothes, large boots covered in mud, brown dirty hair and a hat. Ciel was sure he was missing some teeth. He was grinning down at him.
''Hello boy...what are you doing out here all by yourself?'' His voice was scary too...
''I was just..drawing..my father will be back any minute'' He tried to scare the man off. It wasn't working.
''Oh is he now? That is a lovely drawing...Why don't you get up and get him so he can see it?''
Ciel paled ''I...I can't...''
''Why not?''
Ciel decided not to answer, instead he tried to back away from the man using his arms. The man towered over him.
''It is rude to ignore an adult boy''
''P...Please leave me alone..'' Ciel gulped as the man grabbed his shoulder.
''You will pay'' The man said darkly and brought his fist down on Ciel's temple. Before Ciel could react he was hit and the poor boy lost conciousness. He was lifted in the dirty man's arms.
''I will get my revenge...finally''
I hope that was good enough. I'll see you guys soon.
-C
