Authors Note: Yes I've updated again. I wasn't made go to church this morning and I had some free time to write. Before Tuesday I hope to add at least another 1 chapter and at the most 3. These are quite depressing chapters at the moment but soon we will have less depressing chapters.

Disclaimer: Only the plot is mine!


Dear Teddy,

I got the muggle DVD of mum and dad renewing their vows today. So I went down to the muggle studies room and slipper the DVD into the player. Everything looked beautiful. Kim looked gorgeous as always and dad's smile reminded me of all the good times our family has had. And then it hit me, we'll never have those times again.

After last week's incident I've been even more quiet and only leave my room for classes. I don't even eat. Everyone's noticed but because they don't care about they don't ask.

So here I am sitting on my bed alone while everyone celebrating another Gryffindor win. There's a razor beside me. I eye it every couple of seconds thinking about everything bad I've done. Teddy I'm sorry for stopping you're wedding but I think you've already forgiven me for that part... Have you? Tell dad I'm sorry for everything, the partying, the drugs, the drinking, everything. And tell everyone I really do love them.

Lily.


Be prepared for some Teddy soon. And also you might find out more that has happened between lily and everyone! Review please!