Authors Note: This chapter is based on a scene from coyote ugly just as a warning. Not the best chapter but I'm slowly improving which hopefully will be noticed by the end of the story.
Chapter 13
Alyssa's
POV
I walked into the bar that night somewhat depressed, the WWE was back in town and I wanted to see my baby, I hadn't seen him in 2 months but I had to work tonight. I guess it was okay though since we agreed to meet up tomorrow after my classes.
I walked over the bar wearing a skin tight black crop top that ended just under my breast and some hip huggers so low it felt like they were falling off my ass. I wasn't up to par like normal; I guess I missed Shannon that much.
"Girl get into it, what's going on with you?" Birdie asked as she walked by. "Come we're gonna do body shots." She said grabbed my hand pulling me towards one end of the bar. "YOU ALL WANT TO SEE SOME GIRL ON GIRL ACTION?!?!!" Birdie yelled and I couldn't help but laugh as I lay back on the bar.
We got a lot of applause and hoots as Birdie did a body shot off my neck. "WHO WANTS MORE?!?" Birdie screamed as the crowd did it back in return.
I laughed feeling the cold liquid being poured onto my stomach and Birdie got between my legs, lying on top of me licking and sucking it off. We made enough tips in those few minutes I didn't need to worry about making any the rest of the night.
Towards the end of my shift a little after 12am we did a dance to 'Dirrty' by Christina Aguilera and if I do say so myself it was pretty sexual but hey it had to match the video right?
As the song ended I jumped down and my eyes met a pair of bluish/green eyes. "Wait! Shannon!" I called as climbed over the bar to go after him. I grabbed his arm as we got outside.
"What the fuck is that? That's what you do for a living?" Shannon yelled. "I thought you might've worked at an all night diner or I don't know anything but being a paid whore"
My eyes shot up to meet his at that word. "Excuse me a whore? Wow, I'm a fuckin bartender not a prostitute! And if this place has whores why were you there?" I asked him getting pissed off so much I felt my face getting hot.
"To watch them, what do you think? You all look like sluts, drinking liquor off one another, letting guys touch on you. You might as well be a stripper!" Shannon yelled and I wanted to cry but I refused.
"Fuck you Shannon!" Yeah not the best come back but it's all I could think of.
"You already did, I can't believe I thought you were so innocent. Was it an act so I'd want you? Scared if I found out you did this every night I'd think you were a hoe? God I can't believe I said I loved you." Shannon ran his hands through his hair.
"I never claimed to be innocent so don't start that bullshit now! I do this to pay bills, I don't sleep around for money and I don't take my clothes off either so I see nothing wrong with this. Until you can pay my bills, my rent and my schooling don't look down on what I do to get by. And I meant it when I said I loved you; guess it was just a one way thing though huh?" I asked as tears finally ran down my face.
"Don't start crying, I really don't give a shit right now. To think I was going to ask you to meet my mom and my brother. What were you going to tell them if they asked what you do for a living? Man fuck this! We're done!!" Shannon shouted walking down the street.
I wiped my tears and followed him "You know what?!?!! You wanted me to meet your family did you ever stop to think why you never met mine? Why I never even talked about them, you'd ask and I changed the subject? I don't have a fuckin family!" I yelled following him down the street even more.
"My dad is a drug addict and doesn't even know how to spell my name. I haven't seen him in five years and we live two hours away from each other. Last time I saw him, he stole $600 from me which I was saving for a car so he could go and get high."
"My mom? My mom had guys in and out of her house so much I'd get dizzy and each and every fuckin scum bag either took advantage of her or hit on me asking 'Are you a virgin?' while trying to feel me up oh and her last asshole boyfriend tried beating the shit out me. That's why you've never met my family!"
"Because I have none...My mom picked her boyfriends time and time again over her own child! My dad rather slowly kill himself shooting poison into his body than have a relationship with his own flesh and blood."
"So I live on my own and take care of myself. I never get help from anyone so being independent and surviving by any means necessary isn't a bad thing to me! You remember that night you asked me why I didn't live at home there is your answer!! Happy now??!?! So fuck you too! I didn't want to be with you any ways." I yelled throwing up the finger as I walked back into the bar.
That last thing I said about not wanting to be with him was a lie, my heart hurt so bad I never felt like this in my entire life. I went back to the bathroom and broke down crying harder than I ever remember doing in my life. He was the only thing in my life that made me truly happy.
The night he took me out for my birthday he told me to make a wish. I wished I'd be happy, truly happy. None of that tears behind the smile or pretending to be happy when really I wanted to die inside. I just wanted to be happy and with him I was...that night he said he loved me just melted all the ice I had around my heart and I let him fully inside.
I wiped my face and grabbed my jacket, just wanting to go home. I told Kat, my boss I felt sick and she let me go. Tears ran down my cheek the whole walk home, I couldn't believe this shit I never cried over my last boyfriends.
I got home and changed out of my wet clothes into warm, dry ones and plopped down on my bed. The bracelet on my wrist caught my eye and I wanted to call him, try and talk this out. I picked up my phone and dialed his but got no answer but I really wanted to talk to him. I called again but it went straight to voice mail, I knew then he was ignoring me. I took off the bracelet throwing it across the room before crying myself to sleep.
I got up the next morning feeling like shit and not looking much better. I took a shower to try and clean up but even that didn't work, so I put some make up on and a few drops of visine and I was ready to go. I dressed down in just a pair of baggy jeans, tank top and hoodie with a pair of sneaks then made my way out the door for school.
The day went by so slow it was awful but it was now 3pm and school was over. I walked back to my place and picked up Lilo putting her into my purse then grabbed one of Shannon's hats and tee shirts I had.
I grabbed a taxi to Shannon's hotel and went straight up to the 11th floor; if he didn't want to talk fine because this was the last time I was going to see him anyways. I knocked on the door and regretted coming when he answered the door in just a pair of jeans, his hair held back by a black bandana.
"Here" Was the only thing I could manage to get out as I took his hand dropping the charm bracelet he gave me for my birthday into his palm. "These too." I took out a hat and t-shirt that he gave me while visiting him. I was trying my hardest not to cry but as I took Lilo out of my bag tears started pouring down my face. I held her tiny body in one hand as I extended it towards Shannon. "Her too." I managed to say through my tears.
"Keep her."
I spun on my heels putting Lilo back in my purse going to the elevator faster that ever. I'm very stubborn and he hurt me, once you hurt me I cut you out of my life. Out of sight, out of mind that's why I gave him back everything he gave to me. I'll pretend you never existed and even if it hurts me deep down you could never tell by my face.
I walked out of the elevator, taking out my phone and deleting Shannon's number. Goodbye Shannon.
Shannon's POV
I sat on my bed looking at the hat and t-shirt Alyssa had given back to me as my heart broke more. I know I broke up with her but she just finalized it. I couldn't help but to laugh remembering how she got my clothes to begin with.
Flashback
I
came back from walking Oz and went upstairs to check on Alyssa, when
I left she was still sleeping. I walked into my room to see her in
one of my favorite shirts that went down to her knees and one of my
hats turned to the side. "Well don't you look sexy?" I said
coming up behind her and kissing her neck. "Well thank
you." Alyssa replied laughing a little and turning around doing
a little pose making me laugh. I took my camera phone out of
my back pocket and started taking snap shots of her doing different
sexy and crazy poses. "That's it smile for me baby, now look
mean, sexy...pout those lips." I said making her laugh as I
backed up still snapping away. I sat down on the bed looking
at the pics when Alyssa ran and jumped on me making me fall back so
she was lying on top of me. Her face was on mine as I took the phone
holding it above us. "Smile." I told her as she leaned in
kissing my cheek. "Really? You can have them
then." I told her as she looked at me smiling and leaning down
to kiss my lips.
End Flashback
"Fuck!" I yelled as I threw the shirt across the room. I wanted to talk to her but my pride wouldn't let me. After all the shit that was said I wasn't going to be the 1st to apologize or running back but as I looked at the bracelet, shirt and hat I figured she wasn't going to be the 1st to run back either.