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Chapter 13

"We're on our own side. We don't really care what happens to the normal humans or the titans. All we care about are all titan shifters like us." Ymir replied. My eyes widen in shock. Soon later we were out of the forest and back out on the plains again. There were no horses for us to call so we stopped at the last tree. Just as Bertolt was about to put me down he changed his mind and jumped. Ymir followed and we ended up on the shoulder of Reiner's titan form. Reiner was running with all his might. When I looked behind us I noticed there were no signs of titans following or that beast titan. Later we stopped once again up on a high tree and Reiner changed back.

Reiner seemed pretty exhausted and he was still a bit smoking even after changing back. I started to become worried. Levi must be really worried of me just suddenly disappearing like that. There had to be a way for me to get back. Even if I do get back, I'll just be causing everyone trouble. But then again I already caused everyone tons of trouble.

"Are you alright, Lantsov?" Reiner asked as he sat down beside me. This time he seemed a bit kinder and more caring towards me, but why? I nodded yes and he seemed to have relaxed a bit more. Why would he start having a change in heart? What was he trying to gain by being nicer to me?

"How about you, are you alright?" I asked. Reiner nodded and turned away. Later Bertolt took sat on the other side and we talked. Soon after Ymir changed too and this seemed a bit strange so I backed away in fear.

"What are you trying to do?" I questioned.

"We're doing nothing. Can't we be kind to you?" Ymir replied.

"You weren't kind before."

"Well so far we're very close to Wall Maria. All we have to do it get in and tell you what to do afterwards. Then everything should go back to normal. So we thought about what Bertolt said to us and we thought we should at least give you a break." Reiner declared.

"There's another reason. I'm positive you're trying to hide something from me."

"Lantsov, relax, I don't think Reiner or Ymir are up to something. More or less after you snapped at them they're probably trying to make up for that." Bertolt announced. I shook my head in disbelieve and turned away. Why can't this be a dream right now? I want this to end. I don't want to go through this anymore. I want to be with Levi. I won't continue if this would hurt him. Suddenly both my mind and heart ached and I felt weak. Later I felt Bertolt's hands on my shoulder.

"Are you feeling alright?" he asked. I ignored him and continued to face away from him. After that I chose not to talk to any of them and just followed what they told me to do. Later after we went into the city past Wall Maria, they lead me down a path to a house that completely collapsed and blood was all over the place. Somehow a vision came to me and I saw Eren and Mikasa being dragged away from the house, from their mother, from being titan food. Last thing I saw was the titan eating what seemed to be Eren and Mikasa's mother. Afterwards the vision ended and Ymir had a knife in her hand. Quickly I backed away, but then I ran into Reiner who then held me tightly in place as Ymir came closer with the knife. Just as I was about to faint, Bertolt stepped in front of me and stopped Ymir.

"What are you doing Bertolt? Step aside so we can get this through with." Ymir ordered. Bertolt shook his head with disagreement.

"If we make her transform she'll just go chaotic. She hasn't transformed ever since fighting Annie. Even when she fought Annie she was thinking about it. If you make her transform with her having the thought of fear then she'll run away. I think the best way to do this is make Reiner, who is the strongest out of the rest of us to do this." Bertolt explained. Ymir then snickered and then put the knife away. Afterwards Reiner released his grip on me and walked away from us before transforming. Then after that he started to remove the bits and pieces of the collapsed house until it revealed a stairs leading downstairs. While Ymir, Bertolt, and I went down Reiner stayed up to keep an eye on things while he was still in his titan form.

As we descended down I couldn't help get a cold chill down my spine. At the bottom of the stairs was a hallway leading to a door. Ymir then pulled out a key and unlocked the door. When I took a closer look at the key it looked exactly like Eren's key that he wears around his neck. But how did Ymir get it from him? While we were going in I quickly took the key and hid it in my shirt pocket when Ymir and Bertolt weren't looking. All around the room were sketches, drawings, and other things that were hanged all around to cover the walls. Plus all around the floor were books, papers, pictures, and all sorts of things scattered about.

While Ymir and Bertolt started looking about I started picking up the pictures that were all around the floor. As I took a look at each one of them I couldn't help noticing it was Doctor Jaeger with Eren, Mikasa, and his wife. In each picture they seemed to be all happy. In all the pictures were the same family photo, but with a different background. Then I started to take a closer look at each background. One picture was by a tree, their house, in a field of flowers, and finally a forest. When I took a closer look at the last one I couldn't help seeing some titans in the background hiding in the forest.

The titans seemed to be starring at someone or something so when I started to follow their eyes they all pointed to Doctor Jaeger. But why were they starring at him? Then it remind me of me when whenever I was around a titan they would always stare at me. Could Doctor Jaeger be a titan shifter as well? Later Ymir shouted she found something and I turned to face Ymir and Bertoltwho were now looking at a book. Gently I placed the pictures down at the table and went over to them. As I started to look at the book, there were pictures of a gem and writing that I couldn't read.

"This books is talking about how this gem can initially save us, if you were wondering what it was about." Ymir announced. As she continued to read it I couldn't believe what I heard. When I putting this all into my head all I came up with was me practically dying to save everyone else and so I then started to get dizzy and sick at the same time. Suddenly there was a huge crash and the ground shook violently. Soon it seemed as though this basement wasn't going to hold any longer. So Bertolt grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me out of there with Ymir following close behind. Once we were above ground again we all were witnessing Reiner being buried on top of a whole bunch of titans. Immediately Ymir transformed and rushed in to help. Bertolt started pulling me through the streets away from the chaos.

Just as we were about to turn a corner, a titan came out of nowhere and was about to attack. Without a moment too late, Reiner and Ymir came to the rescue while also giving us a lift. As we were running Ymir handed me the book from the basement just before I looked behind us and panicked.

"Bertolt, Reiner, Ymir, the beast titan!" I shouted. Suddenly the beast titan was getting closer to us and I started to panic as I saw more titans coming at us as well. Now it was gamble of survival. The only way I can get out of this alive is if I trust Bertolt, Reiner, and Ymir. Quickly I turned to Bertolt and gave him my serious face.

"Bertolt, I need you to trust me. Right now I trust all three of you. If this continues none of us will survive. I can get rid of most of the smaller titans. But I'm going to need to borrow you're 3D Maneuver Gear." I explained. Bertolt nodded and quickly took off his 3D Maneuver Gear and I tried my hardest to put it on as fast as I could. Sadly Bertolt's gear was huge on me so it took me a while to get it smaller and tighter. But when I did get it to become tight I immediately did my calculations and Survey. There were six titans to the right, four to the left, and the beast titan along with five titans in the middle. Then from there I decided to take out the left and heads towards the right. Quickly I went to work as Reiner, Bertolt, and Ymir were still running.

Within an instant I took out the left and began to work on the middle. The middle was surprisingly hard considering that the beast titan was swatting at me so I had to constantly hook and release to avoid getting tangled. When I took out the smaller titans in the middle I finally took out the rest of the smaller ones to the left. Afterwards I quickly hurried back to Bertolt and returned his gear back to him.

"We're still being followed by that beast titan." Bertolt stated. I nodded and did some more calculations. It was already hard enough that whenever I was close around him he continued to swat at me, so I had to go a different perspective. Then I thought about coming from high above to take him out, but then I could just miss and end up potentially broken. Afterwards I thought about transforming, but I really haven't even tried fighting as I titan yet after the accident. But right now it was a gamble and every decision I don't do might lead all of us to our dome. Quickly when I saw Bertolt had his gear on I explained to him my plan.

"Bertolt, I'm going to need you to cut me out after I slow down the beast titan. Please be careful that you don't cut off more parts than you have to." I explained. Bertolt nodded and I immediately jumped off. Behind I could hear Reiner screeching to a halt and stepping into a defensive position. Slowly the beast titan came closer and I prepared myself for the worst. Hopefully I can keep control and only attack the beast titan. Quickly I brought my hand up to my mouth and bite down as hard as I could. Instantly blood splattered and lightning struck me. Afterwards I could feel extensive heat rushing through me but it really didn't burn. When I opened my eye I was taller, but still smaller than the beast titan. It seemed like this time I'm going to be in complete control and hopefully I won't lose any of my memories in the process unlike the first time.

Quickly I charged full speed right at the beast titan. Then I leaned backwards forcing all my strength and weight to throw the beast titan into one of the empty houses. Surprisingly I easily picked the beast titan up and threw him right into the empty houses. Afterwards the beast titan laid still and before long I lost conscious and I couldn't remember anything after that. When I came to I was up in a tree again and my head hurt. As I looked around it seemed as though I was in some kind of room on a comfy bed. Later Bertolt came in and handed me some food.

"How are you feeling?" he asked as I started shoving food into my mouth. I continued to fill my mouth with food until I almost choked for a moment. That must've been the only time I was so hungry that I wasn't going to wait a second longer when there's food around. After I finished eating I felt tired all over again, but then I remembered that I wanted to ask Bertolt where we were.

"Bertolt, where are we?" I asked.

"We're in an abandoned farm house. There were some horses that stayed around here and we found some saddles and food. So after we got away from the beast titan we agreed to stay here. We have everything we need here so there's no worries." He replied.

"What happened after I threw the beast titan? I blacked out after that. And I can't seem to remember anything after that."

"Well first I didn't even have to cut you lose because you immediately lost all your energy to sustain the titan form so the titan slowly disintegrated and you came out easily. After that we just ran the whole way. We took a couple of breaks for the night and continued moving again. You were unconscious for two days."

"That long!"

"Yeah, I guess since it was your second time transforming and trying to keep control. But you were amazing. For one of your size you're extremely strong. Anyways if you're still feeling tired you can go back to sleep. Reiner and Ymir are on look out so things should be alright."

"Bertolt…"

"Yeah, what is it?"

"When I can go back?"

"Go back where?"

"When I can go back to the Survey Corps?" Bertolt fell silent. He turned around and left without even answering. That couldn't be a good sign. Then I started to cry, missing Levi.


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