Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any other characters except Paige and the baby(ies).

Summary: Paige's parents are killed by mysterious people during her fifth year at Salem Institution. She has to move in with her Aunt and Uncle in England. She will be going to Hogwarts for her last two years. She will find out something that she wished she hadn't.

A/N: Sorry it's been such a long time since I've updated but I've been waiting for more reviews and I did tell you that if no one reviewed besides my friends that they would be the only ones getting the final chapter of the story. So they have more than likely already finished reading this chapter. If I do continue this as another story it will be quite awhile until that one comes out and that's even if I do one. So as of right now that's a big maybe. The funeral in the story I some what wrote in my own words but the way it goes with what J.K. wrote happened at the funeral.

Chapter 13: Is This the End or Just the Beginning?

"It seems as though you are with child and the conception date was around Valentine's Day," she said moving around the closed off area, "The sex of the child is indeterminable at the moment, but I need to know what you plan on doing now?"

"Well I do plan on keeping the baby. I'm not just going to get rid of my baby," I said sitting up.

"All right, you'll have to come back in three weeks, to check up on the child," Madame Pompfrey said before she took the silencing spell off.

Blaise and I went back to the Common Room since the curfew was coming closer. When we got there we just sat down on a couch, I rested my head on his shoulder.

"So you're staying now?" he asked rubbing my shoulder.

"Yeah, I can't run from him in the 'condition' I'm in right now. I wouldn't be able to run ever and with me staying I know you'll help all you can," I said just loud enough for him to hear and no one else.

"I'm just glad that you're staying, but why did you go to Dumbledore?" Blaise asked looking around and then whispering.

"I wanted to know if he could be my Secret Keeper since he's the only one my father is truly afraid of, but he couldn't so McGonagall is going to be. I think something is up though, because why else would he find someone else to be the Secret Keeper."

"That's good, now let's head to bed before we continue this conversation and someone we don't want to hear us does. So come on," Blaise said getting up and then helping me up from the couch.

We made our way to his room to go to sleep. As soon as we got into his room I made my way to his bed and laid down, closing my eyes. The months were slowly going by until, one night when Dumbledore left the castle that, the castle came under attack. I went to McGonagall as soon as I found out and she put me in a in a closet like room with a powerful locking spell on the door. She told me she would come back and unlock the door for me once things settled down and it was safe for me to come out.

I pulled my wand out from within my robes and lit the tip of it and look around the room. I saw a box sitting in a corner and transfigured it into a small bed to sleep on for awhile. I turned another box into a pillow and moved onto the bed. I had been getting more tired lately and was keen to actually start dozing off during meals, so much that Blaise just went into the Great Hall to get us something to eat and then came back into the Common Room with it. My stomach was starting to protrude, but only slightly. A few hours later the door was unlocked by an extremely upset looking McGonagall.

"Come on, you have to get back to your Common Room immediately," McGonagall said backing up to let me leave the room.

"What happened?" I asked quietly, not expecting an answer.

"Death Eaters attacked the school, and Dumbledore was killed so hurry up and get back to your Common Room. I'd escort you myself but I have some meetings to get to right now," McGonagall said walking a ways down the hallway as she was talking to me.

I quickly made my way to the Slytherin Common Room. I said the password and made my way inside. I walked hurriedly towards Blaise's room unseen. I knocked on his door and made my way inside the room seeing Blaise sitting on his bed with a worried expression on his face.

"Blaise?" I said quietly making my way over to him slowly.

"Yeah?" he asked looking up and seeing me.

"What happened and how did they get in?" I asked sitting next to him on the bed.

"I don't know really why they were here, if it was to get you or to just attack Hogwarts. But I do have an inkling of how they got in. Your cousin got them in through the Room of Requirement is how I think they got in. That's what I think was occupying his time lately, and now he's run off, along with Snape. I thin Snape or Draco killed Dumbledore, I'm not to sure on that one," Blaise said staring at the wall opposite of him.

"Oh," I said quietly getting ready to lay down.

The funeral for Dumbledore was massive, hundreds upon hundreds of chairs had been set up in rows in front of the lake. A crowd of all sorts had all ready gathered and were sat in half the chairs. Among the people gathered was the hairy bass player of the Weird Sisters, Cornelius Fudge, Rita Skeeter, and the new Minister of Magic, Scrimgeour.

Strange music began to play and people started looking around for the source of the music, my eyes settled on the lake to see the Merepeople singing in their language. The Care of Magical Creatures professor began walking up the aisle, that separated the rows of chairs into two sections, carrying Dumbledore's body that was wrapped in purple velvet spangled with golden stars. A small tufty-haired man walked up to the front by the marble table that Dumbledore was resting on.

Not being able to hear a word the man said I started to look around and noticed that I lot of the other Slytherin didn't look the least bit sad, while the Hufflepuffs, Ravenclaws, and Gryffindors looked near tears. Several people started screaming and I looked back over to see that the little man had stopped speaking and that the white marble table that Dumbledore lay upon had risen in the air and was engulfed in bright, white flames.

I turned to look at Blaise when he tapped on my shoulder, "McGonagall wants to talk to us after the funeral is over with," he whispered in my ear.

"All right," I said looking back towards the table to see that it was back on the ground looking untouched.

A shower of arrows rained down not long after that, falling short of the crowd. With the funeral now over people were either making their way into the castle or were staying outside talking to each other. Blaise and I made our way back into the castle to meet with McGonagall over our plans for going into hiding.

"Dumbledore knew something like this would happen to him that's why he didn't want to promise to you that he would be your Secret Keeper and that's why he was so keen to get me to do it. That and also that I was one of the more trusted people out of the Order that would take this on without any questions asked what so ever. So now we are going to have to find a place for you to stay," she said once we were all in her office and seated.

"We can stay here and it would be better because of the Hospital Wing, the fact that my father would never look here, and you and the rest of the Order could easily reach us here," I said.

"But we would have to make sure no one knows where you will be, if you need anything after we put you up in a room here, you can owl me and only me. You don't tell anyone before you leave that you are leaving. I'll be around to get you some maternity clothes once you don't fit into your clothes you have now anymore, and once the baby comes I'll get you some baby clothes for the little one. As for now as soon as school is done with and the students leave to go back home, we'll put you into hiding. You will get updates on what is happening during the war. You'll also get some house-elves that will help you," She said.

"All right," I said, Blaise nodded his head in understanding.

McGonagall dismissed us, we made our way back to the Slytherin Common Room. We went to our respective rooms and started to pack our things up so that everyone would believe that we were leaving, plus the fact it would make it easier to make everything to. The next day the students were sent home and we went into hiding.

Weeks had past and it was coming to the end of August. It looked like I was nearing the end of my pregnancy even though I was only in my sixth month. Madame Pompfrey had come about a month ago and checked on the baby, we had yet to find out the sex of the baby because the light still had yet to change from yellow to blue or pink. Madame Pompfrey told us it was very possible that I was expecting more than one child and that they were of the opposite sex. She also explained to us that the reason was because Blaise had twin sisters and I was a twin myself. It also explained why I was so huge at this time too.

"You okay, Paige?" Blaise asked from his spot on the couch.

"Yeah, I'm all right I just want this to be over with already. I can't stand being stuck in here. I want someone to kill him and then we can get out of here," I said looking out the window that I was sitting by.

"McGonagall is coming to visit us next week for your check up with Madame Pompfrey and I think she said she was bringing something with her for your birthday. She wouldn't tell me what it was though," Blaise said watching me look out the window.

"Did I ever tell you that I have a twin? I know Pompfrey mentioned it, but have I?" I asked looking away from the window and over to Blaise.

"Not that I can remember. I do remember you talking about some letters that were addressed to your Aunt," Blaise said looking like he wanted to hear more.

"Well I found out that my twin is male and he is older than me, but I don't know who he is or if he is even alive," I said staring blankly at the wall behind him.

"Well if he is and he knows who you are I hope he comes forward for you. That is if your father doesn't or didn't get hold of him," Blaise said walking over to me and placing his arms around me protectively and placing his head on top of mine.

We sat in silence staring out the window. The war had been raging on all summer at times the fighting would come onto the grounds of the castle. Some bodies still laid on the ground from the last time. The sun was slowly setting casting eerie shadows on the bodies. For the past week I had just sat at the window and looked out. Blaise was getting worried about me and had sent a message to McGonagall about it. So that was the reason she was visiting next week.

"Come on let's go to bed," Blaise said a few hours later.

I got up and made my way to our bed room. I crawled into bed without changing my clothes. The visit with McGonagall had gone over well and it was now early September. I woke up one morning to a shooting pain in my abdomen, the pain went on for about a minute and then it stopped. I laid there staring at the ceiling to see if another one would occur. Once the next shooting pain ripped through my abdomen, I sat up and started to wake up Blaise.

"Huh? What's going on?" Blaise asked groggily.

"I think the babies have decided to come into this world right about now," I said attempting to get out of the bed.

Blaise quickly shot out of the bed and made his way over to the fireplace that was placed in our room more so for this reason then to keep the room warm. He quickly got hold of McGonagall who was going to bring Madame Pompfrey with her. About ten more minutes later they arrived and Madame Pompfrey quickly started to bustle around the room getting things ready.

"About how far apart are the contractions?" Madame Pompfrey asked.

"The last one was just before Blaise got hold of McGonagall. Ooowww," I yelled at the end as another one hit me.

"Your contractions are quickly coming closer and closer meaning that we can expect the babies soon," she said.

Soon turned into ten hours and twenty-seven minutes, and we had a baby boy who we named Blaise Xavier Zabini, but we would call him Xavier to avoid confusion. Ten minutes later we had our baby girl, Rayne Katrina Zabini. Madame Pompfrey cleaned the off and then handed them to me. Blaise sat next to me looking down at our kids with a smile of pride on his face.

"They're so tiny," he said as the pointer finger of his right hand was grasped by Xavier.

I handed Blaise, Xavier since Rayne was already asleep in my arms. We sat on the bed having a nice family moment. Blaise walked over to the cribs with Xavier and placed him in the crib. He came back over to get Rayne from me and place her in her crib. He came back for the third and last time and climbed into the bed with me as soon as Madame Pompfrey cleaned the bed with a swish of her wand before they left.

We ended up falling asleep not long afterwards. I was woken up a few hours later to one of the twins crying. I got up as quickly as my tired body would allow me to and made my way over to the cribs across the room from our bed.

"Mummy's coming. Hold on," I said in a calming voice as I reached the cribs to see that Rayne was the one crying.

I picked her up and started my way over to the bed when Xavier woke up. I looked down at Rayne then resituated her so I could hold the two of them. I made my way back to the cribs and picked him up and then continued on my way back to the bed. I started to feed Rayne first since she woke me up first. Blaise woke up a few minutes later and I finished up with Rayne, feeding Xavier next.

"Could you burp her for me, please?" I asked after I handed her to him.

"All right," he said as he started.

Once she was burped he put her back into her crib. I finished with little Blaise and burped him then handed him to his father so he could put him away. We ended up falling back to sleep quite quickly afterwards. The next morning we were awoken by McGonagall holding a rolled up parchment.

"Your mother wanted me to give this to you Mr. Zabini," she said handing the piece of parchment to the half asleep Blaise that was sitting next to me in the bed.

She left once he opened it and started to read it. Once he was done he handed it to me to read.

Blaise and Paige,

Congratulations on having your very healthy little boy and girl. I hope you are doing well Paige and that my son is helping you with my grandchildren. We can only hope that you can come out of hiding soon. So I can really see how beautiful my grandchildren are and not have to hear about them from other people. When you are finally able to come out of hiding I am inviting you to stay here so I can visit with you and the children. Until then I hope all of you stay happy and healthy

Love always, Mum

After I finished reading it I put it in the night stand next to the bed. I got out of bed and made my way over to the twins who were still soundly sleeping in their cribs. After checking and making sure they were all right I made my way over to Blaise. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his back.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked hugging him from my position.

"Just thinking about how we may never see our friends and family again unless your father dies or is killed and with the way things are going that may never happen," he said turning around and holding me tightly until the twins thought it was their duty to interrupt this moment with their crying.

Blaise and I broke apart and quickly made our way over to them each grabbing one of the twins, Blaise had Rayne and was attempting to calm her down. I checked little Blaise's nappy and saw that I needed to change him.

"She may need her nappy changed, you might want to check and see," I said as I grabbed another nappy.

I removed the dirty nappy from him, putting it off to the side for now. I waved my wand at the dirty nappy making it disappear.

Once Blaise was finished with Rayne he said, "Thanks for helping me figure out what was bothering her."

"Your welcome," I said, with the little one still in my arms, as I made my way over to him.

I put my head on his shoulder and just relaxed there. We stood there quietly for a few minutes. Months had gone by and we were still in hiding and people were still dying daily. No word of what or where Harry Potter had been or was. The twins were now almost six months old. Rayne took her first steps before Blaise did, but both of them were now attempting to get out of their cribs and they happened to succeed this morning. I woke up to discover that the two of them were on the floor next to my bed.

"Now how did you two manage to escape?" I asked scooping them up into my arms making them erupt into their adorable giggles.

I played with them by using my wand to make their teddy bears dance and talk to them. They giggled and laughed at the antics of their teddies. Blaise woke up and made his way into the kitchen that they had added to the room since I didn't want to bother the house-elves at all times of the night the cravings I had while being pregnant.

Blaise started to make him and me breakfast when he got in there. I put the twins back in their cribs for a quick minute so I could go and make them their breakfast of formula similar to the muggles' baby formula. Once I had fed them, I went into the area that held the table we ate on. Blaise had made us some pancakes, bacon, and sausage and had some pumpkin juice out for us, I sat down and started to pile some of everything on my plate.

"Thank you for this Blaise," I said as he poured me some pumpkin juice.

"Why shouldn't I do this when you gave me such beautiful children and the fact that I love you to death," Blaise said looking over at me affectionately.

We continued eating with some small chitchat going on. There was a knock on the door leading from the hallway to this room. Blaise and I both looked at each making a silent agreement that he would see who was there and that I would go into our room and watch the children. As I got into the room I noticed that the twins were being extremely quiet so I made my way over to their cribs and saw that they weren't in there.

I started to panic and then heard a coo come from under the bed. I looked under there and saw the two of them. Once I got them out from under there I heard a knock on the bedroom door. I walked over and open the door to see Blaise standing there with a few hooded figures. They removed there hoods to reveal the Golden Trio standing there. We made our way into the sitting room and Blaise and I sat ourselves down on the couch I handed him Rayne while I continued holding onto little Blaise. The three of them sat down in the chairs around the small table that they were all seated around.

"So what are all of you doing here and what do you want?" I asked getting straight to the point.

"Well we know that you're Voldemort's daughter," Potter said at my father's name that we had given himself Weasley and Granger flinched, "McGonagall released this information to the Order and told us that you might want to help us."

"Well I would have helped had I not had the twins and plus the fact that if I did anything to help kill my father his little follower's would hunt me down and kill Blaise, the twins and me," I said holding little Blaise closer to me.

He looked up at me and said, "Mama."

Everyone looked at him in complete stunned silence, the room had gone quiet. Blaise placed Rayne directly next to me and then went to squat on the floor in front of me.

"What did you say?" Blaise asked calmly trying to make sure he wasn't hearing things.

"Mama," he said again clapping his tiny hands together with a look of happiness on his chubby baby face.

Blaise picked him up and then hugged him to himself with a look of pure joy on his face. Rayne looked up at me and tugged on my sleeve wanting me to hold me. I picked her up and placed her on my lap facing me. Granger was looking at me with a slight smile on her face.

"Blaise please sit down so we can continue this and then they can leave," I said grabbing his sleeve.

"All right," Blaise said still ecstatic, he sat back down next me.

"Can you at least give us some information on your father?" Granger asked politely.

"Depends on what the information is because I don't have very much information to begin with," I said putting my head on Blaise's shoulder for a little bit.

"We were wondering of you knew where he was last hiding and if possible what his big plan was," Potter said calmly.

"Last I knew he was at Malfoy Manor and the plan he had was for him to marry me off to Blaise and to have a kid within the next three and he was planning on taking the child from me after I gave birth and brainwashing him it. That's why when I found out I was pregnant I went to Dumbledore for protection. For the simple reason that I didn't want him using any of my children for such an evil plan and as far as I'm concerned I have a father and never had one. Anything else you want to know?"

"Actually not really," Potter said still sitting in the seat.

"So I'm going to assume now that you want me to get you all a cup of tea. Am I right?"

"That would be greatly appreciated," Granger said politely giving Potter a slight glare.

For the first time Weasley spoke, "And if possible could you bring something for us to snack on?"

"All right hold on. I'll be right back," I said still holding onto Rayne and walked into the kitchen.

Fucking assholes who do those two think they are intruding in our home and then...

"Do you need any help?" Granger asked interrupting my thoughts .

"Yeah, thanks," I said placing Rayne in one of the high chairs we had for the kids.

I put a pot on for tea and took some teacups down, while Granger started to make some snack food for everyone.

"How is it taking care of two children at such a young age?" Granger asked while she continued to make sandwiches.

"At times it can be but Madame Pompfey helped me out some at the beginning, especially since my mother died a long time ago and all of the other females in my family I was even remotely close to or the ones that cared greatly for me were killed or they are dead. So in reality it is kinda harder for me with raising them then most women who have children, but at least Blaise is here for me. The downside is having my father attempting to take my children," I said.

"I guess that would be true," she said placing the sandwiches on a platter.

I picked Rayne up from her highchair waved my wand to make the tea tray follow me and made my way back to the sitting room. The tea tray gently landed on the table, as I went back to sitting next to Blaise who was entertaining little Blaise. Potter and Weasley were talking to each other in hushed tones. Granger came in with the tray carrying the sandwiches. Granger got the two's attention and as soon as they saw the food they went in taking some. Rayne looked up at me and then started to cry.

"I'll be right back," I said picking Rayne up and walking back into Blaise and mine's room to check her nappy.

I went and checked and saw it was still clean. So I thought that maybe she was hungry I decided to attempt to fed her. She stopped crying and started to eat. I was done I made my way back to the sitting room with a happy Rayne.

As soon as I got into the sitting room I was greeted with a, "Paige he won't stop squirming and I don't know what he wants," Blaise said with a distraught look on his face.

"Here you take her and I'll take him and find out what's wrong with him,' I said taking little Blaise from him.

"Mama, Mama," little Blaise kept saying bouncing up and down on my hip.

I walked out of the room and made my way back to the bedroom to check and see if he had soiled his nappy. When I saw he didn't and he wasn't hungry I just looked at him.

"You just wanted you mummy, didn't you?" I asked holding him.

"Mama," he said moving towards me more with his arms open trying to hug me.

"Come on, let's go to Daddy now," I said leaving the room and walking back towards the living room.

When I got in here I saw Potter, Weasley, and Granger getting up and putting their cloaks on.

"Goodbye," I said making my way over to Blaise who was still sitting on the couch with Rayne on the couch with Rayne in his lap.

Once they left Blaise seemed to relax. I rested my head on his shoulder, the twins were being quiet. We all stayed in silence for a few minutes.

"Why are they allowed to come here and my mother who wouldn't even think to betray us isn't," Blaise asked breaking the silence.

"Who knows, but those idiots actually think that I would know where he was hiding, when we're in hiding ourselves, but from him. The only thing is, is that I hope we did help them finding him though. I'm just so tired of being hiding. I mean come on we've been in here almost a year now," I said sitting back up, but facing Blaise on the couch.

"I know, but remember why we're in hiding. If we weren't than the kids could be at risk especially Little Blaise," Blaise said hugging me to him with one arm.

"I know, and wouldn't it be better to call him Xavier instead of Little Blaise all the time," I said looking up at him since I had been staring at one spot on the floor.

"All right we will, but please cheer up. I don't like to see you upset about this or anything like this," Blaise said pulling me against him.

He kissed my cheek gently and then made his way into our room with the twins. He came back a few minutes later without them. He lounged on the couch and pulled me into his lap so that I was laying on him. He started to kiss my neck while holding me against him. I started to kiss my neck while holding me against him. As we got farther into the kiss I turned myself fully around, so that I was now straddling him. He put his hands on my waist and they started to make their way under my shirt.

He lifted the shirt up and started to take it off, breaking the kiss just long enough to lift it up and over my head. As soon as it was gone we went back to making out again. My hands made their way to the buttons on his shirt. Quickly unbuttoning it I pushed it open all the way, he removed it quickly never breaking the kiss. We continued to remove our clothing slowly while we were snogging. I stopped him when I thought of the twins.

"We can't do this right now. What about the twins?" I asked sitting up and removing his hands from me.

"Don't worry about them. I put a silencing spell on the door anyway so they can't hear a thing. Plus we haven't done anything for months and I miss that and the fact that you have been somewhat teasing me lately," Blaise said pulling me back down.

"Fine," I said as I started kissing him and moving my hands up and down on his chest.

Raking my nails down his chest and moved lower. My hand grabbed his erection. After we were done we laid on the couch. I summoned a blanket over so that we could cover up. We ended up falling asleep. The next morning I woke up to the sun shining on my face. Blaise was no longer next to me. I sat up looking around saw that our bedroom door was open, but it looked empty. I got up with the blanket wrapped around me and went into our bedroom to get dressed.

After I was done I went back to the Living room to see that it was still empty. I walked over to the couch and saw that there was a note on the table, picking up the note I started to read it.

Went for a walk around the castle with the twins. Be back soon.

Blaise

Placing it back on the table I started to attempt to clean up the clothes that were on the floor. After doing that I made my way into our room to put the clothes in the dirty clothes basket for the House-Elves to clean. Once I was done with that Blaise and the twins were back yet, getting worried I wandered out of the portrait hole to try and find them.

Walking down flights of stairs, I got to the Entrance Hall, then made my way down them. I saw Blaise standing looking around without the twins in site. I stopped and looked right at him, his eyes sending a silent message of Go back to the house. Get help. I turned around and started back up the stairs.

Once I reached the portrait hole I made my way in and went straight to the fireplace. Grabbing some floo powder I threw it in, stuck my head in then said, "12 Grimwald Place." My head began to spin within the fireplace, with other wizarding fireplaces flying by. My head finally stopped spinning to see feet pacing in front of me.

"Where in the bloody hell can he be hiding? There's not many places left," whoever it was said.

"Hello, can you stop talking to yourself and help me," I said looking up.

"Want do you want?" Potter asked crouching down to talk to me.

"Blaise's in trouble and the twins seem to be missing. Can you help?" I asked almost crying at the mention of twins possibly missing.

"I'll get some help and then we'll be right there," he said making his way towards the door.

I pulled my head out of the fireplace and made my way over to the couch and I sat down on it pulling my knees up to my chest. I was rocking back and forth, staring at a spot on the floor when they arrived. Granger being the caring one came over to me, trying to comfort me.

"Where are they?" Potter asked walking towards the portrait hole.

"I saw Blaise in the Entrance Hall, I don't know where the twins are though," I said hugging my knees closer against me.

"Come on Ron," Potter said walking out of the portrait hole with Weasley following him.

"Don't worry they'll save them," Granger said once they left.

"Why would anyone do this to me? The thing is I think my father is behind this, and why would he do this to his own daughter? No one can be that evil can they?" I asked starting to cry.

Granger didn't answer. She just continued to rub my back, which was more comforting than her trying to lie about it. We sat there in silence for ten minutes before she asked if I would like some tea. So I was now sitting on the couch by myself with Granger in kitchen making tea for the two of us. An hour passed by and they still weren't back yet and I was really starting to wonder what was taking them so long. Had something bad happened to the twins? After having that thought I burst into tears Granger quickly attempting to calm me.

"What's wrong?" she asked soothingly.

"What's taking them so long? Did something happen to the twins?" I asked crying harder.

I hadn't even finished my sentence when the portrait hole opened revealing Weasley holding the twins.

I got up and rushed over to him saying loudly, "Give me my babies."

Taking them from him, I made sure they had all ten toes and fingers. Squeezing them to my bosom, I walked toward the couch, sat down, and began crying, rocking back and forth.

"Where'd you find them?" I asked looking up from the twins to Weasley.

"Harry and I found them locked in a closet. We don't know who put them there though," Weasley said looking at me and then at Granger, "We got attacked so Harry sent me back here with the twins. I don't know where he went after that but he has the Marauder's Map on him so chances are he's looking for Zabini."

"Hopefully nothing's happened to him," Granger said.

"He's going to wish he died when he gets back here, how dare he put my babies in danger. Especially when he knows my father is looking for them and me. My poor babies," I said hugging them and rocking back and forth.

I got up and brought them into the bedroom to put them into their cribs. Then I started back out of the room. When I got to the doorway of the living room I heard Granger and Weasley talking in hushed voices.

"…Malfoy…attempting…" Weasley was saying, but those where the only words I picked up on.

"…Twins…take off…" Granger replied whispering furiously.

I back tracked some and then turned to walk back into the living room. As soon as they heard my feet hitting the floor as I walked in they stopped talking and sat back up but not before I heard the word "kill". I sat down on the couch and the silence crept up and started to become suffocating.

"What were you guys talking about?" I asked breaking the silence minutes later.

"Umm…we…we were…" Weasley said stumbling over his words.

"We weren't talking about anything important, it was nothing really, just some things that have to deal with the Order, nothing that really concerns you," Granger nervously rambled.

"Fine, don't tell me what it was. Now who was trying to take my children?" I asked getting straight to it.

"I'm not too sure about that since Harry sent me straight back up here with you kids and then took off to find Zabini," Weasley said looking at me.

As I was about to say something the portrait hole opened again and Blaise and Potter stood in the doorway with scratches and bruises on them. Blaise had a stream of blood dripping, it looked like from his hairline and down the side of his face. Blaise's nose looked broken and he also had a split lip. Potter had what looked like a black eye appearing on his left eye, he was walking with a bit of a limp, and he had a bruise forming on his right cheek as if someone had physically slugged him. Granger got off the couch and ran over to Potter.

"Oh, Harry what happened to you? Are you alright? Is anything broken?" she asked as she fawned over him like a mother to her injured child.

I just stood there looking at Blaise with a scowl on my face. Then I got up from the couch, ran from the room and went into the bedroom, locking it behind me with my wand. I summoned a bag over to me and then walked over to the bureau and began stuffing mine and the twins things into it. I put the bag on my arm picked up the twins, unlocked the door and made my way past Blaise into the living room.

"You're taking me with you when you leave. I'm not having him endanger my children again," I said moving out of Blaise's reach when he tried to grab me.

"Paige, you're being unreasonable," he said.

"I'm being unreasonable? You just endangered the lives of our children, just to walk around the castle and I won't allow it," I said throwing my arms in the air since Granger was now holding the twins.

"I can explain," Blaise said pleading.

"I don't give a bloody fucking hell what you were doing. If you wanted to take a fucking walk around the castle you didn't have to take the kids," I said walking towards Granger and the twins, Potter had grabbed my bag and was holding it.

I took the kids from Granger and then we started to leave when Blaise grabbed my arm.

"Let me go this instance, Blaise," I said through gritted teeth.

"Paige I just want to explain. You know I would never purposely hurt the kids," he said as tears were on the verge of falling fro his eyes.

"Blaise, I know you would never purposely hurt them, but I'm doing what I feel is right for them right now," I said getting out of the portrait hole with Granger, Potter, and Weasley. We walked to the Headmaster's office after that.

That had been a few weeks ago and I had been staying at Granger's place the whole time. I had gotten at least ten owls from Blaise's mother about me taking the kids and leaving, and I had gotten over thirty or more from Blaise himself. I never opened his though, especially after the first one from his mother.

As I was sitting at the kitchen table looking out the window, I had put the twins down for their nap a few minutes ago. I was waiting for Granger to get home for lunch to find out what was happening since I seemed as though the war at abruptly come to a halt.

"Hey," I heard Granger say as she walked into the kitchen.

"Anything new since last night?" I asked.

Granger had a container of mayo in her hand when she almost dropped it at my question, "Nope, nothing new."

"What are you keeping from me?" I asked narrowing my eyes at her.

"Noth-"

"Can you believe he turned himself into the Dark Lord?" Weasley said from the living room.

"Ronald, shut up, right this instance and don't say another thing," Granger said staring into the living room stunned by his stupidity at saying something he obviously wasn't suppose to, the mayonnaise jar now laying on the floor with mayonnaise splattered all over the place.

"Who turned themselves into him?" I asked standing up and not getting an answer from either of them. After a few moment of silence I spoke again, "Who did, please tell me," I said becoming frantic, "It was Blaise wasn't it? Wasn't it?" I yelled now hysterical.

When no one answered for the third time I collapsed on the floor and began to cry the tears flowing out of my eyes, creating black trails down my face.

"Calm down, Paige, please stop crying," Granger said coming over to me.

"He's only doing this because I left with the twins. The only thing I don't get is why go to my father when he could have gone to an Order member," I said crying into my hands.

"Yeah, he could have," Granger said slowly.

Xavier began to cry so I got up and headed into the room we were staying in. I picked him up out of the crib and began bouncing him on my hips as I walked around the room thinking over what happened.

Why would he have gone to my father unless something happened between him and the Order? Maybe those cuts and bruises weren't a result of some fight between him and a Death Eater but between him and Potter. Potter could have told him to stay away, but why would he do that?

I put Xavier back in the crib, checked on Rayne and then looked over the letters Blaise had sent over the weeks and I noticed that the longer I had stayed away that they started to dwindled in the numbers that I received daily until the last one was dated almost a week old. The fighting had died off a day or two after that letter. Reading through them I didn't really see anything saying about him planning to visit or see my father. Then I noticed something near his signature on the last one it was:

HPwlmny, SIhtsafy.

Looking at it I tried to figure out what it said. Giving up I put it down and laid on the bed. I stared at the ceiling trying to figure out what I was going to do. Next thing I knew I had awakened to a dark room. I sat up in the bed and looked around the room. I got out of the bed and made my way over to the crib to check on the twins to see that they weren't in there. I walked out of the room, my heart beating a little faster. I looked through Granger's house and found them in the kitchen with her.

"They were getting whiny and you fell asleep so I brought them in here to feed them," she explained after seeing my face.

"Thanks Granger. I've just been so stressed plus the fact that I haven't been sleeping much lately either," I said sitting down on one of the dining room chairs.

"Hope you're not coming down with anything," she said caringly.

"Actually I hope I am coming down with something so that I know it's not what I think it is," I said watching her carefully.

"Well what are you thinking it might be?" she asked from the sink.

"The thing is when I was pregnant with the twins I was tired a lot of the time. I'm just that I might be because of what happened lately," I said twisting a napkin in my hands, tears misting over my eyes.

"So you think you might be pregnant again?" she asked drying the dishes.

"Well I haven't gotten morning sickness yet. So as of right now I might just be getting sick and that's all. I'm hoping that's what it is since what's happened and all," I said with sadness in my voice.

"It'll be alright either way," she said.

"No, it isn't, before he… he turned himself into my father it would have been alright, but now… now I might be the one that's putting our children in danger not him. Maybe he did it because I left but who knows. I just want him back now."

"But he endangered your children."

"Yeah, but not on purpose. I read through the letters he sent me that went unopened he didn't endanger them, he brought them to see Draco, but he started to wonder why wait this long to see them, as he had made his way down the stairs. That's why Potter and Weasley found them locked in that room, they were in there for their own protection," I said watching the twins play with their food.

"Maybe there's some type of message hidden in the letters. Why don't you bring them in here and we'll look over them."

"Alright," I said getting up and heading into the room I was staying in to get the letters. Once I had gotten the letters I made my way back to the kitchen with them. "I've got them."

"Alright let's look at them then. Did anything stick out to you?" she asked thumbing through the piles of letters.

"Only on one of the letters, it was the last one he sent about five days ago. It was something by his signature that didn't make any sense to me at all. Do you think you could figure it out?"

"Show me where it is," Granger said handing me the letters, I pointed it out on the one letter, "I can't see anything except the signature."

"Here let me copy it down and then you can help me figure it out," I said grabbing a napkin she had on the table as she grabbed a quill and ink.

As I copied it down something weird started to happen to the letters. But I continued copying them down when I had finished the letters had split and multiplied to form the message:

Harry Potter won't let me near you. So I have to stay away from you.

"Can you see it?" I asked her once I had finished reading it.

"What are you talking about, I can't see anything. Are you sure you wrote anything?"

"Yes, I'm sure now where's Potter? I have to talk to him now. So where is he at, at this moment in time and don't tell me I can't talk to him," I said demanding her to, as I stood up and I started pacing in front of the table.

"Well there's a problem with you speaking to Harry. He's unreachable right now. It will endanger him if we try and contact him right now, it could very well blow our plan of action," Granger said desperately.

"I don't give a fuck how much danger it puts him into but I want him here right now. It's his fault that my family may very well fall apart even more than it already has and I won't allow it if I can stop it from happening. I won't allow my children to grow up in a family without a father like I did, especially when that father would do anything to protect them. Just because someone was jealous of him and wanted him out of the picture, so he could try and swoop in and play the hero. Well guess what it won't work because no matter how pissed I am at Blaise I would never do that to our children and plus the fact that I love him more than anything," I ranted, taking a huge gulp of air after that.

"The thing is though, we don't know where he is. He just disappeared last night. We didn't want to alarm anyone so we haven't told anyone about his disappearance."

"That son of a bitch, and why would everyone's Golden Boy just disappear? We all know he likes to be in the spotlight, so why disappear? To get more sympathy from the people?"

"Harry's not like that," Granger yelled angrily.

"Yeah, just like he wouldn't push my fiancé away so that he could try to move in on me, as if I would even want him. Blaise is only second to our children and I love them that much because they are a result of our love. You would think someone would give up by now, but no Mr. Gryffindor-I-have-to-save-the-world can't give up on anything," I said just as angrily if not more back to her.

"Harry would never break up a family for his own personal gain. He's not like that."

"Well maybe is there more to your Golden Boy than even you knew about. And did you know that the hat thought about putting him into Slytherin? Did he even tell you that?" I asked with a smirk on my face.

"Don't you say that about him, Harry could never be like you devious Slytherins," she said with a hiss.

"I wouldn't be talking, since you were fucking on last year and one of the worst of us Slytherins, since my own father so I would shut up right now and think about what you say before you say it," I said turning on my heel and walking out of the room.

I went into the room I was staying in and started to scrawl a letter to Blaise. Once I finished I sent it off with one of the owls Blaise's mother had given us. Watching the owl flew out the window I thought of something wrote it on a paper, signed it and attached it to the other owl and sent that one off as well. It was nearing ten when I got a reply to the second letter I sent out:

Of course you can stay here. I would never turn away and now we can spend sometime together getting to know each other.

After reading it I began to pack the bag up again. I checked on the twins who were now asleep in their cribs. So I waited for the reply to the letter Blaise sent me. That one came about an hour later.

Paige,

I had to start writing this as soon as I read that you're pregnant again. Just tell me where you are so I can come and get you and the twins. I just read that you don't want me to look for you or the twins. And as you said I'll let you have your space so that you can think some things through I just want you to keep in contact with me so I'm not overly worrying about you. Tell the twins I love and miss them for me please.

Love you,

Blaise

Once I finished reading it I put it in the bag with the rest of them. I grabbed the twins from the crib, the bag, and walked out of the room and to the front door. Once I reached it I walked out into the dark and silent night. I walked down the road some, then placed the bags down and pulled my wand out. A loud BANG emitted through the night air breaking the once peaceful silence that had lain in the air. The Knight Bus came into view during the bang, slowing down in front of us.

The conductor got off the bus and asked, "Where are you off to Miss?"

A/N: Well this is officially the very last chapter in this story. I might be continuing it later. The only thing is it won't pick up exactly where this one left off but you'll basically find out where she went and all the crap when I have time to write the new ones, but between me wokring and school, I just really don't have time, and I've been kinda getting stuck so I thought that I might as well give you all this since you haven't had a new chapter in so long. I won't be putting up the new story until I have quite a few chapters so that if I get stuck with anything you can still get a new chapter then. If you have any questions on anything that has to do with the story just leave the question in a review or just e-mail me and I'll answer it as soon as possible. So I guess this is it for awhile, so bye until I have the new story.