I like what I see.

"Look" James whispered to me just as we entered the cafeteria. It was Friday, Sirius had been eating lunch with us every day since Tuesday. Both Peter and James had pressed me to ask Sirius about the party, but the moment just wasn´t right.

Sirius sat alone at our usual spot. His head was hanging over some paper on the table, it rested on his left hand. He looked very concentrated and I think maybe his tongue was out again.

"If you don´t ask him now, we are going to!" Peter warned, and James agreed.

I sighed. "Fine!" they high-fived behind me.

We walked over there, Sirius didn´t notice us. He looked so cute and I just wanted to stand still and keep staring at him. Though that wouldn´t be possible… it would also be a bit creepy.

"Hi, Padfoot" I greeted for all of us.

Sirius smiled and slowly moved the paper out of our sight as he answered. "Hi Moony, hi Wormtail, hi Prongs."

"Hi," James and Peter said in unison. James being the amazing person he is begun to bring extra food on purpose to Sirius. He claims he isn´t hungry or that he already ate, but he always eats everything James give him.

Peter and James send me an insisting look. I gathered all my courage and finally asked him.

"So… there is this party later today, at Frank´s place… wanna join guys?" I asked and looked at all of them, while secretly eyeing Sirius to see his reaction.

"Yeah" James answered.

"Of course," Peter answered as well. I looked at Sirius to get an answer from him, he looked sceptical. My heart sank a little, I had actually thought he would want to come, even though I was disbelieving. Or rather hoped he would come.

"I don't know…" Sirius answered and looked down, he began to draw circles again. "I don't really like parties."

"Come on, it will be fun" James interjected.

Sirius quickly eyed me, I wouldn´t have noticed if I wasn´t so determined to look at him at all times. He then looked down again.

"Please" I begged, "it will be really fun."

He bit his lip and seemed to consider it. I tried to make puppy-eyes, I was this close to getting him to a party with me, I had to give it everything. "I… I don´t even have anything to wear-"

"Don't worry" James quickly said, "we can go to my place after school to get ready, you can borrow something from me" we had actually already planned this before, but we tried to make it seem like we hadn´t, only because I was too much of a coward to ask Sirius earlier.

"Err… I still don´t think-"

"Please" I begged again, he looked directly into my eyes, my heart started pounding and I tried my hardest not to blush.

Sirius looked down at his hands, watching the one makes circles on the other. He took a deep breath and looked into my eyes again. "Will you stay with me? The whole time?" he asked me, and only me. Oh god, he asked me. He asked me.

HE ASKED ME.

I wanted to scream 'yes', yes, of course, I will stay with you the whole time Sirius. There is no one else I would rather spend the whole time with.

"Of course," I promised calmly. He gave me a little smile oblivious to the storm raging inside of me. it seemed as if the butterflies were having a war down there. He said yes. And he had asked me of all people, not James, not Peter, me.

Me for heaven's sake.

"Okay then" he replied, "I guess it could be fun."

I smiled. And so did he.

"C-Can I borrow your phone?" Sirius asked shyly. School had been a long time ago, we had walked to James´ place right after to get ready. When we got there, we had something to eat, then sat in the living room and talked.

"Of course, what for?" I asked and found it, I handed it to him and our hands slightly brushed against each other.

"I need to… my mom, I need to tell her I´m not coming home… and that I sleep here" he told and began calling, he left the room to talk. I looked after him to check his butt out. Sorry, but they always do that in movies and I had to try. He has a nice butt. It looks soft. How would it be to grasp it?

Peter took me out of my thoughts. "So" he dragged out the 'o', "are you excited about the party?" he asked while making his eyebrow go up and down.

I frowned. "What do you mean?"

He rolled his eyes. "Remus. This is a party, you are both gonna get drunk and is totally gonna have sex" he said as if it was obvious.

"Uhh…"

"Geez Pete" James cut in, "not everyone is you. I don't think Padfoot wants to go that quick"

"I don't want either" I interjected, "I want it to be special."

Peter rolled his eyes. "Typical words from a virgin."

I quickly shushed him and looked towards the door Sirius left through. He had been gone for a while now, it couldn´t take that long to tell his mom he was going to a party and sleep here.

"I´m virgin too," James said, "I think it´s normal to want it to be with someone special."

Peter just rolled his eyes again.

"What there is nothing wrong with that!"

"If you say so-"

"Well, I say so!" James stated firmly.

We all burst out laughing. I love how we can make fun of each other, and it being okay, we know when the other is joking.

"No seriously, you got to at least make a move," Peter said when he had caught his breath again. I had a mini heart attack when he said that, then I realized it wasn´t Sirius he had said, it was serious.

James noticed my hesitation. "Moony-"

"Of course, I´m gonna make a move" I cut him off and laughed. James eyed me suspiciously but didn´t say anything.

I think there were another five minutes before Sirius finally returned and handed me my phone. He sat down and acted as if nothing weird had happened, as if he hadn´t just disappeared for like fifteen minutes.

"What took you so long?" James asked curiously.

"Uhh… she… my... mom didn´t really like the idea of me going, so I had to convince her. But, it´s okay now" he said and then looked at me.

"Huh, very overprotective?" Peter asked.

Sirius smiled. "You could say that"

"Anyways," I said and smiled, "we have to find Padfoot something brilliant to wear" but it doesn´t matter what, because no matter what, he will look perfect.

/This chapter was supposed to be longer, but then it turned too long so I had to split it.

I can´t wait to show the next part, I have been planning it in forever.

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