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.:Chapter Thirteen:.
Cadwyn roughly pushed Tristan away from her body and she felt his lips leave hers.
"What are you doing?" She hissed at him, clutching the sheet tightly around her body.
Tristan looked wide-eyed at Cadwyn as she clutched the sheet around her, a frightened look in her eyes. He could not believe that he had just gone straight up to her and kissed her, and as forcefully as he did. He had never been so forward like that, he always let the women do that.
"I'm sorry" He managed to whisper after a short silence.
Cadwyn continued to stare at him as she still held the sheet close to her body, and he mind began working fast, trying to work out what feelings she had threw her body. She could feel the feelings coming back that she had held for Tristan in the beginning, and then he had broken her heart. Telling Arthur that he had only wanted to bed her was what turned her image from Tristan as a knight in shining armour to a selfish womanising pig.
"You cant just do that!" She told him, sitting down on the hay her hand going to head. "You can't do it! Not with what happened before! Do you really think I have forgiven you?" She nearly shouted.
Tristan closed his eyes and let his self take a deep and calming breath.
"Of course not! But you have to unde-" Cadwyn quickly cut him off.
"NO! Tristan! I don't have to understand" She pointed a finger at him.
"He would have taken you away if he knew how I really felt!" Tristan suddenly shouted, his arms going up as he did.
Cadwyn looked at him, confused, and then she started to laugh.
"You don't have to lie. You knew what you wanted from me, and then I found out!" She told him, now standing up and running out of the barn doors into the pouring rain.
Quickly running to the doors, Tristan saw that she was running towards the walls of the fort.
He knew she would be able to escape without been seen, and in the weather it gave her a advantage. Cursing quickly he changed fast into his wet clothes and then began running out after her.
After leaving the fort walls, Tristan looked around trying to find a way that would lead him to where Cadwyn had run. Not seeing any trace of her, he decided running further into the woods, and with her been in a blue sheet, he would be able to see her, as the rain had now thinned out, and was only a soft spray.
Running around for what Tristan had thought was around an hour, he felt like he was somewhere familiar. Taking a deep breath, Tristan scanned the area for any signs of Cadwyn. Something on the right side of his view caught his eye. There was a blue sheet, looking closer Tristan saw Cadwyn sat huddled on a log, the sheet wrapped round her and she was shivering.
Feeling the pang of panic leave his stomach, Tristan now began walking over to her.
"I didn't just want to bed you!" He quietly said, walking nearer to her.
Cadwyn quickly stood looking and looked at Tristan's honest face, and couldn't believe that he had said it. She believed him, she knew that when Tristan spoke like he was, he must have been telling the truth.
"Then what did you want?" She shakily asked.
Running a hand threw his hair, Tristan looked nervous.
"I wanted us to fall in love. Like normal couples do. I want to be the one to ensure your safety. The one who holds you when you fall asleep. The one that kisses you softly when your scared and the one that makes you feel special. I want everything" He quietly told her, and Cadwyn saw that he was shaking slightly.
Biting her lip, she thought about what she had been told by the man that had been in her dreams since she arrived at the wall. Slowly walking over to him she felt her heart beat increase and the feeling of butterflies in her stomach. Once she stood in front of him, she looked up into his eyes.
"I want all of that. And with you Tristan"
Tristan nodded and looked around at there surroundings.
"This is where we first met" He told her.
Cadwyn smiled and nodded.
"I had hoped you would remember" She answered, pulling the sheet closer around her freezing wet body.
"Of course I remember" He told her, then looked straight into her eyes, and gave a honest smile.
Reaching out and placing his hand on her cheek he ran it down her cold and soft skin. Closing the space between them, he looked down at Cadwyn's face. He searched her eyes, and saw that there was no hesitancy. Slowly lowering his head to hers, he allowed his lips to softly brush against her. Tristan felt Cadwyn take a deep breath, and then shakily moved and put a hand on the back of his neck, causing the kiss to become more passionate and then the other hand reach out for his chest.
Both of them allowed the kiss to become deeper, exploring each others mouths and then after a while, softly parted, both breathing heavily.
"Your shivering" Tristan panted.
"I'm fine. Just a little cold, not thinking about it now" She smiled back at him. Tristan wrapped his arms around her and held her close.
"Come, we need to get back. You'll catch a chill" He told her, as he turned and began walking back to the fort, his arm wrapped firmly around her.
Neither of them noticed a pair of light blue eyes watching them, the skin around there eyes was painted blue.
