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Chapter 13: SLAM!
Parasites crawl inside you
Let them come take over you
Feel them run inside you
I bet that they will break you
I suppose I could have stopped it. I could have killed it. That child. That horrible little wretched demon-spawn. It ripped me apart. Tore away my inside as it was ripped out and breathed its first little nasty breath. I wouldn't touch it. I wouldn't look at it. Raven and Jeff however thought it was beautiful. The bloody little hellspawn would never come near me.
They cleaned it, and took care of it. I watched it breath, and move. It was already too conscious, growing quickly. It wasn't human. It was a vampire child. I was afraid it would feed off Jeff and Raven so I gave it my blood. Nearly ripped my veins out in the process. I wouldn't do that again. I would let it die.
In a few weeks, it was nearly a teenager. It never spoke to me. I glared at it, while I slowly healed. I stayed next to Jeff's room. Jeff was infatued with the demon child. Raven didn't know what to think. And it loved Gregory.
It took the name Faye. It was a girl, I think. I didn't want to know. I just wanted it to die. I wanted to kill it. I had thought about it, planned it… but I couldn't go through with it.
By the time I was prepared, it was fully grown. I sat in the living room, thinking, and it approached. "You hate me, don't you?" It spit on me.
"You're a product of my hate. You're a product of my hell."
It laughed at me. "And I will follow you into it."
"I'll kill you before you go anywhere with me."
Gregory entered. He didn't look at me, but at Faye. There was love. It made me angry. It made my heart split into two. I thought of Kane and looked at Faye. I should have loved it, it was half Kane… but I couldn't. It was only living because he was dead. Gregory looked over at me. "Hi, Nox."
I nodded at him and moved off the couch. "Hi." I started to walk out the door, but Gregory grabbed my arm, cursed, then let go. "What?"
"What happened… how did…?" He pointed to Faye as the blood stained the carpet.
"Hell has cursed me for the rest of my eternity to have this." I glared at Faye. "You can keep it. It likes you better." I walked out of the room, the tears starting to fall. I hated it. I hated it and loved it so much at the same time, it tore myself apart. It was Kane. It was my only part of him that I could touch and know a part of him had gone into that. But I hated it so much because it killed him.
I ran outside, and kept on. I didn't stop. My legs burned. My eyes hurt. Nothing mattered; I didn't care anymore. Pain… physical pain was nothing to the loneliness that my heart bled. I looked to the sky and saw the moon above me. There was no one around. I was lost, by myself. So lost and I felt so useless.
I finally felt free.
A/N: And here we are to the end. The last chapter is coming… be prepared.
-Sexy Saphi Lamastra