A/N:OK...so I don't know where to start... I'm just so fuckin sorry that I left just like that and...without sayin a word and... I'm just sorry... there was a lot going on... and well you know... I was in love got heartbroken...then I kissed the most beautiful girl, who lives I don't know how far away...and now she has a gf...and I don't think that I'm in love with her.. but still I was confused...than I was friends with my ex... which is actually really good... but sometimes confusing too... so by the way they both are 17 going on 18... and I'm 15 (and really confused)... but right now...I have the feeling that it's gonna be ok... my laptop was broken too... but now it works ...

and now I found some time to read the story and write this new chpt....

and... I can tell you there's gonna be drama... and love... and Spashley...and Maiden/Aidax and Caymen...so enjoy... and again..I'm so sorry!!!

It was a clear night and the moon was shining brightly. The light made Spencer look like and Angel or something and Ashley forbid herself to think something like that.

She heard steps and then the blond was behind the brunette, maybe three or four five steps away. "So how are things with Jack?" Spencer asked. "Over, You and Lexa?" "There hasn't been anything, and there won't be." Spencer made two steps forward, Ashley was still not facing her, pretending to look for something in the fridge.

"What are you looking for?" Spencer asked and made another two steps. Now she stood right behind Ashley. The brunette could feel breath of the blonde in her neck. "Just milk"Ashley sad, her voice was huskier than usual.

Spencer pressed herself against the shorter woman, letting her head rest on her shoulder. Ashley could feel her breasts on her back and her entire body tensed, every muscle frozen. Fuck. There was no way the blond didn't feel that too. Spencer turned her face towards the brunette's neck, chuckled and Ashley's pulse raced up when her lips slightly touched her neck, almost accidentally. "The milk is in the middle of you fridge, Ash. You should date an optiker sometimes."

Ashley was still unable to move. The way Spencer had said her nick name gave her a warm feeling in her stomach. But to feel the blond so near was too much. The brunette laughed sarcastly, took the mild and went to the kitchen island.

"You want some too?" She asked while she poured the white liquid into a bowl and took some cereals. Spencer shaked her head.

"Ash, how do you think about the word Spashley?"

Chapter 13

"Spashley?" asked Ashley. Spencer nodded. "Yes."

"uhm...I don't know, sounds ...special, why?"

"It would be our name."

Spencer stood in front of Ashley who held the spoon like a weapon. Spencer took it gently out of her hand. Ashley could smell the sweet scent of Spencer now. That was so close, too close.

"Name?" the brunette asked with a husky voice. In response the blonde nodded again.

Spencer leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on Ashley's cheek, so gentle that Ashley wasn't that sure if the lips really had touched the skin. "Our name" Spencer whispered again and went back into the living room.

Ashley took a deep breath, she noticed that she had stopped breathing while Spencer was so close. Carefully she touched her skin where Spencer's lips might have touched her. She was amazed what this girl could do to her. Just a little touch and she could feel it everywhere. "Oh my god..." the brunette whispered, surprised, scared, desperate and lost.

She stood there and slowly sank down the wall. "Shit" she said and noticed to late that she did that a little bit to loud. Immediately Spencer was kneeling in front of her. "Ash, what's wrong? What happened?" she asked worried.

"How dare you to ask me that" hissed Ashley. "You just make me feel all this things, you just can't rip my heart apart and comfort me the same time."

Spencer looked at the girl with wide eyes. Now she understood. Her face softened. "I don't want to rip your heart apart and you know I'm not doing that." She softly kissed Ashley's forhead. "Does this hurt?"

"Spencer stop" Ashley said, but her voice sounded weak. The blonde place a light kiss on the brunette's nose. "Did that hurt?" she asked gentle.

"Spencer" Ashley whispered. "I don't want to hurt you! I'd never to that, Ash, listen to me, I would never hurt you, I wouldn't...I couldn't."Spencer whispered with a loving voice. She carefully grabbed Ashley's face. "Look at me, I love you, Ashley. I love you so much." and Spencer kissed her.

Ashley whimpered but didn't push Spencer away. The blond kissed Ashley so soft that it might have been a dream. When Spencer leaned back, the brunette didn't dare to open her eyes. Hoping and fearing that it was a dream.

"Look at me, Ash" Spencer said. "I can't" Ashley answered. Her whole world had just fallen apart and a new one started to grow. But this time there weren't any walls.

"You've broken me" Ashley whispered. "No, I've set you free" Spencer said, stroking Ashley's cheek. "I'm so scared" the brunette mumbled and opened slowly her eyes. "You are so beautiful" the blond said. "It's dark" Ashley said, calming down slowly.

"Look whatever this is right now, it's just between us, and it's just to night, I just want to get rid of those feelings" the brunette said was a husky voice. Spencer didn't know what to say. "Better than nothing" she thought and suddenly Ashley kissed her very rough.

The kiss softened when Spencer pulled them up and they stumbled into the living room. The brunette moaned slightly when the blonde dragged her down with her self and pulled her on the top. She started to kiss Ashley's neck and the brunette took a sharp breath. The dark living room was soon filled with moans and soft whisperings.

"Oh my gosh, honey, slap me...Autsch! Not that hard, and not there...It makes me want to go to bed again...", Carmen whispered, but leaded her girlfriend to the living room. "Oh my...", Kyla was speechless. She could remember seeing something so beautiful like that, what was in front of her.

There on the couch lied her sister and Spencer. The blonde held the other girl tight and the brunette had burried her head under Spencer's chin. The first rays of the sun found their way through the curtains and gave the couple a golden shimmer on their faces and half naked bodies.

Actually, probably naked bodies, but since there was a carpet... They looked like, Carmen put it like this: They looked like two fallen angels, finally finding piece with each other in each other and taking their first breath of living in their arms and finally found a place to dream safely. Kyla added, that maybe they knew now, that dreams could come true.

When Max and Aiden entered the kitchen, they saw the two girls leaning at the doorframe looking into the living room. "What's there to see" Aiden asked and looked between the two girls. "Two angels" Kyla whispered and Max put his head an Carmens shoulder.

When he saw what exactly the couple was looking at, his eyes went wide. Aiden, who couldn't hide his surprise that well, nearly scream a "O MY GOD", which caused Ashley to stir. "Shut up, Aiden" Kyla said and pulled him back into the kitchen. Carmen and Max followed them. They got bowls and cereals and waited for the two other girls to weak up and explain.

Ashley awoke first. She felt the warm naked body next her own and it felt damn good. She slowly opened her eyes and regretted it instantly. This naked body belonged to a certain blonde. That blonde she had sworn not to raise her hopes. "I didn't, right? I just slept with her, and I told her, that it was just a one time thing...it was just the moment."

When Spencer suddenly pulled her tighter Ashley couldn't resist and let it happen. "Fuck, what I'm doing?" she tought and tried to get up, which was pretty difficult, because the blonde held her really protectively.

So what had to happen happened and Spencer woke up. She carefully opened her eyes and grinned at Ashley. The brunette couldn't remember anything more gorgeous than this sleepy but so loving and gently smile. "Morning, beautiful" Spencer said and placed a soft kiss on Ashley's nose. "Äh...yes, morning... well uhm...have to get up, hungry...shower...see ya."

With that the brunette took the blanket and literately ran off. Spencer grapped her clothes, pulled them on and went into the kitchen. Four pairs of eyes looked at her in curiosity. The blonde blushed. "Uhm...do I have to explain?" She just asked. The others grinned at her. Max grapped her and placed her on the kitchen counter, Kyla gave her a cup of coffee and Carmen gave her a bowl with milk and cornflakes.

"Well, it just happened, there is really nothing much to explain and..."

"And it will never happen again." a strong voice said. Ashley had put on some shorts and a T-shirt and looked at them with nearly cold eyes. "Right" Spencer whispered.

A/N:

So I wanna thank those, who haven't forgot me..or this story... It means really a lot to me...

and... what's your 3 favourite movies at the moment or all the time?

Wish ya a nice evening, night, day or whatever makes you happy!

All best, Tatj