Matthew laid on his back on Gilbert's bed. He sat forward, his whole face was turning bright red. "Umm Gil...I've never done this before...I'm really nervous." He said his eyes focused on the condom, still safe inside the wrapper. He could feel his heart beating like mad, it felt like it was going to pound its way out of his chest. Gilbert smirked at him and it only made the pounding feel even stronger.
Gilbert kissed him. It was soft and slow. "Just relax and if you want to stop just say so." He said kissing along Matthew's jaw and down his neck. Matthew gasped softly at the kisses. They sent pleasant chills down his spine. Gilbert's hands crept to Matthew's waist and sneaked under his shirt.
Matthew shivered feeling Gilbert's fingertips on his skin, moving in small ovals as they inched upwards. Gilbert pulled Matthew's shirt up over his head and toss it to the floor. He kissed him this time hard and passionately. The blond could feel his mind go blank, he could feel his body getting hot. The only sounds was the sound of them breathing and their tongues moving together. Matthew moaned softly and he shivered again.
This felt so right it was driving him mad. He wrapped his arms around Gilbert pulling him deeper into the kiss. He wanted him so badly, he want to feel his mouth on his, flesh on flesh, his hands touching him softly. Matthew felt dizzy he didn't know how much more he could handle. He was already getting hard. Gilbert shoved him down on the mattress, his leg moving between Matthew's, going as far as it could. He smirked as Matthew let out a shaky gasp.
Gilbert sucked on the side of Matthew's neck, moving up right under his ear. He left a small mark behind and started to travel back down, leaving another mark at the base of his neck and near his shoulder. "Gil...don't stop...it feels nice." Matthew said his voice was small. Gilbert kissed and nipped at his collar bone, feeling Matthew grind his hips against his leg giving a moan here and there. His breathing was heavy but silent. Gilbert closed his eyes and listened to the little sounds he got the other to make.
Matthew slid his hands down Gilbert's chest feeling some smooth hairs. His hands moved down feeling Gilbert's happy trail underneath his fingertips. He blushed as he moved his hands underneath the elastic waistband of Gilbert's boxers. Gilbert moaned into the nook of the others neck as he felt Matthew's fingers wrap around him and slowly start to move. "Shit, keep doing it like that. Ahh damn it." Gilbert whispered into his ear. His breath was hot it caused the body under him to shake.
"Gilbert! I love you." Matthew said his voice shaking. Gilbert kissed him on the mouth sending the message back. Gilbert undid the zipper of Matthew's pants, it took him longer then it should have, the bulge was pressing firmly against the zipper. He pulled the pants off and ran his hands up Matthew's thighs. Matthew twitched at the touch. Gilbert's hands were super warm, it felt good.
Gilbert looked at him, down at his body, taking him in, putting every nook and corner to memory. Matthew blushed darkly and met Gilbert's eyes. His hands took the waistband and pulled Gilbert's boxers off. Gilbert smirked at him. "Impressed?" He asked with a smug tone. Matthew blush only got darker.
"Your really full of yourself aren't you?" Matthew said trying not to show hoe embarrassed he was. Gilbert laughed and kissed him, the kissed moved to his ear. He bit the lobe softly.
"Of course babe. Now where did that condom go. I don't even k now what size that fucker is." Gilbert looked around and found the wrapper on the bed. He tore it open. Matthew gulped and looked away. Gilbert put the condom on and slipped Matthew's briefs off. "So what position do you want to do it in?"Gilbert asked him smiling. Matthew stared at him puzzled.
"There's different positions?" Matthew asked. Gilbert blinked and held in a laugh, it wasn't working, and his shoulders started to shake. Matthew blushed but he honestly didn't know. Gilbert nodded and grabbed Matthew's waist pulling him into his lap. Matthew blushed and his heart skipped a beat. He kissed along his neck and gave him all small bite.
Gilbert nuzzled against him. "I could show you. If your ready." Gilbert said. Matthew blushed and looked down. He couldn't think clearly, he wanted it, but at the same time he didn't. He was so confused. Gilbert took his chin between his finger and thumb tilting his head up to look at him. Matthew stared up at him.
He closed his eyes tightly. "Is it going to hurt?" He asked weakly. Gilbert kissed him and ran his hand to the back of his head, running his fingers through the thick soft hair. Matthew melted in to the kiss pressed even closer to Gilbert, wrapping his arms around his neck.
Gilbert would never admit to it but he was actually just as nervous as Matthew. He kept kissing him, on the mouth, the neck, the shoulder. He needed a way to distracted himself and Matthew. He finally answered Matthew's question. "It'll hurt at first and you might be sore afterwords. I'll be gentle ." He said and felt Matthew tensed up. He gulped and put a hand on Gilbert's shoulder.
"Promise." Matthew squeaked his eyes glazed over in his need and lust. Gilbert kissed him softly on the lips and kissed his cheek and jaw. Matthew closed his eyes again his hand moving from Gilbert's shoulder to his neck. He pulled him down and kissed him. "Please I need to hear you say it out loud." Matthew said he was nearly begging.
"I promise I'll be gentle . I promise." Gilbert kissed him and took Matthew's waist in his hands moving him into a better position. Matthew made a squeak sound like a little house mouse as he backed away from Gilbert. Gilbert raised an eye brow, confused by Matthew's actions. "What's wrong?"
"You can't just go and shove it in!" Matthew said blushing. Gilbert blushed also and the two stared at each other. The mood became awkward, as if wasn't already. Matthew bit his lip and let his shoulders relax. "Don't you have to...um m...prepare me first." He asked looking up from under his long curled lashes.
Gilbert looked down at their bodies then to Matthew's face. "Prepare how?" He felt embarrassed for having to ask.
"I don't know! I'm the virgin! You have done this before...right?"
"Yeah...but not with a virgin. I don't know everything, I've only done this twice before."
"You never prepared anyone before!"
"They weren't virgins! That does it I'm calling Antonio!" Gilbert reached for his cell phone but Matthew stole it from his hand and threw it out the open window. Gilbert stared at the window then at Matthew who was pouting. "Dude..."
"Don't call him...its embarrassing! I rather you asked Ludwig or something."
"You want me...to ask my younger brother for sex advice. That's messed up." Gilbert said and Matthew sighed realizing that would be awkward. Gilbert sighed and reached into the dresser drawer. He pulled out a tube of lube and started twisting the cap off. "I was saving this for porn mags but I think it'll be more useful in preparing you."
Matthew blushed and watched as Gilbert coated his fingers in the clear stuff. His heart beat quickened and he closed his eyes. Gilbert's fingers presses at the opening, the lube allowed them to easily slip inside. Matthew flinched. It felt strange and it wasn't the most comfortable thing in the world. Gilbert's fingers moved in deeper mimicking the motion he would soon be making. Matthew gasped loudly at each movement.
He covered his mouth to try to keep the sounds in. He didn't want Ludwig or Feliciano to hear him. But it didn't matter, he couldn't stay quiet. Gilbert added another finger. It hurt a little, it wasn't enough for Matthew to care. He wanted Gilbert so badly, he wanted all of him. "Gil...oh god Gil...please." He whimpered. He cupped the sides of Gilbert's face and kissed him wetly.
Gilbert pulled the fingers out and wiped whatever lube that was left on his finger off on the blanket. Taking the tube he put what was left on his erection. "I'm going to put it in. Are you ready?" He asked whispering in his ear, holding him close by his waist. Matthew shivered feeling Gilbert's hot breath on his neck. He weakly nodded his head clinging to Gilbert's shoulders.
Gilbert slipped it in slowly. Little by little. Matthew bit down on his lip to distract himself. It hurt a little, causing him to give a little moan. Gilbert wasn't even all the way in yet and the more that went in the more it started to hurt. Matthew's moan started to show his pain. Gilbert stopped to cuss silently to himself.
"Are you alright?" He asked softly. Matthew didn't know what to say, he wanted to keep going, but it hurt. Gilbert lifted his hips up and asked the question again. Matthew shook his head.
"But don't stop I want to keep going. It just hurts."
"I told you it would."
"I know just I didn't think." Matthew said and cupped the sides of Gilbert's face. He pressed their foreheads together and closed his eyes. Gilbert closed his eyes also, their bodies heating up against each other. One of Matthew's hands glided down to where their bodies joined. He wrapped his hand around the exposed erection and started to guide it inside. "I don't want to stop. I want you."
Gilbert kissed him and entered him fully. He waited for Matthew's body to get used to him before he started to move. Matthew moaned into the kiss, his fingers moving into Gilbert's hair. He grabbed the hair holding it tightly. "Your so tight." Gilbert said. His movements were slow but hard and each thrust was more like a rolling wave. Matthew gasped for air and yanked the hair in his hand, kissing him.
Gilbert took Matthew's hips and started to move them with the thrusts. Matthew understood what he was doing and started to roll his hips in time with Gilbert. "Gil ahh ahh more please." He moaned and grabbed the sheets. Gilbert went harder and dug his fingers into his waist, unknowingly leaving bruises.
Pleasure ran up his spine like a radiation heat. It made his whole body get hot. They both were sweating lightly but the scent mingled with the scent of sex. The scent was thick in the air around them. Matthew was shocked by how awful the smell was. "Matthew lift your leg." Gilbert said and Matthew did what he was told. Gilbert grabbed him from behind the knee and held him there so he could go inside deeper.
Matthew eyes went wide and his head rolled back. His moans became louder and more lusty. "Gil! Oh Gil! There...aww ahhh oh god! There." Matthew gasped the pleasure was making him insane. He was shaking and rolling his hips into Gilbert even harder. Gilbert shivered and kept hitting that spot inside Matthew. He dug his nails into Matthew's leg. "Gil please oh god oh god." His back arched and he covered his mouth.
Matthew's other hand went up to Gilbert's shoulder, sliding down to his arm. His nail slid down scraping skin and drawing some blood. Gilbert hissed from the pain and kept going . Some his blood dripped down onto the blanket. "Fuck I'm getting close."He growled and went faster. Matthew moans then turned into screams of pure pleasure. His eyes rolled back and he closed his eyes tightly.
He was so close to coming that he couldn't think and he couldn't even roll his hips and more. "Gilbert please ahhhh so close." Clinging to him arching his back and moaning. Gilbert took his mouth in a hot kiss and sped up his pace. He took Matthew's erection in his hand and stroke it in time with his thrusts. It didn't take long after doing so to get the blond to come. The cum made his fingers sticky and he came shortly afterwords.
He pulled out and slipped the dirtied condom off. He cleaned his hand off on the blanket and looked over at Matthew. The blond eyes were glazed over and his chest went up and down as he panted. Gilbert smirked and laid next to him, kissing him on the shoulder. "So...how was it?" He asked playfully nuzzled close.
Matthew blushed and looked down at his own body. There where marks everywhere, hickeys, and bruises. He was still shaking. "It was..." He stopped and let out a beep breath. It was so many things. He felt Gilbert kiss behind his ear. If Gilbert kept kissing him like this he was going to become aroused all over again. "It was amazing." He finally said out of breath.
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Sorry for the rant before. Posting that here wasn't the right thing to do and I apologize. And on a positive note I got my first paycheck at my new job. On another positive note I found my missing pair of heels, I needed them for a upcoming event.
Also I came up with a wonderful idea for a fan fiction during my four hour long nap I took
I fixed the spelling on gentle. I'll be working on the update this week. So hopefully it'll be up by Monday or Tuesday, but 'm not going to make any promises. I have a few other things I would like to get updated first