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I wanted to laugh.
I wanted to scream.
I wanted to cry.
I didn't.
I wanted so many things, but I what I wanted most of all was for Neji-niisan to be happy. I knew that was impossible, so I settled for the next best thing—or at least, the next thing I could change—I wanted him to hate me less. And that meant no laughing. No screaming. No crying. No emotions at all.
So I continued to stammer, to smile, to frown, but all meant nothing. Nothing. Everything I did meant nothing, because emotions meant nothing, because I meant nothing.
I meant nothing to him, and it hurt, so much.
I wanted to tell him it hurts.
I wanted to tell him please stop.
I wanted to tell him I love you.
I didn't.
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eh, not that great, but whatev.
Because of school and my muses, I won't be able to post daily anymore. Sorry!