Chapter Thirteen
-James' POV-
That night I laid on the floor of Kendall's room eyes closed, doing my best to keep my mind as blank as can possible. Unfortunately, like usual, my head is racing with different thoughts and realizations. One being that I knew that I wasn't in my own room (evident from Kendall's snores) and that I also wasn't in the park. I hadn't given my body a chance to relax and get used to one place for a while, so that must be why I was still awake.
Or that I'm still suffering from Jet Lag from that long flight, but having Logan's voice in my head, nagging me about little things that is probably right or wrong, would tell me that that was not possible.
But with all of the time that I was able to stay awake, I had realized one thing that I never noticed until just now. I hate my dad. I hate everything about him. I hate the smile he gets on his face whenever he watches himself in the mirror, marveling over his good looks. I hate the way that he belittles mom all the time, I hate that he's always keeping a secret from her. I don't' know what it is, but I can tell that there's something from that stupid little superior smile on his face. I hate the fact that he doesn't think that I'm worth it. I hate the fact that he seems to just run my life without thinking about what I want.
Thinking about everything with my dad, I didn't realize that I had clenched my hands into fists until I felt the sharp sting of my nails in my palms. It brought me back to reality enough so that I lowered my hands down by my side and started focus on my breathing.
Breathe in and out.
In and out.
Try not to think.
In and out.
One thing I know for sure I thought to myself as I rolled onto my side, fatigue finally falling over me. I'm going to go home tomorrow. So I know what Dad has told Mom about me not being home.
A/N: Before you say anything, this chapter was short because I lost a bit of inspiration for it. But now it's back. Because you guys waited so long for this chapter, I'll update again quicker than I did for this one. I hope you liked it. The next chapter, along with a few of them after it, will have to do with all four boys interacting with each other as well as Kendall, Logan, and Carlos getting more and more suspicious.
PS – I decided to put this chapter in 1st person so you can see a chapter directly from James' eyes.
Cheers,
-Riley