Chapter 13
The Reason To Live For
"Hello? Who's there?" Anna asked the voices when she entered a warehouse at night when light blubs burst into sparks. Anna turned around slowly and saw Cas standing in front of her.
"Hello, Anna." Cas greeted
"Well. If I didn't know any better... I'd say the Winchesters don't trust me."
"They do. I don't. I wouldn't let them come." Cas said
"And why is that?" Anna asked
"If you're out of prison, it's because they let you out. And they sent you here to do their dirty work." Cas replied
"And what makes you so sure?" Anna asked
"Because I've experienced...heaven's persuasion." Cas replied
"You mean when you gave me to them." Anna reminded a bit angry
"That was a mistake." Cas admitted "Anna, whatever they sent you here to do."
"They didn't send me. I escaped."
"No one escapes." Cas stated firmly
"All these centuries, and you're underestimating me now?"
"If you're not one of them, then what do you want?" Cas asked with suspicion
"I want to help."
"You want to help?" Cas asked not sure if he heard it right
"Yes."
"Then what are doing with that knife?" Cas asked while glancing at the knife as Anna draws it out, Cas pulls out his angel blade ready to defend himself in case a fight occurred
"I'm not allowed to defend myself?" Anna said
"Against whom? That blade doesn't work against angels. It's not like this one." Cas stated
After some consideration of using the knife Anna revealed why.
"Sam Winchester has to die." Anna said "I'm sorry but we have no choice. He's Lucifer's vessel."
"He's not the only one." Cas reminded
"What, that guy Nick? He's burning away as we speak." Anna said "No. Sam is the only vessel that matters. You know what that means? If Lucifer can't take Sam, his whole plan short-circuits. No fight with Michael, no Croatoan virus. The Horsemen go back to their day jobs."
"Even if you could...kill Sam, Satan would just bring him back to life." Cas said
"Not after I scatter his cells across the universe." Cas turned away.
"They'll never find him. Not all of him."
"We'll find another way" Cas said after a long pause
"How's that going?" Anna asked a bit cynical "How's the Colt working out? Or the search for God? Is anything working? If you want to stop the devil, this is how."
"Not if we can help it." A new voice disagreeing with Anna as Jack stepped out of the shadows that caught her bit off guard.
"How long have you been listening?" Anna asked
"Long enough." Jack sighed, "Listen, I'm really grateful for what you did back then. But that was then, this is now. So we're giving you a fair warning: Sam Winchester is a good friend of ours and if you come near we will kill you." Jack warned his savior turned rogue angel
"You've changed, both of you." Anna stated. Cas letting his emotions to surface and Jack who is in love.
"Maybe for the better, Anna maybe. Consider yourself warned." Jack said to Anna and then he and Cas turned their backs on her leaving this place. A few moments later, Anna's gone.
"I'm sorry you had to hear this." Cas said
"Don't be. I needed that. Now we gotta make sure that doesn't happen." Jack said as he got in to his Mustang to tell Sam and Dean about Anna's plan.
"Really? Anna? I don't believe it." Dean said at the motel room while Cas was drawing a symbol in chalk on a table. Jack and Sam sat on separated beds
"It's true." Cas said not looking up while he finished. Dean turned to Jack who shrugged
"It is."
"So she's gone all Glenn Close, huh? That's awesome."
"Who's Glenn Close?" Cas asked confused
"No one, just this psycho bitch who likes to boil rabbits" Dean explained, Jack stifled a laugh at that.
"So the plan to kill me, would it actually stop Satan?" Sam asked Cas
"No, Sam, come on." Dean said not wanting Sam to think negative.
"Cas, what do you think? Does Anna have a point?" Sam asked ignoring Dean
"No. She's… Glenn close." Cas told him the truth. Sam looked down.
"I don't get it. We're looking for the chick that wants to gank Sam." Dean said
"Why poke the bear?"
"She will do anything it takes to make sure that Sam doesn't get used as an angel condom by Lucifer. She won't stop at nothing to do so." Jack answered; Sam's face went pale at the thought of it.
Dean gave him a look that said "Really? Did you really have to say that?"
Cas chanted in a different language that caused the bowl to shoot red flame. He stumbled a bit, but managed to grab a chair to balance himself. His eyes were closed and he breathed heavily.
"You ok, Cas?" Jack asked a bit worried
"I've found her." Cas said as he looked up.
"Where is she?" Dean asked
"Not where. When." Cas replied "1978."
"What?" Sam said as he and Jack stood up from their respective beds.
"Why 1978? I wasn't even born yet." Sam said
"No, but you won't be if she kills your parents. Kind of makes sense if you ask me." Jack stated in realization
"What makes sense?"
"Think about it, Sam. Anna can't kill you in the present because of Cas but if she goes back in time to kill your parents, then Lucifer won't have his true vessel and either will Michael when you and Dean are erased from the timeline."
"Take us back right now." Dean demanded
"And deliver you right to Anna? I should go alone." Cas declined
"They're our parents. Cas, we're going." Dean snapped
"It's not that easy." Cas said as he stepped back a little
"Why not?" Sam asked
"Time traveling was difficult even with the powers of heaven at my disposal."
"Which got cut off." Sam realized
"So, what, you're like a Delorean without enough plutonium?" dean asked
"I don't understand that reference. But I'm telling you, taking this trip, with passengers no less…" Cas shook his head meaning that would be a bad idea. "It'll weaken me."
"They're our mom and dad. If we can save them, and not just from Anna... I mean if we can set things right, we have to try." Dean said.
"Better do what he says, Cas." Jack supporting Dean who nodded in thanks for that
Cas packed two jars filled with holy oil and his angel killing blade in a duffel bag.
"Ready?" Cas asked as Sam took the bag from him and swung it up on his shoulder.
"Not really." Sam replied, Jack just shrugged
"Bend your knees." Dean stated, Jack put his hand on Cas's shoulder as he touched their foreheads with his fingers.
Moments later, Jack stood in the middle of the street at Lawrence, Kansas, 1978. He quickly got off the road when two cars almost hit them, he noticed Sam and Dean, helping out Castiel who looked a bit worse for wear as Jack walked over to them.
"Are you alright, man?" Jack asked with some concern
"I'm fine, much better than I expected." Cas replied and then proceeded to spat out blood before he passed out. Sam went to check out Cas's pulse. "He's breathing. Sort of. What do we do?"
Sam was looking through the phone book for his parents address while Jack stood by the payphone waiting for Dean to return after he helped Cas to check in at a motel. When Sam found the address, he ripped out a page from the phone book.
"So I paid for Cas for five nights up in the, uh, honeymoon suite." Dean said as he joined them "I told the manager, 'Do not disturb no matter what.' You know what he said to me? 'Yeah. Don't sweat it. Want to buy some dope?'" Sam and Jack snorted
"Dope, We ought to stick around here, buy some stock in Microsoft."
"Yeah, we might have to if Cas doesn't recover. Is he all right?" Sam asked
"What do I look like…Dr. Angel, Medicine Woman? He'll wake up. He's, you know, tough for a little nerdy dude with wings." Dean replied
"Well, if he landed like that, so did Anna. So that means we have still time. Have you found your parents, Sam?" Jack asked
"Yeah…the Winchesters. 485 Robintree." Sam replied as he holds up the torn page from that phone book page."
"Let's go pop in on the folks." Dean said
They arrived at Robin Tree John and Mary was living at. Sam, Jack and Dean got out of a car they stole and crossed the street to their house, Dean hesitated to visit his mom, considering the history between them.
"Sam. Jack. Wait, wait, wait, wait." Jack and Sam stopped in their tracks
"What's the matter with you, Dean? Anna could be here any moment." Jack said
"What exactly are we gonna march up there and tell 'em?" Dean asked
"Oh,I don't know, the truth." Jack stated the obvious
"What, that their sons and a decadent from the Archangels are back from the future to save them from an angel? Gone Terminator? Come on. Those movies haven't even come out yet."
"Well, then tell her demons are after 'em. I mean, she thinks you're a hunter, right?" Sam said
"Yeah, a hunter who disappeared right when her dad died." Dean added. "She's gonna love me." He said sarcastically.
"Just follow my lead." Dean said as he walked past them towards the house with Sam and Jack left behind. Jack sighed as they joined Dean at the porch as he rung the bell and few seconds later, Mary opened the door and froze in shock. Her eyes widened when she saw them standing at the porch.
"Hi Mary."
"You can't be here." Mary really didn't want see Dean again, not after what happened with her dad in 1973.
"I'm sorry if this is a bad time."
"You don't understand. I'm not…" Mary glanced at Sam who stared at her and then at Jack. "I don't do that anymore. I have a normal life now. You have to go." She said as she was about to close the door but Dean stopped her at the last second putting his hand on the door.
"I'm sorry but this is important, okay?" Dean begged for her to listen. Just then John walked up on her as he cleared his throat and swung the door wider.
"Sorry, sweetie. They're just…"
"Mary's cousins." Dean lied "Yeah, we couldn't stop through town without swinging by and saying 'hey', now, could we?" Dean held his hand out to John for a handshake
"Dean."
"You look familiar." John said
"Really? Yeah, you do, too, actually, you know? We must have met sometime. Small towns, right? Got to love 'em."
"John." John held out his hand to Sam who had tears in his eyes, Jack grabbed his hand for a handshake.
"My name is Jack. This is Sam."
"Sam. Uh, Mary's father was a Sam." Sam smiled while nodding
"Uh, it's a—it's a family name." Dean told John.
"You okay, pal? You look a little spooked." John asked Sam
"Oh. Oh, yeah. Just a...long trip." Sam replied shaking out of shock
"Yeah, it was." Jack added
"Well, Sam, Dean, and Jack were just on their way out." Mary said
"What? They just got here. Real happy to meet folks from Mary's side. Please come on in for a beer."
"Twist my arm." Dean said ignoring the glare from Mary as the trio stepped in the house and went to the living room. Jack shook his head thinking what an interesting family the Winchesters are.
Sam, Jack and Dean sat across John and Mary in the living room.
Mary was a bit uncomfortable because Sam haven't taking his eyes off her since he saw her.
"Are you sure you're okay, Sam?" John asked
"Oh, yeah. Yeah. Um. I'm just…" Sam replied, "You are so beautiful."
John tensed as he leaned forward.
"In a non weird wholesome family kind of a way. Right Sam?" Jack reassured John quickly that Sam didn't meant no harm.
"Yeah, right." Sam
"We haven't seen Mary in… in quite some time, and…" Dean added, " See, she's the spitting image of our mom. I mean, it's…"
"Eerie." Sam finished the sentence.
"So how are you guys related?" John asked now calm down.
"You know, uh, distantly." Dean replied
"Very distant." Jack added as he pulled out a photograph of his jack pocket. It was the photograph that was taken before Carthage. He smiled a little when he noticed that his hand was intertwined with Ellen's right when it was taken.
"Oh. So you knew Mary's parents?"
Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Mary's dad was, uh, pretty much like a grandpa to us." Dean answered
"Oh. That was tragic…" John remembered as he reached Mary's hand "That heart attack."
"Yes, it was."
"So, uh, what are you guys doing in town, anyway?"
"Uh, business, you know."
"Oh, yeah? What line of work?" John asked
"Plumbing." "Scrap Metal." "Garage." The trio said simultaneously
At the mention of garage John's face lit up.
"Really? You work in a garage, Jack?"
"Part time. I only work on muscle cars. By the way, did I saw a 1967 Chevy Impala parked on the driveway?" Jack said
"Yeah it is. Do have you one?" John asked
"No, but I do have a 1967 Mustang fast track." Jack replied
"No way. Those cars are expensive and hard to get. How did you get one anyway?"
"It was a birthday gift a while back. Got it from a few friends." Sam and Dean stared in surprise at the conversation between their dad and Jack and how quickly they got along.
"Oh, gosh. It's almost seven. I hate to be rude, but I got to get dinner ready." Mary said as she stood up. All she wanted was for the trio to leave.
"Maybe they could stay." John disagreed on that, they were nice people.
"I'm sure they have to leave." As in on cue the phone rang.
"Uh, look, please stay. You know, it would mean a lot to me. I haven't met much of Mary's side of the family." He said as he went to answer the phone in the hallway. Jack, Sam and Dean stood up to talk to Mary, but it was easy said than done.
"You have to leave. Now." Mary demanded
"Okay, just listen…" Dean began to explain to Mary interrupted
"No, you listen. Last time I saw you, a demon killed my parents. Now you waltz in here like you're family? Whatever you want." Mary sighed "No. Leave me alone."
"You and John are in danger." Sam stated
"What are you talking about?" Mary asked,
"Something's coming for you."
"Demon?" Mary asked
"Not really." Jack replied bitterly
"Well, what, then?"
"it's kind of hard to explain, okay?" it's…" Dean said
"An angel." Jack finished and as expected, Mary didn't buy it.
"What? There's no such thing." Mary laughed at the absurdity of it
"Mary, if angels didn't exist, then I wouldn't be here alive and kicking right now." Jack said
"Why would an angel want to kill us?"
"It's a long story, and we'll tell you the whole thing, but right now, you've got to trust us, and we got to go. Look at my face and tell me if I'm lying to you." Mary did so and she could tell that Dean wasn't lying,
"Okay. Where do we go?"
"Out of here. We got to move now, though." Dean answered
"Okay. But what do I tell John?"
"just tell him that…" Jack said as he looked around to notice that he wasn't here,
"John?" Jack said as they headed to the hallway. Mary noticed a note that was by the phone: "Back in 15 J." Mary grabbed the note pad and showed them the note to Dean.
"Mary, tell me where he's working right now." Jack said hoping that they would make it in time
As they got to the garage John was working at, Anna was about to kill John when she turned around and grabbed Dean's wrist carrying the angel blade like she expected him.
"I wish I could say it's good to see you, Anna." Dean said as he tried her hand off his neck.
"You too Dean." Anna threw Dean right through a window. Jack used his speed to tackle her to the ground. He was about to kill her when Anna blocked his attack and then kneed him between the legs getting him off her. Mary grabbed angel sword, twirled to a better grip and slashed Anna's hand. Anna ducked under the next attack and reappeared behind her.
"I'm sorry." Anna apologized as she tossed Mary onto the windshield. Mary crawled over the car, stumbled to a bench and grabbed a crowbar. She took the opportunity to drive the crowbar into Anna's chest but to her surprise, Anna pulled out the bloody crow bar and dropped it on the floor.
"Sorry. It's not that easy to kill an angel." Anna said
"True." Jack agreed still reeling from that knee to the groin standing next to Sam who had a bloody palm next to an angel-banishing sigil.
"But you can distract them." Sam pressed his palm to the sigil. Anna disappeared through the sigil. John stared at Mary in shock. Jack sighed, knowing that they have a lot of explaining to do.
"Monsters? Monsters?" John was having a fit right now, while they were in the Impala on the road, Mary was next to John at the front while Sam, Jack and Dean were at the backseat silent.
"Yes." Mary replied sadly.
"Monsters are real." John was a bit overwhelming at the moment.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know how…"
"And you fight them? All of you?" John asked
"Pretty much, yeah." Jack sighed
"How long?" John asked
"All my life. John, just try to understand…"
"She didn't exactly have a choice…" Dean
"Shut up, all of you! Look, not another word, or so help me, I will turn this car around!" John yelled and everyone was silent at that.
"Wow. Awkward family road trip." Dean muttered
"No kidding" Sam sighed
"Amen to that." Jack agreed
They pulled up to a house not far from here and went inside the house.
"Place has been in the family for years." She said as she turned the lights on.
"Devil's trap. Pure iron fixtures, of course." She showed a devil's trap underneath a carpet and then she went to another lightswitch and turned it on.
"Um, there should be salt and holy water in the pantry, knives, guns."
"All that stuff will do is piss it off." Sam stated
"So, what will kill it? Or slow it down, at least?"
"Not much." Sam shrugged
"Great." Mary replied
"He said not much, not nothing. We packed." Dean corrected, He put the duffel bag and pulled out a piece of paper with a symbol showing it to Mary.
"If we put this up and she comes close, we beam her right off the starship."
Jack picked up the jug containing the holy oil.
"This is holy oil, a devil's trap for angels. Come on, I will show you how it works." Jack said as Mary followed him to another room.
"So, Jack. How long have you been a hunter?" Mary asked as she drew an angel banishing sigil on the floor
"19 years." Jack answered as he put the jug on the floor.
"That long huh? To me you look like you've just joined in"
"I'm older than I look." Jack replied. "Listen, I understand why you didn't want hunt the supernatural anymore because of John. But you got to face the truth, you can try run away from the hunting business, but it will come back and bite you in the ass eventually."
Mary shook her head with a small smile "You sound just like my dad."
"I'm just being realistic, that's all." He said "Let's just say that I have a bit of personal experience on that topic." He sighed when he was about to tell a personal story that he hasn't told anyone about except Bobby.
"When I was 19, I fell in love with a girl. She… was a vampire."
Mary's face expression went to shock; a hunter who dated a vampire? That's unheard of.
"Yeah, I know, I almost killed her when I found out. But she didn't kill me because she told me that I was her first love. That caught me off guard of course but the truth is I loved her too, I hated her for not telling me first but I couldn't. But one day, her maker found her and took us to a torture chamber, he was furious at her for leaving him because she had a conscious. He gave her a choice: turn me or die. She didn't want to, so she pay the price with her life, she was killed right in front of my eyes. He let me go, knowing what have I lost." Jack took a deep breath trying to keep his emotions in check Mary was slient during his story when she noticed the pain in his eyes, he must've really loved that female vampire.
"You really cared about her, did ya?"
Jack nodded
"The reason why I'm telling you this, is because I wanted to ask her to marry me in hope for a normal life, but I've learned that the hard way. You can't have a normal life when you're hunt supernatural creatures for a living, that option is gone but I also learned that you can live as normal as possible" Jack replied.
"Alright, let's pour that holy oil on the sigil." Jack said as he opened the jug and gave it to Mary. That's when he heard thanks to the mark, that there were two heartbeats, hers and a baby? Jack shook it off thinking that he was listening to his own.
She poured holy oil as Jack left to check out on John and Sam when Dean came in to the room.
"Okay. You said you'd explain everything when we had a minute. We have a minute. Why does an angel want me dead?" Mary asked as she looked up on Dean
"'Cause they're dicks." Mary laughed at the answer from Dean
"Not good enough, Besides, Jack isn't a dick, is he?"
"No he's not. He's… something else." Dean replied,
"Then why am I a target?"
"It's complicated." Dean said
"Fine." Mary stood up. "All ears."
"You're just gonna have to trust me, okay?"
"I've been trusting you all day." She replied
"It's kind of hard to believe."
"All right, then. I'm walking out the door." Mary was about to leave the room.
"I'm your son." That stopped her in the tracks
"What?" Mary asked not sure if she heard it right.
"I'm your son. Sorry. I don't know how else to say it. We're from the year 2010. An angel zapped us back here. Not the one that attacked you, friendlier."
"You can't expect me to believe that." There was no way that Dean is her son, right?
"Our names are Dean and Sam Winchester. We're named after your parents. When I would get sick, you would make me tomato-rice soup, because that's what your mom made you. And instead of a lullaby, you would sing "Hey Jude", 'cause that's your favorite Beatles song." Dean explained
"I…I don't believe it. No." She shook her head, not wanting to believe it with tears in her eyes.
"I'm sorry, but it's true."
"I raised my kids to be hunters?" She started to feel self pity
"No. No, you didn't." Dean said quickly
"How could I do that to you?" She went on.
"You didn't do it. Because you're dead." Her eyes widen at that statement
"What? What happened?" She asked
"Yellow-eyed demon. He killed you, and… " He glanced toward the doorway as Jack stood there listening.
"John became a hunter to get revenge. He raised us in this life. Listen to me. A demon comes into Sam's nursery exactly six months after he's born. November 2,1983 Remember that date. And whatever you do, do not go in there. You wake up that morning and you take Sam and you run."
"Not good enough Dean." Dean and Mary turned to Jack and Sam who joined him at the doorway.
"the demon will follow her wherever she goes, the demon's gonna find her and Sam either way." Jack said with arms crossed
"Well, then what?"
"She can leave Dad. That's what. You got to leave John." Sam suggested
"What? Mary asked
"When this is all over, walk away, and never look back." Sam replied
"So we're never born." Dean looked to Mary "He's right."
"I…I can't. You're saying that you're my children, and now you're saying…"
"You have no other choice. There's a big difference between dying and never being born. And trust me, we're okay with it, I promise you that." Dean said
"Okay, well, I'm not." Mary really don't want to do this
"Listen, you think you can have that normal life that you want so bad, but you can't. I'm sorry. It's all gonna go rotten. You are gonna die, and your children will be cursed." Sam was realistic about the predicament.
"There…there has to be a way."
"No, this is the way. Leave John."
"I can't."
"Why not, Mary?" Jack asked
"You don't understand. I can't." Mary replied, and then it dawned on him.
"You're pregnant." Jack understood why Mary can't leave John.
"How did you…" Just then John came in.
"Hey, we got a problem. Those blood things, the sigils…they're gone."
"Gone as in…"
"I drew one on the back of the door. I turned around. And when I looked back again, it was a smudge." Dean went to check out the back door.
"He's right." Mary kneeled to see the oil circle.
"There's no more holy oil."
"Uh oh." Jack said as he feels a powerful presence gets closer and closer.
"What is it Jack?" Dean asked
"They're coming. Cover your ears." Jack replied as he covered his ears
"Who?" John asked
"The angels." Just then a high-pitched voice ringed through the room as lights and window were shattered, the noise stooped and the door files open as a man entered
"Who the hell are you."
"I'm Uriel."
"Oh come on." Dean groaned as eh
"Go," Sam ordered as the group turned around and saw Anna blocking the back door. Sam looks at Dean and Jack before he attacked Anna while Dean and Jack attacks Uriel. The brothers are flung into opposite walls. Jack on other hand was not affected by it as he flung a punch to Uriel's face taking him to the floor and then proceeded to kick him across the stomach sending him across the room. John dived for the angel knife Sam had dropped but Anna blocked it and threw him through window into backyard. Anna then proceeded to rip a fixture from a wall and stabbed Sam in the as he went for the knife.
Jack tried to prevent Anna who turned her attention to Mary, but Uriel kept him from doing that.
"I'm really sorry." Anna told her as Jack got Uriel off his back.
"Anna."
She turned around to see John "Michael."
Michael placed a hand on Anna's shoulder and she went up in flames. Michael then turns to Uriel who looked frightened and snaps his fingers causing the angel to disappear. "What did you do to John?" Mary demanded.
"John is fine," Michael replied
"Who … what are you?" She asked and Michael touched her forehead causing her to fall to the ground conscious. Then he walked to Jack who just got up.
"Well, I have to say. You handled Uriel pretty well, Hellbreaker." Michael said a bit impressed. Jack didn't answer to the Archangel.
"Before I send you back, I'm giving you a chance: Stay out of the fight. This is between me and my brother, Hellbreaker or there will be repercussions."
"And miss the big fight? I don't think so." Jack replied as he stared at him showing no fear.
"Very well." Michael then touched his forehead sending back to the motel room in 2010.
Jack got up slowly and looked around to see Sam and Dean helped Cas who was weak at the motel to get on one of beds. After that, Dean poured whiskey to three glasses and handed two glass to Sam and Jack before picking up his own there was silence that settled the room. "Well...this is it," Dean said
"What is?" Sam asked
"Team Free Will. One ex-blood junkie, one dropout with six bucks to his name, a guy with Jekyll & Hyde disorder and Mr. Comatose over there. It's awesome."
"It's not funny."
"Nobody is laughing, Sam. It's the irony of this." Jack said as he took a sip from his whiskey
"They all say we'll say yes." Sam sighed
"I know. It's getting annoying." Dean agreed
"What if they're right?"
"They're not."
"I mean, why,why would we, either of us? But...I've been weak before."
"Sam."
"Michael got Dad to say yes."
"That was different, Sam. Anna was about to kill your Mom." Jack replied
"And if was your own Mom who was in danger, what would you say?" Sam asked
Jack sighed.
"I don't know, but I'm sure as hell don't want to find out." Jack took another sip from whiskey.
"Lucifer dropped by my house couple nights ago."
"What?" Dean and Sam asked in unison
"He tried to persuade me to join him, I believed him for a moment there but I refused him. Why? Because for the first time in my life, I have a reason to live for."
"And that particular reason could be your mystery woman?" Dean asked
Jack smiled thinking about Ellen as an angel who was sent to him. "Definitely."
She walk like she got headphones, rockin' Aretha
Lady of light, the type that you'd like to speak ta'
Hard to reach, sorta speaks like a drink of water
Far from a leaf though it's hard being the king's daughter
Not really into order but her expectations call for a man to be strong
Plus patience, see, you can admire the flower
But understand, you dealing with a woman and a higher power
And my father in Heaven must've gave her the Earth
'Cause the money don't impress her, yo she know what she's worth
And she knows rebirth, and she can feel it
Went through too much hurt to conceal it
It's not what she say, it's the way she reveals it
And how the world wanna steal it
That spirit in which her body's a home to
Sorry world, she's outgrown you
[Chorus:]
Outta the gates to the wild blue
Sky's too great, she gotta escape, fly through
With a smile to kinda remind you
You gotta look ahead and not behind you
She said staring at the sun won't blind you
It's just a lie used by the world to confine you
But I know a place they won't find you
And if you believe, you can fly like I do
Absolutely beautiful, the type that make you feel unsuitable
She's uncommon, ain't nothing about her usual
If you've had known her before the transition
You'd be amazed by the change man, listen
She used to go from this one to that one
To feel complete, she looked for men to make it happen
Until she started asking, if all things in this world should pass then
Show me something that's everlasting
That's when she met true love, not the word but the action
Taking her to way back when, she was Eve in the garden of Eden (hehe)
Before the apple was eaten, before she used to be the Queen of clubs
Now it seems she's a wild card, born again, child of God
With a style a little odd for any normal man to marry
But she fits in just fine with the revolutionaries
[Chorus:]
Outta the gates to the wild blue
Sky's too great, she gotta escape, fly through
With a smile to kinda remind you
You gotta look ahead and not behind you
She said staring at the sun won't blind you
It's just a lie used by the world to confine you
But I know a place they won't find you
And if you believe, you can fly like I do
Outta the gates to the wild blue
Sky's too great, she gotta escape, fly through
With a smile to kinda remind you
You gotta look ahead and not behind you
She said staring at the sun won't blind you
It's just a lie used by the world to confine you
But I know a place they won't find you
And if you believe, you can fly like I do
Her Wings by Mr J Medeiros
AN: Next up is Valentines Day. And it will be very interesting for the Winchesters and Jack as they're up against a Horseman with some twists.