Disclaimer: Rated M for adult language and adult themes throughout this whole story.

I have to say that you to the people who have stuck by the story even when I was being bad on the uploading of new chapters. I will try and get a new chapter up every week but I am in my final year of University so it may be a little slow.

Dreaming

Mika slipped on the oh so familiar uniform of a high guide, he buttoned up the black shirt. His movements were sluggish as if he wasn't really in control of his own movements. There was a low chuckle that ran through the room as he finished dressing himself. Turning around to locate the sound he caught sight of the offending laugh that played around his head. There he stood the true monster that he so wished he could kill but couldn't.

"Well doesn't that suit you a lot better than these blooded rags." Ferid's voice rung in Mika head as if he was in there.

Mika tried to reply back to the man but found his voice wasn't working the more he tried the tighter the grasp on them seemed to tighten.

"Oh really are you that speechless?" Ferid truanting him from a far whist he could feel his eyes all over his, his gaze was scorching trails where his eyes moved to a from. Mika hated the way the man looked at him, it was one of the many reasons he left this place and the monsters that lurked there.

Ferid made his way over to him in a slow pace which was making Mika's hair on the back of his neck stand up. His eyes were latched on to the fiery red pits of the man's eyes that seemed to burn into his mind scaring him.

"Oh what is this I can still see a little defiance in your eyes." Ferid commented, it was true Mika could still feel a bit of him left still hanging on to the hope of someone coming to rescue him.

"I… w…wi..wil…will… KILL YOU!" Mika managed to grand out just to show him how defiant he actually was.

"How will you do that, you can't even move." Ferid said as he moved closer to the younger male. Gritting his teeth Mika tried to move his hands only to be locked down again with crippling pain.

Looking down he could see the red mark as it spread over the white jacket he was wearing. His mind trying to shut down the pain but failing as the knife was plunged in further making Mika scream out in pain. He felt the knife retract from his abdomen that pain was still there but it wasn't as intense.

"I will make you mine Mika, it is now only a matter of time till you give up." Ferid said as he turned around leaving through the door, the grasp that had once been over Mika he felt it leave with the bastard.

He made his way over to the low ceil that was near the bared window, he took off the jacket and undoing the buttons of the shirt he inspected the wound that was now marking his body. He had so many now that he had actually lost count on how many times he had been hurt.

His mind wondered to how he used to feel before all of this happened he now just wished he could go back to the time where he didn't have to worry about being hurt over and over again. His mind strayed and he could feel his eye lids getting heavier as the lure of sleep washed over him.

"Mika. Come on sleepy head it's time to get up" Mika could hear the familiar voice that he loved so much. Opening his eyes he was greeted by the sight of a half-naked man in front of him. Blinking the face came into focus the familiar green eyes, the oh so graceful slant of his lips, and the raven colour hair that fell in front of his face as he looked down at him.

"Yuu, you're here." Mika said as tears filled his eyes and began to fall.

"Of course I am silly I have always been here." Yuu said pulling Mika into his arms holding him tightly until he had stopped crying. "Now come on you have work to do, and I have reports to finish." Yuu said letting him go.

Mika climbed out of the bed and made his way over to where Yuu was standing by the door. Something didn't feel quite right, as he was being lead through the hall way he counted the doors there were to many for the flat they had been living in England.

"Yuu where are we?" Mika asked whilst still moving down the hallway that seemed to be getting longer with every step.

"Mika what are you talking about we are home" Yuu said looking at Mika with a confused look.

"Yeah, but where are we." Mika said still trying to placing his surroundings.

"We are home in America." Yuu said his face looking even more confused.

"America, No that's not possible I was just. Just.. I don't know where I was." Mika said looking around as they came out into a cream coloured living room, it looked like his house that he left in America when they had left to get away from something or someone. Mika couldn't seem to remember anything at all, where was his, where had he been.

"Mika calm down, you have always been here. We didn't leave, we have always been here. I moved in a month ago don't you remember?" Yuu said his hands on Mika's face making him look directly at him. Mika thought back to a month ago but it was coming up blank he couldn't remember.

"Why can't I remember?" Mika said as he felt tears come to his eyes again. Yuu pulled him close to him making soothing sounds to calm him back down again.

"You did fall over yesterday you must have hit your head pretty hard." Yuu said still holding on to him showing no signs of letting him go. "Come on I'll make lunch, just sit down and relax for a little." Yuu said before letting go of him and making his way to the kitchen.

Mika moved around the room looking over everything that filled it there were pictures on the mantel over the fire. He looked at them in turn he saw that were was one of him on a swing in the park down the road and then one that caught his eye was one of him and Yuu bother huddled together on the sofa.

"Hey Yuu who took this picture of us?" Mika said picking it up and running his fingers over it lightly.

"Which picture?" Yuu said poking head out of the kitchen. Mika walked over to him handing him the photo that he was looking at. "OHHH, this photo, Shinoa did. I really do like this one it was nice of her to take it."

Mika ran the name over in his head it didn't sound familiar. "Who is Shinoa?" Mika said looking Yuu in the eyes.

"She is one of our friends." Yuu said looking Mika over.

"Oh, right I must have hit my head really hard then." Mika said looking up and Yuu and giving him a smile. Why couldn't he remember his friend what else has he forgotten?