A/N: I'm sorry for the cliffhanger! And at the end of this chapter again ;). Review, review, review and I'll update sooner :) (plus you make my day if you do). Enjoy anyway!
C12
CARLOS POV
I took a deep breath, as I stood before this skyscraper. I never thought I would do something like that, but it seemed like there was no way out. I kept thinking about these thoughts. Every teenager has its moments. When he wants to jump in front of a train, or when she's thinking about jumping of this high building, but do they mean it? No, of course not.
When I thought of committing suicide, it were always the moments I was panicking. But as I was about to do it, I felt surprisingly calm. Like I knew everything would be over after everything ended. I'd live happy life in heaven. Finally.
I entered the building and took the stairs. Yes, the building was high, and yes, there was an elevator, but elevators always make me think about things, and thinking is the last thing I should do right now. I took the stairs and started counting the steps, just to keep my mind distracted from what would be happening in the next quarter.
I lost the count, as I walked to the top, where I finally took the last stairs and ended up on the roof. The wind almost blew me off, but I sat down and crawled to the edge.
Shit.
High.
I felt so scared at the moment, and I realized that I really did not want to die. I didn't. I couldn't. But I had to. Because I had no other option. This life should end here, that's how it's meant to be. I felt tears flowing down my cheeks, but I didn't know whether I was crying or whether the wind was irritating my eyes. I stood up, looking over the edge.
This was it. This was the end.
LOGAN POV
I ran as fast as I could. I stopped for a few seconds to catch my breath, but just for a few seconds. There was no time to rest. Resting could ruin everything, so I started running again, even though I was totally out of breath. I thought I knew on what building Carlos was, since I always saw him looking at that building when we were driving by. He liked it, just because it had so many windows. I just hoped, so badly, that I was right.
I entered the building. Elevator or stairs? Since I had to wait for the elevator I just took the stairs, running as fast as I could, heading for the roof. There could not have been passing a lot of time since Carlos left the note, maybe I would see him on my way up. I was sure I would if he was in this building, just because I ran really fast, and Carlos probably didn't run fast. Just because he thought we wouldn't notice his letter. He thought he could take his time.
Well, not really. I ran faster, and faster, and the stairs where annoying me at a certain moment. I never liked taking the stairs in high buildings, just because it seems there's no end coming. And just when I needed the end, it just seemed longer than usually.
And that was where the stairs ended. Just one little stair, which went to the roof. I stopped another few seconds to catch my breath. He wasn't here. The only other option was he was on the roof already. Or on another building. Or another option I couldn't even think of. I stopped breathing and started running again, taking the last stairs and I climbed on the roof.
There he was. On his knees. He stood up, looked over the edge and bend his knees, ready to jump.
'NO, CARLOS, NO!' I screamed as I started running towards him.