Author's Note: Okay, well IMPORTANT NOTICE! This is not theWHOLE BIG SHOCKER! It's just the part one! I know, I'm sorry, but I didn't want to put it together because it might be too much for you. But enjoy this one and I'll get to the next one as soon as possible.

Disclaimer:I do not own Inuyasha

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Chapter 13: Goodbye First Love

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"Mom, where is everybody?" a girl asked, entering the kitchen for breakfast after she had woken up to an empty house.

Mrs. Higurashi smiled at her daughter. "Your brother should be getting dressed and your sister went out with Inuyasha," she said, getting back to frying the bacon for the kids.

Kikyo walked towards the kitchen table to sit in the chair, all the while keeping her eyes locked on her mother's back. "Out? Where did they go?" she asked, now curious as to where they could have gone so early in the morning.

Her mother shrugged. "Inuyasha said that he wanted to take Kagome near the mountains to show her something. I told him to bring your sister back by sundown."

Kikyo took in all the information, shocked, though. Kagome hadn't even told her that Inuyasha…wait, why did Kagome go with Inuyasha after what happened last night? Why did he even come, and not ask for her? Okay, now everything was too complicated. Kikyo got up and started to walk out of the kitchen.

"Where are you going, dear?" her mother asked, turning around at the sound of her getting out of her chair.

Kikyo stopped to answer her mother, "I'm going to my room, I'm not hungry," then she continued on her journey.

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Kikyo slowly opened her eyes, her body covered by her comforter. She took time to adjust her eyes to her surroundings and she realized that the sun hadn't even shown on the horizon yet, it was dark outside. Kikyo moved onto her back and stretched, from fingers to toes. Her face scrunched as her muscles tightened, then she relaxed, feeling much more alive after that. But something struck her that made her wish she was still dreaming.

'Inuyasha…' Her mind had not stopped thinking about him, and her sister. 'Kagome…' After acquiring the information about the couple's little 'outing', Kikyo was shocked, to say in the least. She couldn't believe that none of them had told her any of this. 'Inuyasha is my boyfriend!' She was just so mad. Kikyo started to feel herself become more alert as her body remembered the emotions it had gone through the other day.

Kikyo stared at the ceiling. 'Why didn't they tell me? Why did they go out together?' Kikyo sighed. Something just wasn't right. Kikyo had known it from the beginning. Inuyasha was so into her, he liked her, and he had shown it, in the beginning. That first day they met in school, he had treated her so special, like they haven't met in years, especially the way he hugged her. It felt like he needed her and was happy to see her. Then, that night he took her out for dinner, he had treated her like a queen. He had shown his romantic side to her and he had made her heart flutter. It seemed like that was the night they had shown their feelings towards each other as they had their first kiss. But then, now, Inuyasha seems to be with Kagome all the time.

Kikyo knew about the other night when Kagome almost got raped. She was terrified for her sister and thankful that Inuyasha helped her. But now, they're going out with each other to places, and Kikyo started to feel left out. The truth was, she did miss Inuyasha's company. Kikyo really liked Inuyasha, maybe even love. But there's also a feeling that says she doesn't. Sometimes, she feels like being with Inuyasha is wrong. Someone else has caught her eye, someone else has made Kikyo's heart melt and made her want him more than Inuyasha.

Kikyo sighed. 'I need some fresh air,' so she got up from her bed and walked to her bathroom. Kikyo got ready in about ten minutes and walked down the stairs to hear her mother in the kitchen. She walked in to see her grandfather awake as well.

"Ah, Kikyo, come join your mother and I," Jiisan said, putting his cup of coffee down and smiling at her with his wrinkled face.

Kikyo smiled at her grandfather. "Good morning Jiisan. Good morning mom," she said to the both of them.

"Good morning darling. Are you going somewhere?" Kira said as she saw the clothes that her daughter was wearing. Kikyo wore a jeans pants with a hot red shirt on and she had her hair in a loose ponytail. Kikyo nodded and walked towards the door, but stopped so her mother could see her.

"I need to get some fresh air. I'll be back soon, for breakfast." she said, her head disappearing and the sound of the door opening and closing. Jiisan looked at Mrs. Higurashi and shrugged, getting back to his morning coffee. Mrs. Higurashi smiled and went back to preparing breakfast.

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Inuyasha had woken up to a knock at his door. He growled and glared at the piece of wood standing between him and the intruder who intended on waking him up so early in the morning. The knock came again and Inuyasha was even more frustrated that he was being woken up.

"What!" he yelled, hoping that the person on the other side of the door could hear him. The walls and the doors of this house was built by his father. The whole house was constructed with thick walls, just in case of nature emergencies. But the thing was, since the walls were thick and the wood sturdy, it was hard to hear what was on the other side of it. Only the doors were not that thick, as it was constructed with a thin slice of the wood, but you could sort of make out what was on the other side of the door.

However, the person obviously didn't hear his shout as they knocked again which caused the guy lying on the bed to be overly aggravated. Inuyasha threw his sheets aside and got off his bed, determined on yelling at the person on the other side of the door. When he got to the door, Inuyasha opened it up and saw the maid standing there with a mop in hand and her apron. She smiled at him which made him even more frustrated.

"What the hell are you doing knocking on my door so fucking early in the damn morning, Keisha!"

The maid examined Inuyasha standing in just his boxers and his hair was messy. In a way, it sort of turned her on. She blushed and looked down. "Your mother wanted to talk to you." the young woman said, shyly.

Inuyasha looked at her head and sighed. "Did you have to wake me up so fucking early?"

Keisha looked up with apologizing eyes. "Your mother just said to tell you," she said and then walked back down the hall, leaving Inuyasha at the doorway. He shook his head, his frustration still boiling. Inuyasha turned around and slammed the door, walking to his dresser to get dress and see what his mother wanted.

Mrs. Takahashi was down in the kitchen, cooking breakfast with her husband and eldest son sitting at the kitchen table with their coffee. Sesshomaru was reading an article in the newspaper while Inutaisho was looking over his work records. The two were busy while they waited for their food, which Izayoi was cooking. She was standing at the stove when she saw her son walk in.

Izayoi smiled. "Good morning, Inuyasha," she greeted with a tender smile. Inuyasha glared at his mother and stopped at the end of the kitchen table with his arms crossed.

"Why did you tell Keisha to wake me up?" he demanded.

Izayoi looked a little confused. "I didn't tell her to wake you up. All I said was to tell you that I wanted to see you, but I didn't specify when to tell you."

Inuyasha threw his hands in the air and huffed, now knowing that he could still be in bed. Sesshomaru averted his eyes to his brother. "It's morning anyways."

Inuyasha looked at his brother, dumbfounded. "Hello! The sun is barely even up! How the hell do you consider this morning!"

Inutaisho cleared his throat. "Sit down Inuyasha. Your mother is cooking breakfast."

Inuyasha took out the chair at the end and flopped down, crossing his arms. He really wanted to be in bed but he was woken up for nothing. Or, actually, not nothing, yet. "Mother, what did you want to ask me?"

Izayoi had a brightened smile on her face. "Oh yes. I wanted you to ask Kagome if she can come over today. I have to ask her something."

Inuyasha raised an eyebrow at her request. "Why didn't you just call her?"

"Well, if she could come, someone would have to pick her up. I wouldn't want her to walk or ride her bike all the way over here." Izayoi said, making a point.

Inuyasha sighed while his father turned his attention to his son. "Where did you two go yesterday, anyways?"

Inuyasha shrugged. "I took her to the Isuzu Park."

Everyone turned to look at him and Inuyasha glared at all of them. "What!"

Izayoi decided to speak. "You took her all the way to Ise City?"

"Yeah, why?" he asked, now wondering why they all are staring at him just because he took Kagome there.

Izayoi shook her head. "Oh, never mind." she said, hiding a smile.

The other two males went back to reading and Inuyasha was getting even more frustrated. 'This is not my day.' He decided to leave now since he didn't want to be in their company anymore than necessary. "I'm going to go ask Kagome," he said, getting up from his seat and he walked towards the door. Inuyasha got into the garage and decided he needed some fresh air so he used his bike, not even caring to bring helmets. He left his house, the wind brushing through his hair and his frustration slowly decreasing.

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Kagome came downstairs dressed in a blue shirt and a white skort. She had her hair up in a high ponytail as she walked into the kitchen seeing her grandfather sitting at the table with this coffee.

"Good morning, Jiisan," she said, walking up to him and giving him a kiss on the cheek. Jiisan looked up at his granddaughter and smiled.

"Good morning Kagome," he said, getting back to reading the paper.

"Good morning, Mama," she said, strolling to her mother and kissing her cheek. Kira smile at her daughter while frying the scrambled eggs.

"Good morning sweetheart. Why don't you sit down, breakfast will be ready soon."

Kagome nodded and walked back to the table to see her brother coming in. He seemed so energetic and she wondered why her brother was so pumped early in the morning.

"Good morning, Souta. Why are you so hyper?" she asked as her brother moved to sit next to Jiisan.

"There's a game today." he said, giving his sister a huge smile.

Kagome giggled. "Oh, so you're going to play and make that so called 'homerun'?" she teased.

Souta wiped his smile away and glared at his sister. "Hey! I can, to, make a homerun."

Kagome rolled her eyes but Kira found it great for him to be a part of the Little League Baseball Team. "I'm happy for you Souta. Do you want me to take you there?"

Souta looked to his mother and shook his head. "No. The coach is going to pick me up, and some of the other kids."

Kira nodded and started to bring the plates to the table. She gave everyone a plate and they all said their thanks.

"Where's Kikyo?" Kagome asked, realizing another plate missing.

Jiisan put down his paper. "She said that she needed to get some fresh air. She should be back soon." he assured as he eyed his food hungrily.

Kagome nodded and they all began to eat their breakfast.

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The sun spilled over the land as Kikyo entered a park filled with morning kids running around. She saw that some kids were swinging on the swings and climbing on the playground. She smiled at their energy and childish ways. Kikyo kept walking, strolling through the park aimlessly, but letting her mind wander.

'She likes him' Kikyo knew that Kagome liked Inuyasha. It was so obvious between the two of them. There were times when Inuyasha would look at Kagome and she would always blush and try to hide it, but she couldn't hid it from her. Sometimes, at school, the two would sit together under the Sakura tree and talk amongst themselves, and her sister always seemed to have a glow around her whenever she was with Inuyasha. It was like, she was happy, for the first time, and Kikyo couldn't be happier. But, while her sister was happy, it made her unhappy because she had to give up her happiness.

'He likes her' Kikyo knew that Inuyasha liked Kagome. She figured it out the time he stood up for Kagome at the spot when Kiba wanted to talk to Kagome. She could feel it in him, that desire to protect her sister and keep her safe. There was something in the way he talked, the way he stood, that she knew, she lost him. To her sister.

Kikyo was feeling miserable. Deep down, she really liked Inuyasha. He was her first love and he was her first kiss. He made her feel special, just like a partner should. But, there was always that nagging feeling in the back of her mind saying that she likes another. And she does.

There was a bench on the side of the sidewalk so Kikyo sat down, gazing over the land and watching little children run around. The truth was, Kikyo liked someone other than her boyfriend. She sort of felt guilty, to hang on to Inuyasha. But he must like her since he's still with her and not her sister. 'But why doesn't he just go out with my sister?' Kikyo then realized that she sounds stupid for thinking that because she would miss him. Yet on the other hand, she was falling for someone else so why should she care. 'Ugh. I don't know what to do…'

A shadow loomed overhead and Kikyo looked up to see Onigumo, smiling down at her. Kikyo's heart had jumped at his sudden appearance and she blushed. 'What's he doing here?' she thought, straightening herself out.

"Like going to the park, I see." Onigumo moved to sit next to Kikyo. He had black basketball pants and a black tank top. Kikyo flushed at his upper body and looked away.

"I see you like coming here too," she pointed out.

Onigumo nodded and leaned back. "I come here, once in a while, to jog around. It's quite lovely here and cool, when the sun isn't up."

Kikyo turned to smile at him and then went back to her gazing at the kids. She felt comfortable in his presence. She was starting to relax, but still didn't know what to say, but just to enjoy his company.

"Hey, Kikyo," he said, catching her attention. "I wanted to say thanks for helping me out that day after school with the teacher. I know she was kind of a pain in the ass."

Kikyo giggled and turned her head to talk to him. "Yeah, she was. I really wanted to slap her or something. She was asking way too much questions."

Onigumo chuckled. "I know. I could see it in you. It seemed like you wanted to explode on her. That was pretty funny, though."

Kikyo nodded and smiled. "Yeah it was. But, thank you, too. You helped me out."

Onigumo waved it off. "Don't worry about it. She asked for my help so I agreed, since I would be stuck with her for the rest of the year, minus well become her favorite student huh?" he said with a glimmer in his deep blue eyes.

Kikyo nodded and giggled. She looked into his eyes for something, something for an answer to her question. But, he smirked at her and she blushed, now feeling uncomfortable.

"I have to go," she said, getting up and hastily walking away from an awkward moment.

Onigumo got up too and quickly followed after her. "Why don't I walk you home," he said, coming to her side.

Kikyo shook her head. "No, I'll be fine. I only live a couple blocks from here."

Onigumo smiled. "Can't a guy walk a girl home?" he said, cocking his eyebrow and giving her a charming smile.

Kikyo sighed but smiled. "Fine." Onigumo smirked at her approval and continued walking out of the park with Kikyo at his side.

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Kagome brought her plate to the sink and dropped it in.

"Leave it there sweetheart. I'll wash it with everyone else's." her mother said, still at the table eating.

Kagome turned around when there was a knock at the door. "I'll get it," she said, walking towards the front door. Souta got off his chair and ran to follow his sister, just in case it was his coach. Kagome opened the door to see Inuyasha standing outside. She was a little shocked but smiled at him as Souta came around to see who it was.

"Oh, hey Inuyasha," he said to the tall boy.

Inuyasha looked down at him and smirked. "Hey Souta."

Souta put his hands on his hips and had a huge smile. "Guess what? I have a game today."

Inuyasha smirked at his excitement. "That's cool." He looked back to Kagome, still standing there smiling at him.

"My coach is supposed to pick me up soon so that we can warm up before the game," Souta said, catching the hanyou's attention. Inuyasha looked back down at him and nodded.

"That's cool. How about you leave me and your sister alone? I have to talk to her," looking back up to Kagome's eyes. She seemed confused and he just shook his head. But Souta wasn't finished.

"I'll go. But you have to come to my game today." he said, keeping his ground. Inuyasha sighed, getting a little annoyed.

"I don't know. If I have time I'll go," he reasoned, hoping that Souta will just take his answer and leave. But that wasn't the case.

"Aww. But that's not fair," Souta said with a huge pout. Kagome saw that Souta was being too annoying now, as even she couldn't handle his pestering.

"Souta just go inside." she said with authority. He turned around to cross his arms at his sister.

"I don't have to."

Kagome glared at him. "Yes, you do. Inuyasha said he'll come if he can so leave him alone now. Go inside and finish your breakfast."

Souta pouted one last time and walked inside, throwing a tantrum.

"Sorry about that, he's kind of pumped for his first baseball game," Kagome said.

Inuyasha shrugged. "A kid's a kid."

Kagome then was curious as to his reason being here. "So you said you wanted to talk to me?"

Inuyasha nodded. Kagome grabbed her shoes and put it on. She closed the door and went next to Inuyasha. "Why don't we go walking around?"

The two of them went around the house, walking to all the shrine houses. Inuyasha then decided to speak when they came to the first shrine house.

"My mother said that she wanted you to come over today. Something about, she has to ask you something." he said, not knowing the full reason of Kagome going to his house.

Kagome shrugged. "Well… I guess so. But why does she want to see me?" she asked, now curious as to what Mrs. Takahashi would want.

"I don't know. All I know is that she was the reason why I was woken up so early this morning," he said, still a little beat about that. Kagome turned to look at him.

"Well, I guess that explains why you're so grouchy."

"Oi, I ain't grouchy." he said crossing his arms and lifting his nose in the air.

Kagome giggled and looked around the shrine.

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Kikyo and Onigumo were walking up the shrine stairs. They talked the whole way; about school, but mostly about the time they had with that new teacher. They got to the top and Onigumo took in the sight.

"Wow. This is where you live?" he asked.

Kikyo nodded. Onigumo seemed to recognize this place. He remembered coming here with his father and brother. They used to play with two girls and they used to run around the shrine.

"I remember this place." he said, thoughtfully.

Kikyo nodded. "My mother said that your father was friends with us. He used to bring you and your brother here and you two used to play with my sister and I."

Onigumo nodded, now fully remembering when he's been here. The two finally got to the door and Kikyo turned around to Onigumo.

"Well, thanks for walking me home, Onigumo." Kikyo smiled into Onigumo's blue eyes and he blushed.

"Uh…it's nothing," he said, looking to the ground. They were quiet for awhile, the both not wanting to leave as they looked around, trying to avoid each other's gaze. But when they did lock gazes, their hearts always skipped a beat and they quickly turned their head.

"I… should go," Kikyo said. She went to turn around but Onigumo stopped her by putting his hand up against the door, leaning on it. Kikyo turned back around to see his playful eyes.

"How about I call you sometime?" Onigumo smirked as she seemed to fidget with her fingers. Kikyo felt so awkward with him being so close, so she decided to play along. Kikyo leaned on the door and gave him a flirtatious look.

"Now why would you want to call me?" She put her hand on her chest and giggled as Onigumo cocked an eyebrow.

"Why wouldn't I?" he said, making a point, or at least to himself. He really did want to call her some time and hear her voice. Kikyo shrugged. "I guess it wouldn't hurt."

Onigumo's face lit up. "Really?" he cleared his voice to straighten himself out. "I mean… cool." He took out his phone from his pocket and went into his address book. "Okay, what's your number?"

Kikyo gave him her number as he punched it in his phone. He then closed his phone, now having a reason to go home and shower. But, he didn't want to go home as he put his hand back on the door, staring the girl down. Kikyo raised an eyebrow out of curiosity.

"Aren't you going to go?" she teased, wondering what he was up to now.

Onigumo shook his head, smiling. "Do you want me to go?"

Kikyo bit her bottom lip. She didn't really want him to go but she didn't want her family to come outside and barge in on them. But she was hungry, too. "Why don't you call me later then?"

Onigumo smiled and looked into her eyes. He felt so compelled to kiss her. When they were together at school, it felt like they connected on a different level. He felt so comfortable around Kikyo and now, he wanted to show it to her. Her lips were so plump, and inviting. Onigumo dropped his smile and moved his head a little closer to the beauty in front of him.

Kikyo knew what he wanted to do, as she saw him coming closer, but she didn't know if she should let him. She wanted to, though. Onigumo was such a nice guy and she now accepts the fact that she really likes him. But as he came closer, she decided to let him kiss her, as she wanted to feel his lips.

Onigumo came so close that he could feel Kikyo's breath hit his lips, giving him a tingling sensation. He looked into her eyes and could tell that she was letting him do this, which he was happy, and thankful for. 'She wants this.' He finally closed the gap between them and felt the immediate contact of her soft lips. Kikyo closed her eyes out of bliss as she felt Onigumo tenderly touch his lips to her's. It was wonderful. She felt like she was swimming in an ocean, in his blue eyes. Kikyo leaned off of the door and grabbed onto his tank top, grasping it between her fingers. She loved his touch as he took his hand off of the door and put one on the small of her back and one on her neck. Their kiss hadn't even broken through all the movement. The two were in their own world as they didn't even recognize the two figures that came around the corner, and freeze in disbelief.

Okay so the first part is up. I'm going to go now and work on the second one...I don't think that this one was THAT good, but it did introduce the whole BIG shocker, or at least I thought the ending was a big shocker. Okay, so I hope you liked it and wait for the next one, you'll love it.

-Kaleialohalani