OH NO SHORT CHAPTER! Was written on the spot guys IM SORRY! DONT HATE ME! Ill make an extra long one Tommowro to make up for It!but YAY BACKGROUND AND PLOT PROGRESSION!

A fool thinks himself to be wise, but a wise man knows himself to be a fool.

-William Shakespeare

The days turned like wind then, and from then on I stood on the side lines, watching battles instead of fighting in them. It pained me to not be able to enjoy what I love, and it hurts to think about the questions I was asked. Why didn't I fight? Wasn't I once undefeated once I mega-evolved? What Happened to me? I never answered these questions. I left them wondering, thinking. I couldn't bear to speak about it anymore.

Fast as thought the mouths went by and before I knew it, a year came and went. Over time, I found more friends, new and old. I met up with the bulbasour, now an ivysour, that Jackson had once owned. We spoke for a while, me gesturing him actually speaking aloud, until ash had to leave to make it to a gym battle. We promised one another to speak again-catch up more. On and off I would get checked at a pokemon center.

"Lucario your too thin! Fifteen pounds underweight...tisk tisk tisk! Well it's five less then last time At least..."

Nurse joy mumbled. If was true. I had not gained much weight, but then again, I didn't try to. I didn't want to change much, not that fast. For what felt like the thousandth time I sat and waited whole nurse joy checked me. Then, much to my surprise, she ordered a brain scan, and before I knew it, I was laying on a metal table. Unconfterable, I shifted slightly, and earned a frustrated sigh from joy.

"Sit still!all I'm getting is a blurred mess!"

I grunted, the only sound I could make now, and tried to stay still, but she still got mad for 'not sitting still enough'. I shook my head. This lady was never pleased!eventually, somehow, I managed to stay still long enough for the, to get the scans and I was allowed to get up. Wondering over to them, I gasped loudly at the results. More then half my brain was missing! A memory came back to me in a flash.

Standing in a pokemon center with Jackson...no not standing..I was laying down. My head hurt so badly.. "Is not fair! Why him! He didn't...do...a-anything he DOSENT deserve this!"Jackson sobbed. I wanted nothing more then to reach out and comfort him, but I couldn't move. A soft, velvet voice that I can only assume was from a joy, stated bluntly

"What this pokemon went through is nothing short of leathel. Yes, in the future it won't grow as much as it should, and more then likely it won't use moves properly...but...Atleast it's alive. It may never remember this, Jackson. Perhaps that's best." Jackson nodded, and shocked me with his next words."yes...never remember..that...that would be him just so young.."

Yes I remember now! An accident... A car..a...flash?...no... An explosion..I hit my head... Pain...oh arceus the pain... I remember Jackson running up to me... Eyes wide, half his head caked in blood... Looking down, after pulling myself to a half sitting position, there was red water under me...no...blood...alot of blood...and the puddle of the thick red liquid was growing fast.

I was snapped out of my remembrance by a muffled gasp as nurse joy read the readings. All that...in the past...?...I shook my head, trying to get the disturbing pictures out of my head. It wasent true. There WAS no accident! Jackson had said I was just..born small! He didint lie to me!...he...WOULDENT...would he?

We walked out of the pokemon center before long, and as ash blabbered on about a gym battle, I was lost in thought. Had that really happened, or was that just something my imagination had contoured up? Was that just...I don't even know anymore! I shook my head, frustrated with myself. Why was this happening to me! I tried to keep myself togther, and ignore the tight feeling in my chest. I felt bile rising in my throat,and leaned to the side and vomited. When I opened my eyes, there was a large splatter of blood on the ground. Ash gasped, Brock rushed over to help me, and dawn screamed. My vision started going black near the edges, and I blacked out.