I have a ton written, so I figured I would stop and update a bit :) I am working on Tranquility too.. just been caught up with Savannah lately. I'll update soon :)

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This is short word wise, but a lot happens. Try not to hate me too much!

We had been cleaning at the clubhouse for hours. I tucked my purse inside my old room in the back to make sure no one went into it. There had been a few times I tried to say something to Happy but someone always either interrupted me or I choked up. Opie kept giving me a weird look but never said anything. We hadn't really spoken since he hit me when the whole Ima thing happened. I started sweeping a corner out when I heard someone right behind me.

"Savannah?"

Opie. I hesitated but set the broom on the wall and turned to look at him.

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah."

"Roof okay?"

"Yeah that's okay. I'll follow you up."

I made eye contact with Happy and nodded at him. He went back to what he was doing but I could tell he wanted to say something. I climbed up the ladder after Opie and followed him over to where he sat down. We sat in silence for a few minutes before he cleared his throat.

"I'm sorry for how I reacted to you getting mad."

"It's whatever. Can't change it."

"No, but I am sorry."

"I probably shouldn't have said anything to you. I made it out alright, so it doesn't matter."

"You had every right to say something. Nothing you said was untrue."

"I guess."

He sighed and kicked some dirt by his boots.

"How far along are you?"

"How did you know?"

"I do have two kids."

"I know. I just was hoping it wasn't so obvious."

"I thought you were earlier. Just had a feeling. Then Alvarez was acting weird with you. Now you seem like there is a thousand pounds on your shoulder."

"I don't know what to do."

"Did I tell you Lyla and I were trying for a kid?"

"No but I heard you talking about it."

"When we split, I found out that she had an abortion before the guys went in. Right when you got here?"

"You didn't know?"

"No idea. I don't know that us having a kid would have helped a damn thing, but I wish I had known."

"You think Hap would want to know?"

"Hap is a weird guy. He is either going to be pissed or be thrilled. He's hard to read. I think you should tell him though. The fact that I could have had another kid and didn't even have a choice in it."

I nodded and started biting my lip.

"He isn't going to deal with you acting weird for long. Hope you know that."

"I know. I know I need to talk to him. I just don't know how to do it."

"Happy I'm pregnant."

"That just doesn't seem to be a great idea. Maybe I'll do a picture shoot with a baby pistol or something."

Opie laughed and pat my back hard.

"I think you just need to tell him. Soon."

"Could you ask him to come up here? Don't want anyone else to listen in in case he goes crazy. That way he can just throw me off the roof if he feels fit."

"Great, now I'm going to be an accessory to murder."

Opie laughed and walked towards the ladder.

"Hey, can you have him bring my purse up too?"

"You really are asking to get pushed off the roof."

The few minutes that passed between Opie leaving and Happy getting to the roof felt like an eternity. Everything from telling him to jumping off the roof to avoid him ran through my head. I realized that I could jump and maybe even live. I would need to go to the hospital though, and then he really would find out I was pregnant.

"You okay?"

I smiled over at Happy who was just stepping onto the roof with my purse in hand. He handed it over to me and I set it on my lap, trying to control my breathing.

"Uh, not sure."

He sat down next to me, but I noticed he sat far enough that we weren't touching.

"Is this where you tell me you're leaving because this shit is too crazy?"

"I guess it depends on your reaction."

"Reaction to what?"

I opened my purse and dug around, looking for the test. When I got my hand on it, I paused and let out a sigh. I looked at him and tried to remember his face without anger, because I didn't think I would ever see it again. I handed him the test and put my hands back on my purse, ready to walk away if I had to.

"How long have you known about this?"

"Just found out today. That's why Alvarez stopped me. He wanted to know if I was okay with it and offered help in case I needed it."

"It mine?"

"Jesus Happy. Are you kidding me?"

"Am I supposed to just know that it's mine? You're at the clubhouse all the time."

"Fuck you, Lowman. I expected you to be mad, but not call me a whore."

"Not like I can guarantee you aren't fucking around. I've been gone more than I've been here."

"So, I get a taste of that MC dick and I just can't control myself?"

"Must be. We had sex once, Savannah. Telling me I've had sex with hundreds of women and the first time I have sex with you I knocked you up?"

I felt tears well up in my eyes. I almost would rather death above him talking to me like that. He worked so damn hard to get me to forget Adam, and now his voice was just replacing it.

"After everything we've been through, how can you say those things?"

"What? That I've fucked more than I've killed? You don't want me to tell you the truth?"

"That isn't the point."

"What is the point then? You think you can just act like a psycho then throw this fucking test in my face?"

He tossed the test back on my lap as he stood up. I looked up at him and I wrapped my hand around it. I shoved it back into my bag and stood up. I went to walk past him and he grabbed my arm, hard.

"How do I know it isn't Alvarez? You two were getting pretty cozy."

"Seriously? I only saw Alvarez once before then!"

"What the hell did he stuff into your pocket?"

"My pocket?"

"Stop playing fucking stupid with me!"

He reached into my pocket and ripped the piece of paper out that Alvarez had tucked in. I had completely forgotten about it. He looked at it, crumpled it up as he scoffed and tossed it in my face. It bounced on the ground and he pushed my arm back.

"Go run to your cholo, whore. I don't want to see you back here again."

I watched him walk away and slide down the ladder. I let a sob out and quickly covered my mouth. I picked up the piece of paper off the ground and slowly uncrumpled it.

Remember what I said.

510-555-8419

I pulled my phone out and dialed the number.

Hello?

Alvarez?

Yes? Who is this?

It's Savannah. I know it's late.

It's okay, mama. You okay?

I was actually wondering if you could come get me. If it's too much..

No mama. Text me the address. I can be there in a half hour.

Okay. I'll text you now. Thank you.

See you soon.

The phone clicked and I put mine back in the purse. I dug my keys out and climbed down the ladder. As soon as I turned, I saw Happy with two blonde crow eaters on his lap. I made eye contact with Opie and felt tears run down my face as I walked quickly out of the door. I was sure of one thing, if I could never walk back in the clubhouse, I would make that happen. I just hoped Alvarez could actually help me.

I pulled into my driveway and pulled my phone out. I had text Tara on the way home telling her I was leaving. I heard her pull in behind me as I ran inside to pack a bag. I left the door open, making sure she knew she was welcome in as I ran to the bedroom. I pulled out two bags and started tossing clothes in them.

"Savannah! What the hell is going on?"

"I'm leaving. Tara you were right. It's safer away from here."

"What happened."

"Happy tossed the fucking test in my face. Told me it isn't his. Told me he never wants to see me again. Tara if Clay doesn't kill me, Happy will."

"Jesus. Where are you going to go?"

"I don't know yet. Alvarez is on his way to get me. He warned me that Clay is trying to hurt us. He's the only person who has actually told me the truth."

"Can you trust him?"

"I don't know, but I can't trust many people here."

"I understand. What can I do to help?"

"Don't tell anyone you know where I went. Not Jax, not Gemma and especially not Happy. I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going but I need out of here."

"I understand. I do. More than you would ever guess."

"They're going to assume I was taken. Let them. Please let them. I'll contact you from a burner whenever I can."

"Okay. Anything."

"You should get out of here before Alvarez shows up."

Tara pulled me into a hug and it took everything I had not to cry. I wanted to protect her too. I wanted to get in my car and pick up the boys and leave. She would need to save herself though. I looked at her once last time and saw the tears falling down her face.

"I'm going to leave the car keys and my purse on the table. I'm only taking what I absolutely need."

"Makes sense. Be safe, Savannah. If you need anything you let me know."

I nodded and heard bikes come down the road. Tara ran out of the house and into her car, speeding away down the road. I tossed some more stuff in my bag and head towards the front door. I peeked out the curtain to make sure it was the right bikers, and grabbed my walled out of the purse. I stepped outside to see Alvarez and two of his guys on bikes but they weren't wearing their cuts.

"Sorry if we scared you, mama. Didn't want anyone to know who took you."

"I understand."

"You good on a bike?"

"Yeah. Wouldn't be the first time I've gotten on a bike and ran away."

"Alright. Hop on. You're riding with me."

He handed me a black hoodie and started his bike back up. I looked back at my house, wondering if I would ever see it again. I climbed on and wrapped my arms around Alvarez as we took off.

"Tara! Tara!"

"What? What's wrong?"

"Oh Jesus I though- Have you talked to Savannah?"

"No. Why?"

"Went by her house to talk to her. She got into it with Happy. She's gone. Purse and keys are there but her door was wide open."

"Oh shit. Any idea what happened?"

"No. I gotta go."

"What do you mean she's gone?"

"Her and Hap got into it. She left. Her car, key and purse are at her house. Door was wide open."

"Jax, you need to find her."

"I'm trying."

"Didn't you say Alvarez was talking to her?"

"Yeah but I don't think he would snatch her out of her house."

"Call him. Please. If he doesn't have her.."

"Yeah. I know. I'll do everything I can."

"Clay, did you have anything to do with this?"

"You think I would hurt my own daughter?"

"I know you hurt Piney. I know you wanted to hurt Tara. Her and Tara are close."

"You're being ridiculous."

"Clay, look me in the eyes and tell me you'd never hurt our daughter."

"I don't have time for this. I'll see you at home."