Sorry, sorry, sorry! I was stressed out by preparation for my trip last week and I got writers blocked. But this morning, before I left for my trip I got Inspired so the first (second!) thing I did when I got there was get my Laptop out to write.

But I have good news, I only had 2 more chapters to write but my inspiration took me over and now it will be a 3 chapters endind. So you'll get 1 more wedding chapter (after this one) and then the epilogue.

Chapter 13

Bellamy is taken aside by the boys while Octavia takes Clarkes forearm and pulls her toward us.

"So you've been married to my brother for 4 months? And you still sleep in our house half the week?" she rolls her eyes but Clarke is blushing.

"We told you, we didn't really felt married until today! We were actually really scared this wouldn't have the desired effect either." She smiles but it's a really small smile and I can see that she is really relieved.

"4 months, Clarke! You lied to us for 4 months." Octavia start to yell but it's more affectionate than mad.

"Well I got pretty good at keeping secrets from my loved ones this past 4 months" she whispers glaring at us. That has the benefice of shutting Octavia up.

"About that, I found a cool way to tell him tonight so you don't have to worry about your honeymoon I promise. I have to talk to Monty about it." And just like that she's gone.

I turn an interrogative glare at Clarke. "Do you know what she is going to do?"

She nods 'no' with an apologetic smile. "He is not going to be mad." She hugs me "I won't let him." She smiles at me. "And if he gets mad I'll distract him so you can leave." I chuckle a little but I am still nervous. Bellamy's bounding speech really touched me, but it also made me wonder what his reaction will be.

The sound of the speakers starts reasoning above the meadow.

"Okay so If Lincoln and Miller would give the happy couple some space, we have a surprise for Clarke and Bellamy. Thanks to Abby and O, Jasper and I put together a little video of our apparently not so newlyweds."

Clarke gives me a quick kiss on the cheeks and goes to Bellamy. I never saw her this happy, she looks at him like if she is only seeing him in the crowd, she smiles the wildest smiles I ever saw on her face, and I am not sure but she looks like she is glowing somehow. Her smile seems contagious as Bellamy is wearing the same one on his face now that she is back in his arms. They were right. They might have been married for 4 months but they never looked so happy. We had a movie night a couple of weeks ago and sure they were cuddling on the couch and they looked in love and happy. But now they look … I don't even have a world for it. I am not sure such a word exist. They are content and their love of each other seem to radiate around them.

Octavia joins me and cuddle herself on my side. "Do you want to run?"

I glare at her, raising my eyebrows. "In about 10 minutes, Bellamy will know and everybody else too for that matter."

If anybody would ask me why I won't be able to explain it but somehow I know everything will be fine so I get around Octavia and put my arms on her waist before I kiss her forehead lightly but I stay silent. I get on her back without removing my hands from her waist so we could both watch the video. I let her lean on my torso while I get my head above hers smelling her perfume.

Monty and Jasper's video is a cute mix of picture, from Abby's or Octavia's collections, some are embarrassing for the star couple, Clarke as a baby taking a bath, Bellamy at 12 in a fairy costume having a tea party with Octavia's dolls, and videos from all of us congratulating them once again. The last video is from Octavia and watching at the screen I get that she make it while I was talking to Clarke.

"Clarke, Bellamy, you know that I love you both very much even if I have to admit I might love one of you more…" she fakes a sad face "Sorry Bellamy" And then the Octavia on the screen and the one on my arms both start to chuckle. "So I had a very heartbreaking beautiful speech pre-recorded but I just learn that you were already married and I decided that you didn't deserve it anymore" I was about to make a comment but O shushed me. "I have a secret too" I can feel her holding me a little tighter. "I love you both" "not really a secret sister" calls out Bellamy. "I know Lincoln already made a video but On behalf of all three of us, I want to official congratulate Uncle Bellamy and Auntie Clarke for their beautiful not wedding".

The video stops and I can feel everyone eyes on us but all I can think about is that little warrior I love so much who is currently actually hiding behind me holding on to my vest tightly her head leaning on my back. "Is he pissed?" she whisper. I look at Bellamy and Clarke but he is not doing anything. "I don't know, he is still looking at the screen." "Should we run?" I know O isn't really scared of him but it breaks my heart to see her so fragile right now, she wants him to be happy about our baby, she wants him to know that she thinks he will make the best uncle ever. I see Clarke turning to see us and her jaw opening when she sees Octavia hiding. She reaches to her husband and whispers something only for him to ear. Bellamy snaps out of his trance and run toward us Clarke's hand still in his.

I take a protective steps to stop him before he reaches us. His face is still blank and there is no way he gets to hurt Octavia about this ever. But I am taken aback when he launch himself to me into a very tight hug. Bellamy never hugged me before.

"I am going to be an uncle. Thank you dude." I think he realized what he just said when he pulls away and mumble a quick sorry "that's not what I meant…" but he can't find his words so he gets pass me to hug Octavia whispering in her ear until she start giggling and pulling him away.

By know everybody joined us and we all start hugging each other. Jasper and Monty ask who the godfather will be, objecting to the fact that it could be Bellamy at which Raven add that Clarke can't be the godmother either" being the blood uncle and aunt is a big honor you have to share"

One look at Octavia and I know that she wants to do it now so it will be over with. "We chose Raven" who yell Yes as if she just won the lottery, as I was about to add something Octavia takes my hand and adds "and Murphy." Everybody's jaw open at that one.

"It was my choice and we talked about it for a while, I know he hurt Bellamy and Raven" she stops speaking realizing what she just said and knowing that this is a conversation that Raven and Wick hadn't have yet. "He changed, he helped us deal with Finn." Everybody is still tense, include Murphy. "And he makes the best Cookies." She ends with a smile and a death glare daring them to question her decision.

Gustus interrupts us and I am grateful for that, so is Murphy who let a loud breath out. "I need to talk to him" and just like that O is gone from my arms and takes Murphy away from the group. "The bride and groom are needed, it's time for their first dance." He sounds very ceremonial and actually does something resembling a bow in front of them gesturing to the dance floor. They follow him and we all can see that Bellamy is a little nervous, I know he picked up the song without Clarke. The group start playing "unbreakable" by Jamie Scott and after giving in a little smack on his shoulder, Clarke starts kissing him pulling her arm around his neck to play with his curls as he puts his on her back his finger playing with the lace keeping her corset in place.

As soon as the song ends they asks us to joins them and in as the night continues the dinner is serve and soon I find myself dancing with Abby while Clarke is in Kane's arms and Octavia with her brother. "Their plane is in 3 hours they are going to leave soon. Kane said you have something for them maybe now will be a good time". She nods. "It's not just for them it's for all of you." Her eyes are full of tears and for the first time I feel grateful for the presence of that woman in our life. Taking her hand I drag her to the other side of the dance floor where everybody was now sitting, drinking Monty's moonshine instead of the expensive Champagne laying on a table.

"Family meeting! Everybody around the bonfire of the men cabin in 10min"

Everybody lives, Clarke and Bellamy making their way to their guest accepting congratulation while thanking them for coming as quickly as they can. Abby is still by my side and she seems both nervous and excited. "I have never been invited to one of you family meeting".

I don't answer I don't know what to say. It feels like it was not really her place before.