A/N Thank you for the nice reviews . And the new follows .
Spring 2009
Kristeena was still shaking as she disconnected the phone . But before she could calm down , she heard her mom knock on the door .
" Come in ." She called . And her Mom entered with a sandwich and a bottle of water . She gave her a soft smile as she made her way towards the bed and asked . " Is Jonathan okay ? " " Yeah .. " she said and , still rattled , started to confess what she had just heard . But when she opened her mouth , instead of the truth , she heard herself lie " He's going to the gym to work out with one of his friends . Said he needed to work off steam or something . " Oh .. alright . Why do you look so upset then , baby ? " Her Mom asked . She shrugged and said the first thing that came to mind . " I don't know . I guess i just realized that that might be the last time i hear his voice for awhile , and i think its just hitting me now how much i'm going to miss him . " She confessed . It wasn't exactly a lie . She did miss him already . But the truth was she was terrified . Terrified that he was going to do something to get himself hurt or more likely in a whole lot of trouble , no matter how careful he was . And there was nothing she could do about it but hope and pray that whatever he was up to , he didn't get hurt or caught .
" Kristeena ... did you hear a word of what i just said ? " Her mom asked , breaking into her thoughts .
" What ? " She looked up , and her mom smiled and smoothed a hand over her hair as she said . " I was telling you that the lawyer and a police officer are coming over in about an hour to speak with you . Dad still wants you to go to the hospital and have a rape kit done , but i told him no . But i did call the hospital and Dr . Brewer , agreed to come over on her way home to examine the bruises and scrapes . The lawyer wants me to take pictures when the officer gets here . Don't worry it a very nice female officer we spoke to who is going to be in the room with us . Its basically just to make sure that everything is documented and authenticated so they can't say the wounds were makeup or something . They ... would like your clothes from last night too . To match the dirt to the location and see if he left any DNA when he tore it to prove he attacked you and you acted in self defense . So , i want you to eat . And then you can nap until they get here if you want . You look exhausted . " " Yeah , i'm pretty tired . Can i ... can i take a shower ? I already took one at Jon's last night anyway . " " Sure baby . You have already showered off any DNA he might have left on your cuts so i don't see the harm . Okay .. i'm going to go and let you do what you need to do . I love you , Kristeena . And i'm glad that you're home and safe ." " I love you too , Mom . " She said giving her mom a hug . Her mom leaned in and kissed her forehead .
" Everything is going to be okay . I promise you . " Her Mom said in a reassuring tone . Kristeena gave her a small forced smile . Hoping that her mom was right as she thanked her Mom for the food , and sat the plate on her nightstand . Her Mom got up and headed towards the door to leave . Pausing at the last minute , she turned around and said . " Eat that " Kristeena wordlessly , picked up the sandwich and took a bite . Making her mom smile before she shut the door and went back downstairs to wait for everyone to show up .
Kristeena sat the plate aside and barely managed to swallow the bite she had taken . Wishing that Shadow was with her so she would be able to pass some of it off to him . And because he always made her feel better when she was down . She slowly climbed out of bed and unzipped the bag that held everything from last night . She smiled softly when she spotted the roses lying on top and lifted the blooms to her nose , inhaling deeply before she saw one of Jon's tee shirts folded neatly beneath it , a small handwritten note on top that read .
" For you to sleep in while we're apart , so my arms will be around you every night . I love you , Little star . Forever yours , JD . "
And just like that , she started to cry .
Twenty minutes later , she had managed to eat half of her sandwich and finish off the bottle of water before she tucked the note and flowers into the hope chest that had belonged to her great great grandmother . Not trusting that Tommy wouldn't come in one day and find them in her room , and throw them out . She tucked the tee shirt she had on in there as well . Not ready to wash it quite yet . She locked it , before tucking the key back into its hiding space . And after setting the bag that held her ruined dress and shoes from the previous night , aside . She gathered her things to go have a shower .
Afterwards , she slipped on the clean shirt that smelled of Jon , along with a pair of loose shorts , socks and a lightweight hoody over top of her shirt to cover it so that Tommy wouldn't see it and start in about Jon , while the police officer was there .
Since her Mom hadn't taken her phone yet , she checked it every few minutes to see if Jon had called . Her fingers traced over the buttons tempted to call him but not daring to since she didn't want to get him in trouble or distract him .
Now that there was nothing left to do to distract her , her fears of what would happen started to take over and she curled into a ball in the center of her bed , and cried herself to sleep .
Twenty minutes later , she heard a light knock on the door just before it opened . " Kristeena . Its Mom . Wake up sweetheart . Dr. Brewer , is here . " " Huh ? Is Jon okay ? " She asked groggily , as she pushed herself up and rubbed the sleep from her eyes , which were dry and gritty feeling from all of the crying and lack of sleep the night before , with the back of her hand . Her Mom smiled softly and gave a light chuckle as she came into the room and said . " I'm sure Jon is fine at the gym with his friend . " " Huh ? " She asked , forgetting her lie momentarily . Luckily her Mom just chuckled and said . " I guess you were more tired than i thought if you don't even remember what Boo told you an hour ago . " " Boo ? Really , Mom ? " Kristeena said in a questioning tone , raising an eyebrow at her Mom's trying to use the term that some of her friends called their significant other . Her mom just laughed and said . " Get up . I'm going to bring the doctor up to see you . " " Okay Mom . Thanks . " She said as she got up out of bed and after checking her phone, went into the bathroom to splash cold water on her face .
She grabbed a towel to dry her face when she heard the door open and quickly hung the towel up to go join them . Feeling nervous , but just wanting to get this over with .
" Hello , Kristeena . How are you feeling today? " Dr . Brewer asked in her warm friendly tone that had always calmed her down when she had to go in for a visit or when she was on her service at work . " I'm okay . A little bruised and scratched up . A lot tired .. and even more scared of whats going to happen next . But otherwise i'm hanging in there . It hasn't been all bad . " She said when she thought about Jon and what had happened between them last night and continued early this morning . " Well , i'm glad to see you smiling . I'd like to take a look at these bruises and scrapes and talk to you for a bit before the rest of them get here if thats okay . "
" Sure . Umm , are you doing a pelvic exam too ? " She asked cautiously since Dr . Brewer was technically her female doctor . " " Not today , unless there is a reason that i would need to do one , which would only be necessary if Mr . Lansing , had sexually assaulted you . Or you would like one . " " No , He didn't . I promise . And , no thank you . I might want to request an appointment for another day though if that would be okay . " Dr . Brewer smiled kindly and without judgement as she said " Of course it would be , dear . I will look at my schedule and you look at yours and we'll set something up . " " Thank you . " Dr . Brewer nodded and said " Alright , so back to the matter at hand , if you could remove your shorts and lie down on the bed so i can take a look at these abrasions ... " Kristeena stood and the doctor spread out a paper cover , as she asked " Would you like your Mom to stay or would you be more comfortable alone ? " " She can stay . She already knows everything . " She agreed and watched her Mom lock the door and heard Dr . Brewer ask if she could borrow her desk chair .
She nodded her consent and after her Mom rolled the chair over , she watched the doctor take a few things out of her bag . Pulling clean gloves onto her hands as she rolled closer to the edge of the bed .
She examined the cuts and bruises and set about cleaning them out when the officer showed up .
She talked to them all for a few minutes and after getting confirmation of how old the bruises and scrapes were , collected her ruined dress and shoes , and making sure there were pictures taken before stepping out to wait for the doctor to finish up , and for the lawyer to arrive before taking Kristeena's official statement .
Kristeena told Dr . Brewer what she had used to clean her wounds last night and this morning and about the vitamin E she had put on them , And Doctor Brewer told her she did a good job and gave her a small tube of cream to help the cuts heal and directed her on how often to clean them . And told them she was going to write her a prescription for more of the cream and an antibiotic , just to be cautious of infection .
After she was through she pulled off her gloves and started to put her things away . Her Mom , hearing that the lawyer had arrived excused herself and went downstairs leaving Kristeena alone with her Doctor as she carefully pulled her shorts back on . " Is there any other questions you have for me , Kristeena ? " Doctor Brewer asked and Kristeena bit her lip and hesitated before she said . " Actually ... There are a few ." " Go ahead , know you can talk to me about anything .. " Her doctor encouraged . Kristeena had been going to her since she had started to menstruate , and she was the one who when , at fourteen years old , Kristeena had started having severe cramping during her time of the month , had decided to put her on birth control . So needless to say , she felt very comfortable with talking to her about everything from her period and the birth control , to her interest in becoming a nurse . Doctor Brewer had even helped her get a job at the Hospital and helped her line up a spot in the nursing program after she graduated next year .
But still , this was the first time she had to discuss her sex life with her because before now she didn't have one .
So even though she felt safe with her , she was still a bit nervous and worried that her doctor would question her decision to have sex for the first time , when she knew she hadn't even went on her first date until last night , let alone have a boyfriend . " You do know i won't judge and that anything you tell me is confidential unless it is going to bring harm to you or someone else . " " Yeah , i know . I just ... I'm seeing someone now and , this is all so new to me .. "
She sighed working up the nerve to ask what she wanted to . Doctor Brewer just smiled and said . " Take your time . And if you would rather discuss this at your next visit , i'm pretty sure i can fit you in during your shift , this week . " " No , thats okay .. well maybe it would like to schedule an exam . But what i wanted to ask was , is there any special way i should ... wash myself after sex .. i mean , i know that they say douching is bad and all but ... I don't want to , you know , have an odor or .. whatever ... " She finally managed to explain her first question . Dr . Brewer , ever the sweet woman and constant professional smiled and said in a patient tone . " Just cleanse as you normally would with feminine wash and everything should be fine . The female anatomy is pretty self sufficient when it comes to that . It sort of cleanses itself . And remember , sexual intercourse and childbirth is what a females reproductive organs are made to do , so as long as no foreign ... items that might have harmful bacteria are introduced to that area , everything should be fine as long as you're being careful and he doesn't have an STD . " She explained patiently .
" He doesn't . He gets tested quite often for his job , and he says he is always careful and i trust him . " Kristeena assured her . The older woman smiled and said " Good . I'm glad to hear it . " Kristeena nodded and then added . " Ummm ... What about oral ? " She felt her cheeks turn bright , even though she knew it was something she needed to ask . The older woman smiled and replied " Again , that would be a bacteria or STD issue . But as long as he has a clean bill of health and good oral hygiene , you should be fine . Of course i do recommend always using a secondary form of birth control to all of my patients , unless they are purposely trying to get pregnant , which i don't believe would be high on either of your agendas at this time . " " No , definitely not . Not for at least a few more years anyway . I mean , one day i do want to get married and have a family . But i want to finish school and get my career started before i even think about any of that as anything other than , ' one day ' . I mean , we did discuss it happening sometime in the future and we're both on the same page that its a want for both of us . But i'm pretty sure he isn't anxious to be a husband and father anytime soon . He has his own career to think of and it requires a lot of traveling and hard work . I don't think he wants his attention split and that type of responsibility right now , anymore than i do . " She explained . Doctor Brewer smiled and said " I'm glad to hear it . You're young and have years to begin that chapter of your life together . This is the time in your lives you should both be living life , and enjoying each other . Marriage and parenthood can be wonderful and fulfilling , but its a lot of hard work and a lifetime commitment for anyone . And if one or both of you aren't ready for all that comes with it , it can cause problems that sometimes can't be worked out . And ... I'm probably overstepping right now so i'll shut up . " She apologized . Kristeena assured her that it was fine , that she didn't mind the advice . And with a relieved look , Doctor Brewer said " Alright . Well , if you ever do have any issues or concerns or something doesn't feel right or you have a discharge , you just call me and i will make time in my schedule for you . That goes for if you ever need to discuss anything other than your physical health , as well . " Okay . Thank you . " " You're welcome , Kristeena . Now , do you have any other questions for me right now ? "
Kristeena thought about asking her about what had happened when she came . But decided it could wait for now . It hadn't hurt and Jon had promised her it wasn't a bad or abnormal thing , and she trusted him . Maybe she would ask Ashley about it , she thought . After all , not only was she already a nurse , she was a few years older that Kristeena and had a lot more experience with sex than she did .
So she cleared her throat and said " No . I think thats it for now . If i come up with anything else , i'll ask at my appointment . " Alright . Sounds like a plan . Now , if there aren't any other questions , i would like to ask you something as your friend . Of course , you aren't obligated to answer and its still in confidence although personal and not professional . " Kristeena hadn't been expecting her to want to ask a personal question and felt nervous but said
" Yes , of course . " And thought to herself ' Here it comes . ' It must seem odd to her that she had went from never having a boyfriend to having sex in a few days time . But she she was pleasantly surprised when she asked instead . " You said that you have discussed the future and his sexual health . But what i would like to ask is , Did your partner treat you well ? Did he take care of your safety and comfort ? " She breathed a sigh of relief before replying honestly . " Yes , he did . Not that i had any doubts . I know this all must seem so sudden considering the last time i saw you , i didn't even have a boyfriend . But the guy i'm seeing ... Well , i've known him for years as a friend . So the trust and the love were already there . I have to admit . I didn't think it would ever happen between us . But i've wanted it to for a very long time . And when it did happen . It was ... absolutely perfect . " She confessed for the second time that day . Doctor Brewer visibly relaxed and smiled as she admitted " I can't tell you how glad i am to hear that my dear . I have known many girls your age , who have a bad experience the first time around . So i'm beyond happy that your experience was positive because i know how much a bad experience can shape your whole outlook on your body and sex . Its hard enough as a doctor , but as a mother myself its heartbreaking to see girls your age heartbroken , disappointed , and left with bad self esteem over something that should be so joyous . But because i have known you for so long now , and i work with you . I feel particularly protective of you "
Kristeena smiled and said confidently . " I guess i'm one of the lucky ones then . I got the man of my dreams the first try and he was so patient , and loving and made everything so special for me . " " Lucky indeed . But also ... you're a smart , sweet , lovely young woman who has everything going for her . So i would say that your young man is lucky as well . " " Thank you for saying that . " She smiled at the older woman . Before she announced " Well , i guess if you don't have any more questions for me right now , that i should get going . Take care of yourself and I'll talk to you soon about that appointment . "
" I'll be in touch . Thank you for coming to the house and doing this for me . I really didn't want to go to the hospital and have just anyone examine me . Especially since someone else might have insisted on a pelvic exam . My luck it would have been the pediatrician , Doctor Sullivan . Since i'm technically a minor still . " Doctor Brewer said . " I was glad to help out . I know how important it is to have a certain level of comfort with your doctor especially if it delves into personal things like intercourse and attempted sexual assault . I'm sure that Sullivan is a wonderful pediatric doctor , but he isn't a specialist in a womans reproductive health . And between us , i don't care for the man . Even though i'm not sure why that is . " Kristeena didn't much care for him either . But since her ultimate goal was to work with children , she knew he was probably going to be her mentor . No matter how creepy she thought he was . But that was quite awhile off . Right now she needed to try to prepare herself for the charges that she may very well , be found guilty of . " Whats wrong dear ? The doctor asked . Kristeena sniffled , and confessed " I'm scared about the charges . I mean , what if i have to go to jail or my name and my loved ones , gets dragged through the mud because of all of this ? " Doctor Brewer smiled warmly , and said in a reassuring tone . " I know that you're scared . And that is perfectly normal . I think anyone would be given the circumstances . But try to remain calm . For what its worth . I have worked with Officer Dooligan and your lawyer before on other cases , and both are on your side in this and good at their jobs . So i have every reason to believe that everything will work itself out in the end , It always does . "
" I hope so ... I don't want to hurt my family or anyone i care about . And i don't want to get in trouble for something that i did in self defense . In hindsight , i guess i should have reported him right away . But it never even occurred to me that he would try to press charges against me over this considering what he tried to do . I feel like a bit of an idiot considering how big of a jerk he ended up being . " " Don't be to hard on yourself . You were scared and upset that you trusted him and your main priority was getting yourself into a safe environment where he couldn't hurt you anymore . Which is exactly what you did . You are far from an idiot , Kristeena . You're just naturally someone who doesn't look for the bad in a person and you want to give people the benefit of the doubt . And while it is good to be cautious to an extent , being a positive person is a beautiful thing . I hope you never lose that completely , even as you live life and learn that not everyone is as good as you would want them to be . But this , trusting the wrong person , well its all part of growing and maturing that everyone goes through . " Kristeena smiled and said " Thank you for the pep talk and for ... everything . " "Anytime dear . I'll see you soon . " The older woman smiled and left the room .
Kristeena took a moment to compose herself before opening her door and walking down the stairs to talk to the lawyer and give her a statement . But as she came down the stairs ten sets of eyes flew to her and her Mom was smiling as she rushed over to her and with a huge sigh of relief said . " I have some very good news , Kristeena ! We just received a call and there won't be any charges filed against you . " " There aren't ? " Kristeena asked , incredulously . " No baby . There aren't . In fact , the little dickwa ... Err .. Kyle , actually confessed to attacking you with the intention of sexually assaulting you so it looks like he is headed to jail . " She didn't see the others cover their mouths as they tried not to laugh at her Mom's near slip up of calling him a she was to caught up in her own head as she whispered " Jon .. " and felt a soft smile form on her lips . Knowing it had to be because of him . Luckily , her Mom didn't make the connection as she laughed and pulled her into a hug as she said . " Yes , Jon will be so relieved . You should probably call him soon and tell him the good news . " She added in a whisper that only Kristeena could hear . Which she was grateful for . " He did have his lawyer present and signed all the paperwork . But Maybe we should take a statement anyway , just in case he tries to wiggle his way out of it . " The officer suggested and she said " Right . Thats probably a good idea . " Before asking . " Umm , just out of curiosity . Did he say why he changed his mind about going through with the charges and making a confession ? " She asked , trying to sound nonchalant .
" Well , sort of . He apparently went into the station having soiled himself , wept and whimpered his way through his statement and confession . He claimed that he had an attack of conscience . That god spoke to him and put fear into him , and ... oddly .. something about being neutered with a spork . " She quickly covered her mouth to stifle a laugh but she was sure that the other women saw her but chose not to say anything .
Relieved , she gave her statement and went upstairs to her bedroom to wait for her Mom and Dad , who she was told had went to take a nap because he hadn't slept well the night before , to come talk to her and decide on her punishment .
More relaxed now , she curled up into a ball , happy that Tommy had decided to go out and that she had a little time alone to decompress after the events of the past twenty four hours . She missed Jon terribly but waited for his call .
And an hour later , after she had drifted off to sleep , her phone started to ring . She smiled as she picked it up and said in a sleepy tone .. " A spork , really ? " He chuckled and denied . " I don't know what you're talking about . Please explain . " She talked to him for about twenty minutes . She told him about what doctor Brewer had said about condoms as a secondary form of birth control and he agreed to pick some up . And she tried to pry a little bit of information about Kyle from him . Of course he didn't confess to much , but she wasn't going to push . She was just happy that he was safe and so was she .
She loved just talking to him and hearing his voice and wished she could stay on the phone with him forever . But when she heard her Dad come out of her parents bedroom and walk down the hall she decided to say goodbye . " I guess i should go . I just heard my Dad , so i think they will be in soon to hand down my punishment . Thank you for everything that you did for me . You always take care of me and make me feel safe and loved . I love you Jon ." " You have nothing to thank me for . I love you , Teeny . And i will always take care of you and try to keep you safe . Just like you always take care of me . Now , go talk with your parents . Eat some dinner , and get some sleep Little star . You must be exhausted . " He murmured . " I kinda am someone must have worn me out . " She teased . He chuckled before she continued " By the way . Thank you for the tee shirt . I'm already wearing it . It smells so good , just like you . " " Good , that means you'll dream of me tonight . I hope they're sweet dreams . " He added wistfully , already missing her . " Always . Well , maybe not always good as in innocent . Especially now that i know what i'm missing ... " She purred . He chuckled , wickedly and playfully threatened . " Behave yourself , or i will have to come over and go all romeo climbing up the rain spout and shit , and get my ass arrested or hospitalized for trying to break in or for being caught with my bare ass in the air with you underneath me . " " Well , that sounds totally worth it . " She teased and added " And i do have hours at the hospital next week so , sponge bath ? " That settles it ! I'm coming over right now ... " He teased . She giggled and said softly . " Seriously though . I miss you already and i love you so much . I don't know how long i'm going to be away from you but its already too long " " Yeah . Trust me , i know exactly what you mean because i feel the same way . These next few weeks are gonna be hard on both of us , but we'll get through it . If it makes you feel any better i'm going to be traveling most of the next few weeks for different federations . And yes , before you ask i'm gonna take the pictures with me .
I was actually gonna try to print them out tonight , if i can figure out how to work this printer " he admitted .
She chuckled and said . " You and your tech issues . " " Hey , i know how to use the basics . A phone and a camera . Really what more do you need ? " " Not much i guess . " She admitted . Then reluctantly said " Well , i guess i should go before they knock . I love you , JD . " " And I Love you , Little Star . Hey , before i let you go , guess what i found that will also be going on my trip with me ? " She could hear his smile and smiled too and as she was about to ask what he found , it dawned on her what he was referring to as she heard him inhale deeply and sigh in contentment . " Jon ! You're such a perv ! " She gasped and he laughed wickedly .
In her minds eye , She could see his dimples as he laughed and spun the small scrap of silk and lace on his fingertip . As he said in mock innocence . " What ? You left me a nice little souvenir babe so i'm gonna hold onto them for awhile . I think they will bring me good luck . And if not , they'll at least remind me of my sweet little star and how delicious you are . " She chuckled and rolled her eyes as she said . " So romantic . " " I try babe . " He taunted and they both heard him sigh before he said " Well , I guess i really gotta let you go this time . Call me when and if you can , and i'll try to check in on you . Do you know what days you work yet ? "
" Umm , i'm not sure yet . But i'll sneak a call from the hospital as soon as i can . " " Okay . I love you little star . Goodnight , baby . "
She smiled . " I love you too , lover . Good night . Try to get some rest . " She said and they finally , reluctantly ended the call . Not even two minutes later there was a knock at the door and after taking a minute to breathe , her parents walked in and sat down to have a long talk with her and hand down her punishment .
Across town at Jon's place . He pulled on a pair of latex gloves and picked up the spork he had used to threaten Kyle with and thought back to how he had lured him to the spot where he had taken Kristeena the night before by pretending to be her wanting to meet up with him to work out a deal , so he would drop the charges . He would never forget the assholes terrified expression when he snuck up behind him and grabbed him around the neck . Cutting off his airway , before he had figured out that he wasn't going to be getting laid like he had thought when ' Kristeena ' had texted him . Jon had a whole arsenal of weapons shoved in his pockets to choose from to make him change his mind and turn himself in . But thinking of how scared Teeny had sounded he had chosen the least threatening item , a good old spork and threatened to use it to gouge certain body parts out and stuff them down and up other body parts . And had , to his delight , literally scared the shit out of the younger man as he told him that he had messed with the wrong girl and to pick on someone his own size . Adding that Kristeena was a lady and that she had deserved to be treated as such with respect and without fear of being mauled by the likes of him and having her pretty dress ruined and her silky skin torn . And had told him he was nothing but a pretty rich boy who thinks his shit doesn't stink and that he can do whatever he wants , whenever he wants to whomever he wants without Mommy and Daddy spoiled him and didn't discipline him , and that he was here to tell him that there would be consequences this time . That he had eyes and ears everywhere and would know if he dared to spread hateful gossip about that if he was far to pretty and rich to end up in prison which is the path he was headed down if he didn't change his ways . And for good measure , added that the men in there would make what he threatened to shove up him , seem pleasant by comparison .
After he had him whimpering and crying with a load of his own waste , soiling his pants . He had asked who he was and why he was doing this . And Jon , not dumb enough to give him his name and incriminate himself . Told him he was God and he saw and knew everything . Before he put him into a sleeper hold and once he was out , got in his truck and hightailed it out of there . Then , it was all about the wait as he waited in a hidden location until he saw the bright red sports car pass at an alarming speed as he headed to the police station .
And although , he was far from God , Jon hadn't been lying completely when he said he had eyes and ears everywhere , because twenty minutes after Kyle had confessed and agreed not to file charges , he received a call from a friend at the police station and knew that everything had went the way he had hoped .
Jon smiled as he went about wrapping up the evidence and packed it in his bag that he traveled with , planning on tossing it and the gloves and clothes he had worn and burner phone he had used to text Kyle , into the bonfire he had been invited to the following night in Delaware . Before sitting down at the computer and an hour later , managed to print off two wallet sized photos of his girl to put in his wallet .
Happy and relieved to know that Teeny was safe and sound at home . But really sad because he missed her so much already .
These next few weeks would be difficult for him to get through , no matter how many times he had assured Kristeena that they would pass by quickly and how much he had on his plate to keep him occupied .
One thing he knew for sure though . As soon as she was free from her punishment he would be with her no matter what Tommy or anyone else had to say .
He loved the guy like a brother still , even after everything that had happened earlier . But he wasn't about to let him or anyone keep him away from Kristeena or talk bad about her . He loved her to much to just let her go and walk away , no matter the consequences .