BPOV

Once we were ready for the party then we got into angels car and since he had no idea where to go I started to drive. I couldn't believe he surprised me with this! Not that I'm complaining at all, it was genius, and I'm very happy with this Christmas gift. All this makes me smile, now I don't have to be missing him and trying to be happy here, now it's all just mixed in and it's amazing! He was surprised to see what we decided to wear, definitely sexy as hell. I'm so glad I stopped my period today, but I know I should wait a little bit and if we do he needs to wear a condom.

We are almost to nicks and I start to feel excited. I love this, I know we are all going to get wasted and it's going to be so fun, I really wanna see Angel drunk! He's already sexy I bet he'd be so much sexier. I smile at the thought, Nicole is crazy when she's drunk she never has any idea what in the world she's doing or saying, I can kinda control what I do but I still just do stupid ass stuff.

"Were here" I say as I park and realize that's it packed with a lot of people I probably don't like, including Brookes, oh well at least I have Angel with me.

Angel walks over to me and then he wraps his arms around me and we walk into the fully loaded house. I walk around everyone and then I see nick. I wave to him, and then we start walking to him.

"Whose this that has his hands all over you?" nick asks me "I thought you had a boyfriend!" nick says with a point in my face look.

"Wow, this is my boyfriend! He surprised me and came here asshole! Angel is this nick; there is no pleasure in meeting nick, ever!" I say to angel and nick decided to push me out of the way.

"Now this little one might wanna shut her mouth, cause she knows I have plenty to embarrass her with… hello I'm the awesome mighty nick" he says.

"You know I could kick your ass right?" I say to nick.

"Yeah I know, I've seen you do your practices. I still like giving you hell." He says to me.

"Your drunk." I state.

"Soon you should be too!" he says with a smart ass tone.

He hands us all a bottle of beer, Ehh beer isn't my thing and nick knows it, so he hands me the hard booze. That's why I love him. I take a big drink then me and Nicole take off are jackets and set them on the couch, we are sleeping here anyways, no one needs to go driving drunk. Nicks eyes instantly widen by are outfits.

"What the fuck are you wearing? More like what are you not wearing!" he says and he looks at angel and smiles and shakes his head then walks off. We all go sit on the couch surrounded around a whole bunch of people. People I don't like, Brookes gives Angel an ugly look and I just wanna punch Brookes. I'm a little drunk since I did drink most of the booze, my legs are a little wobbly but I get up and I walk to Brookes and I punch him as hard as I can then I walk off and Angels eyes widen and then he follows me upstairs, I wanted to see Ryder. I love Ryder, everyone loves Ryder. I see Ryder sleeping in his room and I smile and then I go into nicks room and lay down and I motion angel to join me.

"What are you doing babe?" angel asks me

"I'm laying." I say with a slight slur.

"Your drunk and so is Nicole, she's down stares grinding against some guy." He says with a laugh, I laugh too.

"I want you angel!" I say laughing as I try to take off my top.

"No, no defiantly not here, not in your uncles bed, and not while your drunk!" he says.

"Pleaseee!?" I whine.

"Do I need to just leave you here?" he says in a stern voice.

"No, you don't, you need to do something else." I slur out.

"Your drunk sweetheart." He says

"Why aren't you drunk?" I ask him.

"I don't get drunk babe" he says to me.

"Well damn." I say

The party was fun, I think everyone passed out around the same time, we defiantly drank too much! I wake up next to angel on the living room floor, I know we all need to get up and go back to Kim's, to get ready for the day. I nudge at Angel and he wakes up and then I get Nicole and she gets up and we all put are coats on and we leave.

"Wow" Nicole says rubbing her eyes.

"See I'm the only one not hung over because I didn't drink a whole bunch." Angel says

"Well that's no fun!" I say to him.

"So what are we doing today?" Nicole asks.

"Well I'm going to go see somebody I kinda wanna go alone. You guys can stay at the farm I say with a smile, I know what I needed to do today and I didn't wanna have any company, I needed to do it alone. We get back to Kim's and they are all out. We go downstairs and I start going through my clothes on what might be suitable to wear I decide to grab my little mermaid shirt and then some jeans, I put on a cat necklace and my red cowboy boots. (In bio)

I go over to angel and I kiss him goodbye.

"I'll be back in a little bit I promise." I say as I give him a light kiss on the lips. I walk out and I grab a pair of sweats just in case. I get into Angels rental car. It's really nice, I start to drive. I'm kinda nervous. I decided I'm going to go see my old trainer, last time he seen me was when I told him about the rape, I ran out crying. He's someone who always cared about me a lot; he's like a big brother, or something. I wanted him to see how happy I am. I didn't wanna bring angel with me at first, I think Nicole knows what I am doing, she seen me grab the sweats.

I know he'd be there at the karate gym today. He's always here on Mondays; he has classes on Tuesdays so he just warms up on Mondays. I missed him, but it's been so long I'm scared on what he might say. Jayson had always understood on what goes on in my life. I just don't want him to think angel and I are going too fast, I love angel. I just want him to know that.

I pull up to the karate place I've known for years, the one I was trained in, I look at the grey building and I remember all the times I hated coming here, but now I'm glad I did, I would of never of met these wonderful people if I didn't. I always thought I'd always hate doing those classes, even though they didn't do much for me in real life with the rape, I still met good people.

I walk in slowly. I see him in the corner, standing by the punching bag. I don't think anyone is here but him. I continue to walk slowly and quietly then I stand there watching as he does his normal practices. Kicking and hitting the punching bag, I do miss doing that. It always helped with the stress. Once he's done doing his normal retinue he's done for years I decide to say something.

"Do you ever get sick of doing the same thing over and over again?" I ask suddenly and I know I shocked him. It makes him a moment to realize it's me, I know I look different, and everyone has let me know that one.

"Buffy? What in the world are you doing here!?" he asks with a smile, I'm glad I came now.

"I decided to come and say hello and see how you were doing." I said.

"How I'm doing? I wanna know how you are doing the last time I seen you, you told me about the rape and then took off crying. How are you? You look different." he says to me.

"I'm doing really well. I never thought things could be so good." I say to him and I go sit down. He sits down next to me.

"What makes it so good, tell me what's been going on in your life, you said you'd keep me informed and this is the first I've heard of this one." He says to me.

"Well, I met someone, his name is angel, god I've never fell in love so fast, not only I love him but he loves me for me. He's the greatest guy I've ever known, he knows about it all. We are alike in almost every way. Everything is just so simple and nice with him, he's strong and loving and hey he did martial arts at one time for awhile!" I say to him.

"I'm very happy to hear that, I was scared you weren't going to get over the rape so easy. That stuff is hard to deal with, so this makes me really happy. And he did martial arts to huh? Well I'd really like to meet him sometime, and what were you thinking wearing jeans to my gym you know very well I'm making you do some practices." He says with a smile.

"Oh shut up, I brought my sweats they are in my bag, I'll go change" I say to him laughing as I walk to the bathroom then I switch to the sweats fast. I walk out and he was laying down the mats, he wants to spar with me, I throw my head back and groan, I always hated this, then again I loved it cause its real contact.

"Come on stretch" he says moving his hands to the mats that lay across almost the entire gym. I sit down and I do my normal split stretches, I do the splits with my legs than I twist my back and then I lean forward stretching my back. Then I stretch my legs and arms then I decide I'm ready.

"Ready" I say.

"You know how this works, we done it a lot." He says to me. I know how to but it's defiantly and challenge since I haven't done it in a long while.

"Take it easy on me" I say to him and he nods. Then it begins he comes at me with a kick and I spin around and block it with my own kick. Then I instantly get back into my own fighting stance. I wait for him next move, he goes for punching my chest and he doesn't try to hurt me I dunk and grab his arm and twist it out of my way and then I don't wait for his next move, I go in for the kick. I have long legs so it advantages me I spin and do a back kick, it slightly surprises him. Then he goes a little harder at me, he does a flying side kick and it knocks me down, but I get up and I go for the jumping snap kick. He falls to the ground and slides just a bit, he laughs and gets up fast, he goes for a couple punches he gets around 2 in and I block the rest. I punch him and then I spin around doing a spinning hammer fist, he grabs my fist and flings me sideways and I fall, I jump up and then I run and do a round house kick to the side, he then tries and does another flying side kick and then we both fall.

"Truce." He says to me and I nod panting, slightly sore, not used to being kicked and punched again, I know I need to start training with angel. He won't hold back either. Neither will I, I know Jayson holds back because I am like his sister/daughter. Even though I'm angels girlfriend he knows when I say don't hold back, that I actually mean it, yes it bruises but it will heal, plus I'm a fast healer. I guess it's just my calling to be a bad ass girl.

"Well you're still good at that" he says getting up after a slight break.

"Hell it hurts like hell since its been forever" I say as I wince getting up.

"Did one of those kicks bruise your side?" he asks.

"Yeah probably, buts it's okay." I say.

"You know that guy isn't in jail… you still need to be training, just in case, we don't need a second time Buffy." He says to me stern. And I know he's right.

"I want to train with angel a little bit, we will see how that goes." I say with a smile.

"Is he in Colorado?" he asks me

"Yes" I say to him.

"Call him and tell him to come here, I want to meet him and watch the first time you guys train." He says and I nod and then I go and grab my phone and call angel.

"Hello" he says

"Hey, wanna come down here? I'm at my old karate training place, my old trainer, Jayson wants to meet you?" I ask him

"Yes I would love that, you know I did a lot of martial arts after my mom was killed" he says.

"Oh and wear sweats" I say with a laugh.

"I'll see you in a moment baby, I love you" he says to me.

"I love you too" I say then I hang up.

"He will be here in around 25 mins." I say to Jayson. And then he nods and I go sit down.

"What you doing for Christmas?" I ask him.

"Well the kids are with their mom, and I don't have family here so probably just nothing." He says and I instantly feel bad.

"Come have Christmas with me and my family" I say to him.

"I don't wanna intrude." He says

"Well you're not going to be alone for Christmas, I insists, come tomorrow since it Christmas eve it will be at my aunts, it's okay, you are welcome." I say to him and he nods.

"Your great you know." He says.

It doesn't take angel long to get here, he walks into the gym and I smile and I go to him and I kiss him, I did miss him already.

"Hello, I'm angel, Buffy's boyfriend" he says to Jayson.

"Its very nice to meet you. Now id like you to train her, she's slacking, and I heard you've been in martial arts?" he says to angel.

"Yes that's correct" angle says

"Okay ready to spar? No holding back and I serious" I say to angel

"Fine, no holding back for you either" he says to me and I start to get my side wraps to protect me just a little bit from the kick in the side, I grab the wrist braces and ankle braces and I put it on. We go into the middle of the floor. We both put are fist up.

"I'll be yelling out on what needs to be improved Buffy" Jayson says.

"Go" I say to angel.

He jumps in to throw a punch and I'm instantly light on my feet. I move dunk and I swing under him and kick him and he grabs my leg I react fast and I go in for the punch and it makes him let go of my leg. I jump up and kick him in the chest and it slightly makes him fall backwards then he braces himself and he goes in for the kick it gets me in the side and I fly onto the ground of the mats I wince but I get back up and for another kick I run in and jump up and do a perfect flying side kick to the chest leaving him to go flying into the floor mats. He gets back up and he throws some punches I block most of them, I go to do a swinging side punch he catches my arms.

"You need to work on that, I got you there and so did he" I hear Jayson yell.

Angel swings me to the side but I grab his arms to he falls with me, I fall on top of him panting. I didn't mean to straddle his waist, but I Landed like that. He was damn sexy his sweats and tank top and sweating and panting he can't help himself and he goes into kiss my lips lightly. He pulls away and I laugh.

"Okay love ones that was good. I seen the swinging punches you need to work on but other than that its really good, you guys do really good together." He says to us smiling and then we both get and I wince at my side which was kicked pretty good another time. Angel instantly realizes and he goes over to me and lifts my shirt and he sees the bruise it was there before I even came here and I think he knows that.

"What happen?" he asks me suddenly and I know I have to tell him, then Jayson realizes and he gets all concerned too, damnit.

"Last night Brookes pushed me really hard into the counter and it bruised really bad, that's why nick hit him and made him leave" I tell them.

"Why didn't you tell me?" angel asks me.

"I didn't want you to worry" I say to him.

"Well now I'm worried I kicked you there and so did angel" Jayson says to me looking at me with a strict look.

"You know your always suppose to say something if you have an injury" Jayson says in a strict voice.

"I know I thought it was fine and really I'll be fine" I say I know it will heal just fine.

I am really glad I decided to come, it felt good to do some practices, and I didn't expect angel to be so good nor so hot. Doing this always let me release my stress that would always build up, I really missed being here, I didn't realize it until I'm actually here, and angel being here is only making it better, I don't know if I'll be able to leave. I wanna stay, but I know I have a life in Sunnydale now. I'll move here after I graduate maybe, sounds like a good plan, big farm in the country, where I can ride horses and no one can bother me. I really like the sound of this, and it all with angel.