MattMello
Silver Bullet
Chapter 13
M
Mello was on the phone to L.
"Can you tell me any new information on the memory case?"
"I am sorry, M, but we have given up on the investigation."
The blond's eyes widened.
"What?"
"No one is suffering because of this, nor is anyone in any danger as a result. Even I must say it is a good thing that this memory loss occurred. It is best that the world forget about Kira and the trauma in which he caused. Please do not continue to try and make Q remember, if he were to recall his death, it may traumatize him."
"What? I don't care if it traumatizes him! I'm not going to give up on retrieving Matt's memories, L. Nothing could ever make me give up on this."
There was a few seconds of silence. L replied finally with his normal monotone.
"Very well then. Goodbye, M."
Mello hung up the phone, sneering.
"How the hell could they just give up like that?"
"What is it?"
Mello looked up at the red head as he entered the house. The blond gave a sigh.
"Nothing."
Matt raised an eyebrow at him but did not question the blond, lest they get into another fight.
They were both pretty prone to getting into arguments.
Matt sat down on the couch, passing a plastic bag to Mello.
"Here."
The blond took the bag and looked inside.
"Chocolate?"
"We had a deal, remember? You buy me a game, I buy you chocolate."
Mello nodded and picked one of the sweets from the bag.
"Thanks…It better be that, and not because you wanted to see that flirtatious brunette cashier."
Matt blinked at the blond.
"Huh?"
"That girl whom you were practically flirting with on our first night here."
Matt smirked at the blond.
"Oh, I get it, you're jealous."
The blond shot him a glare.
"I'm not jealous of anyone."
"Whatever you say, Marsh Mello."
So much for avoiding an argument…
The blond stood up and glared at the red head.
"WHAT WAS THAT? YOU GOT SOMETHING YOU WANNA TELL ME?"
"Not at all." Matt gave a bored yawn.
What was the point in getting into a fight?
He really didn't want to go through the hassle of hunting down the blond again.
"Damn straight 'Not at all'!" Mello gave a sigh, unwrapping the chocolate bar. "Whatever, you're making dinner tonight."
"Sure."
Matt stood up and moved to the kitchen.
Mello gave another sigh and sat back down, rubbing his temples to try and calm his frustration.
He wasn't jealous of anyone.
He placed the chocolate bar down and pulled the letter that he kept with him at all times out of his pocket, reading over the message.
'Love is Infinite, but I am not
Very soon my life will rot.
Why must I believe you're always right?
My, you're so beautiful tonight.
Your beauty, sorrow and your woe
They are your own seeds to sow.
You speak over me as you always do.
Why so unbelieving in my love are you?
But still, Maybe you'll bear the urge to say,
Even though everything in my eyes is okay,
That the life you live is just too hard,
Without my light you let down your guard.
Sorry, Love, our world is now dead.'
Forever Without, -Quotro Rafed
When he had first gotten the message, it had taken him 2 sleepless nights to figure out what the message meant.
It was actually pretty simple, really. The third word of each line.
Infinite.
My.
I.
So.
Sorrow.
Your.
Over.
Unbelieving.
Maybe.
Everything.
Life.
Light.
Our.
-Quotro.
I MISS YOU MELLO –Q
"I miss you too, Q…I miss you too."
-x-
Matt awoke to find no Mello in the bed next to him. Again.
That was the 5th time in 2 weeks.
He had never thought of Mello as such a sex addict.
The blond had claimed to love him.
Matt frowned slightly.
What about him?
Did he Lo-…Have feelings for the blond?
No, it wasn't even remotely possible!
Matt rolled over, nuzzling the pillow sleepily.
What about the flashbacks he had had?
In one of them, he had held the blond in his final thoughts, and in another he had held the blond in his arms.
Had they really been that close?
Matt gave a sigh.
Probably not.
He closed his eyes once more, becoming entangled in the web of sleep.
-x-
Mello placed the chocolate onto the table soundlessly. Matt looked over at him.
"Is something wrong?"
The blond looked up at him, giving a slight glare.
"What do you think? This could be the last night of our lives! Of course something is wrong, you idiot!"
Matt blinked at him slightly.
"I was just asking."
The blond gave a sigh.
"Mail." Mello stood up, not looking at anything in particular. "I want you to fuck me."
Matt blinked softly, and then gave a smirk.
"No."
Mello shot the red head a glare.
"Matt. I'm going to die tomorrow. Please."
"No."
The blond bared his teeth in frustration.
"YOU DON'T FUCKING GET IT, MATT! I'M NOT ASKING! IF YOU DON'T SLEEP WITH ME, THEN I WILL JUST RAPE YOU!"
Matt just gave a yawn.
"Do what you must."
The blond's eyes widened. He stared at the red head for a few more seconds before giving a sigh.
"Whatever."
The blond sat back down and grabbed the chocolate bar. A minute of silence ticked by between them.
"So, Marsh Mello," Matt smiled at him softly, "I've forgotten the difference between milk chocolate, and white chocolate. Care to explain?"
Mello blinked at him. Matt was actually trying to cheer them up. The blond rolled his eyes and began ranting off all of the differences between the two chocolate types like there was no tomorrow…Matt really wished there wouldn't be a tomorrow…
-x-
"I'm going to go to bed then." Matt stood up, stretching slightly. "Good night."
"…Night."
He walked out of the room and into their shared bedroom. Matt pulled his goggles off and placed them on the bedside table, along with his gloves. He crawled into the single bed, keeping to one side of it.
It wasn't long till the blond came into the room.
"Why don't you want to have sex?"
Matt gave a sigh.
"I just don't want to. That is all."
Honestly. He knew that if he and Mello were to have sex tonight, then they would both die tomorrow.
"I get it, you're scared. You're scared because you're a fucking virgin!"
Matt sighed and sat up.
"That's not the reason I'm scared. I just have this feeling, that if we do it, then tomorrow we will die for sure."
"All the more reason to fuck tonight, incase we do die tomorrow."
Mello walked over and sat down on the bed.
"Did you just hear what I said, Mellsy? I said-"
"Shhh." Mello placed a finger on the red head's lips. "I heard you loud and clear."
Mello pulled his finger away and leaned over, pressing their lips together. The blond pushed the red head down, their lips still connected.
Matt gave up, moving his hands to rest of Mello's waist loosely. The blond drew the covers off of the red head. He pulled their lips apart, smirking down at Matt.
"How long have we wanted each other, Matt? Five years?"
"More or less."
One of Matt's hands moved to the zipper of Mello's leather vest. He pulled it down, unzipping the clothing. Mello shrugged the top off of his shoulders, discarding it carelessly. His hand's moved up the striped shirt, moving the material up the red head's body. Matt helped him pull off the lined material.
They were both shirtless now. Their eyes suddenly became locked.
Mello was captivated by Matt's hypnotic dark blue orbs.
"…Matt…If you are ever in trouble…Then take off your goggles."
"Huh? Oh, Sure."
Matt's arms suddenly wrapped around the blond's waist entirely, pulling the blond down. Mello collapsed onto the red head's chest, and was swiftly pulled into a kiss.
Matt rolled them over so he was on top of the blond. His hands moved clumsily to Mello's pants. He pulled the leather off of the blond's body, discarding the pants and belt at random. No, Mello had not been wearing any underwear.
Matt pulled away from the blond's lips, smirking down at him.
"I'm not even going to comment on what nice underwear you are wearing this fine night."
Mello sneered slightly.
"You ever worn leather before, dumb ass? There is barely enough room for the barrel of my gun. Underwear is out of the question."
"Mihael." Matt bit lightly at the blond's neck. "Shut up for once and help me remove my pants already."
Mello blinked at him. Matt had never told him to shut up before. He really didn't know why, but it made him even more turned on.
His fingers slipped to the red head's baggy jeans. He pulled down the zipper and then the pants altogether. Matt pulled off his Sponge Bob Square Pants boxers, chucking them along with his jeans off of the bed.
Matt wrapped his arms around the blond's slim waist, positioning himself at his entrance.
"Wai-"
Too late.
Matt thrust into Mello's unprepared ass, becoming fully sheathed.
The blond hissed in pain.
"YOU DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING PREPARE ME YOU DUMB ASS!"
"Wha-what?"
Matt was panting already. He didn't know whether the tight hold around his member was painful or pleasurable.
"You didn't finger fuck me! God!"
"D-…Do you want me to…pull out and finger fuck you the-"
"IT'S TOO FUCKING LATE FOR THAT, YOU IDIOT!"
Matt was still panting, pressing his forehead against Mello's chest.
Fuck~
"The-then what do you want me to…do?"
Mello rested his arms on Matt's back, clutching slightly at the milky skin.
"Just…stay still until I tell you to move."
Matt gave a nod.
"It's not like you're not used to this anyway, Mihael."
"Shut up and stay still you ass!"
The blunt feeling that Matt had felt when he entered Mello was fading, becoming more pleasurable as time passed.
Eventually, the blond bucked his hips against the red head.
"Move."
"Are you su-"
"JUST MOVE FOR FUCKS SAKE!"
Matt pulled mostly out of the blond.
True, he was a virgin, and fairly naïve as well. Mello on the other hand had resorted a lot to sleeping with people just to gain information.
Wouldn't it make more sense if Mello were on top?
Not that he was complaining! Matt preferred being on top, less pain.
The red head pushed back into Mello's heat. A faint rush of pleasure ran through his body as the blond's tight heat squeezed around his cock.
Fuck.
"GO HARDER FOR FUCK'S SAKE!"
Matt gave a slight nod.
He pulled mostly out and thrust back in. He felt another faint rush of pleasure at the feeling. Matt continued thrusting into the blond's heat, the pleasure building up gradually.
Mello gave an airy cry and dug his nails into Matt's back.
"Fuck!"
Huh?
Matt continued to slam into the blond. After a few more times, Mello cursed once more, digging his nails even deeper into the red head's flesh.
The pain actually made the whole experience more pleasurable.
He would surely have nail scars on his shoulders afterwards.
Matt decided that it would be a good idea to keep aiming at the spot which made the blond swear. Mello seemed to approve as he began pounding into the sweet spot.
Matt had no idea why the spot was so pleasurable for Mello, but he really didn't bother figuring it out.
Both of them were drenched in their own sweat, continuing with their love making.
The red head was becoming more desperate to find release inside of the blond, speeding up his thrusts and hitting Mello's pleasure spot harder.
The blond was now panting desperately, occasionally letting out gasps or swear words.
Matt knew he couldn't take it anymore.
He groaned as he released deep inside of the blond.
Fuck!
The red head was panting hard, resting his head on Mello's chest. It took him a few seconds to realize that the blond hadn't come yet. His hand slipped to Mello's still erect cock, starting to pump the blond.
"FUCK!"
Mello released over both of their already sweaty chests.
Both just lay their panting, riding out the bliss of their orgasms.
Mello finally gave a groan.
"You can get out of me, dumb ass."
"Why? I like how you feel."
"Mail!"
"Fine."
Matt pulled out of the blond's heat, both blood and cum dripping out of Mello's swollen ass.
Huh? Matt hadn't even noticed that he had made the blond bleed. Oh well. The red head rolled off of the blond, both still panting somewhat.
"Thanks, Matt…I've always wondered what it would be like to be filled up."
"Huh? I thought that you've had sex heaps of times."
"Protected sex. You're the only one I'd ever give the privilege of filling me up to."
"I feel flattered."
Matt rolled onto his side, pulling Mello to his chest.
"You should."
The red head closed his eyes to get some well needed sleep.
He knew that they would die tomorrow, even though he would never admit it out loud.
"Light Yagami."
Matt opened his eyes softly. The red head slowly stroked the blond's back, tenderly and lovingly.
"Huh?"
"Kira's name is Light Yagami."
Matt nodded slowly.
"I know."
-x-
Matt awoke from the dream covered in sweat and…Oh joy.
He could hear the blond humming away in the kitchen.
Matt got out of bed, looking at the filthy covers. Oh god dammit!
He grabbed a pair of clean boxers, quickly swapping them with his soiled pair.
"I'll do the laundry today, Mellsy!"
"If you insist!"
-x-
Maybe it was a good thing that Mello wasn't there when Matt was asleep XD Lolz that would have been awkward XD
Course it is the M chapter which has Smut in XD Lolz
I know how many smut scenes are in this fic =D But of course I can't tell you XD
Almost Smut Scenes- 1
Actual Smut Scenes- 1
So far it is a tie! Lolz XD
I wonder how long till next smut scene! *reads ahead several chapters* …What? *reads ahead even more* …*misery corner*
So there you have the solution to what the note meant! It meant I MISS YOU MELLO –Q
X3
Anyway, hope you likey XD Lolz
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