Chapter 13
"Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more."
-A Thousand Years, Christina Perri
Kurt did some last minute touchups to his hair making a mental note that he needed to add at least an extra hour to his getting ready ritual now that Blaine was his boyfriend and especially now that pretty much the only thing on both of their minds was how mind blowing their sex life was. It had all started when Kurt had finally hauled himself out of Blaine's bed and into the shower only to be quickly followed by Blaine who thought it was much more important to give Kurt head in the hot shower than it was for Kurt to go through his moisturizing ritual. Kurt didn't complain one bit. Then there was the issue of getting dressed because Kurt thought that Blaine's naked body was much better to look at than when it was covered in material, even if the pants he finally chose hugged his ass perfectly. Then, once they were both dressed it was hard for Kurt to keep his hair perfectly coifed when Blaine kept coming into the bathroom trying to play the "tell me to stop" game except now the both knew there was no stopping and everyone won the game this time, except for Kurt's hair.
Kurt eventually managed to pry himself off of Blaine's face and convince him to go finish getting ready in his own room to ease temptation. And once he finally had got every piece of his hair back into place, Blaine came in adjusting his tie around his neck, telling him that Gabe had called to delay their dinner reservations by an hour. Kurt half listened as he was busy watching Blaine's adam's apple bob up and down shadowed by the bruise Kurt had sucked on it last night and basically all he took from what Blaine said was that they had an extra hour to kill and Kurt wanted to make the most of their time. So he grabbed Blaine by the tie and pulled him into his body smirking at Blaine's surprised face.
"Well then, looks like we need to come up with something to do for the next hour… have any ideas?"
Blaine put his hands on both sides of the sink, trapping Kurt's body between his arms when he pulled him in, a delightful smirk on his face at Kurt's question. They just couldn't get enough of each other ever since Blaine found god in the most intimate parts of Kurt's body. The only times they weren't all over each other were either when Kurt was in his evening classes and Blaine had to wait for him in his favorite bookstore which definitely was on Blaine's list of "Places Kurt and I can make love." or when they had company in which case they had to settle for a little light making out session.
He leant in a little closer and rubbed his nose along the length of Kurt's throat before pulling back slightly, his breath licking across Kurt's lips as he spoke.
"I have so many... But lucky for you I take special requests?"
Kurt let his hands slide down Blaine's chest feeling all the muscles through his button up. He slowly untucked his shirt never taking his eyes off of Blaine's, loving the fact that he could actually see the honey color get darker and darker. He slid his hand under Blaine's shirt digging his finger nails into the curves of his abs. As his hands traced the 8th wonder of the world that was Blaine's stomach he dragged his tongue starting at the base of Blaine's neck all the way up until he was hooking it around Blaine's earlobe. Kurt whispered with hot breath.
"We can do anything you want baby as long as it gets you screaming out my name before dinner."
Blaine's hands dropped to Kurt's waist at the heavenly way his tongue was teasing the flesh of his skin, hanging on almost too tightly when that said tongue dipped into the curve of his ear and made him gasp loudly.
"I think I want that tongue in my mouth. Like uh fuck right now."
He grabbed the back of Kurt's neck and tipped his head back slightly to crash their lips together, kissing him like he never wanted to stop, all open mouth and wet slide of tongues. He had a hand fisted in Kurt's shirt, probably wrinkling it way too much for Kurt to deem it good enough for a night out and the other curled behind Kurt on the sink. He was highly aware just how much Kurt gave a damn about his wrinkled shirt from the sounds that managed to escape Kurt's otherwise busy-with-kissing-the-life-out-of-Blaine lips.
Kurt undid Blaine's belt as he fucked his mouth with his tongue desperately needing to feel that ass he had admired for far too long while Blaine was getting dressed. He managed to slip both hands inside the back of Blaine's pants over his briefs barley having enough room to grab on to his ass but Kurt made it work and thrust against him instinctively as he did so.
He pulled back and smiled at the way Blaine chased his mouth, whining almost desperately at the absence of Kurt's tongue down his throat. But Kurt turned that whine into a moan as he started nipping at Blaine's collar bone with his teeth.
"Mmm but I want to taste every inch of your delicious body, starting right here."
Blaine cursed under his breath and threw his head back, his mouth falling open as Kurt pressed his whole body against Blaine's, rubbing their erections together, making him struggle to talk through the sharp greed of his own body.
"Fuck I love it when you get like this." he managed but that wasn't enough.
"You have no idea, god, Kurt…"
He tightened his fingers in Kurt's shirt and strangled the fabric, watching it pull down, exposing the delicious curve of Kurt's neck that Blaine both wanted to bury his nose in and devour with his teeth at the same time.
"*I* want you to smell like you're mine."
Kurt leant back against the sink as Blaine buried himself in his neck loving the way he would scrape his own teeth along the curve of it just because he knew it would make Kurt moan every single time. Kurt let his hands run up and down the length of Blaine's side balling his shirt up to his pecks when it suddenly occurred to Kurt there were far too many clothes between them and that they needed to rectify that situation immediately. He pushed Blaine back hard enough that he backed up against the door and Kurt attacked his body once more and kissed him with the same intensity before grabbing his hand to pull him out of the bathroom.
"C'mon I want you out of those clothes and on top of me now."
"Fuck you can't say things like this when we..."
Blaine stopped talking when Kurt hauled him closer, even though Blaine thought it was a physical impossibility but didn't he always say Kurt was magic?
"Oh my- yeah okay."
They stumbled through the door into Kurt's bedroom and Blaine just shoved numerous tried shirts off the bed before sitting on it and hauling Kurt in, between his spread thighs. He pulled Kurt's jeans open without looking, smirking at the way Kurt was growing bigger as Blaine palmed him. He was enjoying the shit out of the way Kurt tilted his head back and offered the whole beauty of his neck to Blaine like a fucking present when they both got startled by the sudden and loud sound of Blaine's phone, coming from where Kurt's hands were. He let out a frustrated groan and dived in for Kurt's neck, peppering open mouth kisses all over.
"No." he panted out." "Let's just ignore it."
Kurt made the mistake of opening his eyes instead of just concentrating on how good Blaine's mouth felt against his skin so he noticed the clock on their nightstand and let out a loud sigh before reluctantly pushing Blaine back.
"No, B. We uh fuck we have to go. It's already been an hour."
The pout that came across Blaine's face was too adorable to resist, so Kurt dropped down to kiss it away not able to help the way his body surged forward.
"Damn. Yeah we really have to go, baby."
Blaine dropped his head onto Kurt's and closed his eyes, letting out a deep sigh before pulling himself away from the perfection that was Kurt's body.
"It's all your fault for not deciding what you want. I gave you an open check for god's sake."
He scowled at Kurt's chuckle and ran a hand through his hair, not giving a damn he ruined what Kurt had styled to perfection before. Gabe wasn't even in the same house with them yet he found a way to cockblock Blaine. Blaine was going to make him pay for it. But before that...
"So uh what if I promise not to stop in the middle of the road this time?"
Kurt walked into Blaine's closet and picked out a new shirt for himself as Blaine tried to smooth out the wrinkles in his own shirt. He smirked and spun in a circle as he came out wearing Blaine's favorite white and black striped shirt loving how Blaine wasn't even hiding the fact that he was checking him out. Kurt placed a searing kiss on Blaine's lips before he fixed a couple strands of hair on his head.
"The restaurant is five minutes away, baby but I promise we will continue this the second we are alone."
Kurt slapped Blaine's ass on the way out the door.
"Plus, I can't control how well I rock your world gorgeous and we can't risk a car accident when we're already late."
Blaine didn't even bother to roll his eyes because Kurt was right. He didn't know what he'd been doing before if what he was having with Kurt was called sex too. Everything about Kurt was driving him crazy, he just couldn't help it; the way he was keeping his hand on Blaine's thigh all through the drive to the restaurant they were going to meet Gabe and TJ at, the way his voice went a few octaves lower when he called Blaine baby, the effortlessness of his beauty, the teasing curve of his ass, the freckles all around his face, just every single thing about him really.
He grabbed Kurt's hand to keep him from opening his door once he stopped his car in the parking lot of the restaurant, landing a kiss on his knuckles before getting out of the car to open Kurt's door for him, enjoying the big smile on Kurt's face. He interlocked their fingers and pulled Kurt closer to himself, their shoulders bumping as they walked.
"Just wanted to remind you I can be a gentleman too."
He stopped right before they walked through the door and leant over to whisper in Kurt's ear;
"Except when you wake up the animal inside me."
The look Blaine gave him as he pulled him into the restaurant was half cocky, half sex God and completely turned Kurt on. He followed Blaine into the bar of the restaurant where Gabe and TJ were waiting for them in the back drinks already in hand. Kurt kissed Blaine on the cheek before releasing his hand to go hug Gabe and TJ. He moved to talk with TJ because as soon as Blaine and Gabe started with their elaborate hand shake all hope was lost of getting them into an actual conversation for at least ten minutes. TJ and Kurt shook their heads in sync and TJ handed Kurt a glass of wine.
"Looks like you two love birds made up. Did you kill Trish in her sleep or did you guys just work it out like adults."
Kurt about spit out his drink at what TJ suggested and laughed out loud, thinking to himself that he had imagined doing that a couple times.
"Yeah we're good, better than ever actually. Trish is alive and well. And we have been making up all week, even multiple times a day if I'm lucky."
TJ just smirked at Kurt and clicked their glasses together giving him a knowing smile.
Blaine smiled into Gabe's shoulder as be wiggled his eyebrows at Blaine, obviously letting Blaine know he was happy they made up when they shared a bro hug. Gabe pushed Blaine's chest a little and grabbed the collar of his shirt, looking down at where his hand was holding the fabric of his shirt tightly.
"Jesus, Anderson, you don't need to be such a show off. This hickey is almost bigger than my head."
Blaine's smile turned into a smug grin and he wrapped an arm around Kurt's from behind, not wanting to interrupt their talk with TJ.
"Perfect. Boyfriend. I'm saying no more."
Gabe shook his head in disapproval and moved a little closer to speak directly in Blaine's ear.
"Do you know why we delayed an hour? TJ was busy making me come with only his tongue."
Blaine narrowed his eyes at Gabe and gave him an unimpressed look.
"Yes Gabe that happens to me two times a day. We call it blowjob. Why the fuss?"
Gabe groaned frustratingly and hit Blaine's chest.
"No, asshole. There are other places that he can put his tongue to good use, places that don't involve my dick..."
Blaine couldn't help the way his mouth fell open and the blush crept across his cheeks at what Gabe implied, partly because of the image his bro put in his mind but mostly because he'd never been on the receiving end of such pleasure in his life before and Gabe knew about it because he shared that piece of information with him when Gabe described his first glorious bottoming experience with TJ to Blaine. It was a personal preference, nothing else but when Gabe said it like that...
He mouthed a "fuck you" at the smug look on Gabe's face and turned around to wrap his arms around Kurt fully, embracing him from behind, his chin buried in the crook of Kurt's neck. He gave TJ a soft smile and rolled his eyes when Gabe winked at him over TJ's shoulder.
Kurt couldn't help the grin that came across his face wen Blaine fully wrapped his arms around his waist, secretly wanting the whole bar to see and be jealous of what was his.
He glanced over to Gabe who had made his way to wrap an arm around TJ as well and noticed the weird faces he was giving Blaine behind him causing Kurt to turn so he could face Blaine and raise an eyebrow in question. Blaine just shook his head so Kurt shrugged and turned back around but then he felt hot breath whispering in his ear filling him in on the reason why they were delayed an hour. Kurt smirked at TJ impressed but then turned towards Blaine noticing a hint of jealousy in his eyes, something he would never admit but Kurt could tell. Blaine and Gabe played this ridiculous game of who had the better boyfriend, so this was probably part of that. Kurt thought the game was silly but he couldn't let his boyfriend lose now, could he? Kurt whispered in Blaine's ear.
"Meet me in the bathroom in 5 minutes."
Blaine bit his lip, his eyes widening at Kurt's words as he watched him walk away with an extra sway in his hips. He turned to face Gabe and TJ, schooling his features into an innocent expression. He chatted with them for a while, long enough to be told their table was ready and instead of trailing behind the love birds, he stayed where he was, giving them a bashful smile when they turned around to see if Blaine was with them.
"Uh I'm gonna go check on Kurt. We'll both have bruschetta as starter."
He ignored the way Gabe was narrowing his eyes at him and followed Kurt into the bathroom with a racing heart. God, they really were starting to be one of those annoying couples that couldn't go one minute without being all over each other. Ask Blaine how many damns he was giving.
The minute he pushed the door back and walked inside, he was pressed against the door, Kurt's hands all over him, crowding his space, slotting one leg between his thighs.
"Oh my god Kurt what's gotten into you? Fuck… Whatever it is, I approve."
Kurt smirked at Blaine and pulled him by his belt into the empty stall at the end of the bathroom. Kurt wasted no time undoing Blaine's belt and unbuttoning his pants, enjoying immensely the look on Blaine's face that was equal parts shocked and extremely eager and excited. Kurt pushed Blaine against the wall of the stall, both hands firmly on his chest, letting his pants drop to the ground, speaking against his lips.
"You… you have gotten into me. And you are just too damn sexy; it's becoming a real problem."
Kurt looked into Blaine's eyes searching for any protest, but from the way he kissed him at that moment, Kurt was pretty sure Blaine didn't have a problem with it. Kurt kissed Blaine hard slipping off his jacket and then pulled back to look him in the eyes.
"Plus we can't let Gabe win now can we?"
Kurt dropped to his knees, setting Blaine's jacket underneath him and pulled down Blaine's briefs, licking his lips at how hard Blaine already was.
Blaine was groaning before anything even happened, just at the thought of it, biting down on his lip and pushing his fingers through Kurt's hair in a way that said "Please you little shit." He was already throwing his head back in pleasure as Kurt ran the flat of his tongue along the entire length of his cock, making all the air catch on Blaine's throat.
"Oh my god please don't stop baby, sh-"
His words cut off completely when Kurt opened his mouth and swallowed him whole. It was all burning heat and wet suction and Blaine just couldn't stay still. And he was one lucky bastard because Kurt let him tug his hair, let his hips snap forward and rock up to him and he took it all so well, his mouth, open and wet and all around him, god it all turned Blaine into a frantic, shuddering mess and he wasn't even embarrassed how close he already was.
"I-I I'm gonna.."
He whispered, voice a little apologetic but he wanted it so much, wanted it desperately all day, he didn't care if it was too soon.
Kurt dug his fingernails into Blaine's ass cheeks as he came powerfully down his throat, making sure to lick up any excess before standing up to haul Blaine into a kiss, his cock twitching at how Blaine moaned at his own taste.
He let Blaine pull up his pants while he contemplated how he was going to hide his erection the rest of the night. Kurt unlocked the stall raising an eyebrow at the guy that rushed out the door; obviously embarrassed to be caught listening to hot sounds that Blaine couldn't keep quiet. Kurt just smirked at Blaine, taking his hand, not even worrying about restyling his hair.
"I always say, dessert should always come before dinner. Come on love, our friends are waiting."
Blaine followed Kurt out of the bathroom like an obedient puppy, his world totally rocked in the best way possible and the way Kurt was acting all cocky and sexy making him want to pull him back into that bathroom where they just exited and fuck him like there was no tomorrow. But they made Gabe and TJ wait enough as it was and well it didn't hurt that Blaine couldn't wait to brag about what just happened to Gabe.
It was just amazing the way Kurt's cheeks started to get darker at the similar smirks both Gabe and TJ threw their way when they made it to their table. He was like the sexiest and also the most precious thing Blaine had ever seen. He pulled Kurt's chair out for him and kissed him on the cheek softly before taking his seat.
"Sorry for the wait. There was a line."
Kurt took his seat blushing as TJ just held up his glass and cheered it with Kurt's yet again. Kurt was so glad that him Blaine and he were a proper couple when they went out with TJ and Gabe now. He was always so jealous of how in love they always seemed but now he was exactly the same and they totally got it. He also loved the cocky smile Blaine was giving Gabe at the moment and he loved even more that he put it there. Kurt cleared his throat trying to take everyone's mind off their little detour.
"Soooo... What did we miss?"
Blaine thought it would be no different to have a night out with their two close friends just because they were boyfriends now but he was wrong. It wasn't that there were uncomfortable silences or awkward glances or anything, it was just Blaine was more aware of everything; the way he kept touching Kurt in some way, the understanding smiles Gabe or TJ threw his way when they caught him staring at Kurt's face with a blessed expression on his face, the hilarious banter between Kurt and TJ about who had the messier boyfriend which Blaine thought wasn't cool at all, at least he and Gabe had higher standards, the way they stole food from each other's plates and were disgustingly cute about it, the familiar easiness of being with good friends that you know wouldn't judge you for loving your boyfriend a little too much. Everything was so new and different at the same time. It was the first, official, double date Blaine had been on in his life and he was so happy how his every first turned out to be more than good when it was with Kurt.
Kurt shook his head as Blaine offered him his last bite of cheesecake but the second Blaine's bottom lip formed into a pout he smiled and accepted. It had always been Blaine's thing since they had become friends; whenever they had dessert Blaine would always save his very last bite for Kurt no matter how good it was. Kurt smiled at the memory thinking that it would have been absolutely impossible not to have fallen in love with him. Blaine somehow paid for the bill without anyone at the table realizing it which resulted in a punch in the shoulder from Gabe for being more of a gentleman and a kiss on the cheek from Kurt. They all stood up from the table still laughing and looking at their watches not even realizing they had spent 3 hours at dinner talking. As they walked out Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand kissing it sweetly with a loving look that made Kurt grin from ear to ear and the butterflies in his stomach go crazy so Kurt leaned over and kissed Blaine on the cheek whispering against his skin.
"I am ridiculously in love with you, you know that?"
Blaine held Kurt's face between his hands, his heart swelling at the way Kurt was looking at him and placed a lingering kiss on his lips, chuckling at the catcall no doubt coming from Gabe.
"I do. I'm even more in love with you because..."
He stopped talking to clear his throat, aware both Gabe and TJ were listening to them now.
"You're the most perfect boyfriend in the world."
If Gabe scowled at Blaine hardcore after that or TJ rolled his eyes at them like they were some kids they were babysitting, Blaine didn't care. It was so worth the way Kurt's lips turned into a beautiful smile just because of his words.
Blaine leant against the kitchen wall casually and watched Kurt transfer the cookies from the hot oven tray to a big plate for a while before walking closer and wrapping his arms around his waist from behind, burying his face in Kurt's neck. He wasn't sure what he was expecting from tonight's plans; getting Kurt and Trish together in their place, watching them both give each other another chance.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" he spoke against that spot right below Kurt's ear.
"I just don't want you to do something that makes you uncomfortable just to make me happy. You never need to. You know that, right?"
Kurt gave Blaine a small smile and nodded kissing him on the cheek before going back to his cookies. The truth was that even though he knew Blaine meant what he said Kurt also knew that he had to find a way to get along with Trish, to prove to Blaine that he trusted in their love. He just knew deep down that it wasn't going to be as easy as Blaine assumed it would be.
As soon as he finished transferring the cookies to the plate he heard the doorbell and Blaine gave him a hopeful smile. Kurt returned the smile and pulled him in for a quick but powerful kiss, he could be nice but he couldn't help being possessive of Blaine, that just wasn't possible to change.
Kurt sat on the couch holding an open beer bottle but not drinking it and staring at the blank TV. He heard some giggling coming from upstairs in Paul's room and if Blaine hadn't walked in the door at that moment Kurt probably would have been upstairs making up some excuse as to why he needed to be in Paul's room.
Blaine came in carrying a sleeping Lilly in his arms to find his husband staring at a dark TV grasping what appeared to be a beer, tight enough that his knuckles were turning white. So he sat Lilly down in her swing, being careful not to wake her and took a few quick steps towards his husband and sat next to him, leaving no space in between them.
"Babe. What is wrong? Are you drinking beer?"
Kurt sighed and put the still full beer on the coffee table. He hated beer, but they didn't have any hard alcohol and beer seemed like the next best thing to drink to forget what he just saw. He looked at Blaine seriously, his face in a grimace.
"I was in my office when the doorbell rang and Paul made a beeline to answer it so of course it was Nathaniel. I don't think Paul knew I could see them because he grabbed Nate's hand, like interlocked their fingers and shit and pulled him in the house. And then they preceded to look at each other like… like I look at you and then they went upstairs to his room hand in hand."
Blaine tried to not smile too much at the new development in his sons friendship with Nate because he had adored that boy from the moment he told him that his chocolate chip cookies were better than Kurt's. Blaine thought that if his son was going to start having romantic feelings for someone, he was glad it was with a boy who had been making his son smile for over 3 years now. But he wasn't going to tell Kurt this, given how over protective he was of Paul. They had sort of made a deal that Kurt would be the stricter parent with Paul and Blaine would be the strict one with Lilly. Blaine thought this was fair because he just assumed that when she was ready to date he would just kill anyone who would come close.
"It's just hand holding, Kurt. You don't even know if it's romantic. I've seen them look at each other like that before, they are just close… you know like we were back in college."
Kurt gaped at Blaine, if he was trying to calm him down, that sure as hell wasn't the way to do it.
"Yeah, I distinctly remember us back in college… and here we are 15 years later still madly in love with two kids. Not exactly making me feel better there, sweetheart."
Blaine grabbed his husband's hand and rubbed his thumb over it soothingly. It was kind of adorable at how protective he was of his family, sort of a turn on too although this was not the time or place to address that. Blaine internally smirked, maybe later tonight though.
"Look babe, we'll talk to Paul when Nate leaves and see what's going on. And if he tells us he likes Nate in that way we are *both* going to be supportive because I know even you adore Nate. Our little boy is growing up and it sucks, but we have to deal with it."
Kurt sighed, he knew Blaine was right even though he wasn't happy about it.
"Fine. But if it is what I think it is I am sitting Nathaniel down and giving him the if you ever hurt my son speech, and you can't stop me, I don't care if they're 12. If they are old enough to give each other heart's eyes, he's old enough to know what would happen if he ever hurts my Paul-Paul."
Blaine grinned at Kurt, giving him heart eyes of his own before patting his leg and taking a drink of his beer.
"Deal."
Blaine kissed Kurt until it turned into something softer, something more reassuring and smiled against his lips before pulling back.
"It's going to be okay, love. I'll be right back."
As Blaine made his way to the door, he made a mental promise to himself not to drag this more than it needed to if he ever saw Kurt display any kind of discomfort. It was already a big deal Kurt wanted to give it a try for him; the least he could do was make him feel like he would choose him no matter the conditions or the people.
He opened the door with a smile on his face and let an uncharacteristically nervous looking Trish in, accepting a kiss on the cheek before hanging her leather jacket on the coat rank for her.
"Hey it isn't the first time you're coming here. Relax."
Trish gave Blaine a tight smile and followed him into the living room; Kurt was emerging from the kitchen where some delicious smells were coming from, feeling awkward standing in the middle of the room and having a staring contest with Kurt. Eventually, Kurt let his lips turn into a seemingly welcoming smile and took a couple steps towards her. She could see how hard it was for him too and yet he was trying for Blaine and that was the least Trish could do herself. Blaine was always going to be someone special for her. She didn't need permission from Kurt for that.
She closed the distance between them and gave Kurt a quick kiss on the cheek, enjoying the look of surprise on his face and the happy smile on Blaine's.
"Thanks for having me, Kurt. It's been so long. I've missed your face."
A little white lie couldn't hurt now, could it?
Kurt didn't expect such a warm reception from Trish and smiled at her sweet, albeit fake sentiment. Kurt really didn't want to think about the last time he saw Trish, although he counted it as a small victory that Blaine also asked her to leave back then. Kurt took a second to look Trish up and down in secret envy of her Tori Burch combat boots.
"Yeah it has been a while. And you are looking gorgeous as ever."
He could tell Trish was sort of uncomfortable with the compliment as she smiled awkwardly and looked down at her shoes. Kurt couldn't let it get awkward this quick into the night so he retreated back into the kitchen to pour wine for everyone, filling his glass extra full.
Blaine was on the couch with Trish next to him, her face turned to Blaine talking about her last family reunion adventure enthusiastically when Kurt came back with wine glasses in hand. Blaine gave him a big smile when he handed him his glass, brushing his fingers against his discreetly while listening to now not so enthusiastic Trish. Once Trish was done with her story, Blaine turned to look over at Kurt who had been sitting across from Blaine on the loveseat listening to Trish with a polite smile on his face.
"Your next performance was next Friday, right?"
His eyes were on Kurt even though the question was addressed for Trish.
"Kurt and I are going to come watch you if my presentation for photography course doesn't take too long."
He returned his gaze to Trish once he saw Kurt nod and throw a smile at Trish's way approvingly. Trish raised her eyebrows and took a sip from her glass, not sure how to feel about Kurt coming to watch her with Blaine because it was always their thing before, one of those rare times she could have Blaine all to herself.
"Oh yeah. It's next Friday. It's very uh nice of you guys, thanks."
It took a lot of will power for Kurt not to squeeze in right between Trish and Blaine especially when she grabbed on to his arm when she was laughing at something he said or sat so there was no way her knee couldn't brush against his. But Kurt stayed put plastering a smile on his face, for Blaine.
"I hope you don't mind me going... Blaine always talks about your um performances up so I wanted to see for myself."
Trish nodded her head ever so slightly and waved him off like it wasn't a big deal. But Kurt thought the way she looked at him was more like she was the one doing him a favor by letting him come. Whatever. Kurt stood up more abruptly than he would have liked.
"Um I think the lasagna is ready, I will go dish it out if you two want to get refills and sit at the table."
Blaine looked over at where Kurt disappeared into the kitchen, his smile growing bigger at the mention of Kurt's lasagna as he got up from the couch and gestured Trish to follow him.
"Now you need to be careful sweetheart, because Kurt's lasagna will ruin you for the others."
Trish smiled at Blaine's words but didn't comment on them because obviously Blaine had never had her lasagna and took a seat at the table, thanking Blaine when he refilled her glass.
Blaine took the salad bowl from the counter and placed a kiss on Kurt's cheek, happy the evening was going even better than he imagined before sitting at the table, right across Trish so he could have Kurt next to him this time.
Kurt brought out the plates each with a big heaping helping of his lasagna. He knew it was one of Blaine's favorites which made it his second favorite thing to make besides waffles. He loved watching Blaine take his first bite because his eyes closed and his mouth turned into a satisfied smile and it was one of the most adorable things ever. And now he knew what the more X-rated version of that same look looked like, and that was probably one of the sexiest things ever. He set Trish's plate down first with a polite, maybe slightly cocky smile and then served Blaine and himself. He took his seat next to Blaine and scooted his chair slightly closer.
"I hope you're not a vegetarian because my secret is alternating the layers of spicy sausage and ground beef."
Kurt chuckled to himself when Blaine was already on his second bite.
"Oh and watch your plate because if you aren't careful Blaine isn't above stealing bites when he has cleared his own plate."
He leaned over and kissed Blaine on the cheek when Trish didn't crack a smile at his half-truth, half joke.
Trish averted her eyes from where Kurt's lips were touching Blaine's cheek and took a small bite of the infamous lasagna quietly. She had seen them share a kiss or a hug many times before and it was never as unsettling as it was now, watching Kurt make his every move with an intent, with more confidence than he had ever shown in her presence. She wasn't stupid, or as oblivious as Blaine, she'd always been aware of the reason for this weird relationship between them, but she just liked to think as long as Blaine was willing to justify everything by calling Kurt his best friend, she still had a chance with Blaine which didn't turn out to be very likely. Still, it did nothing to make her stop seeing Kurt as someone who stole her favorite toy.
She took a sip of her wine and smiled at Blaine playfully when their eyes met.
"Oh I don't mind. I'm used to sharing my food with Blaine. That's why I was his favorite lunch buddy back in sophomore year when we took the same Mythology class."
Kurt hated the way Trish looked at Blaine, he had always hated it but now she didn't really have a right to look at him that way, at least that's how Kurt saw it. And while he envisioned "accidentally" spilling red wine all over her white top, Kurt restrained himself and put his hand on top of Blaine's hand and smiled directly at Trish.
"Oh yeah I remember Blaine telling me about that. He was super sad that my class schedule got changed and we didn't have lunches anymore. Glad you could help fill in for me."
Kurt took a drink of his wine to keep him from smirking at the look Trish shot him.
Blaine squeezed Kurt's hand and nodded at his words; if Trish wasn't there with them right now, Blaine would be saying to Kurt there was no way someone could fill his place but considering the surprisingly easy and comfortable dinner they seemed to share, he decided to save it for their alone time.
"Lucky for me and unfortunately for you, you're stuck with me forever so you'd better learn how to watch your food."
Trish closed her eyes at the disgustingly sweet way Blaine was staring at Kurt, wanting to wipe it away from his face or delete Kurt from the picture all together. Ugh she didn't like this at all. She wasn't even in love with Blaine for god's sake. She was always going to have a crush on him, that was true but that didn't mean she needed to get annoyed by everything Kurt did or didn't do. She took a rather generous sip of her wine before returning his gaze to Blaine.
"Oh I forgot to tell you… Did you know they used our photo that Andy took at the charity ball for our department's internet site? It is so good, she captured just when you dipped me and we are both smiling. It's beautiful."
She turned to Kurt, smiling at him sweetly before speaking, her voice too cheerful to even Blaine's ears.
"You should check it out too, Kurt."
Kurt gripped the edge of the table when Trish suggested he look at a picture of his boyfriend dancing and smiling at a girl who obviously still didn't know Blaine was off limits. That was the absolute last thing Kurt wanted to see and Kurt was sure Trish knew this and if she didn't, the look Kurt gave her left no doubt that Kurt wasn't happy.
He tried to turn his bitch glare into a more appropriate look when Blaine looked at him worriedly. Blaine was well aware that that date was not a good memory for Kurt. He took a deep breath and looked at Blaine, reassuring him he was fine, even if he wasn't.
"I'm sure you both looked great. I um am going to clean these dishes up."
Before Kurt left for the kitchen he brought back his chocolate peanut butter cookies and sat them on the table over Trish's shoulder.
"Have a cookie while they're still warm. Blaine helped me make them... Well he started to and then we um got a little distracted."
Kurt winked at Blaine and went back into the kitchen.
Blaine waited for Kurt to disappear into the kitchen before shooting Trish a serious look, remembering the mess Kurt had been that night because Blaine was on a date with Trish and he didn't like that she brought it up just when Kurt started to let his insecurities go.
"Can you not? I know you don't think anything of it, but it's upsetting Kurt."
Trish looked back at Blaine with wide, innocent eyes, biting her lip nervously.
"Oh crap, he didn't know about our date? I am sorry I really didn't know."
"He's Kurt, of course he knew. That's why I need you to be more sensitive."
Trish pursed her lips and looked at Blaine apologetically.
"You're right. I'm sorry, I couldn't think. I'll try to be more careful, I promise."
Blaine smiled at Trish, pleased with her promise and sincere apology and patted her hand with his fingers before getting up from his chair.
"I'll be right back."
"Don't take long. I need to go soon anyways."
Trish shouted out to Blaine as he made his way over Kurt, whose back turned against Blaine, hands on either side of sink as Blaine placed his hands on his shoulders, massaging his muscles gently.
"You okay, baby?"
The second Blaine's hands were on Kurt's shoulders he could feel the tension that had been building up slowly start to dissipate and he turned in Blaine's arms to face him.
"Kiss me?"
Blaine wasted no time wrapping Kurt up in his arms and pressing his lips to Kurt's long and sweet. Kurt put one hand around the back of his head pushing the kiss deeper before finally pulling back, his cheeks a shade of pink.
"Yeah. Now I'm okay."
He placed his hand in Blaine's and squeezed it and led him back to where Trish was still sitting at the table. Kurt was sure to not let go of Blaine's hand, giving Trish a small smile as she stood up from the table. He was so ready to have Blaine back to himself by now but he thought he could stick out playing the good hostess for a little while longer.
Trish followed Kurt and Blaine into the living room, hovering over Blaine when he took a seat at the love seat next to Kurt.
"Actually I'd better be going. I promised Claire I'd pick her up from the airport."
She cleared her throat and looked down at Kurt as sweetly as she could when in reality sweet was the last thing she felt about him.
"Dinner was great. Thanks for having me."
Kurt was quick to stand up when Trish mentioned leaving hoping he didn't seem too eager as Blaine stood up slowly after giving Trish a pouty face for leaving so soon after dinner. Kurt thought to himself he would make him forget she was even here once she actually left.
"Of course. Yeah, no problem. Thanks for coming."
Trish gave Kurt a one arm hug that was too short to be counted as hug really before returning her focus to Blaine, smiling big when he moved to give her a proper hug. Trish wrapped both arms around Blaine's neck, pleased with the way Blaine's arms felt around her tiny waist before closing the tiny distance between them and placed a kiss on his cheek that might have lingered a little too long.
She smiled fondly when Blaine pulled away from her embrace, a sheepish look on his handsome face and she reached out to wipe the pink lip stain off his cheek with her thumb.
"Call me more. I won't accept excuses next time and find myself another bestie before you know it."
If Trish wasn't already leaving, Kurt would have forcefully pushed her out the door. The restraint Kurt had to not rip her arms from around Blaine's neck when he saw Trish press her lips to Blaine's cheek deserved some kind of award. And her calling Blaine her bestie was the last straw. Kurt opened the front door and stared at Trish until she stopped making heart eyes at Blaine and got the hint. Kurt didn't even try to fake a smile as she grabbed her coat and walked past him, closing the door a little too hard as soon as her feet were over the threshold.
As soon as Trish was gone Kurt whispered "Finally" under his breath and walked slowly towards Blaine his eyes getting darker and more determined with each step. Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck and pulled his body flush against his to show Blaine and maybe himself whose arms were really meant to be in this position.
"I've been wanting my body close to yours all night. Actually, I want to be even closer than this..."
Blaine wrapped one arm around Kurt's waist, the other curling around his neck, fingers cradling his face as he let Kurt's breath lick across his face.
"Kurt?"
Blaine was well aware of the tight grip Kurt had around his neck, the way he was pulling their bodies impossibly closer, leaving no space to breathe in nothing but each other. If sharing one dinner with Trish was affecting Kurt this much, then Blaine didn't want him to try any harder. It wasn't worth it; they didn't need to share all their friends.
"Baby, look at me."
Kurt chose to kiss down Blaine's neck rather than looking at him and he opted to suck a bruise there instead of talking about Trish. Kurt had already wasted too much of his time and energy worrying about her, he would much rather focus on the ways to get as close as possible to his boyfriend. After Kurt was satisfied with his mark on Blaine's neck, he moved to his delicious looking lips and spoke against them.
"I want... No I need..."
Kurt shut himself up by pressing his lips against Blaine's hard, his tongue pushing his way into his mouth immediately. It took a second but he felt Blaine's fingers in his hair and he kissed Kurt with the same hunger. Kurt placed sloppy kisses on Blaine's cheek tasting lipstick that Trish must have not wiped off after she kissed there and he grabbed Blaine's hips forcefully.
"Bedroom now. I want to make you mine. Completely."
Blaine let Kurt drag him to his bedroom, his lips never leaving Blaine's even when he slammed the door behind themselves and pushed Blaine down on the bed hard, before climbing on top of him, his hands all over Blaine's body, making it difficult for Blaine to make sense of what Kurt just said. As far as Blaine was concerned, he was Kurt's in every single way possible already but he didn't stop to question it any further because Kurt was kissing him like he had never kissed Blaine before, like stealing the air from his lungs and replacing with his breath, hands touching Blaine's surprisingly naked body like it was something to be craved for, Kurt's body on top of him grounding him in a way he would pretty much be content with anything Kurt might be asking from him.
"I am. You know that I am, Kurt. Only yours."
Kurt stopped kissing Blaine to finally look him in the eye as he let his hands trail underneath his tight ass and let his fingers slide in between his cheeks.
"I know that, baby. That's why I need to be buried so deep inside you, to have that one part of you that I haven't had before."
Blaine felt his breath hitch in his chest at Kurt's words, his whole body tensing as Kurt's finger slid lower and ghosted over his hole. It wasn't that Blaine didn't think it would never happen. At least ever since he was with Kurt, he knew he would want to share it with Kurt one day. Except he wasn't sure if that day was today. He knew Kurt knew he had never bottomed before, there were a couple times Kurt teased him about missing out on things but Blaine just didn't think it was his thing. He must have really needed to have Blaine that way if he didn't stop to ask Blaine that if that was what he wanted too. And because Blaine was so utterly and totally done when it came to Kurt, he couldn't help but fucking oblige.
He grabbed the back of Kurt's head and looked back in his eyes in concentration before pushing back against his fingers slowly, letting Kurt know he could do whatever he wanted to do to Blaine.
"Okay."
Kurt let out a shaky breath at Blaine's words, the obedience and willingness in his eyes pulling Kurt out of his fog. Along with that willingness he also saw some uneasiness and as Blaine was pushing against his finger he wondered how they even got to this point. Kurt pulled his hand back from underneath Blaine and dusted it up his thighs letting his head fall to Blaine's shoulder. He had gotten so wrapped up in the possessive feeling Trish had wound up inside of him that he was about to take something away from Blaine without even seeing if it was something he wanted in the first place. And Blaine loved him so god damn much he was just going to let that happen. He felt like shit. He placed a soft kiss on Blaine's shoulder before moving off the top of him.
"Shit Blaine. I-I can't do this, not like this. I am so sorry."
"It's okay pumpkin, don't worry about it."
Blaine released a breath he didn't realize he had been holding and pulled Kurt down next to him, putting his head on his chest, wrapping his arms around him like a blanket, running his fingers through Kurt's hair soothingly. Once he made sure Kurt wasn't shaking in his arms and his breathing started to get even, he looked down to find Kurt staring back at him with a nervous expression his face.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
It was one of those moments where Kurt felt like he didn't deserve Blaine but was so thankful to have him there at the same time. Kurt tightened his lips at Blaine's question, he didn't want to talk about it but he knew they needed to, so he scooted up so he was sitting side by side with Blaine.
"It was just the whole night, Blaine, I felt like she was in competition with me and the further it went, this possessive feeling kept building up inside of me and because I was trying my best to be nice as soon as she left I lost sight of everything else and that feeling just took over and I didn't think about anything else. And that wasn't cool, because we haven't even talked about if that's something you want and especially because I made a promise to you to talk to you first when I'm upset. I'm so fucking sorry, B."
Blaine felt like his heart dropped to his stomach when Kurt mentioned how Trish made him feel and how oblivious he was to everything because he actually thought the dinner went pretty well. He tilted Kurt's chin up and brushed his lips against Kurt's, keeping their foreheads together for a while.
"We'll talk about the other thing some other time but... You never have to be in the same room with her again. Not for me. Not for anything. *I* won't see her if it bothers you this much. Nothing is more important than you. I hate to think I made you feel like you have anything to prove to her. I am sorry."
Kurt smiled slightly, his heart tightening at just how much Blaine loved him. Kurt knew Blaine would do absolutely anything for him, he didn't have to, but it gave Kurt butterflies knowing he was on the receiving end of that kind of love.
"You have nothing to be sorry for. I wanted to try being friends with her for you and she wanted the same. It just... didn't work. But I'm not going to tell you to stop seeing your friend just because I don't get along with her. I'm not going to be that type of boyfriend and I trust you."
Kurt felt that possessiveness boiling up in his stomach again and he gently tilted Blaine's chin up to make sure he was looking at him.
"But I do want you to make something crystal clear to her. That you are *my* boyfriend, *my* soulmate and still *my* best friend. Because somehow I don't think she quite understands that yet. So if you don't, I will."
Blaine's lip turned into a smirk at the dark look Kurt was giving him and with one single movement, he climbed on top of Kurt, hovering over him like a predator.
"Deal."
He leant down slightly, only a couple inches between their lips, their crotches barely touching as he whispered right against Kurt's face, rubbing his nose against Kurt's.
"Until then though... Let me show you how much I love that you're my boyfriend."
To Gabe: So I have a question…
To B: No, Blaine I don't know why I am so perfect either.
To Gabe: Geez, sometimes I feel sorry for TJ… Anyways. Is one month anniversary something that is celebrated?
To B: Fuck, it's been one month already? Kids grow so fast.. And it's up to you. I took TJ to the zoo to see the pandas for ours so everyone has a different way to celebrate it I guess.
To B: And no, there is nothing kinky about pandas. Don't even go there.
To Gabe: Yeah it'll be a month next Monday and I don't know, I want to make it special.
To Gabe: I'd never say that, asshole. Pandas are sacred.
To B: Yeah well, like I said, a romantic dinner, candle lights and red wine aren't the only way to make it special. What matters is that what you want to share with Kurt and how you want to do it.
To Gabe: I think I know what I want to share with him… Thanks, bro.
To B: Good luck, Babe.
To B: PS Congrats on the butt sex ;)
To Gabe: ASSHOLE.