FLASH BACK
Bam laid on the bed, controlling his breathing to keep his stomach from coming up. The bedroom door opened and closed. Not lifting his head or opening his eyes, "That didn't take you long." He called. The bed dipped between his open legs. "Ville what are you-" Bam's mouth was covered with a cloth; it had the sweet smell of chloroform on it. Bam struggled, opening his eyes only to see his last blurred images of Lintu and Anita, before his world went black.
RECAP
Ville walked through the door, whistling to himself as he swung around the bag containing medication for Bam. He continued on back upstairs, opening the bedroom door and walking in, he did see Bam. He checked the bathroom, nope. Figuring he was downstairs, Ville searched the rest of the house. Panic spiked when he found Bam nowhere. "MAMA!" Ville screamed. Anita came scurried into the living room startled, "Heaven on earth, Ville what's wrong?" She asked. "Where's Bam?" He panted panic attack in full force.
Anita's face went hard as she wiped her hands on her white apron. "That thing is out of this house." She said, venom all back spit out of her mouth. "I will not allow my son to make out or anything else with a child let alone another male." She hissed. "What did you do? What did you do to Bam?" Ville demanded. "I called Lauri Ylonen to take him." Anita replied. Ville's eyes popped out and his mouth hit hell's bottom, "You what?" He said in utter shock. Anita stuck her nose in the air and went back to the kitchen.
Ville dropped to his knees, his face in his hands, tears seeping through his fingers. "Bam!" He wailed in agony.
END RECAP
Blinking a few times to refocus his vision, Bam looked around the room he was in. The room was cold and damp, water leaked from various places, the walls were cement, there was only a 2 foot by 1 foot window in the far left corner, and an 1800's looking water heater in the corn opposite to the window, boxes everywhere and a set of wooden stairs in the center of it all. Bam pulled at his arms and legs but they were bound in leather and chains. All his clothing except his boxers was gone.
The door at the top of the stairs opened, Bam held his breath as footsteps came down the stairs. Finally, a skinny long haired blond came into view. "Jonne!" Bam yelled getting the Finn's attention. Jonne pressed his index finger to his pink lips, "Shh, Bam. Don't let Lintu hear you or he'll come down here and beat you." He told the scared American teen. "God Jonne, you have to get me out of here." Bam whimpered, tears streaming down his face. Jonne made his way over to Bam and wiped the tears from his face, "I can't, Bam. If I do he'll kill us both." He said caressing the side of Bam's face to sooth him. "I wanna go home," Bam sobbed, "I want Ville." He sobbed harder. "Shh, I know that you do and trust me if I could get you out of here safely I would, but that's just not possible right now." Jonne said softy. "Maybe, when Lintu leaves to go-" A pained expression washed over Jonne's face, "Jonne?" Bam sniffed. Jonne's head tilted back and Lauri's face appeared over his shoulder. "I don't think so, Jonne. He's not going anywhere and you're not taking him anywhere." He hissed in his boyfriend's ear. "And if you try to sneak him out, I'll make sure you're fate is equally as bad as his in the end of all of this." Lauri growled shaking Jonne's head violently. Jonne said not a word the whole time, made not a sound. He remained passive in the other's cruel grasp. "Is that understood, Bunny?" Lauri's voice was sickeningly calm with the question. "Yes, Lintu it is understood." Jonne whispered, his eyes fixed to the ceiling. Lauri smiled, pressing a kiss to Jonne's cheek, "Good, now go upstairs and make me something to eat, I'm starving." He said letting Jonne go. "As you wish, Lintu." Jonne replied bowing his head and going back upstairs. He flashed Bam a pitiful smile as he left.
Lauri turned his attention to Bam, "Well, we meet again, little Bambi." The smile that was on Lauri's face made Bam want to puke all over him. "Why do you keep doing this to me? I've never done anything to you, minus the restaurant incident, but you beat me horrifically for that." Bam asked pulling out his restraints. Lauri laughed, "You think that was horrific? You think anything I've done to you yet was or is horrific?" He asked continuing to laugh. "To me it is and was, Lauri. No one has every treated me the way you treat me." Bam spat. "You mean to tell me Ville has never treated you this way?" Lauri asked pulling up a chair and sitting down. "Yes, I am saying that, Ville never treated me like this." Bam sat turning his head away from Lintu and to the small window. "Tell me why. Tell me everything about your life with Ville." Lauri said solemnly. Bam took a shuttered breath and told Lauri about his and Ville's life together.
INTO BAM'S STORY AND MEMORIES
Your father named you, Ville
It was the first part of the safety word Ville and I agreed on the first night we were together. We decided them after Ville brought me home and spanked me for running away. It was meant to tell Ville when he had gone too far in anyway, though I never need to use them. Ville had only spanked me once and only hurt me once on complete accident.
My mother named me, Brandon
The second part of our agreed safety words. This part was to remind both of us that we were both human and had emotions, feelings, thoughts and opinions, among other things. Again I never needed to use them, because neither of us forgot we were both human and what each other's boundaries were.
In many ways I didn't think Ville and I were the S&M, Dom and Sub type couple. Granted I didn't know a lot about the whole process. But what I had learned from Ville and what I had also learned and seen from Mige and Burton, we seriously were nothing like the normal pair of S&M couples.
The case with Mige and Burton was, Mige was the Dom and Burton was the Sub of their relationship. Burton never spoke unless Mige gave him the okay; he never ordered his own food or drink. He was told when to use the restroom, when to brush his teeth, bathe, sleep, and wake up. Everything Burton did was controlled by Mige. I had witnessed all of this when they stayed over the apartment with Ville and me for a couple of days. It all shocked me. I was free to do whatever I wanted as long as it was in ear and eye range of Ville. As long as Ville could see me, I could do anything. As long as Ville could walk out onto the balcony or front steps of the apartment or tower, I was allowed to go outside and skate and hang out with my friends or kids my own age. Ville is more like my twisted parent that made love to me every night, kissed me all the time all over my body, held my hand, whispered little things in my ear to make me blush and smile madly, than he was my master or Dom. Master, is a word that Ville hated more than anything in this world. I had asked him if I was to call him that after Burton got in trouble for spilling chocolate milk all over the dining room table and Mige punished him for it and at the end Burton apologized to him with a 'I'm sorry, master.' Ville of course said 'hell no' and 'don't you dare or I'll brand your ass with the Heartagram.'
I always remember and love how Ville would wake me up in the middle of the night just to tell me he loves me, to tell me how beautiful I am or sometimes both. I love Ville and the life that we have together. I wouldn't give up him or our relationship for all the stars, galaxies, or money in the world combined. He's my life, my lover, my boyfriend, my heart and blood.
OUT OF BAM'S STORY AND MEMORIES
Lauri wiped a fake tear from his eye, "That was so touching, Bambi." He fake sniffled. "Don't give me your fake bullshit, Lauri. You're just jealous that Ville and I have a great relationship that was built on love and you're relationship with Jonne is shit because you treat him like shit." Bam mocked. Lauri nodded with a tight smile on his face. "You'd be right about that." He said, "I am jealous of you and Ville. You have something together Jonne and I once had, but now don't and if I can't have that, than neither can you and Ville." He said standing up to take the plate of food from Jonne, who stood on the bottom step of the basement stairs. "Thank you, kultaseni." He smiled kissing Jonne lightly on the lips. "Olet tervetullut, hunaja" Jonne blushed slightly before going back upstairs. "He's such a sweetie," Lintu said sitting back down to eat, "and a great cook too, namia."
Bam's stomach growled with hunger. He had eaten since the morning and he wasn't sure how long ago that was. "Lauri," Bam called to the eating Finn, still eyeing his food. "Yes, Bambi?" Lauri replied around a mouthful of food. "How long have I been here?" Bam asked licking his lips. Lauri saw the hunger in Bam's eyes. "Since yesterday, so about 22 hours. Why? Are you hunger, dear Bam?" Lauri asked taunting the teen with the plate of food. "Yeah, actually I am." Bam answered watching the food as Lintu waved it around in his face. It looked so good, smelled even better and he bet the tasted was greater than that. Lauri set the plate down and called for Jonne to come back down. "Yes, Lintu?" He answered coming down and stopping at the bottom step again. "Make Bambi here something to eat, will you." Lauri ordered in sweet tone. Jonne nodded, "I will." Lauri smiled, "Thank you." He called as Jonne left yet again.
"So, tell me Bam," Lauri cooed, watching the other as he eats, "When you and Ville go out in public do you get starred at? He asked. "I mean you're 15 and Ville's 26, that's an 11 year age difference. You have to get starred out when you are out in public holding hands and kissing." Bam finished eating, Lauri had unbound his hands so he could sit up and eat, but his ankles were still bound. "No, not really." He replied handing Lauri the plate and fork. "In public we don't kiss, sometimes we hold hands, but not always." He explained. "But people still stare suspiciously at us and snicker. That's pretty much it." Bam wiped his mouth on his sleeve, "Do people do that to you and Jonne?" He asked. Lauri shifted uncomfortably. "Yes, sometimes they do." He answered. A quick smile pulled on Bam's lips. Hoping Lauri didn't see it, Bam turned his head away. "What was the smile for? You find it funny?" Lintu growled. "No, not at all." Bam tried to defend himself. "Let me remind you, Bam. If the police were to find out that Ville was fucking a minor he would go to jail for a very VERY long time." Lauri threatened. Bam's eyes became wide with fear and panic. "You wouldn't? You wouldn't tell on Ville. You can't." He trembled violently. An evil grin passed over Lauri's lips, "If you don't do what I say your beloved Ville will remain a free man. But if you mess up in the slightest-" Lauri pulled his thumb over his throat signaling, if Bam messed up it would be the end of Ville. Bam's eyes were still wide and his heart pounding out of his chest, like some scared shitless cartoon. "I'll do anything you want. Just don't hurt Ville. Please don't hurt him." Bam begged and pleaded.
Lauri held Bam's chin between his index finger and thumb, "I'm sure you will, Bam. I'm sure you will do anything to protect Ville. That's what I'm betting on." He smiling brutally.