I know that last chapter didn't have an author's note. I also know that it was really short, but I wasn't really sure what to say. However, I do need to mention that in chapter 11 when Alice is having the vision of Peter leaving with Charlotte, the Stephenie mentioned IS Stephenie Meyer. I just thought that I would squeeze her into the story, because if it wasn't for her, there would be no Alice and Jasper.

Before I left the little city of Haverhill I got a hair cut. Despite the protests of the hairdresser I asked for her to make it very short; for I saw that it would be a good style in the future. It would also be easy to manage.

About a week after I got the haircut I had a vision of Jasper. It wasn't voluntary, it just came. When it did I was taken by surprise and could barely focus on it. However, when I did focus on what was playing out in front of me I saw jasper grab a rock. He used his nails and made it as sharp as a knife. He then proceeded in cutting his hair.

He didn't chop it all off, he just shortened it, making it more manageable. After doing so he went for a swim in a little stream. Doing so cleaned all the dirt and mud out of his hair. Then he simply sat on a rock and looked to his right.

Looking there I realized that he was in the same place where I talked during my vision. He was staring at where I had momentarily appeared and I hoped that he was remembering me. I hoped that he knew I was always thinking about him.

Remembering the vision I had about a month ago, gives me a tingling and disoriented feeling. I had very rarely been taken surprise by a vision like the one I had. However, it was a vision of Jasper and that's all that mattered to me.

I think about him so much. When I hunt I think about how he will live this life with me. When I run I think about running with him. I have seen it all happening but it has yet to occur.

My patience is warring thin. I've seen him leave that god-for-saken warehouse thousands of different ways. He has had so many opportunities to leave but he hasn't.

I don't know why he hasn't either. He is unhappy there. Without Peter he nothing to look forward to in his day. He is slowly losing passion, looking more and more insane with every passing day.

I know he knows this also. I know that he knows that the way he looks is scaring the others. I have had visions of them whispering how crazy he has become. I have had visions of Maria arguing with Nettie and Lucy about him. Maria, wanting him to stay, the others wanting him to go.

I know what will happen between the three females. They will argue so much that finally Nettie and Lucy will go against their leader. When it happens, everyone will be surprised, but not Jasper.

However, the vision I have seen shows him acting surprised. He even lets them "defeat" him. Once they leave Maria isn't happy but she still is able to wonder about Jasper.

I can see that she has never felt the way his is feeling. She can't support him, sympathize with him.

I can though. I see myself, in the future, comforting him in any way necessary. Not because I feel bad for him, but because I know how he feels, his pain is mine.

*****

I barely notice the days anymore, I only notice my visions, and my prey. I have been so focused on being with Jasper that I have barely remembered the reason why I must find him.

I am reminded of it when I see 3 girls off in the distance, playing jump rope.

You idiot! I'm yelling at myself, how could you have forgotten them? How could you have forgotten that they are the reason why you must find Jasper?

I shake my head, not believing I forgot about my future family. I wonder what has been happening to them…

"Shoe city here I come!" trills an angelic voice, I look to the left and see that it was Rosalie talking.

"Rose calm down," says Carlisle, Esme nodding in agreement with him.

The couple is walking behind Rosalie, she, however is not walking. She is twirling and skipping as is Edward, who I assume is trying to bother her.

"Don't waste your time Ed," says Emmett who is watching, amused, "nothing can spoil her mode today."

Edward stops and looks at his sister realizing that Emmett was right. Rosalie sticks her tongue out at him, quickly, but not quick enough.

"Rosalie!" Esme scolds. Rose, hangs her head, even though there is a smile on her face.

Carlisle chuckles at the goings on. Then he asks, "So what are you all planning to do in Shoe City?" there is a smile on his face as he calls the place the same name Rosalie had.

"Carlisle, Rosalie thinks you are being a copy cat," Edward says, Rosalie scowls.

"Why don't you tell him what else I think," she suggests, this causes Edward to frown.

"She also thinks I'm being a tattletale."

The family laughs, until Emmett begins talking. "I'm going to play with the leprechauns that made the show city," he says. Now the four others are rolling on the ground in hysterics, while he stands there with a serious expression on his face.

After getting up and brushing herself off Rosalie says matter of factly, "I am going to buy the latest shoes."

Esme nods, and says, "I am as well."

Carlisle says, "I assume you all know what I plan on doing."

"Getting a job as a doctor at the local hospital," the others chorus. I smiled; you didn't need to be Edward to know that.

"Well I bet known of you know what I plan to do," Edward states.

"Yes we do," Emmett says. Edward looks at his family members, reading their minds I assume. Then he grumbles and starts walking away. Everyone smirks at his reaction.

"He just can't live with the fact that he is predictable," says Esme. They laugh and then continue walking.

My vision ends and I am in shock. Shoe City was where they were going, a.k.a. Haverhill Massachusetts. The place where I had just spent a few months of my existence. I smiled just thinking of how much they would enjoy the place.

I soon frowned however, when I felt heightened emotional pain. I just knew Jasper was not having a nice day.

I'm not sure if any of you have noticed but I have started making time go bye quicker. My reason for doing this is that in Eclipse Jasper says he didn't leave Maria until 5 years after Peter did… do I want to hurry it along. Right about now it has been about 6 months since he and Charlotte left… just to give you people an idea. Review please!