While BlueBird or more like whoever looked like BlueBird was cleaning up in the bathroom America had called the countries and they all had rushed over immediately. By the time she had come down about an hour later nearly all the countries were there gathered in America's living room. She simply smiled when she saw them and took a seat.

"It's nice to see you all again." She told them still smiling. They could hear something off in her voice. It sounded more echoey…older.

"Where were you? We've been look-" England started but stopped when she gave a light laugh. It sounded strained.

"You were looking for me?" She questioned looking at him. "Arthur you're the one who figured out I'm the Earth. I'm everywhere." She told him.

"But…" He trailed off.

"I can't really explain it." She muttered looking at her hands. "It's certainly has been a long time…" She said softly.

"Long time for vhat?" Germany asked her. She locked eyes with him her face was drawn with pure honesty.

"Since I've been conscience like this." She told him. "I don't know how I was able to make it happen." She looked at her hands again. "I was just so upset. I had lived so many different lives. BlueBird's…she had to be the saddest one. Then I remembered what she went threw so suddenly…" She shrugged her shoulders. "I just need be alone, get away from so many people. I'm not really sure I knew where I was going I just kept running until I came to this quiet forest. I collapsed and my fingers dug into the dirt…That feeling…Then…Well I'm here now." She smiled.

"Wait…did you say lives?" England asked unsure.

"Yeah, lives. It's a bit complicated really. It's a very long story…But the real important question here is, do you want to know what happened?" She asked looking them all in the eyes. After minutes that felt like hours England spoke up.

"We…need to know what happened. As bad as it maybe we need to know." He said and everyone agreed. Her smile faltered a bit and she sighed.

"Well like all long stories I can't start in the middle. You need to know and understand the beginning first. Are you okay with that?" She asked them. They silently nodded. She sighed once more. "Alright, then I suppose that means I'll start with myself then."

"When I was born it was a miracle I even lived. The very chances of it happening again is unknown. No water, no air, just volcanoes and destruction, my entire life seemed to be worthless and then…a little miracle. Something started to change and over many years I made oceans, forests, and little animals. Things were starting to come into being. I welcomed all these strange new things with open arms. But as things went on even that came to an end. You know the thing that killed all the dinosaurs. It took me a long time to recover from that.

Pretty soon I got well again and more creatures came from the ashes. Things were looking up, then my land broke apart. That was so painful I can still remember it. Things continued to shift and change for a long time. It was a lot for me to deal with alone, but I was by myself, I had no one to help me through it. That's when I made the choice. There were many of them and I figured I could create something to help lessen the weight on my shoulders. That's when I decided to make your ancestors. Countries."

Everyone was quiet. They listened to what she was saying and they couldn't believe it. She had started it all. She started to continue with her story.

"I think at the time I just wanted to know what it would be like to live like a human being for a while. So I made more and I slowly felt the burden lessen and lessen but it was never completely gone. But I wanted to know what it would be like to be a human and have a family. So that's what I did. I had myself born as a human.

I loved it so much I…I wanted to do it again and relive that experience. It may seem selfish of me but I wanted to actually live and be happy. My lives happen sporadically I have no control of when exactly I would be born or who I would be born to. Even now I could be somewhere. As I continued I kept gaining knowledge about many different things and slowly I kept forgetting about who I really was. A few things did stay with me though. My compassion and wanting to help and make things right. Catastrophes still continued to effect me as well.

I experienced a lot of thing as I went through my lives. Of course as one would expect not everything was worth living and I tried to make it right again. Though I didn't know of why it was simply a compulsion, and a sense of guilt if I didn't. Every life remembered subconsciously what I had learned before and used that to help others.

Like I said before it has been a long time since I've been really conscious of myself being. All the things I know I still have questions unanswered. The few things that I am sadly certain of though, is that history has a tendency to repeat itself. And as with the life I had of BlueBird is that the good truly do die young." She said the last part in an almost unheard whisper.

"What did happen to her?" America had asked breaking the silent tension. She gave a sad smile.

"I think to understand what that life was like I'll need to give you a history lesson. Or more like a lesson about future events or…well I'm not sure what to actually call it. But when BlueBird is it's defiantly called history. A history that is horrible enough to where most of it was destroyed or hidden. And people cry upon reading about it." She told them with a far away look in her face remembering. "So many things had happened between the beginning of time, to now, to then. Most would rather choose to forget it ever happened and pretend it didn't. But things like that need to be known so we would know how to prevent things like it from happening again. It must be one of the reasons why that time with BlueBird is so upsetting."

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hope you guys like it I tried to explain things well so that they would make sense just a warning now there is going to be a whole lot of explaining in the story so yeah and I already got some things planned out for the next chapters also im working on BlueBirds draw a circle song but with the happy holidays I hope everyone will enjoy it will be a while before I post again I hope you liked reading this to I spent up till three am writing so until next time and good morning