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Kendall woke up feeling awful. His back was killing him, his head hurt and he was pretty sure he had been bitten all over his body. His eyes wandered over to an empty log where the previous night Carlos had slept. He rolled his eyes and scanned for James but at first didn't see him. Then, something caught his eye. On the other side of the other log, a small tuft of hair stuck out that Kendall knew had to be James's. He took a deep breath and walked over next to his friend. He stepped over the log and sat next to James, not actually looking at him, just staring straight forward into the tree line.

"Hey." James said, surprising Kendall.

Kendall turned to look at James with a small smile to warmly greet him. Once Kendall locked on to James, the smile altered into a more look of shock. Kendall saw that James's face was very pale. His eyes had prominent bags underneath them and were red and still a tad glistening.

"Still didn't get much sleep I see?" Kendall said, trying to make the awkward situation a lot more bearable.

James shrugged his shoulders, "I couldn't. There was too much going around my head."

"Me too actually. I'm quite surprised I was able to go to sleep."

"I've been thinking Kendall, and-"

"I'm sorry!" Kendall quickly interjected.

"What?"

"I'm sorry for everything, James! For the way I was... the way I am. For cutting myself and being a dumb hypocrite who had become everything he was against. I'm sorry for hurting you and making you end up here. I'm really sorry for what I said to you and making you stay up all night. It's all my fault." Kendall relaxed, "I'm glad I got that out now, nice and early before this could be something else.

"No, Kendall, it's my fault. I'm the sorry one! I shouldn't have acted like an idiot and called you an idiot! I should be supporting you and trying to make you feel better! What kind of friend am I if I just make you feel worse? What you said to me was real... sweet. I can't believe you thought that about me. And how do I reply? Like a douche. I'm just so sorry."

"Don't worry, I shouldn't have been so forward. Can we just be friends?"

They both smiled as Kendall pulled James into an awkward sideways embrace.

"You know," James said softly in Kendall's ear, "after what you said last night... maybe friends isn't the right word to call us."

He pulled away and Kendall looked puzzled, "What do you mean?"

"Well, I was thinking maybe-"

"GUYS! GUYS!" Carlos called, running through a bush, "GUYS!"

"Woah! What is it?" Kendall asked.

"IT'S LOGAN! I'VE FOUND LOGAN!"

James and Kendall's eyes widened as they sat staring at Carlos, mouths agape, "What do you mean?"

"I'VE FOUND LOGAN!" Carlos repeated, he had tears running down his eyes, but with the delighted tone in his voice, they were happy tears.

Before the other two got up, Kendall had to say, "Is he... alive?"

Carlos's smile faltered, and after a long pause, he finally whispered, "No."

They stared at each other as they reluctantly got up. Kendall put his arm around Carlos as they started through the tree line.

They made it out onto the beach, not far from where their hurts were. On the way it was mostly silent. Kendall was crying whereas James was trying to hold back his tears. Carlos on the other hand, was still really happy he found the body of his friend.

They stood on the beach staring at their childhood best friend. He was lying there looking fairly peaceful. The big time brains of the group. Their smartest friend who was going to grow up and be a doctor. Who was always a sympathetic shoulder to cry on, yet always helped Carlos with his pranks and acted like a mom at the same time.

"Logie." Carlos whimpered.

James knelt down next to him and held his lifeless body and hugged him while letting out all his pent up tears on the journey there. Carlos and Kendall joined him, all three embracing his lifeless body and sobbing.

Eventually, Kendall and James let go leaving Carlos to hug Logan on his own. Carlos squeezed and squeezed every time he inhaled before releasing more tears into the chest of his deceased friend.

"I... miss... him." Carlos sobbed, "He... was... the greatest... friend... I've ever... had."

"I know!" James said, tears rolling down his face who hugged onto Kendall, who then began crying, "We never said goodbye!"

"I didn't believe it at first." Kendal said, "But when I saw him now... now... it just hurts so much!"

Carlos squeezed and little tighter and there was silence. But this silence was short lived when they heard a splutter. Carlos thought it must have come from James or Kendall, and James and Kendall thought it was coming from Carlos. But they were wrong. Another small groan was made as Logan opened his eyes.

"Carlos?" he whispered.

Carlos cried more, "It's like I can hear him talking to me! Oh God Logie come back!"

"Carlos!" Logan said more assertively.

Carlos's eyes opened wide as he threw Logan back on the floor, then sprung up onto his feet.

"LOGIE!" he cried then diving onto Logan who cried out in pain.

"Carlos! Carlos!" he whined, "My leg!"

"W-what happened?"

"I think I broke it!"

Kendall and James got up and then proceeded to pull Logan up on his good leg and pull him into another group hug.

"Who cares?" Kendall said, "You're alive again!"

"Alive?" Logan asked, puzzled, "I never died. If you thought I was dead, why didn't you check my pulse?"

"Because Carlos saw you fall off a mountain! Not many people survive that! And... it never crossed our minds."

"Oh yeah... that happened. But you guys are idiots."

"Who cares? What happened after that?" James asked excitedly, letting go of Logan and Kendall followed.

"Well it's not fun, I gotta say. What happened was-"

"WAIT!" Carlos called, "Can I just say that I am so happy you're alive and back and alive! I missed you Logie and I... I..." Carlos blushed.

"What is it?"

"I think you should sit down and rest your leg before you tell your story."

"Yeah sure. Thanks Carlos... can you help me?"

Carlos quickly was at Logan's side and gently lifting him and setting him carefully on the ground, resting him up against a tree.

"Well, what happened was..."

A/N: Oh I'm mean aren't I? Well don't worry I will update again! But this time you have to patient! But thankyou all so much for getting me to over 100 reviews!

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