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AN: So here's the next chapter! Not my best I don't think and it's kind of short, but it's okay. Just a note about the Spanish, I take Spanish but you know it could be wrong, but I'm sure you'll get the gist. Read and Review please!
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Chapter 13
Ashley's POV:
I feel like crap. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. It's been about a week since I tried to apologize to Spencer. It's been a week with no communication with her in any way shape or form. I think Spencer is like a drug. You don't know what you're missing until; it's ripped from you by one stupid, little (ok not that little) mistake. Now Kyla will only talk to me when she's not with Spencer, which is basically every second of everyday; unless, she's home.
Basically everyone thinks I fucked up. Including all of my friends. Including myself even. I just don't know what to do. I apologized but Spencer just blew me off. You know what she's being a bitch not me. Ok that's a lie. But this is just so frustrating! I don't know what she wants and I have absolutely no idea how to make it up to her.
"Come on Chica. Stop sulking around and let's get ready," Madison says as she walks out of my extremely large walk in closet with a handful of clothes. I just grumble at her and pick up a magazine.
"Oh hell no. We are going to this party. I don't care if I have to drag you there kicking and screaming. We are getting you out of this…funk," Madison stated decidedly. I couldn't help but smirk at her.
"Funk, Madi? Seriously?" I laughed. She just stuck out her tongue at me. "It's just I don't want to party. They're loud and jam-packed and I'm not in a jam-packed mood right now. Maybe I'll stay her and have my own party with Jack and Jose," I say flipping a page in my magazine.
"Yeah well, a party will get you in the mood, and there will be plenty of Jack and Jose there, you know Aiden's parties. I know you're upset about this whole thing with Spencer," She sits down next to me on the bed, "But you either need to move on or try to fix it because Ash, it won't fix itself. You said some hurtful things to her," I just sigh and throw my magazine down.
"I didn't mean it though," I repeat. God I'm annoying myself with this whining.
"Yeah well take it from someone who has been on the receiving end of some of you're comments, they hurt," She half jokes, "Plus Glen told me Spencer is going." She wiggles her eyebrows at me. I chuckle again. Even though Madison and I have had our fallouts nothing has ever been too serious to break apart our friendship and I'm really glad about that. She stuck with me when I came out; she even quit cheering when Sherri gave her an ultimatum about being on the squad or my friend.
"Fine," I said as she jumped up off the bed. Seeing Spencer the rest of last week and all this week has been torture. I don't know how I will bear seeing her look even hotter at a party. Madison chucks a couple pieces of clothes at me and I start to get changed without looking at them. Madi knows me and my style, so I have complete faith that the outfit she tossed at me is not only one of my favorites but will make everyone stare in envy and lust at me when I walk in the door. Not that they wouldn't already, but my outfit would probably increase the envy and lust.
"Damn girl, I am good. Es muy caliente. Aye Aye!" She says as she walks up to me, while playfully fanning herself. I give her a shove.
"Shut up Mads," I say as I walk over to my mirror to do a once over before we leave. My hair was wavy, in between curly and straight and I had my bangs off to the side. I must say my bangs dyed red are really hot. I put on my black worn graffiti baseball cap tilted to the side and I have on my favorite pair of ripped jeans with a graphic tee with a spray painted design and my converse. I heard a beep from outside.
"That's Glen, let's go," Madison says as she walks out the door. I get in the car and thank God Spencer is riding with Aiden and Kyla, because that would have been awkward.
"Hey," says Glen as we get in the car. He leans in a gives Madison a quick peck, "You guys look great," he says as he starts his car.
"Thanks," I watch from the back as Madison and Glen lace fingers. They're cute together but it's obvious to anyone that they aren't in love. Madison has even told me so. It's more of a comfortable relationship that they feel safe in. I guess that's cool, but I think I would rather be with someone I totally loved.
"Let's get this party started!" Glen says as he parks his car outside Aiden's already packed house. Well here it goes.