OK so this is part two of Weekend Getaway. As always review and suscribe, Much Love M xoxoxo
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We had an awesome day at the beach, everything was perfect with us. We played in the sea, played in the sand, we buried eachother in the sand. If I'm honest we acted like total children all day, apart from making out... I hope little children don't make out.
"Gabriella are you ready yet?" I heard Troy call up to. "2 minutes!" I called down, we were going to dinner at this semi-smart place that needed me to dress up semi-smart and I had no idea how to do that, so I opted for skinny black jeans with black high heels and a dressy top. I had my hair down in lose curls and make up on semi-heavy.
I went down the stairs and into the living room and Troy looked hot sitting there in his blue jeans, black dress shows and a white t-shirt that hugged his sexy muscles with a black blazer on. He looked amazing and he was ll mine.
"You ready?" I asked and he nodded "You look beautiful by the way" I smiled and he kissed my cheek.
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Tonight I was going to do it, at dinner. I was going to tell her that I loved her and I'm going to pray that she says it back. I really hope she does because if she doesn't the rest of our 'getaway' will be prett awkward.
Walking in we made our way to our table and sat down and ordered our food and drinks. "So, have you eaten here before?" he shook his head and drank some of his drink "No, but my friend has and he said it was amazing"
It was desert time and it was time to tell her.
"Look Gabriella there's something that I want to tell you" she stopped eating and looked at me "Sounds serious" I didn't know how to reply to that so I just carried on what I was going to say. "Gabriella I... I, I love... you. I love you. There I said it" I looked down at my plate kind of embarresed.
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I didn't know what to say. I was shocked, I didn't think he loved me just yet. I could see my silence was worrying him so I made him look at me. "I love you too" he smiled and he made a motion with his finger to come over to him so I did. I got off my seat and sat on his lap, he kissed me on the lips and I deepned it and then he pulled away "Lets take this back home"
We got out of the restarurant and went back home to finish this off.
Once we got through the door Troy closed it and gently pushed me up against it and kissed me with so much passion I thought he might burst, I pushed him lightly away and grabbed his hand and dragged him up the stairs to our bedroom. He again gently pushed me onto the bed and laid on top of me putting his weight on his hands that were either side of my head.
He kissed down my neck and back up but with light butterfly kisses instead of the kisses he usually gives me. "I love you Gabriella" that was music to my ears "I love you too" I whispered and brought his face up to mine and kissed him.
I kicked my shoes off as he slid my top over my head and he looked down at me and I was slightly embarresed, nobody had ever seen me like this "Your beautiful" he whispered and he kissed me again, I took of his shirt and we rolled so that I was on top straddling him "Can't let you have all the fun"
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She was such a tease. "Ya know, I have a bare chest and you don't... that's hardly fair is it?" I heard he giggling so I took that as an OK signal, I reached around and took off her lacy red bra and I couldn't help but stare at her, she truly was beautiful. I felt her hand at my jeans and realised she was trying to take them off, I chuckled and helped her and then she took off her jeans and she had on matching lacy red panties.
We were both left with just our underwere on and Gabriella could obviously see how 'excited' I was to be doing this, she slowly stood up and slowly took her panties off and climbed back on the bed and her hands went to the waistband of my boxers and she looked scared and worried "Gabriella if you don't wanna do this we don't have to" I wanted to have sex with her but I would wait if that is what she wanted.
She shook her hand and pulled them off and looked at me scared "You got a condom?" she asked and I nodded "But only if you want to" she looked into my face and smiled, I nodded and got one out of the drawer and put it on, I laid her down so I was once again on top of her but not crushing her with my weight.
I took her hands in mine as we became one.
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The next morning I woke up and I was so sore, I threw the sheets off me and seen blood on the bedsheets, I just looked and looked away and put my bra and panties back on and Troy's shirt over it and went into the bathroom.
I sat on the toilet seat and cried silently so that I didn't wake Troy, I thought about what we did last night and I wasn't ready for that, yes it was an amazing experience and Troy was amazing but it didn't feel like the right time, I know Troy wanted to and that's why I did it. I loved him and I would do anything to make him happy and this is what made him happy.
Troy can't know that I feel regret because it will just make him angry I just have to sleep with him from now on because I don't want him to think I'm stupid or something, this is what made him happy and last night I was really happy when we were having sex, making love, whatever you wanna call it but it's just not something I was completly ready for.
His size scared me, he wasn't small let me tell you, it was quite big and it hurt so bad when he first went in me but I couldn't let him see the fear because then he'd stop and he'd be un-happy and I don't want that.
"Gabriella, you in there?" he knocked on the door and I paniked "Yeah, give me a minute" I went to the sink and threw water on my face to make it look like I had just wasked my face and not been crying, I also then brushed my teeth and then went and faced Troy on the other side of the door. He was smiling.
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"Morning beautiful" she smiled back at me and kissed me on the lips "Morning. What do you want for breakfast?" she asked and I was tempted to reply 'you' but that seemed corny so I passed, "Pancakes" She laughed and went downstairs after kissing me to make some pancakes.
I showered and thought about last night, it was amazing. I thought that Gabriella would stop but she didn't she was really into it and she was amazing, for a virgin she knew how to do things. I loved everything about her, not just her looks (even though she was breath takingly beautiful) but her personality and she's always so honest. She doesn't keep her feelings locked away, she'll tell you and let you know what she's feeling and that was hard to do, I always keep my feelings hidden, it's hard not to. Especially with my dad, if I'm upset he'll call me a baby and treat me like shit and I hate keeping my feelings hidden but I have to.
When I got downstairs Gabriella was sitting at the table like it was a normal day eating some pancakes and there were some on another plate that was in the space next to her, I went and sat down and ate "These are amazing" she smiled and took her empty plate to the sink "What shall we do today, it's our last day"
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Let me know what you think, will Gabriella tell Troy how she really feels? How will he react if she does? So many questions to be answered... Much Love M xoxoxo
