I moved a little and felt what i swore was dirt pass through my fingers. What the hell? My eyes flew open as i took in my surroundings. I was underground but why? My eyes continued to look before they rested on a body, Godric's in fact. I swore i should have been startled but i wasn't i was fine with being buried alive. I felt safe with him next to me. Silently he shoved his arms threw the dirt and pushed everything away reveling the night sky. He wrapped a arm around my waist and jumped out.

Wasn't i supposed to be dead? I had been attacked by a bunch of vampires and drained. When i thought the word drained i heard something click and carefully raised my hand reaching up with my fingers. That sound had come from me... I touched something pointy and immediantely knew what it was. Fangs. I was a vampire. My eyes widened. I couldn't tell what i was feeling emotions all jumbled together inside me but i reconised one. Guilt. I didn't feel guilty for anything i had done recently. I still felt horriblely guilty for not protecting Tyler, but this was new it wasn't old. So where was it coming from? I looked around not sure what i was looking for, my eyes rested on Godric as i noticed the slightly pained expression. "Godric?" I let out alarmed and was next to him in seconds i hadn't even realized i had moved. I was confused about everything that was going on but my concern for Godric was more important.

"Are you angry?" He asked but i didn't know how to answer that question with emotions running wild inside me. "I don't know... i don't think i am..." I said trying to understand what i was feeling. "Come on... we need to get you home." He said and it sounded sad. Why was he sad? Had something happened that upset him? "Ok." I said and before i knew it he ran off. I felt the urge to follow and stay close to him. Come on Rose it's not that hard. How in the hell is that not hard! He just fucking took off faster than a god damn bullet. Wait... was i going insane? Cause i swear to god Godric just spoke in my mind. What the hell? I thought as i began to follow him and i was surprised that it really wasn't that hard it was more like i had known how to do it my entire life. Congratulations Rose you can blur. Insert sarcastic woo here.

It seemed like i was going to be amused by the little things. Another emotion corsed threw me. Shock. I ran right in to Godric and sent us both to the ground. He was beneath me and i was on top. Lust. I was beyond confused where the hell were these emotions coming from? "Sorry i was caught up in my thoughts." I apologized getting off of him and holding out my hand not actually sure if he would accept my offer to help him. "I should probally teach you how to retract you fangs in case we come across a human." I stiffened when he said human. Thats right i was a nearly turned vampire and vampires drank from humans so wouldn't i attack as well? Godric took my hand and i pulled him up, i had a feeling that he just did it so i wouldn't feel bad, news flash at the moment i didn't know how i felt. I was beyond confused and completely amazed that i could even talk or run at the moment. He showed me how and i copied him, retracting my fangs.

"So sleeping beauty is awake." A growl was heard and it took me a second before i realized it was me. I covered my mouth my eyes wide. A couple of seconds later Eric was standing in front of me next to Godric. I had growled... at Eric. A smile slowly appeared and i removed my hands. "Wow i don't even like you when i am one of you." I laughed and he just rolled his eyes. "You are a stubborn one." He said. "You are a stupid viking with a stick up your ass." I shot at him and he just smirked. "Children. Queit." I felt the overwelming need to obey him and i looked at Godric. "He's your maker as he is mine." Maker? What the hell? I don't fucking understand dumbass! "I am the one that turned you in to a vampire." Godric said and the sadness, guilt, and regret washed over me. The emotions were coming from him? But why did he feel all those things? Did he regret turning me?

"She's going to take that the wrong way Godric." Eric said with a bored expression. "Eric so help me if you don't shut up i am going to unlease my frustration out on you!" I snapped at him. Yeah i was frustrated and it was because neither of them were fucking talking about shit i think i needed to know and i was so fucking confused right now! "You can do that anytime you wish." His eyes were filled with lust. "No. Not what i mean't man whore." I rolled my eyes. "How are you doing Rose?" A female's voice asked and i immediately reconized her as Isabel. "Fairly well considering everything." I smiled and was surprised when she hugged me. "Godric will help you but for now i think we should get her to the nest, she doesn't know how to fight and could get hurt." Isabel sounded concerned, i gently pulled away. A wave of determination washed over me and i knew Godric was now determined... damn.

I turned towards a nearby tree and climbed it easily. I could smell a bunch of things... i didn't know what they would be called but some smelt pretty good. "How is she so calm? She should be mad with thirst right now." Eric said and i could hear him perfectly as if i was still in front of him. "I am not even close to calm dumbass." I snapped and i saw a ghost of a smile on Godric's face. "So apparently she doesn't like you." Isabel laughed at Eric. "Rose come here." I obeyed Godric and was standing next to him. "She will in time." Eric sounded confident about that and i wanted to punch the smirk off his face. "When pigs fly." I said and Isabel laughed. "That can be arranged." He said. "Eric throwing a pig does not mean that it is flying." I told him. "If we must continue this conversation can we run and talk?" Godric asked shaking his head.

So we were now running towards the nest and surprisely everyone was queit. I normally didn't talk to anyone like that but i needed to get rid of some of my frustration and well Eric annoys the hell out of me. A smell hit me and before i could even think about what i was doing my instincts took over. I was vaguely aware that i had ran away from everyone else. A human male was sitting on the ground starring at the stars. "Rose! You are not to fed of him! As your maker i command you!" Godric had a hold of me the next second, i stopped having no choice. "I-i" I didn't want to say anything i wanted to... to drink that man's blood. "Now this makes more sense." Eric said but before anyone could say anything else he continued. "Why not let her kill the man? She needs to feed anyways." I growled part of me agreeing with Eric the other part not wanting to end this mans life.

"She will be upset if i allow her to kill him." I didn't know if Godric was right about that. I was brought back to the nest and we were all sitting in the kitchen. Isabel was trying to see which of the True Blood i liked best... "How can anyone drink this shit?" I asked fighting the urge to throw the bottle across the room in disgust. This stuff was absolutely disgusting. "I've asked myself that question many times." Eric said and i sighed... great. "O positive." I said and she nodded. "In till Godric's thinks your ready to drink from the source i'll have a case in the fridge at all times." She smiled. "Thanks." I said trying to sound thankful but it was really hard when i knew i would have to keep drinking this. I was still so confused about everything and i felt hurt that Godric possiblely didn't want me around but had to me anyway's and regretted it...

"Godric... why did you turn me if you didn't want to?" I asked keeping the pain out of my voice as best as i could but i could tell he wasn't fooled... could he still feel my emotions? I could see the answer in his eyes. Yes he could. "Do not think that i did not want to turn you, i did and i do not regret it." He said and i nodded knowing he was tell the truth but that only began to answer my question. Rose i have been worried that you would hate me for what i forced on you. I was selfish and did not wish to loose you so i changed you... i regret everything i had taken away. By bringing you to that orphanage i placed you in danger and you lost you human life, you could have had so much... I knew by the way that he was looking at me that he was really the one talking in my head. I set the true blood that i was holding on the counter and stood up from the chair, walking the few feet between us and hugging him. "I don't hate you." I whispered and was surprised when he pulled me closer to him.

"You two are making me sick." Eric said as he stepped away. Godric chuckled, letting me go. "How would you like to learn how to fight?" I wasn't to keen on it but i would probally need to protect myself. "Alright." I said and he smiled a little. "It's not that bad." It probally wasn't but i had a feeling he planned on inviting Eric to this little training session and well he would probally feel me up than train me. "Either of you are welcome to join us." He said and turned away leading me to what i assumed to be the back yard. I was just beginning to sort all my feelings out, seperateing mine from his. I wasn't sure if i was really alright with being a vampire but i knew i didn't hate Godric and i didn't want him to feel bad for what he did. He gave me a second chance at life... i just hope i don't disapoint him... i've spent my human life being a disapointment someone no body wanted except for my family, i guess the Stackhouses could be included in that they didn't shun or judge me and in the short time i had been with them i had become close.

"Has anyone told Sookie or Jason?" I asked not sure who would answer. "They know nothing we have been busy with other things." Eric shrugged and i touch his shoulder and shoved him away, the guy was a little to close. He smirked and tried to grab me, i stepped away from him and walked on the other side of Godric farther away from him. Godric just chuckled at our childish behavior. "You can call them if you want. Sookie's number is in my phone." Eric offered. I didn't know if i should risk him wanting a favor in return or not. Godric placed a small silver phone in to my right hand. "I saved their numbers in my phone." He explained and i smiled. "Thanks." I assumed it was ok if i called them real fast so i scrolled down to Sookies and pressed call. She answered on the third ring.

"Hello." I smiled.

"Hi Sookie, it's Rose."

"Rose! Where have you been?"

"Um... underground."

"... what?"

"Um... Im well im a vampire."

"What happened?"

Well... you remember how Godric took me to the orphanage?"

"Yes."

"I was attacked by young vampires and drained. Godric turned me."

"I am sorry you had to go threw that it must have been really scary."

"It was but i was more than willing as long as no body else go hurt."

"I no, your a good person Rose."

"Thanks, so are you Sookie."

"You had us worried and when we couldn't find Godric we thought something bad happened, Eric wouldn't answer our questions."

"Well Eric's a ass." I shot a glare at Eric.

"Yes he is."

"Well i should probally go for now. They want to teach me how to fight."

"Alright, ask Godric if it would be alright if we came to see you before we returned to Bon Temps." I wasn't sure if that was the best idea, i would have drained that human if it hadn't been for Godric, and i really didn't want to even think about hurting Jason or Sookie.

"Ok, Bye Sookie."

"Bye Rose. Good luck."

"Thanks."