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Lovely, lovely! I'm quickly getting this posted for my birthday, so please remember to leave a review! Thanks for reviewing, those of you who did.

So, very, very short chapter. Sorry! I promise, the next chapter will be longer!

I'll cut to the chase now.

I don't happen to own anything. No one bought me the deed to Twilight for my birthday, so, I still don't own it.

Chapter 13: Missing you

I thought about my very best friend, my love, my protector, Jacob as we left Forks.

It was silent in the car as we drove. Miles and miles were spent in silence, and to be honest, I appreciated it. I needed time to think- not that I hadn't already thought about my decision to leave Forks thoroughly- I just wanted to think about what it would affect a bit more. About people I was going to miss, in particular a certain werewolf. Every turn of the wheel on the tarmac road, and my heart felt further away. Like I had left it behind with Jacob. Back at home.

There wasn't much traffic, as we were driving during the night, and combined with my father's speeding, we arrived at the airport quickly. We parked our car, and got out. We took our bags and started to head towards the check- in desk. Inside I was panicking. Could I do this? How would I live without Jacob? There had never been a day since I was born that I did not see him every day. Even earlier on this week, I saw flashes of him in the woods. I needed him to be with me, even if he was just with me from faraway. I just prayed with all my heart that I could survive, and that Jacob, if I ever saw him again, would forgive me. I hope so

I felt numb as we checked in, surrounded by crying people being reunited, screaming children that were too tired, and bored businessmen waiting of flights out of the country. Families, friends, meeting and hugging. Desperate couples leaving each other. I knew how they felt, but I was worse, because I was leaving out of choice.

I dragged my luggage and my feet as I followed slowly behind my family, trying to battle through the crowd so we wouldn't be parted. What a stupid idea. I wanted to be alone, and sulk, not but crowded in a sea of chatting, happy people. I wanted to see Jacob, plead with him to forgive me, throw myself into his arms and never let him go. It was too late. We were getting on a plane.

My family- with the advantages of being ridiculously rich- had bought out a special section of the plane for us to stay in for the seven hours we would be on this plane.

I took my seat by the window, putting my hand luggage in a compartment given, and stared out over the state, childishly looking for any sight of the house from in the sky. I had half-expected to see a white blur- our house was large enough- but there was none. Foolishly, I thought maybe if I saw the house, I would be able to see Jacob nearby, even if he was ant-sized. It was a childish hope.

I lay back and closed my eyes, trying to sleep so that I didn't get jet lag when we arrived in England.

The world eventually faded to black after a few minutes, and I fell asleep, one face behind my eyelids. Jacob.

See? I told you it was short. Don't worry- the next chapter WILL be longer. I swear my life on it :)

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Deany-Bob101