A/N: omg! wat? an update on my crazy day? lol! i kno its late but i havent been home all day! sa-wee!

Bella's PoV

Perfect. Everyone was going hunting, except one very important person. Esme. "Hey Esme. What you up to?"

"Nothing much, just relaxing while I have the chance." She stared at me for a second. I felt kind of awkward and knew that if I could, I would be blushing just a little. "Talk."

"What?"

"I can see it on your face. A mother knows these things. Spill those guts!"

I giggled a little than let out a long sigh. "Okay, so you know that me and Edward hung out the other night. I think I might be in love with him. Wait, that didn't come out right. I was in love with him before too but I wasn't ready to-"

"So you're in love with this wonderful guy who loves you back who will and does anything and everything for you. I can see how this would be a problem!" She was laughing by the end. It did seem just a bit funny.

"Okay, okay. That's not what I wanted to talk about. I don't know if I can trust him yet I can't stay away from him."

"Look Bella, he loves you. There is no reason not to trust him. We left because we KNEW you would get hurt if we didn't. Alice is living proof of that. Just follow your heart."

"Right now my heart's being pulled in two directions. Ugh! It's all too confusing!"

She chuckled a little then got up. "It might seem like a hard choice to make, but really it's not."

"To you it might not be."

"Bella, Bella, Bella. When you hear his name, how does your stomach feel? When he comes around the corner, can you not smile? When you smell him, do you take another whiff? Even after all these years, I do that when Carlisle is around! It's a love thing." She walked into the kitchen leaving me to think. Wow, I never realized those small things. Just thinking of him made me smile like an idiot.

"Thanks, Esme." She just laughed quietly from the kitchen. I suddenly couldn't wait for Edward to come back.

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"Bella? You here?"

"Edward? I thought you were hunting." I noticed this time. The corners of my lips turn up. I inhaled deeply, smelling his sweet scent. My stomach felt as if I were going to puke, but in a good way.

"I was but Alice told me to cut the trip short and head back. She said you wanted to talk about something?" Wow! I loved Alice so much right now, I def needed to let her give me a makeover.

"Yeah, I did. Take a walk with me?"

"Sure." I saw his confused expression and couldn't help but laugh. How cute! We started down a narrow trail in the woods. "So what's up? Alice was very excited about her vision."

I laughed at the image of Alice jumping up and down. "I guess she blocked out her vision!"

"Yeah, all I got was a list of stores she was going to take you too when she gets back in as many languages as possible."

I let out a small groan. "Great. So I had a great talk with Esme today."

"Really? Hmm, what was it about?"

"Some girl stuff. Actually, we talked a little about you." He was looking into my eyes now with curiosity. I hadn't really noticed that we had stopped walking. It was too awkward for me so I started walking before continuing. "So, I…I think I'm ready."

"Ready? For what, to hunt?"

"No, Edward. I'm not talking about anything close to hunting." He was clearly in deep thought. I was about to interrupt when he grabbed my arm and stopped me. He turned toward me slowly with a small grin plastered on his face. I couldn't help it; I had to sneak a peek in his head. Yup, he thought right. I slowly nodded my head, a smile forming on my face.

"Really, are you sure?"

"Edward, I've never been more sure of anything in my life. The way I feel when I'm around you is unbelievable! I know I have no reason to not trust you. I want you back, Edward!" He threw his arms around my waist and spun me around.

"I love you Bella!"

"I love you too, more then you'll ever know." He pressed his lips to mine. I missed this more than I thought I did! He slid his tongue across the top of my lip, sending chills down my spine.

"Mmm, you have no idea how much I've missed that!"

"Oh I think I do!" I brought my lips back to his. I could never be happier! It's a love thing.

A/N: go review or u'll die! hehe! i only do it cuz i luv ya! hehe!