Chapter 13!!! I made he chapter long so enjoy! And don't forget to review! As for Aliengirlguy's question: You're just going to have to wait and see. ;)

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Thursday

The room was dark and looked slightly familiar. A little girl was in bed. She should have been asleep but instead she was sitting up and giggling. I noticed that she was reading a book; Chika Chika Boom Boom. I loved that book when I was a kid. Then I realized that this little girl was me.

Sadness washed through me. My heart sank while I watched little me laugh at the silly picture book. Looking back at my childhood was odd. I never realized how naive and innocent I was. My, have things changed.

The younger me finally put the book away then snuggled deep into her comforters and fell asleep. The room suddenly went pitch black. All I could see was the bed little me was in..

"Why?" a voice growled. "Why can't I contact any of my Decepticons!?"

I stared in horror at the giant frozen Megatron, standing beside the girl's bed.

"No," I said. "Go away!" I began to run towards the bed, but I was going nowhere. "Leaver her alone! Leave me alone!!"

The frozen Megatron began to move. But how!? He knelt down beside the girl. His giant talons brushed against the blankets and girl. I suddenly remembered the cold touch. He was there. Megatron was in my head even when I was little. He was right! No this can't be!!

"Stop!" I continued to yell.

"What an odd human child," Megatron purred. "I shall enjoy killing you, slowly and painfully."

"Don't touch her!" I roared.

I woke up in my bed. Sweat covered my body and I was trembling. That was scary. The dream itself and the fact that he was there.

"That's just...not right," I said. My voice came out hoarse, as it I was screaming. I kinda was in a way.

My eyes immediately went to the clock. It was past 2 pm. My sleep pattern was way off and not constant. I realized that it was Thursday too. The two weeks of this hell were nearly over. Saturday, you're so close and yet so far. I had to somehow stay alive until then.

I looked around the room. My clothes and things were either ripped/destroyed or remained packed in my suitcase along with Wheelie. I haven't decided when to let him out, or even if I should. I felt a little empathetic for the little 'bot.

Slowly I dragged myself out of bed and went to the bathroom. I lazily brushed my teeth and washed my battered face. My hands feathered through my short hair. 'I wonder what Optimus might think of it,' I thought absently. Thinking about Optimus or any other Autobot was bitter sweet to me. At first I'd feel happy and slightly relieved but in the end I felt guilty. I get a little scared when I think about what their reaction would be if I told them. Hurting Optimus scared me the most. I loved him and I just didn't want to lose him.

I shook my head and splashed more water onto my face. When I looked back up at the mirror, my heart stopped. I opened my mouth to scream, but Megatron's hologram clamped his hand over it before I could make a peep. I whimpered as Megatron pulled me against him. I closed my eyes so that I couldn't look into his red gaze.

I continued to whimper as the hologram dragged me out of the bathroom. His grip around my mouth and cheeks tightened painfully.

"Silence, or I will break you jaw," he growled. Megatron sounded angry. 'Oh no,' I thought frantically. 'I'm going to be punished!' "Yes, my dear," the Decepticon purred. "You will be punished."

The hologram slammed me against the wall. His hands were on placed on both sides, next to my head to corner me. My arms immediately went up. I couldn't help it. It came instinctually now. That and flinching at every single movement near me. I stared at his chest as the hologram brought himself closer to me. He was quiet, which scared me. When he's silent it means he's angry and I don't want him to be angry. But I was more terrified of him looking at me. I could feel his red hot stare on me. It made me tremble even more. My heart was beating so fast that I could barely breath.

"Put your arms down," Megatron said. His voice was soft but it held some command in it. I didn't trust it. I brought my arms up higher and turned my face away from the hologram. I knew him. He was enjoying this. He enjoys tormenting me. He always did. "I said, put your arms down," he repeated but more forcefully.

I really didn't want to, but I did. Slowly, my arms were pulled down enough so that they didn't block my face.

"Good," Megatron breathed, his cold breath brushing my cheeks. "Now look at me."

I could tell that he was smiling. Looking a him was too much and he knew it. He was trying to break me down again. My mouth opened but only a tiny whimper came out. My hands grabbed onto my shirt as I hugged myself. The Decepticon leader let out a soft, dark chuckle.

"Clare," he purred my name. This was the first time he had ever said my name. I wished he never did. The way he said my name was scary and it sent my heart racing. "Look at me now."

It was like his voice had control over me. I just had to do what he said. After letting out another whimper, my eyes dragged themselves up to the hologram's face. Megatron looked amused, to my great dismay. His hand caressed my cheek, making me flinch away.

"Good girl," he murmured as his fingers feathered against my hair. "You know what you did wrong don't you?" I nodded gravely.

I just couldn't hold his gaze. His blood red eyes were too intimidating to look at, but I knew that Megatron would be angry if I didn't do as he commanded. I kept on flickered my eyes up at his face every time they drifted down. Doing this made him smile.

"You know that I hate it when you think about Prime. I've told you before that you're not allowed to think about him, ever," he growled despite the light smirk on his face.

I froze. 'But what about the phone call?' I thought quickly.

"Ah yes," the tyrant sighed. "There's that. Soundwave has told me that your little friend is the one who made contact with the Autobots. So it isn't entirely your fault." Pause. "After I'm done with you, I will just send that pretender to get rid of her." 'Pretender?' I thought. Megatron's smile widened. "Yes, the one designated Alice. She's been keeping an optic on you until you attacked her. I never knew you can be so.....vicious." He sounded pleasant when he said that.

"No!" I said quickly. Megatron slapped my without warning.

"I did not tell you to speak!" he roared. I felt like crying but no tears fell. I had no more to let out.

"Please," I wailed. "Please leave Caitlin alone." The hologram grabbed me by my neck and slammed me back against the wall.

"Silence!" he snarled. "It won't be hard for me to snap your scrawny neck, child." I finally shut up and the hologram slowly released my neck.

Megatron's cold lips brushed against my cheek, causing me to panic a little. He held my cheeks as he kissed my lips gently. I grew suspicious. His actions were way too gentle. Something was coming.

The hologram's hand drifted down to my stomach. His hand went down my pants and into my underwear. I shrieked and jerked away. Megatron grabbed me by the back of my neck as his fingers went into my womanhood. I squirmed as he fingered me.

"Stop moving," he said darkly. I couldn't help myself when I grabbed into the hologram's shirt. I gritted my teeth, trying to keep myself from moaning. Megatron pushed in deeper. "You're already so wet," he said gently. "You're all ready for me aren't you?"

He pressed his lips onto mine again as he slid another finger into me. It took a lot of effort to not make any sound. Making sounds excites him, I realized, and it will make him more aggressive. He's like a predator. If you run away from him, he will chase you.

Megatron began to finger me deeper and faster. He watched me with a smirk on his face. The hologram leaned against me and purred cryptic words into my ear. He was speaking in Cybertronian. I couldn't understand what he was saying but I could tell that his words were filled with lust.

The hologram finally pulled his fingers out of me and his hand out of my pants. I shivered at the wet feeling down there. I noticed that the hologram was eyeing his wet fingers. It reminded me of when he was staring at my blood on his talons in Hoover Dam. Not the greatest memory. Like before, Megatron slipped his fingers into his mouth and sucked then clean. It was sickening to watch. He noticed me staring at him and smirked.

"Don't worry my little whore," he said gently. "I'll share with you."

The hologram grabbed my by my chin and forced his fingers into my mouth. I really couldn't do anything but suck them. Megatron leaned closer to me again.

"Yes, clean them off for me," he whispered then ran his tongue over my cheek.

I did as he said until he pulled his fingers out of my mouth and replaced then with his tongue. He pressed his body against me as he pushed his tongue deeper down into my throat. For a moment, I thought about biting his tongue off. It would have been great except he would probably beat me to death. Before I decided if I should do it, Megatron pulled away.

"You wouldn't," he growled. He was reading my mind again. I dropped my eyes in defeat but I could still feel the hologram's glare. I couldn't hold his gaze.

After a minute, Megatron growled again and I heard him unzip his pants. My eyes widened a little in fear. The Decepticon pressed his body against me again and pulled my pants down. I quickly tried to push him away and scream, "No!"

Megatron slapped me, knocking me back against the wall.

"Yes," he growled and tore my underwear off. He lifted one of my legs of and thrust himself full into me once again. I held in my pained scream. My body was already weak and this extra pain was too much. My body gave in and I slumped onto the hologram, who chuckled at my state.

I wrapped my arms around the hologram's neck as he wrapped my legs around his waist. He pushed me up against the wall, trapping me. I was his to take.

Megatron began to pump in and out of me as always. But, to my surprise, he wasn't doing it roughly. His thrusts were smooth and somewhat passionate. Was he trying to win me over? If he was, I wasn't falling for it. Every time Megatron fucked me, I felt less desire for him. All that longing and lust were gone.

The hologram rested his chin against my shoulder. His lips brushed against my ear as he growled more lustful Cybertronian words.

I felt his pleasure growing inside of me. His, not mine. He I was trying to win me over. Megatron was trying to pleasure me. He knew that he was failing so he was trying to pour his pleasure and lust into me. At first it worked.....a little. But I was able to fight most of it away. I didn't want to be like this. I didn't want to feel his pleasure. And I don't want to lust for him.

I had to fight the urge to grab the hologram's hair. I've done it before, but Megatron didn't like that. So I got a beating for it. He loves control and hates it when I touch him. He can kiss and touch me all he wanted but I wasn't allowed to do the same to him.

After a while of being pumped, Megatron finally stopped and pulled away. All the pleasure vanished and was immediately replaced by pain. I dropped to the floor, for my legs couldn't hold me up. My body shook from the anguish. My vagina was sore and dripping.

Megatron knelt down to me level after he zipped his pants up. He kissed me gently and lovingly. His fingers feathered up and down my thighs as he did so. Despite his gentle touches, Megatron was agitated. I could sense his frustration. He was losing his grasp on me. I didn't exactly know why or how. Nor did I care.

Suddenly, he grabbed me by my shoulders and pushed me down so I was laying on my back. Megatron roughly grabbed my legs and pulled them up over his shoulders. I could feel his chilling breath against my vagina.

Without hesitation, the hologram stuck his tongue into my vagina. I gasped at the cool feeling in my sore vagina. I squirmed a little as he licked and sucked all of my juices out of my womanhood. The sensation was so....odd. It wasn't painful, it was just weird. I couldn't help myself when I let out a loud moan. I felt Megatron smirk. He thought I was enjoying this.

He stuck his tongue in deeper and his sucking became more rough. My body arched slightly. My hand balled into a fist as I pressed it against my forehead. My breathing came out as desperate gasps and my face felt hot as I blushed. Damn myself. I did like this.

After for what felt like an hour, Megatron finally sopped sucking. My eyes met his for a second. I saw the familiar malevolent hunger in his eyes. He was still smirking at me. I just noticed how handsome he his hologram was. I always knew he was good looking but it really hit me now. His fierce expressions looked perfect against his striking features.

As the hologram slid my legs off of his shoulders, I stared at his body. Megatron's hologram always left his dress shirt open, so his luscious ghostly pale body was always in full view. He was so attractive, even more than Prime's hologram.

Oddly enough, I still didn't desire him. Not even lust. The truth was, I hated him. It was like when Barricade was around. The more I saw him, the more hate I felt towards him. I didn't let this gorgeous hologram distract me. The hologram was just a mask to hide his true self. To hide the grotesque monster that he was.

Was that why he was being gentle with me? Does he want me to love him? I didn't understand.

The hologram pulled me up against him and held me. He began to rock me gently, as if trying to comfort me. I was getting more and more confused. This was so odd.

"I don't believe that you hate me," he murmured. "Tell me how you really feel about me." I stayed quiet. I did my best to keep my mind empty. "Tell me how you feel....my love."

My mind snapped at that moment. Without thinking or hesitating, I smacked the hologram with the back of my fist. I was fueled by unimaginable fury. For Megatron to call me his love was the final straw. Optimus was the only one who can call me his love. Him and only him. Not Megatron. Never Megatron.

The Decepticon leader was completely stunned. He touched the cheek that I hit. I jerked away from him and stood up. My legs were a bit wobbly bit I was able to back away from the hologram. I glared at my Megatron. My fists shook with anger.

Megatron's red eyes flashed a me. He was beyond angry as was I. He slowly stood up, still glared at me.

"How dare you," he growled. His voice was low and promised death.

"How dare I!?" I snapped. "How dare you! How dare you call me your love!" I felt all of my anger from the past year and a half burst right out. I yelled and cried at the furious hologram. "I hate you! I hate how you treat me. I hate how you look, talk, sound, EVERYTHING!" The hologram punched me and I stumbled back, but still continued. "I have done nothing to you and yet you have something against me. You harass me. You hurt me. You torture me. Why? Why do you do this? Why are you this pathetic!?"

"Shut up!" Megatron roared and punched me again, knocking me down. I was on all fours, blood dripping from my mouth. I didn't care.

"You think that Optimus is jealous of you. No, he's not jealous. You are," I growled between clenched teeth. "You know that I will never love or desire you. That's why you force me to. You fill my head with what you want me to think and you force me to submit to you. You really thought that will make me love you. That's just pitiful."

"I said shut up!!" he roared again and kicked my stomach.

All the air was knocked out of me and I collapsed to the floor. More blood spilled out of my mouth and my stomach ached. Megatron took his chance and grabbed my right arm. He roughly pulled me up, nearly tearing my arm off.

"You little slut," he snarled at my face. "You think you're strong just because you have the Autobots? You're the one who's pathetic. You're the one who submitted to me all those times. How will the Autobots take you back when they find out what you've down? What will your slagging Prime think!?"

He was so fucking right. But I didn't care at that moment. Somehow, the thought didn't bother me. All that mattered to me was how I was going to get out of this hell.

"I don't care," I said almost to myself. "I love them all no matter what."

"Too bad they won't love you back," Megatron sneered.

"Even so, I'd rather be with them than with you," I growled. "Hell, I'd rather be dead than be with you!"

The hologram grabbed my neck with his other hand and snarled, "That can be arranged."

"Do you're worst," I spat back. I knew it was stupid to challenge him, especially since he would take the challenge without hesitation. But, I was beyond furious and I wanted to take it out on him.

Megatron, still holding my neck, slammed me down onto the ground. I coughed up more blood. That kick to the stomach must have ruptured an organ. I was in so much pain but I tried not to dwell on it.

I looked up at Megatron's hologram. His face was twisted with rage. He looked like his real self. Like a monster.

"You're stupid to challenge me like this," he said lowly. "I can't kill you. Not yet. But I can torture you until you beg me to end your pitiful life."

His grip on my right arm tightened. I was ready for him this time. Before he did anything else, I began to build my energy up myself. Sadly, Megatron noticed and tried to control the building energy. What happened next surprised me. All that energy either left my body or went to my stomach. The energy that left my arm went straight into the hologram, who yelled out but didn't disappear. He still had a hold on my arm, which I realized was bad. That exploding feeling came back in my arm. I screamed out in pain. Finally the hologram let go then vanished.

I laid there gasping for breath. My arm was throbbing to no end, but my stomach felt normal again. The energy that went to my stomach must have healed it. Good.

I slowly got up and went to the bathroom. My eyes went to the girl in the mirror. I didn't see a pathetic battered girl anymore. I saw me. I didn't know if the thought should comfort me or not, but I let it go and splashed cold water onto my face. After cleaned off the blood, I came back out and searched for underwear.

"Wow, Warrior Goddess," I heard Wheelie say, "You really showed that Megatron." I ignored him. I finally found a clean pair of underwear and pulled it on. Then I pulled some jeans on. "So what are you gonna do about that..uh...Alice?"

I froze. Dammit. I nearly forgot about Caitlin. I frantically pulled socks and shoes on and grabbed the suitcase Wheelie was in.

"You're coming with me," I said.

"Wait! Why?" Wheelie yelled out. "Can't you just let me go?"

"No. You may be of some use to me," I said and dragged the suitcase outside. It was much heavier than I remembered. Or maybe I was just weak at the moment.

To my dismay, the first person I see was Leo. Damn it all. I stopped when I saw him. Leo stared at me, shocked.

"What the hell happened to you?" he asked.

"Not now," I said quickly and walked passed him. Leo followed me.

"Where have you been? I haven't seen you for a week! And why were you screaming? Were you guys doing it rough?"

"Shut the fuck up," I growled. To my irritation Leo didn't shut up. He continue to talk as if I never said anything.

"Anyway, I just saw Alice. She was looking for your friend you know."

I froze again, then turned around to face Leo.

"Where is Caitlin?" I asked darkly.

"I don't know," Leo said with a shrug. "But I think she might be at the lake. That's where Alice headed off to."

I took off at a dead run, dragging the suitcase behind me.

"Hey wait!" I heard Leo call out. "Why are you in such a hurry!?"

I ignored his yells and kept on running. I prayed for him to not follow. He was obnoxious but I didn't want to bring him into any danger. He doesn't deserve that. No one does.

I had a feeling that Megatron was waiting for me at the lake. He could take me if he wanted. He could kill me even. But he can't hurt my friends. I won't allow that.