Previously...
'Bye' I said before I hung up. I put my phone back in my jeans. Then Edwards breathing fastened and he started falling to pieces.
'You kissed him' he said shaking uncontrollably. I looked at Alice she looked at me with pleading eyes, but I couldn't blame her she couldn't help thinking of it when I said his name, I should of known that.
'Yes I did' I said not meeting his eyes as I didn't think I could handle seeing his eyes. 'Don't worry Alice' I added. Just then Edward got up and he ran out the door. Both me and Alice followed him out and ran after him but he was no where to be seen. His sent stopped at the edge of the sea and it didn't pick up on either side of the shore for miles and miles.
Now
Bella Point of View.
It had been 3 long weeks since Edward had disappeared. My next concert had been put on hold as I had to find him. It was my entire fault he was gone in the first place. His family was worried sick and looking almost all the time. Today I was running through the forests of Japan. We were looking everywhere. The forests of Japan were lush with wildlife and noises of birds and animals. But obviously not what I was looking for. Just then I heard a slight rustling. At first I thought it was a wild animal but then I heard a quite moaning. I ran towards it at once.
I rounded into the thick growth of trees. It was Edward. Oh thank god. YES. I dug out my phone and done a speed text telling them I found him. I didn't know what to do now though. Do I speak to him or what?
'Hi' I said nervously. He looked up slowly.
'Bella' he said slowly. His eyes were as black as pitch. His whole body was covered in dirt and his clothes were ripped. I decided to bend down next to him.
'Come on' I said grabbing his hand and hauling him to his feet. 'What were you thinking, running of? We have been looking for you for weeks. Just because I kissed Eric does not mean you can go running of.'
'Even you?' he asked me. What was he on about?
'What'
'Even you were looking for me' he said again with more explanation.
'Yes' I said aspirated. Just then Alice and his whole family ran through the trees. I escaped them and ran of. He looked horrid. Maybe he does love me like this is the strongest I have felt about it.
But what do I do. I love Eric not Edward. But it's causing his family so much grief. Deep breaths I told myself. Then I had inspiration. I was going to run. Childish idea but at least I wouldn't have to cope with this. It was all too much. I wouldn't know what was going on if I wasn't there. I wouldn't know of Edward sorrow and I wouldn't be tempted by Eric. I ran home and wrote a small note. I had to say goodbye no matter what.
Ok I want you to give this to everyone so they know their personal goodbye if that makes sense.
Ok So Eric: I think I might love you but I don't know. I might not. My life has been turned upside down. And I would like to say Bye. You have been there with me from the start. I hope you find someone who loves you. And doesn't hurt you. I love you Bye xXx
Ok so Derik: I love you as a brother. You also have been with me from the start. I hope you and Alyssa work out because you deserve amazingness in your life. I love you Bye xXx
Ok Alyssa: You are like a sister and a best friend to me. I have always confided in you and you have always been by my side. I hope you and Derik end up very happy with each other. I love you Bye xXx
The Cullen's: Ok so you hurt me allot yadadada and so on. Yeah so I guess you're not all that bad. Umm so I sort of love you Bye xx
Ok so that it. Ill miss you all so, so, so, so, so, so much I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Bye
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Ok I was done. I was lucky vampires couldn't cry. I was done with this life. I got up and placed the note on the chair in the front room. I got up and ran. Ran, ran, and ran. Everything was so blurry. I was at my limit of speed. I wanted to be well away by the time they found the note.
After hours I slowed and sat on a rock. I was ready for my new life. I grabbed my wads of cash and went to go shopping for clothes and a house.
I got a normal house just on the out skirts of the town. I got red furniture and black furniture. Everything was to be matched in each room.
Now it was clothes time. I went mad. I got loads of clothes. Dressy, casual and professional.
Ok thank you for keeping reading. And just to say your reviews mean the world to me so please keep reviewing.
I'm sorry I haven't updated in some time I have been quite busy.
Also I would like to add I'm sorry if no one likes Bella running away. I did that because I don't know what to do should she love Eric or Edward. So many people saying different. I don't know what to do. So I might make a vote.
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