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I stare at my phone, wondering if I should call the beautiful brunette who´s been on my mind since I first saw her.
- Hello it´s Riley.
- Riley...
- León! Who god! I was just about to call you!
- You were? Inside of me my heart makes a backflip.
- Yeah...Oh no, You probably think I´m super creepy now! We just met!
- No...No I don´t think it´s creepy! I think it´s supre cute...Okay now you think I´m super creepy? Don´t you?
- No, León I think it´s adorable...
- Good...Because I think you are adorable.
She laughs, I smack my self in the forehead. Why did I say that?
- You really think I´m you know...Adorable and beautiful?
- Of course I do...Somebody dosn´t think that?
- The only words that my friends describes me with is: goofy, clumpsy and pretty.
- Even the boy you liked called you that? I ask carefully.
- Oh, especilly him...You know what? His old friend from texas came to our school. He told us that he had heard everything about us. He said that Lucas called my best friend The Blone Beauty and I was just The Pretty Brunette.
Oh, that must have stung. But wait...Who is Lucas?
- Well I was thinking that I might take you out tomorrow if you want.
- I would love that!
- Good! Then I see you tomorrow. Sweet dreams Riley!
- You too!
Josh: How could you do something stupid like this!
Riley: What did I do that´s soo terrible?
Josh: You left New York Riley!
Riley: Sooo?
Josh: Are you kidding with me? You destroyed Maya!
Riley: I´m so what? You know what? I don´t care what yu think of me...You are my favourite uncle in the world...That´s why it hurts so much to say this...Okay...You want to know why I left to move to Chicago? I caught Maya having sex with Lucas at a party. Then Maya told me it had happend before...I ended our realtionship and my parents thought I should had spare Maya´s feelings because she´s like their daughter. I got mad and moved.
Josh: Maya...Maya cheated on me? I...I can´t belivie it...
Riley: I´m so sorry Josh...
Josh: I have to go. Thanks for telling me!
Joshs POV:
I stare at my phone with a feeling of surprize. I read Riley´s text a million times but I can´t belivie that Maya would seriously cheat on me. Or would she? I shake my head, I don´t like being confused. I put my phone down and start to think of how I can qustion her without suspicion. Then I get an idea, I pull up my phone and start to text Maya.
Josh: Maya we need to talk...Now...
Maya: This sounds serious. Talk :)
Josh: I know you´re secret.
Maya: I don´t understand...What secret?
Josh: Maya...I know what you did...Just tell me why...
Maya: I don´t know I missed you! And Lucas tried to comfort me, and then we just ended up having sex! I´m sorry.
Josh: So you did cheat on me?! I can´t belivie you! We´re done! Don´t ever talk to me! I don´t want to see you´re face!
Maya: No...Josh! You can´t leave me! I wont make it without you! I´ve alredy lost Riley! Josh...Please...
Josh: You really think I´m gonna forgive you?! You´re sick!
It hurts to know that Riley was right, I loved Maya. But now when she told and confirmed what Riley told me, I couldn´t take it. You don´t cheat on someone and then act like it´s okay. I don´t feel so sad either, more angry. I know that violence dosn´t solve anything so I take a pillow from my bed and scream into it instead. It feels better after a while but I feel restless so I go down to the kitchen to get some cookies and milk. Then I eat them in my bed while I´m watching TV. I want to punch Lucas in the face, but I don´t want to hurt Riley, I know that they broke up but I know she still cares about him. I´ts impossible not to care about the people you have loved. I wonder how it goes for Riley in Chicago and if she´s moving on, I hope she´s moving on because she deserves better.
Mayas POV:
I let my tears fall down as I read Josh´s last text over and over again. How could I think he would keep me after the horrible things I did to him?
`You´re sick!`
I can´t belivie he called me sick! But I think I deserved it, normally I would call Riley after things like this but since I hurted her too, I have no one. I want to die, right now all I can think about is death. I can´t live without Josh or Riley. I´m thinking about ending my life for a minute but then I decide that I should write instead.
Dear Diary
Josh broke up with my recently. Actually it was five minutes ago, but who´s counting right? I got no one now, Josh was the last person who wasn´t disgust by me. I know what I did was wrong but the last time everybody forgave me quick! What´s the diffrence? Well, one diffrence is that this time Josh knows, last time I was so scared that he was gonna break up with me if he knew that I kissed Lucas. But this time I´m guessing that Riley told him, in a way I understand her decision but on the other hand, I´m mad that she told him. Because if she hadn´t told him I would still have Josh. I don´t want to live...Is it bad or good? Without Riley I can´t think straight and without Riley I´m...I´m a mess. She builds me up...Like she builds everybody up, and everybody needs her to build them up. Without Riley everybody is falling apart.
Yeah..Thanks for listening on me, bye diary I guess I see you.