New beginnings

by MaritaMtzC

After the tragedy that ended with her longest relationship, Bella is not only broken hearted but also unsure of her worth and future. Could the new teacher in her school be the one that help her believe in herself and love again?

13. Chapter 13

Are you still with me?

CHAPTER 13

I keep staring at the bottle and then i drop it on the trash can. How can I think about killing myself? This will only add more suffering to my family and I want them to be happy. I want to be happy myself. I can´t believe what I was just thinking so I cry harder, I think I have reached my lowest point. I leave the bathroom and call Bree. She listens to everything I tell her and asks me to go to her place tomorrow morning since it´s Sunday and her practice is not open. She is not only my therapist; she has become a good friend as well.

The next day I go to her apartment, we talk about what happened last night and what I want to do next. I cry a lot in this "session" and then I go home feeling a little hopeful. I do as she suggested, I delete every trace that still lead me to Peter. After a couple of hours we are no longer friends on facebook, I blocked him on twitter, I deleted all his emails, his numbers and after calling Alice we take all his stuff to the patio and we burn it there. It feels good, In a way I feel free.

DECEMBER

We are officially on winter break now, and I have spent my holidays with my parents and other members of the family at our beach house. Tonight is new year´s eve. I already talked with Rose and Allie about our plans for next year. Alice, being the principal´s sister just informed me that a new teacher is going to start working at our school. It looks like he is going to work with sixth grade. She also told us that Angela told her he is very handsome and single, I roll my eyes at her words, I know that in her mind this guy and I are already a match made in heaven so I just tell her to stop thinking about it and that I am not ready to start a new relationship. That makes her shut her mouth so I just wish them a happy new year and stand from where I am sitting. I think I will go for a walk; I need to think a lot of things that are in my mind right now.

A/N

Thanks for reading you guys! We are finally at New Year´s eve so next chapter will be the one you already read as chapter one ok? I hope you don´t get confused.

*mwah*