Based off of Champion dialogue. "Fenris would have killed himself to protect me. I wouldn't give him that chance."

Inquiry

Hawke!

How have you been? I know you weren't feeling too upbeat last time I saw you. Still blaming yourself for the fate of humanity? I sure hope not; I'm sure it's unhealthy.

I've been keeping busy, myself. Very busy actually. I published enough works to keep my fans satisfied for a while. You've been keeping up with "Hard in Hightown" I hope? I sent the latest volume with this letter just in case. Autographed of course. Don't let your elf burn it.

Outside of that I've been pretty bored. Tracking red lyrium, meeting grey wardens, putting an end to the mage rebellion. Y'know. Small stuff. Hobbies.

But none of that would be possible if it weren't for my new friends (and you know I don't use that word loosely). Which brings me to the purpose of this letter.

I'm sure you saw the giant green hole in the sky. Knowing you, you've probably been dragging our poor Fenris around saving the helpless from demons. I'm sure his brooding has become excessive. But I digress; the breach is gone. The people I'm with, they managed to close it. Maybe you've heard of them. "The Inquisition". I won't go into too much detail but Hawke…I've seen them do good work. They're really trying to save this world, and they're growing. Honestly it's something I feel good to be a part of. The leader might surprise you both. She's a mage AND an elf, leading an army of humans. Shit, some of them even worship her.

Don't worry, she dosnt feed into it. She reminds me a lot of you actually. I've even slipped up and called her your name a few times.

They could use someone like you to help with things Hawke. Things have gotten more dangerous than ever. An old magister friend of ours has popped up and is royally fucking everything up. You've never been one to sit idle for too long, especially while the world burns around you. There's a map to Skyhold in my book. Consider this your invitation to drop by.

~Varric

"I do not brood." Fenris brooded into Hawke's hair, laying behind her on the small mattress. He reached over her to inspect the book that had accompanied the letter they'd found waiting for them on the stoop of the small farm house they'd bought in Ferelden. They hadn't been there long, a few days but it'd been a haven. Hidden in the edge of the kocari wilds, where no one would look for them anymore.

"How did he even find us." Fenris cracked the crisp spine of the new book with a dramatically illuminated cover. Varric's swooping signature sat largely on the first page with a small note beneath.

Tell Fenris not to worry about how I found you.

Hawke laughed. "Oh, I miss Varric." She reached and picked up the small folded map that'd fallen from the book. "Ah! So far!"

"You arnt considering going to join these people are you? And you've managed to kill every magister you've met."

"Why not? I'd like to see this new Order for myself." she answered.

"A group of people with enough power to end years of war and close a portal to the fade…that just want to use their strength for good?" he questioned.

"Varric wouldn't have contacted me if it weren't worth looking into. I trust him Fenris. You do too. I mean…if what he's saying is true, these people have managed to undo what I've done. "

"You didn't corrupt the Circle or the Templar order Hawke." Fenris interjected.

"Yes but I managed to bring them both crumbling down." She turned under the sheets to face the elf that circled his arms around her.

"A feat all its own, yes, but not your fault OR responsibility." He ran a hand through her hair before closing his eyes. " If they already have an army with a leader, why do they need you? What exactly can one woman do alone?" Fenris sounded exhausted.

"Change the world. I've done it once already havn't I?"

He chuckled at the valid argument. "Whatever you do Hawke…you'll have me." He drifted to sleep as she lightly traced the shape of his ear.

Hawke watched as her lover slept for a moment before sitting up and reading the letter again.

Things are more dangerous than ever…an old magister…

"Corypheous?" She whispered to herself. "How?…I killed him." Her stomach lurched. She'd seen the damage he'd done once before. She'd almost died, along with the people she loved. Had she really left him alive all this time? She looked to Fenris… despite how he felt, she would always feel responsible.

For everything.

I keep making mistakes. I need to set things right without risking anyone else. I hope you meant it when you said I'll have you no matter what. I'll return to you.

I love you Fenris.

~Hawke.