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Flashback:

"Some guy wandering around the hallway gave it to me. He said that we must fix this. Or the Princess will be sad. I don't know what he's talking about, but I figured that it must have to do with you." he answered while planting small kisses on my neck. He pulled me to his lap, still kissing my neck.

TORU!That must be Toru. There's no one else, right? I have to start treating Toru nice. I shouldn't be rude to him like I always am around him. I should thank him. Yes. Maybe I should.

"I .. . I L-LIKE YOU! Please consider my feelings and .. . and please g-go out with me!"

Everyone inside the classroom stopped chatting and doing random things. Now their attention is on us. It was Sho from class 5. He just confessed to me ... what he feels about me. Oh, my.

"E-Erm .. . Ahh, it-it's .. . that's . .." I don't know what to say to him. I was so stunned that I couldn't even move or say something to let the mood light up even a little.

I simply looked at Hisoka's direction. I wanted to see his reaction to this. But he was glaring at Sho. I think if a glare can kill, Sho would be dead by now. When he looked at me, his glare was even somehow more powerful. His glare was going to kill me! Is he mad at me or something? Why is he mad at me? I didn't even do anything!

"I-It's okay! You don't have to answer me right now," he smiled awkwardly, rubbing the back of his head. "I-I'll be going now," he smiled at me again then left the room.

I was left at the door speechless. What was that? Did that really happened? I mean, Sho? Was that Sho?

Yes! That was Sho! I mean, he's the most popular guy in school! He's been playing with a lot of girls, well at least that was what the rumor says that I always hear when I'm walking in the corridor. Everyone is always talking about how he changes his girlfriend every week. He's a player. Most of my classmates — they're all girls — drool over him. They treat him like a God. Well I can't blame them. Sho is really handsome. Like a playboy-ish handsome, like in the middle of being an adult and adolescent. The frame of his face is perfect, and his body is muscular somehow — though I have only observed this when he confessed to me just now. He's also from the basketball club and he's always active when it comes to school activities and such. But even so, he's still a player. No one forgets about that.

Ever since I transferred to this school, I never looked at any man. Or woman. It was really hard adjusting to the people around here, since no one really approached me. And also, I'm not very good in making friends or approaching people and all that.

Hisoka was the first person who approached me. He was very friendly. He smiles a lot. And it caught my attention. He's like a light that came to my world. To my dark world. Because if you try to see closer, I have always been alone, and alone means lonely. And that happens like all the time. He appeared to my life and changed on how I view things in my way. He's like an angel sent from above. That's why I fell for him. No one really noticed, but Hisoka and I used to eat lunch together on the rooftop. We would always hang there, when there's a vacant subject or when the teacher is not around. I opened up to him, my problems with my father and my problems in adapting in this new environment. He would always listen to me, and sometimes would comment and give advice. That's how I fell for him. He's like one in a million. I know a lot of people, since I've studied abroad. I met a lot of people there, and I know how people acts base on their behavior. And Hisoka, Hisoka is something that I have never come across to before. He's really something. At first, I was just interested in him, but I started to have this weird feeling everytime we're together. I always get conscious of myself when he's around, and always feel embarrassed over little things. That when I started to like him.

When I realized my feelings for him, I thought it was a one-sided love. I don't want our friendship to end, but I don't want to stay like this forever too. I wanted to let him aware of my feelings. I want him to see me as a woman and not just his classmate. And I . . . confessed to him. When we were eating lunch on the rooftop. I remember him choke when I told him that I like him. After that, he was all red, and he said that he was waiting for me to tell him that. Then he smiled and asked me if we should start going out as a couple and of course, I agreed. That was one of my happiest moments in my life. I mean, even if I just met him, I was sure of my feeling that time and until now. That's why Hisoka is my most precious treasure. Although after that we became a couple I have been awkward around him. I'm always shy and would blush in the tiniest topic that we would talk about. I always feel embarrassed when I'm around him but at the same time, I want to spend time with him even though I feel awkward.

But what will I do with Sho? Should I tell him that I'm not interested? Or that I'm not allowed to be in a relationship yet? Or should I tell him that I'm already dating someone? Lying would not solve anything. Maybe I should just tell him the truth. But if I told him the truth, would it hurt his feelings? Probably not. Maybe he's just playing with me, like he does all the time with all those girls. I should just tell him an excuse and ignore him after that. Maybe he's not even sincere about his feelings for me. But even if he is, I still can't go out with him. I love Hisoka more than him. More than anyone. There's no change in that even if someone like Sho confessed to me.

Everyone inside the classroom buzzed excitedly over the 'confession' Sho made to me. I feel embarrassed. In the first place, why does Sho have to do that in front of my classroom, where everyone could hear us? Everyone heard him, all right. He didn't have to broadcast his confession to everyone!

And why is he acting weird? Like he's more embarrassed than me or something. He's acting all awkward. I thought he was a show off and conceited or that kind of guy since everyone is saying that he's a player who changes girlfriend every once in a while.

I sighed. I tried to ignore everyone's chatters and went back to my seat. I looked at Hisoka chair. But he's not there. When did he left the room? I didn't notice at all!

I went outside to look for him. I went to the science room, the rooftop, the infirmary, but he's not there. He's nowhere to be found. Where is he? Why did he left so early? The bell hasn't ringed yet, so where did he go? Was it because of Sho? Is he mad? Why is he mad? What is wrong with him? Don't tell me he's jealous over that simple confession? What a child!

After that incident, Hisoka didn't come to school for a week. The letter from his uncle said that he caught a cold. But for a cold, he should be okay for a day. But it's been a week now. I wonder what really happened.

I wanted to visit him, but I can't. If only Toru was around and was my driver that time, I could have visited Hisoka. But Toru followed father abroad after my school trip, and the one who drives me to school is the newest addition to my father's collection of bodyguards. So I'm not particularly used to him, and he follows everything my father ordered. He's too strict. He's not like Toru at all!

That week was miserable. I didn't get to see Hisoka at all. Nothing exciting happened. Oh, I dumped Sho by the way. The next day, I talked to him properly and told him that I already have someone I like then I left. He's confession was a big issue in the whole school, though. It was really embarrassing and annoying, walking in the corridors and you're being talked at, saying things about you, being the topic of the gossip the whole week, and you have no one to talk about your feelings. Hisoka was not there the whole week. It made me depressed. What is wrong with him? I know he's not sick. He should've gotten over his cold by now. What is wrong?