OK…. So I just want to apologize right now! I didn't know that some of you were confused. Usually my stories are VERY LINEAR…and I promise that my next story will go in order (only if u wants me to make another!) D
Anyways, this is from Edward's POV… (And this chapter has a little mushy gushy… BUT COME ON… its EDWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
To help you out…Edward just left the house (during Alice's vision)… hope that helps… ENJOY… and please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!! D
What does that mean? How could everything just disappear? I saw Bella in the meadow, then turned to leave and everything went black. No more visions of Bella.
I didn't have time to go check on Alice, I needed to go to the meadow and see if Bella's okay. I ran faster than I've ever ran in my entire existence. I would be there for her, I had too be.
I got to the meadow and no one was there. NO! I couldn't be too late, I can't lose her again. I started thinking of places she could go; she knew she couldn't go home or school; she was too smart to board a plane; where could she be? She should be here; I would be!
I started pacing and heard a sound that made my dead heart sing; Bella? I turned around and saw her, but was she crying? Why was my angel crying? I thought the worst, that she didn't like being a monster like me. I couldn't stand this anymore. I started walking towards her but a pair of bulky white arms shot in front of me and held me back.
"Emmett, get out of my –" I was silenced by Emmett's hand over my mouth.
"Jasper, a little help," he whispered. Instantly I felt calm and oriented.
"Why are we whispering?" I asked in a hushed voice, I wanted to go comfort Bella, tell her that everything would be okay.
You can't.
"Why not?" My voice was rising again.
What did she do the last time she saw you? With those words, my legs betrayed me. She ran. She ran away from me. I deserve that and so much more.
Edward, stop! Just listen!
"To what?" I asked; obvious sorrow in my voice.
"To her; G-d, something you're so dumb!" Emmett grinned trying to lighten the mood, it didn't work.
I looked at Bella, my Bella, and saw her eyes were filled with… tears? With any other vampire I would think that was insane; for Bella, I'm surprised she doesn't blush.
Ah, her blush; I could never see the crimson red of her cheeks ever again. Never feel her warmth or make her heart beats erratic with my very presence. What have I done?
Just listen. Jasper was being very demanding, but I obeyed. I didn't have the energy to fight them both.
"Edward, I – I" She sounded so upset. More tears rolled down her beautiful face.
"Can she see us?"
No, just listen!" Now he was angry. I apologized and listened to my sweet Bella's voice.
"Edward… I love you… I have always loved you… and I will always love you." What? How could she love me, after I left her so broken? And if she loved me, why did she run from me?
"I always knew it was too good to be true, that you loved me, but I want to thank you for the months you gave me." I couldn't help but go back to some of our moments, the meadow, the first night I "slept" with her, the first time she met my family. I could feel my heart giving out. How could she not know how much I loved her?
"I'll never forget you, my love,"
"I love you too, my love" I whispered so quietly, I wondered if my brothers heard.
"And now, to Italy" WHAT? After all that, she's leaving me. Why would she decide to go to Italy unless…
"She thinks you don't love her. Edward, the way you left her, she has been feeling exactly the same as you have," Jasper's voice was quiet and smooth, but the words had so much more meaning.
"But, she was supposed to move on!"
"What did I tell you? She can't and she won't! It's only you!" Emmett's voice was growing louder, I knew he was angry, but I didn't care right now.
She was walking into the forest when I smelled them! A werewolf was here and Bella was there too. I had to go save her.
"Let me go!" I roared. "I have to save her!" Emmett held me in a bear hug but with my back to his stomach.
"Edward, if she sees you, she'll run off again then we will have no chance of finding her!"
"If she sees me she lives. That's all I care about! Now, LET ME GO!" I pushed and shoved against Emmett but he wouldn't budge. This went on for several minutes. I could hear snips of Bella's conversation, between my arguments and to struggle free.
I heard her apologizing to the mutt and I also heard her crying again. I growled. If he did anything to hurt her, I'd kill him myself.
I didn't care for my punishment; I'd deal with that later. I bit Emmett; my venom stung him and he let go. I ran towards the start of the forest and saw Bella. She was crying and the mongrel was in a crouching stance, against his brothers.
I was momentarily star-struck. Bella was amazing and beautiful as a human; but now, she was absolutely extraordinary. Her red eyes had a tint of blue, which turned them a gorgeous violet; and her figure was amazing. I couldn't believe my eyes. I haven't had these feeling in so many months, I forgot how overwhelming they are.
I shook off the daze. I would get my chance to be with Bella. If I had to, I would beg and plead. I would write poetry and sing her songs. I would send flowers everyday, but I know how she hates people spending money on her.
I concentrated on the present. I took a few steps forward; slowly so not to scare her away. Her head lifted up, but looked in the opposite direction.
I just keep looking at her. In a few moments she would be in my arms.
I took one more step and smelled it; one of us.
I took my eyes of Bella to see the vampire. Then everything was a blur. I didn't even get to look at them before…
Bella was in their arms, and they were running away.
Jasper and Emmett were grabbing me, and pulling me back to the shadows of the trees.
"Jasper, we have to follow them!" If I could cry, right now I would be drowning.
"We can't. We have to go back to Alice!" I saw pain in his eyes, and didn't understand
"I'll do it!" we both looked up to see Emmett with an angered look on his face.
"No one takes my little sister, when I just got her back. You guys go home. I'll follow the vamp." I couldn't help but smile, which I haven't done in a while, (and my brothers noticed that). My family accepted her and lover her almost as much as I did.
Jasper and I started running back to the house, and I understood.
"Alice!" I cried, and we both ran faster.
