Okay so like i said in the last chapter, this chapter will be one of the reasons this story was rated M although it's not that detailed in this chapter, so enjoy and let me know what you think of the changes!

We have been playing truth or dare for 15 minutes now and so far two of the girls are half naked and we know how baba lost his virginity in very thorough detail i almost feel like i was there, to my surprise soryu joined us willingly for the game. I still feel awkward about what happened in the bedroom, we were so close to each other and now i feel my heartbeat raising everytime we make eye contact. They are playing the game on this app called dirty truth or dare and you are not allowed to choose if you want to be dare or tell the truth which is making me nervous.

"Arya it's you're turn...dare, okay give a lap dance and strip tease to the person sitting across from you for 2 minutes" ota reads the question and i look up to see who's sitting across from me and just my luck it's eisuke...ugh god whyyyyy?

"Pass" i say

"You can't pass! That's against the rule and plus it's no fun the whole point of the game is to follow the rules" ota says

"She probably doesn't know how to give a lap dance she just doesn't want to embarrass herself, eisuke let me give you a lap dance i promise it'll be worth your time" one of the girls says trying to sound seductive

"Who are you calling a bad dancer? I can dance just fine"

"It's okay not everyone can be good at dance especially since you're a bookworm" she says and flips her hair

"Well than you haven't been to after exam or dorm parties, i'm a pretty sexy bookworm and i'll prove it" i get up and pull a chair to the middle and walk towards eisuke seductively swaying my hips side to side, i grab his hand and he smirks at me but follows me anyways, i lightly push him down on the chair. Than the song buttons by pussycat dolls comes on

"Seriously?" i ask the girl

"Hey you're the one who said you're good at this so don't complain about the song and dance if you can if not than you can sit down and learn from the best"

"No id look in the mirror if i need anything sweetheart plus let eisuke be the judge of how good i am" by saying that the music comes on i start moving towards eisuke while moving my hips side to side and i undo the two first buttons of my blouse and some of the red lace is showing and i lean down while keeping my legs straight and i put my hands on his knees and this way he gets a full view of my boobs that are threatening to fall out of my bra, than before he can make a move i get up and turn around and start moving my hips and shaking my butt a little and i make sure all my actions are poised and sexy because that bitch is going down i drop down in a squat and i get back up slowly and i turn around and face eisuke and walk around the chair and stand behind him and i let my hands run down his chest and i keep going until i reach his pants and i can feel him taking in a breath, yesss but the moment i look up my eyes meet soryu's and he looks furious and if looks could kill everyone in this room would be dead, i can i already tell i'm gonna get it tonight,oh well i'm already in trouble so i'm might aswell finish this. I walk all the way to the front of the chair and sit on eisuke's lap and move my chest against his and he puts his hands around my waist and i start moving seductively and i let my hair out of it's pin and it falls around me in a sexy way and i shake it around but suddenly i'm pulled of of eisuke's lap and being pulled back to my seat by soryu and he pushes my on the seat somewhat roughly

"What are you doing?" i asks him really annoyed by his actions seriously who does he think he is i'm pretty sure i just told him this is none of his business less than an hour ago

"2 minutes are up and we should go to our rooms now it's late"

"I don't wanna go to bed, i want to play more" i say not wanting to go back to our room all alone with soryu because i know he's super mad at me and who knows what he'll do this time? He might actually shoot me

"Yeah sor let the woman stay, she's actually a very good dancer, did you use to be a stripper or something?" eisuke asks

"No unlike some people i don't need classes i'm just good at dance"

"Yes you are" he says smirking "I'm always available for a lapdance from you" he says with a confident smirk and i just roll my eyes but before i can say anything i'm pulled out of the chair by soryu and he drags me behind him and we are in the bedroom in less than 5 minutes and when get there he lets me in and slams the door after he comes in and he takes his jacket off and throws it on the chair and walks towards me angrily and i start walking backwards again, i seem to be doing that a lot today. My foot hits the bed and i fall on it backwards and he climbs on top of me

"Soryu? What are you doing? Get off of me!" i yell at him but he ignores me and just stares into my eyes and his eyes start traveling down to my lips and down my neck and lower than he stop when he gets to my chest and suddenly like something snaps in him he gets off of me and rolls over to his side without saying a word and i take the opportunity to go take a shower but 30 minutes later after i'm all done i remember i forgot to bring any clothes with me and there is towels on the towel rack at this point i almost want to cry but i have no choice but asks soryu for help so i decide to call him so i open the door a little so he can hear me

"Soryu" i call out and he shifts on the bed, oh i feel so bad now he was sleeping, he sits up confused than he looks worried and he gets up lightning speed at comes in front of the door

"What's wrong?" he askw worried

"Nothing i just forgot to bring any clothes and there is no towels in here so um could you please bring me a change of clothing please?" he looks relieved and it warms my heart how worried he gets over little things but it's probably because if anything happens to me my dad would probably kill him or could it be he actually likes me? No of course not and i need to stop daydreaming like an idiot before i get caught. There is a small knock on the door and i open the door just enough so i could get my hand and reach for the clothes

"Thank you, you can go back to sleep now i won't bother you anymore" i say to him through the closed door. I look at the clothes he brought me and i'm so embarrassed all i brought for sleep and undergarment was lingre or things that don't cover much and now i have to wear this and share a bed with soryu, but everything he brought for me is black, my black cotton panties with lace designs on the top and a black silk dress pyjama that comes above my knees i put them on and shake my hair a few times to dry it and there is a knock at the door

"Yes?" i ask through the close door

"Is it okay if i brush my teeth if your done" i hear stories sleepy voice

"Oh yes sorry come on in" i say and open the door to let him in and he goes towards the sink and starts brushing his teeth and i follow him and start brushing my teeth and i finish after him and when i go out i see him taking his shirt off and since he doesn't know i'm watching i stay where i am am and watch for longer and he takes off his pants then he puts a pair of sweatpants on then he slides under the covers and i walk out of the washroom and move under the covers. The silence is so awkward you could feel the tension. My foot touches his under the covers and i don't know why but i want to be close to him but i go against what i want and i turn around making sure i'm not touching him and try to go to sleep.

I feel soryu's hands moving underneath my pyjama dress and his hands are moving towards my breasts and he starts massaging them and he sucks on my right nipple and bites it a little and makes me a moaning mess at the same time one hand is busy massaging my other breast and the other is settled between my thighs and he starts massaging my clit through my underwear and he starts kissing my down my stomach until he reaches between my thighs and he pushes my underwear to the side and starts licking and sucking on my clit and before i could wrap my head around what's happening i suddenly open my eyes in bed breathing hard and i start to relax when i realize it was all just a dream and for some reason i'm disappointed, well who wouldn't be? That felt great and it was just a dream i wonder how good the real thing would be with him? Than i suddenly realize the way we are clinging to each other. Soryu's hand is warped all the way around my waist and my head is on his chest with his chin on top of my head and with his other hand also around my waist and our legs tangled and i have never been this comfortable in my life so instead of moving away from him i move closer and put my head against his chest and listen to his heartbeat until i fall asleep and i fall asleep admitting to myself that i have feelings for soryu much to my dislike. But i will never let him find out how i feel and i will find a way to ignore my feelings for these two years until i don't have to see him again, that's what's best for both of us. I feel soryu kiss the top of my head and hug me closer to him but i'm not quite sure if it's real or just another dream.