Chapter 13

Bella's POV

Everyone was completely silent, and was all staring at me. I didn't dare take a chance at looking at Jacob.

"That explains everything then," Sam whispered.

"What do you mean Sam?"Old Quil asked.

"When Bella was hurt and laying on the bed, her body temperature was running hotter than even our temperature. She was in pain, her wound healed remarkably fast, and she was just sweating up a storm. Of course this is all a ressemblance to the symptoms of our transformation but it never was as fast as hers. Besides when she transformed it was pretty fast for her to change back. Usually it takes a couple of hours or way more for us to even change back to our human form. Because we have to calm each other down," Sam explained, he looked deep in thought while he thought. My brain was on overdrive.

"Sam I'm going to get some fresh air," I said as I rubbed my head. For some reason I was getting a massive headache.

"We are done here anyways. Sam come visit us tomorrow and we will talk more about it, and get back to her," Old Quil announced.

"Okay," we all said and we went separate ways. Except Jake and I.

"Jake are you okay?" I asked. We were walking hand in hand down the beach and came to our tree. Jake sighed and sat down, looking out towards the ocean.

"I'm fine, its just this is so weird," he admitted.

"You know, I wanted to be a monster anyways," I shrugged. Well I wanted to be a vampire but never thought of being a werewolf;shapeshifter.

"When you say you wanted to be a monster..." he trailed off. I let out a sigh.

"I mean I wanted to be a vampire just like Edward," I said as I glanced out at the waves. Jacob growled.

"You wanted to be a bloodsucker!?" he asked incrediously. Jake was looking at me like I was insane.

"Well, yeah. I thought it was a good idea then because Edward was one," Jake growled when I said his name.

"Why would you want to be a bloodsucker Bella!?" he practically shouted. The words stung, the Cullens were the closest thing I had to family besides the Pack.

"Jacob you just don't understand it," I said.

"Try me! Bella like I've told you before this is all the bloodsuckers fault for us being who we are! Its their fault that we are monsters!" he yelled.

"Jacob I'm not all werewolf/shape-shifter like you," I whispered. He was silent after that.

"This is so messed up," he said.

"I know, Jacob, I know," I agreed. We sat there for a while in silence and staring out at the waters. What if they were to come back? What would Sam do? What would I do? And what would happen to Jacob and I? I mean I love Jacob, and thats a promise. But Edward and I were like soulmates, we loved each other unconditionally. Or so I thought. Although Edward left me I still have this feeling towards him. I still love him, because he was my first true love, until he broke me. I sighed, this was never going to end for me was it?

First, I find out Jacob or should I say Paul was a werewolf, then I get hurt, then I find out that I'm a freak. This day just couldn't get any better could it? I chuckled to myself. Jacob glanced at me and had the expression on his face like I was insane.

"What?" he asked.

"Oh, I was just thinking how fast things have gone in like two days," I said.

"Yeah, I'm sorry you had to go through this," he said as he grabbed my hand. He growled at the touch, and I looked at him funny.

"Do you not remember us mentioning something about your body heat, Bella?" he asked me, after his growling stopped and his eyes went back to normal.

"I think I remember something of it, but I forgot what they were saying. So many other things were going through my head I didn't even focus on it," I answered.

"Well, our body heat runs at about 106.7 degrees. And yours is stranger, hotter. Yours runs 108 degrees exact," he said. I looked up at him in shock. At that I released my hand from his and scooted away from him. I didn't want to hurt him. Jacob had a look that said 'get back over here," but I just stared at him.

"Jacob can't I hurt you. I mean you just growled when you touched me, and your eyes got huge and changed color," I said.

"Bella I will get used to it. Although it burns I still won't let it get in my way of touching you," he said as he grabbed me. This time when he touched me an electric spark ran through our touch. And Jacob's eyes became cloudier. And it seemed in the night like he was just glowing. Jacob's form was literally glowing! His eyes went black, and a breeze whipped around us. What the heck is going on?

I heard voices coming from in the woods.

"Sam what's going on?" one asked.

"Its the legend! It is true!" Sam exclaimed. Then all of a sudden Jacob let out a howl in his human form and the moon came out of the sky, and its light touched my skin. The next thing I knew was yelling, and ripping.

Well, sorry this is short but I had to end that part. Lets see what happens. Hope you enjoyed it. R&R and I own no Twilight.