Chapter 13

I parked outside the house

" OK Leah lets do this" I said, getting out of my car and grabbing the plate full of chocolate chip cookies

I walked toward the door and laughed. Wow! It had only been yesterday that I was walking these same steps and I imprinted on Charlie yet it seemed like everything was different, truth was things were different because I was different.

I knocked on the door twice before Bella open. Bella didn't think her self pretty, but she was, she had the same chocolate eyes ( okay not same, because he had a sparkle in his eyes) as Charlie, same color hair ( but his was more curly), clear skin, and a nice body.

" Leah?...Leah.. What are you doing here?" This whole being surprise thing when I show up in peoples house is getting annoying

" Hey Bella" I smiled, trying to show I was here to apologize

" I have cookies" I showed her the cookie tray

" Oh? Come in" she said which sounded more like a question

" Yeah, thanks" I walked pass her

The inside of the house looked the same as last time I had been here, maybe cleaner, but almost still the same. The brown leather old sofa, the black recliner, same light wooden floors, same coffee table, the new thing as a 36' inch flat screen . I like it.

" You can put the cookies on the table" I walked to the kitchen and placed the cookies on the table

Still the same bright yellow cabinets, wooden counters, dark wooden table with 3 mismatch chairs. I like it

" So Leah, not to be thankful for the cookies but what are you doing here?" she asked from across the kitchen looking at me confused

" Can we sit down?" I asked pointing towards the chairs, I sat down getting the courage to apologize

" Yeah" she nodded and moved behind the chair across from me and sat

" I... I wanted to apologize" I said

" What? Why?" she asked clearly confused

" For what I said the other day, I was a bitch and had no right to say those things" I said looking down

" It OK" she said sounding like she meant it

" No, it is not I should not have suggested for us to hand you to the leech" I said looking at her

" Its forgotten" she smiled

" Are sure?" I asked

" Yeah" I pushed the cookie tray towards her as a piece offering and she took one.

This showed me she was a better person than I thought. She was willing to forgive me for saying those horrible things to her

" Mm, these are good. What did you put in them?" she asked

" I could tell you, but I'll have to kill you" We both laughed

" Leah, not to be nosy but why did you apologize?" she asked clearly amazed that I apologize

" I guess you heard I am kind of a bitch" she looked guilty and gave a slight nod. I laughed

" Its OK, I can be a huge bitch when I want to"

" Why? " she blushed turning 8 shades of red

" I mean... I remember when we were younger you were always nice to me" she said

" I am really sorry for being bitch"

" Its OK" she said

" I guess.. I mean everything was great with Sam I thought we were going to be together for the rest of our lives, then he went missing, next thing I know he breaks up with me and he is with Emily my cousin who I once considered a sister, then my dad dies , I find out I am a wolf and that Sam and Emily are soul mates, I never stood a chance" a few tears fall from my eyes

" I guess that's when my attitude change" I said Bella grabbed my hand squeezed it lightly

" I get it" she smiled sadly " things with him were great, I.. I thought I was going to spend eternity with him, his family where my family, then he was gone, they were all gone and it felt like..like-" I interrupted her

" Like some one punched a hole in your chest" she nodded her head

" He said he didn't love me" she whisper

" I felt like Sam never truly loved me, I mean he and Emily are soul mates they were always meant to be"

" He.. he said I was not enough"

" That's not true" I said grabbing her hand squeezing it

" I am starting to see that, but I believed him" her tears falling freely

" I felt like that too. Like it was my fault he left me" She nodded

" Then he left and took his family" she added

" Sam took my sister too" our tears coming down faster

The pain was coming and no way to stop it. We hugged. I hugged Bella. We got each other in a weir " we both suffered because of super natural things ". We had the same pain and were trying getting over it

" Bella I am home" said the unmistakable voice of Charlie