"Stop it!" Edward flung his hands over his ears like a small child disobeying his mother. "Stop it Jasper! She doesn't have any power at all! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!"

I felt fear. Edwards fear mingled with my own. His reaction frightened me. He was the one to accept. So was I. I'd never felt so unwanted. The pain was unbearable.

Jasper didn't turn around. He completely ignored Edward and continued his longing gaze.

Emmett ignored us as well. Rosalie giving me a disgusted look then glancing away once more. I felt tears burn my eyes; I expected this sooner or later. Something would happen to one of them. Despite my efforts to discourage them of their heroic actions, this would happen and I would be to blame.

I blamed my self more then the Cullen's put together. I hated myself for involving my self with them. That was so enormously wrong. I smiled grimly to myself. That was always Edwards's line. The words burned my throat, I couldn't leave. I don't know how Edward was brave enough.

Compare a small tree to an entire forest. He's said.

Now, here, Hated. Blamed. Angry. Rejected.

This is wrong so very wrong. I don't know how dangerous I am! I looked into Edwards pleading eyes. Begging for surrender. I loved those eyes, I loved that face.

I didn't want to be noble. I was selfish. But I would kill him! I could never know how powerful I might be! How would I live with my self if that happened?

I opened my mouth to speak, but was cut short by Edward "Bella, Confirm this for me. You do NOT have any powers. Say that. Say that for me." I hated Edwards Emotions. I realized that right now. His feelings confused and disorganized.

I focused on my emotions only and eventually his emotions subsided. That shocked me. Jasper had to live with this power. Every day. I looked up into his demanding eyes. My mouth felt dry of words of comfort and promise, only the need to prove that I could hear thoughts, and see visions, and feel emotions. Each of which I could control. The word control felt good. To know SOMETHING was in order.

I felt a wave of disgust wash once more over me. I missed Alice's bothersome comments and the continuous need to go shopping. I can't bear my self.

"SAY IT!" Edward gasped. I felt my face and body drain of blood. He was shaking. Trembling like he was recently pulled out of an iced tub of water.

I looked over my shoulder for support. From Emmett, Jasper. Anyone.

Nope, I was on my own with this.

"I can't lie to you Edward. I never could never will." I breathed. I felt the need to choke the word out. At first they seemed lodged in my throat. They came out smoother then predicted.

"You're lying right now! You're a Liar Isabella Swan! A liar!" There was a glint of insanity in his eye that made me want to turn and run. Flee for all that I knew. I stood my ground. He could push me away, I wouldn't abandon him.

I stayed silent, mentally trying different phrases that would catch his breath and argument all at once. No such luck. Edward needed only a few moments to think. From the shift in his eyes, I knew all too familiar. The same shift in Jacobs eye's that decided a leave. No.

"You let Alice die; I don't know what you're going to do with the rest of my family!" He snarled.

"Edward no!" I gasped "I tried! I tried to stop him! But Jacob, the werewolf… NO!"

"Bella, you're dangerous! Only once have we heard of a human with this kind of power! He was the same age. He sought power and the rest remains with the Volturi."

"Oh Since you're the one with explanations! I'm having visions through Victoria's eyes! Explain that!" I snapped

He sighed "I Can't Bella, All I know is that you're not…. Not healthy for my family. You're not healthy for me."

Edward stood up with that note. Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie all stood as well. They followed him into the endless Forest.

Leaving me with the salty moisture of my tears. As my only comfort.