chapter 13

randy point of view

i have had my beautiful angel back in my life for three days. i could not get the words she said out of my head. felix or whoever took her told her that i was died and she felt like she could not move on. i was not died i was sure as hell alive and more alive now that she was back in my life. i know the girls missed their mother but i had to make sure heaven was ok before i let the girls near her. so i had my mom take the girls to the fair and i had ted and cody and alex riley and evan and eve and ashley and maria go with them. she was upstairs in the shower. when i look at her it was like she was here but she wasn't here. i decide to cook a romantic dinner for the two of us. i figure we could get to know each other once again. i sigh softly i just wanted her back for so long i get what i wanted but at the same time this is not what i wanted at all. i heard her coming downstairs limping a little they said she was fine but whatever happen to her leg that it heal but it heal the wrong way so she was going to be limping for a while. i did not notice the limping or the bruises from the hits or the needles. i did not even notice the cuts that were on her arms that look like scars. i was looking at her and her hair was barely touching her shoulders it was damp and she was in a t-shirt and a rko short. i knew that if anyone else saw her that would see the bruises and the cuts and her limping and whisper and snicker and be mean to her. but when i look at her i just see the person that stole my heart the first moment we meet. i get up and she just shook her head and i just sat back down. she has been doing that alot the past few days almost like the moment i get up she knew i wanted to hold her and it is almost like she does not want me to even touch her. i was not going to hurt her i just wish she would believe me but instead she was afraid of me. i said" heaven i am not going to hurt you". heaven replied" eight" i look at her confused and said " eight?" she nod her head and replied "eight weeks i heard that sentence it, i believe it for a while and then i stop believing it." i said" you can believe me i am not going to hurt you, look i know right now you are confused how about we eat and talk" i was hopping that if we just sat down and ate she would be ok and actually not be so scared.

when she walk over and sat down across from me which did not surprise me. i smile and we just started eating and did not say much it was not a uncomfortable silence but it was not really a good one either i do not know what you would call it. i was surprise heaven ate alot more then i have ever seen her eat before and i had been there for her when she was pregnant with miracle. i was just glad that she was at least eating even if we were not talking. heaven look at me and said" you wanted to talk?" i replied" heaven the guy that took you do you know who it was". she shook her head and i saw tears roll down her cheek and i get up and slowly move closer to her and gentle caress her cheek and whip the tears away and said" do not cry please do not cry i did not mean to make you cry heaven" she just look at me and i saw what i never seen in her eyes before helplessness and hopelessness. i said" ok how about this, i am randy, you are heaven, we have two girls alanna marie orton and miracle orton, alanna is the oldest and miracle is the youngest" heaven replied" stop felix told me randy is died" she get up and i was getting mad and slam my hand on the table which made the plates jump which made a loud noise which made her jump. she look at me and said" why did you do that?" i replied" becasue i am pissed off i am randy the only randy you know felix lied to you and i do not want else but it seem like you would rather go be with him i mean since you are pregnant" the moment i said the words i wish i could take them back but i couldnt. then i felt a sharp sting to my face and look at her and saw a look that was pulling at my heart strings. heaven said" go to hell" she walk upstairs and slam the door behind her. i did not know what to do at the point either go upstairs and try to talk to her or stay downstairs and just give her time to cool off. i felt burning hot liquid rolling down my cheek and i could literally taste salt in my mouth. the little girls were gone and heaven was not talking to me and i did not know what to do at the moment.

i decide to go out and get drinking i knew it was a bad idea and at the moment it seem like the only thing to help me. i grab a notebook and a pen and worte

heaven

i love you. i am sorry for what i said so i am going out for a little while i will be back later

sign randy

i grab my keys and lock the door behind me and walk out of the house and get into my car and drove

end of point of view

i heard the door shut and i did not know if i should be happy or sad that he left me alone. i get up and head downstairs and i read the note and just put the notebook back on the table and just walk over and lay on the couch. i grab the remote and start flipping through channels and i saw a new movie coming out and froze. i saw felix wait john cena does he have a twin. i thought to my self as i was very confused. i get up slowly from the couch as i get back up and head back upstairs. then a little while when i came back downstairs i see a women and two little girls and alot of other people. one of the guys walks over toward me and said" hey heaven i am ted i am randy friend he wants you to come with us" for some reason i felt like i could trust him maybe it was the southern accent or maybe the cute smile but still i decide i would go.

when we get to where we were going we walk to the back yard where there was a pool house. they get me in and then i heard the door lock which get me scared. then i heard a husky voice said" it is ok i am here i am not going to let anything bad happen to you" i slowly turn around and see randy and he walks toward me and said" the girls came up with the idea saying we need to be mommy and daddy again come on heaven please remember not for me not for yourself but for their sakes they need you" i did not say anything and replied" why"

randy look at me confused and said " why are you asking why?, they are your children that is why i want my girl back, the one that stood up for her self, the one that work so hard to walk again, the one that the night before she was kidnapped made love with me, i want that girl back" randy stop and look at me and said" two months? heaven please remember is the baby you are carrying mine?" i shug my shoulders and replied" i told you this i do not remember ok it is all fuzzy and jibbly up in my head but i saw who took me on tv before that guy ted came" randy smile and said" ok what the guy name?" i look down at my feet said" felix might have a twin but the guy john cena looks alot like him" randy saw red and thought john cena is a deadman he knew this was killing me and the girls, his daughter that little" randy said" ok heaven what else do you remember" i replied" he would hug me after he beat me like he had a switch and i did not do anything to turn the switch on or off." randy walks over toward me when i felt his fingers gentle touching my scars was the moment i felt really ashamed. randy said" who did this, was it him or" randy look at me and i knew that his other question was hard for him to ask me which was did he do it or did i do this.i replied" me i figure i would cut my self and he would have to take me to the doctor and i would run away from him, but he never took me he just bandage them up himself and then he would hit me" randy look up at me and gentle caress my cheek and said" ok i am not going to leave you i just have to go run and do something but heaven" i look at him and he did not say anything just kiss me. it was a weak knee turning into jello breathtaking kiss. he slowly pull away and had a sexy smirk on his face and said" hopeful that helps you remember who loves you" he walks out of the house and locks the door behind him.

ted and cody and evan see randy walks toward them and he look angry. ted said" uh oh the girls plan did not work" randy replied" ok two of you need to stay here and two need to come with me" ted said" what is wrong" randy replied" it was john he kidnapped her, he held her away from me and his own daughter and my little girl for two months" ted said" evan you stay here and alex stay here" evan said "why" ted replied" because me and cody have been around randy angry we can handle it beside you two are good with the girls and because i am saying so" evan roll his eyes and said" ok"

randy and the boys leave to go find john. ted said " did she remember anything else" randy did not say a word at the moment he was driving and he was also seeing red. he thought john was his best friend and he thought john would not hurt him. he thought of john as a brother and could not understand why john would be doing this or why he did this. ted said" randy" randy look at ted for a moment and replied" no the only reason why she said anything about john was becasue she saw him on tv and he told her that his name was felix." ted replied" cody call mickie she know who john is room mates is" cody said" remember no one rooms with john unless it is morrison but i doubt it would be him but ok" cody grab his phone and text mickie. mickie replied" it is john morrison and john i do not know why but yeah anyways evan and alex told us what happen just be care ful ask randy if we can get heaven out of the pool house she is just pacing back and froth" cody look up from his phone and siad" the girls want to know if they can get heaven out of the pool house apparently she is pacing back and froth" randy replied" tell them that they can but she can't be around the girls becasue she does not remember them" cody text mickie what randy just siad. mickie replied" ok me and maria and ashley and eve will just go in there so she wil sit down before she makes her self dizzy and we will have the boys wait out side why are the boys out side. cody laughs softly and randy said" tell her i left the boys out side in case john showed up. cody replied " i was but i thought it was funny" randy roll his eyes

meanwhile both john at the hotel john morrison was playing video games with christian and jeff hardy (if i write tna jeff and mickie will be there if i write wwe they will be here lol). john cena was not really doing and had not really talk much in the past three days. if he did talk it was just to do a interview with someone or it was to do something with his fans or it was to talk on raw or smackdown but the rest of the time he was quiet. christian said" that is really great that randy found heaven" jeff replied" how is heaven? does anyone know?" john morrison said" i heard she has been giving randy the cold shoulder lately but he said he was not going to give up on her because he cares about her alot". john cena heard them talking and felt himself rollling his eyes. john cena look over his shoulder at them and said" would you three shut up? she left him and came back two months and acting like she can't remember anything and she is pregnant she is a cheating lying ho" jeff put his controller down as did christan and john turn the tv off and said" excuse you what did you just say?" jeff replied "wait who said anything about her not remember anything" christian look at john and siad" it was you" john cena replied" i did not do anything to that little ho" then the door open and there stood a very viperous randy orton and ted and cody. randy said" what did you just say" john replied" i did not do anything to the little ho" before anyone knew what was happen randy run and tackle john to the ground and start throwing punches. no one knew what to do since ted and cody and jeff and john morrison and christian were all mad that john said that crap about heaven. but they knew if they did not get randy off of john or john away from randy that they could get in more trouble and worse might lose their jobs since this was not their first and most likely it would not be their last one. so jeff and ted and christian grab randy and the other two grab john. randy said" you knew for two months 60 damn days your daughter miracle was crying every night wondering where her mommy was or why mommy left her you did that to your own daughter what kind of father does that john huh, i will tell you not a good one that is why she is with me and heaven" john replied" if you are so good as you say you are, heaven would not have gone missing in the first place you took her from me i told you that i would get her back one way or another and i did" randy wanted to beat the hell out of john but he decide against and said" when she remembers we are going to police enjoy your freedom while you still have it" the four guys get a cheap shot on john and they all left

meanwhile i was with some girls and two guys and i was very confused. one of the girls say her name was ashley. the other three introduce themsleves as well maria, mickie james and eve. the two males introduce themsleves as well. one name was matthew but he said everyone called him evan. i keep calling him mattie and he just told me that i could call him that he did not care. then the other male said his name was kevin but everyone called him alex. they were telling me stories about me or at least what they knew about me. the guy name evan said" heaven, do you want to play a video game?" i shook my head and replied "no thanks" i just sat down on the couch as a headache was coming and doctors told me that it would happen. the girls notice something was wrong and told the guys that play video games might be a bad idea. they just shook their heads since they notice something was wrong as well. evan said" do you want something to eat?" i shook my head again and my head was start to kill me and my ears start ringing. the headache was really bad that i was curled up in a ball crying. i was like that for a while until randy came. they told him and he kneel down and gentle picks me up and lays down then lays me beside him and gentle rubs my back and whisper" it is ok i am here i am here"

everyone decide to leave us alone for a while so they want back to the main house as me and randy just lay there on the couch. i said" where did you go?" randy replied" i had to deal with something but do not worry your beautiful self about it, i will handle it and everyone that came back with me and that was here and that care about you like i do well help me to" i just lay there and look up at the ceiling and said" i remember something" randy look at me and replied" what" i said" we were in a car crash" randy nod his head and replied" yeah baby girl we were that is when he get you because i black out and i did not know where you were when i woke up"

i look at him for the longest time not knowing what to say. it was for the simple fact that this randy look like the guy in my dreams. this randy look like my knight and shine armor and this randy was sweet to me. i lay there and just stay into his blue eyes the same color i saw in my dreams. randy said" i love you, i am sorry i could not save you, i am sorry i could not protect you i am sorry i could not be your hero the person you desreve it just i was injury and i am sorry i am horrible boyfriend you desreve alot better" i saw tears rolling down his cheek and i feel like someone was ripping out my heart. i gentle caress his cheek and said" hey don't cry it is not your fault it was just wrong timing wrong place" he just look at me and slowly get up and walks away. i lay there not knowing what to say. i said" i am scared to remember ok i am terrified" randy looks over his shoulder and replied" why" i said" i remember the beatings, the shots and me cutting my self every night knowing it was dangerous for me and the baby" i look at him and said" i am scared what if i remember something i do not want to" randy did not know what to say.

two days later is valetines day

the past fourty-eight hours have been hell for both me and randy. why? you might ask well because i had bad headaches off and on for the past fourty-eight hours and then we would talk about what i remember. why did randy have a bad time? you might ask because of what i was remembering that he was getting angry that he was not there to protect me. i try to tell him it was not his fault but for some reason he really did not listen or it seem like he really did not want to listen to a word that i was saying. i was laying on the couch and the girls were around me but most of the time they stayed in their rooms. my headaches make me scream in pain or make me cry or well just not make me the best person little girls should be around at the moment. randy told me that i was going to be going on the road with him. the first time he told me that i thought he was on drugs or something. why would he want me on the road with him.i would be near john yes i said john this time no felix. i remember felix was his middle name or at least one of his middle names. randy told me that i could stay home and live in fear or i could come on the road and face my fear. i figure coming on the road and facing my fear was better then being home alone considering i was afraid what my headaches might make me do if i was home alone with one.

i was waiting for randy to come home and he told me that he had a surprise so i was waiting patiently. the girls were bouncing off the walls coming down the stairs so i knew that randy must have just pulled up into the drive. the girls run out side to hug him and i just get up from the couch and watch all of this from the door way. i giggle because alanna was hanging from one arm like a monkey and miracle was hanging on to the other arm like a monkey. when he gets to the house he puts them down and said" hey baby did you know we have two monkeys" i giggle and replied" no but they sure are the cutest monkeys i have ever seen" alanna and miracle giggle and both hug me which i had missed so much. the girls let go and run upstairs as me and randy walk over and sat down on the couch. randy said" how are you?" i replied "i have not had a headache this morning but i am still feeling like i miss a piece of a puzzle" randy kiss the top of my head and said" it will come back to you" i nod my head hoping he was right.

author note: should heaven have a little boy or a little girl?

another author note: i was engaged for a while but well things turn bad and what really sucks is we just broke up the day before my birthday what a great birthday present a broken heart. anyways i hope you guys enjoy this chapter.

author note: i love john cena for some reason i am enjoying writing him as a bad guy lol. anyways i hope u guys enjoy this chapter.