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Chapter 13 - Always Ten Feet Tall
(EPOV)
Each time Bella and I said goodbye it was harder and harder. Yes, I knew that we were moving forward, even if they were only little baby steps, but the distance was killing me. Driving her to the airport three weeks ago, and once again having to hold in everything I wanted to tell her, was starting to wear on me.
Every fiber of my body wanted to scream "I LOVE YOU BELLA SWAN!" but I had resigned myself to things like "beautiful girlfriend", and "my Bella". While they were acceptable substitutes, I wanted her to know just how much she meant to me now, and how much she had always meant to me, even during all the years we were apart.
Fuck Cullen, you need some Summer's Eve for that smelly vadge of yours? All you do is whine about Bella… just fucking do something about it!
Bella had gotten her "do-over" on Halloween, and I wanted my own turn. There were so many lost moments in high school. So many dates we should have gone on, so many stupid fights we should have had, and so many make up then make-out sessions we'd missed out on.
If we could have just been honest with one another back then, who knows where the fuck we might be? Maybe married with kids, the white picket fence, two annoying yappy dogs. You know…the American dream.
Being the son of the Chief of Medicine at Forks Hospital did have some perks, I suppose. I'd been calling in a number of favors--which I might have implied were on my father's behalf--trying to prepare my surprise for Bella.
We'd both decided to go to Forks for Thanksgiving. That way we could take care of our familial obligations, then have the following three days together.
Three days with Bella Swan. There were so many things I wanted to do. Things I should have done all those years ago. The list seemed split between Emo-Edward, who wanted to lavish affection and romance on her, and El Capitán who obviously wanted to fuck her until the cows came home. I could almost hear the little guy--well, not little--yelling at me for not making my plans focused around him.
Hey, don't think you're going to be filling up all the time with romantic shit. I have a few things I want to do with Bella Swan myself, you fucktard!
I was laughing to myself at the ridiculous internal dialogue when I heard the high pitched ding from my Mac. The cd slid out the side of my computer,and I added it to the other 3that were already labeled and carefully housed in their cases. I still had so much to do to get ready for my trip to Forks and I only had five more days before I'd be leaving.
Just as I'd shut my computer down, I heard Bella's unmistakable text alert. She'd added special ringtones to my phone while we'd laid in bed, trying to soak up every last detail of each other before she had to leave.
"I told her yo, listen up cuz I love you lady …we go back like 1980…"
I still couldn't believe I sang that to her. I wasn't sure if I should thank Jasper for getting me shitfaced drunk on Halloween, or if I should junkpunch him for it.
Busy day still the office don't know when I'll b home. Call me in the am?
You know I will. I miss you. Working on ur surprise.
Tease…
You are only a tease if you don't follow through…I ALWAYS FOLLOW THROUGH.
Grrr I hate you Edward!! XOXO B
Goodnight my Bella. XOXO E
Resigning myself to yet another night of unrelieved sexual frustration, I shut down my computer and headed to my empty bedroom...
"Oh my God! Edward Anthony Cullen come here and give your mother a hug!" I heard Esme's voice trill across the baggage claim area.
"Hi mom," I answered; as I abandoned my prime location at the luggage carousel and made my way over to my mother's waiting arms.
"Take those ridiculous sunglasses off of your face right now mister. You're inside for God's sake, what are you thinking?" Before I could take the sunglasses off, my mom had removed them. She held me back at arm's length to give me a once over.
"I thought so!" She stated, nodding her head while her eyebrow quirked. "You're head over heels in love aren't you?"
I huffed indignantly and shook my head at my all-knowing mother.
"Just because Jasper decided to go to Alice's for Thanksgiving doesn't mean you have to direct all that extra motheryness at me! I don't even know what you're talking about."
"Edward, don't get so huffy. Now grab your bags so we can make it home before your father gets in from the hospital."
Luckily, the drive in from Seattle wasn't filled with the constant grilling I had expected. Instead, Esme explained in length about a new volunteer program she was heading up for underprivileged children. Then she spent the rest of the trip subtly "hinting" at how nice it was to be around young children since she didn't have any grandchildren of her own. Which in turn made me think about what a family with Bella might be like.
You might consider telling Bella you love her and want to spend the rest of your life with her before you start thinking about bronze-haired and brown-eyed kiddies running about, you weinerd!
I helped my mom bring in the last of her groceries from the car before she shooed me off, saying she had to get ready to put Martha Stewart to shame tomorrow.
I gladly took the time to finish up the last few unfinished details for mine and Bella's upcoming date. I called Ms. Cope, and used all the charm I had, to finally get her to agree to let me into the school on Friday, under the guise that I had wanted to get some pictures for the 1999 Alumni site. I might have forgotten to mention that I would be propping a door open and returning later that evening to try and impress the girl of my dreams.
I called over to Kalaloch Lodge to confirm the reservation for the Ocean Side cabin, and that I would be picking the key up early Friday morning The choices for lodging in Forks were very slim, but Kalaoch was in the Olympic National Park, and the best place you could stay at near town.
I knew that this was going to be our should-have-been date, and most high schoolers don't stay in hotel rooms, but there were some luxuries being an adult did afford you. I simply couldn't imagine bringing Bella back to my parent's house, and I don't think I'd be able to have another morning-after conversation with Charlie at his house and hope to survive.
I looked over at the clock, realizing that Bella was just now leaving Miami, and due to her shitty flight she still had another 5 hours of traveling before making it into Forks. I had begged and pleaded with her to agree to let me pick her up from the airport, but she'd simply refused. She finally admitted to me that once she saw me she wouldn't be able to let me go home. We had both made promises to our families to spend Thanksgiving with them, and Lord knows my mom would be devastated if I bailed, since Jasper wouldn't be here.
I knew that Bella had said she'd be getting in late, and would be busy all day tomorrow, but I wanted her to have something waiting for her when she got in tonight. I grabbed one of the CDs I'd made for her labeled "Always Ten Feet Tall"; I hoped she remembered the song. We used to listen to it when we studied sometimes, and it was exactly how she made me feel. She still needed some details about Friday, so I included a note letting her know to dress comfortably, bring an overnight bag, and that I'd be at her house to pick her up at 12pm sharp.
I made my way into the kitchen, knowing I was taking my life into my hands by entering Esme's inner sanctum, during a holiday. To say my mother could cook would be an understatement, and the kitchen was clearly defined as her territory. She usually treated us like vampires, denying us entry unless invited, and during any special occasion she made it known that it was completely off-limits. She wanted to do everything herself, and her temper became uncharacteristically short whenever anyone tried to help.
One of the very few times I had brought Tanya home to Forks for a holiday, she had tried to excuse herself from Jasper, Carlisle and myself and join my mother in the kitchen. I could tell mom didn't really care for her, so before she had made her way completely off the couch, all three of us had jumped up making excuses to try and keep her in the safety of the living room.
Mom I need to run a few errands, would you mind if I use your car?" I asked, keeping myself safely on the opposite side of the counter.
"What exactly are these errands you to need to run dear?" Esme asked, as she added brown sugar and eggs to a large bowl.
"I need to drop something off over at the Swan's," I answered, hoping if I left Bella's name out of the sentence I may not have to play 20 questions.
Fat chance buck-o, this is Esme Cullen you are dealing with. The CIA should hire this woman to do interrogations!
"Oh, you mean you want to take something over to your girlfriend's house, with whom you are also madly in love?"
"Mom, please, I really don't want to get into it right this second," I pleaded giving her my best puppy dog eyes.
"Do you seriously think giving me that look is going to get you off the hook? It may work on the ladies, but I'm your mother so cut it out. I'll make you a deal. If you want the car, you're going to have to promise to sit down with me and have a nice little chat about you and Bella. Deal?" She stuck out her lightly flour covered hand and waited for my acceptance of the terms.
She knew she had me, unless I was going to walk, or ride my bike that may or may not even still be in the garage I had to agree.
"Deal," I huffed as I shook her hand. The fact that I sounded like a surly teenager didn't escape my notice.
I made it over to Bella's house and sat in the car for a minute, trying to weigh my options for where I could leave the package for her. I would have loved to leave it in her truck, but Emmett still had that behemoth, trying to get it in tip-top shape.
I knew there was a really good chance that Bella's window would be unlocked, and I considered trying to climb the tree so I could put the box in her room.
Are you fucking kidding me you cock-sock? I'm sorry, but when did you become a superhero? You aren't motherfucking Spiderman. NEXT IDEA!
Fearing that Bella might find me outside her window, likely on the ground with internal bleeding, I settled for placing the package at the front door, where I could at least be sure she would see it when she got in.
I lingered for a few moments, just enjoying the fact that Bella would be in town in a few hours. However, my enjoyment was short lived when I realized that I would only be a few miles away from Bella, and not with her. I felt like the wait would surely kill me. Maybe I could gorge myself on turkey and the tryptophan would make me sleep through the hours I would be without Bella.
It sounded like a good plan to me.
I woke up early Friday morning to a quiet, empty house. Esme had gone into Port Angeles for some "Black Friday" shopping, as she called it, and Carlise had to get into the hospital early.
I grabbed one of the muffins my mom had left for me on the counter, and sat at the kitchen table. Only 4 hours and 22 minutes until I would pick Bella up from her Dad's house. I grabbed my phone, dying to talk to her, but hesitated for a moment. I knew she had been so busy lately that she hadn't been able to enjoy a morning to sleep in, so I settled on texting her.
Make sure to bring socks with you. Only 4 hours & 21 Minutes till I get to kiss you. XOXO E
STILL SLEEPING *PS I can't wait* MWAH B
I smiled down at the screen of my phone and imagined Bella cuddled into the bed, with the comforter up to her neck, making those cute little sounds while she sleptThat visual alone had me wide awake, well in my pants at least.
While you're having your sweet G-rated fantasy, close your eyes little boy, so I have a proper NC-17 one featuring Bella's naked body!
I'd told Ms. Cope that I would meet her at the school at 8:30 a.m., so I finished up my breakfast and made my way over to the school. I had to lay it on pretty thick once I got there, taking pictures of common areas and the football field. Finally, after about an hour, she said she needed to get back home, and reminded me several times to lock everything up.
I waited a few minutes after she left before I propped open the door nearest to the cafeteria. Now all I had to do was pray that there wasn't a strong wind, and my plan would fall into place perfectly.
Once I'd gotten ready, and gathered everything I needed for the evening, there was nothing left to do but wait. I sat down on the couch and scrolled quickly through a few work e-mails. I absentmindedly pushed my glasses up my nose, and realized that I had been wearing them so often now, at Bella's request, that they didn't even bother me anymore.
Unable to wait any longer, I decided to leave. I tried to ignore the fact that it was 11:30am, and it would only take me 10 minutes to get to Bella's. I promised myself I would drive slowly, but by the time I arrived in front of the Swan residence I was still 20 minutes early! Charlie's cruiser was parked out front, and I knew that the Chief of Police would be aware someone was sitting in front of his house.
Time to man up fuckface. Let's get ready to walk into the belly of the beast.
Charlie was already waiting at the door for me when I made it onto the stoop.
"Edward, come on in. Bells is still getting ready."
"Thank you, sir." I answered in what I hoped was my most respectful voice.
Charlie moved to the side to let me into the house, and my eyes instinctively went to the gun holster he had hanging by the door.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"Water is fine, thank you," I responded, while Charlie led me into the kitchen.
Oh fuck me! He's making me return to the scene of the crime!
My body was at war with itself. Part of me was scared shitless to be in the same room that I had fucked his daughter in, and then my dick somehow also got stuck on the fact that this was the room I fucked his daughter in.
Charlie motioned for me to have a seat, and then I realized it was a new fucking table!
"I recently did some redecorating. Do you like the new table?" Charlie asked while placing the glass of water in front of me.
I nodded my head and took an inordinately long drink of the water, hoping that maybe I could drown myself in the little cup.
Just when I didn't think I was going to be able to take it anymore, I heard Bella calling out from upstairs.
"Hey dad, Edward should be here in a few minutes. I put all the leftovers in the fridge so you should have plenty to eat."
I made my way to the bottom of the staircase to wait, since she didn't seem to know I was already here.
She came out of her bedroom and over to the stairs before her eyes found me.
"Edward, you're early!" She squealed in delight, as she descended the stairs at a rate that made me extremely nervous.
She flung herself at me and wrapped her arms and legs around me in a huge hug at the bottom step.
El Capitán please, I fucking beg you, keep it down a bit. I know our fuckhot, sexy girlfriend has her pretty parts pressed up against you right now, but her dad is about 10 feet away.
I gave Bella a sweet kiss her forehead as I helped her slide safely back down to the floor. I saw the overnight bag she had dropped at the top of the landing, and quickly retrieved it for her as she said goodbye to Charlie.
As we made our way out of the house, I noticed Charlie almost had a smile peeking out from under that mustache of his.
I opened the car door for Bella, and waved goodbye to her father once again, before situating myself behind the wheel. I glanced up to make sure we were finally alone before I leaned across the console and took Bella's cheeks into both of my hands.
"I don't think I got to give you a proper hello," I breathed against her lips before closing the distance completely and kissing her fully on the lips. She returned my kiss, leaning in further and stroking my cheek. I broke the kiss first, knowing that if I continued to kiss Bella in such a way, I might as well throw all my plans out the window and take her straight to the cabin. As much as I wanted to do just that, this date was something I needed to do.
"So where are we going Edward?" She asked, as she eyed me skeptically.
"You'll find out in five minutes, I promise. Now please, just sit back and let me surprise you!"
Bella huffed a little, and pretended to pout a bit, before laughing and grabbing my hand in hers.
As I pulled into the parking lot of the Bowl-a-rama, Bella looked utterly confused. Forks was such a small town that the bowling alley didn't even open before 5pm, and I could tell Bella was wondering why we were at a closed bowling alley.
I was unable to control the smirk I felt form on my lips, as I got out to open Bella's door.
"Edward, I know you said it's a surprise and all, but bringing me to a closed bowling alley is a little weird."
I refused to answer her, and instead I just moved us along to the front of the building. I opened the door for Bella and used my hand to wave her in.
"Oh my god, is this open just for us?" Bella asked while bouncing on her toes a bit.
"Yes. You got your re-do on Halloween, and now it's my turn. Bella, there are so many things I wanted to do with you in high school, and today we get to make up for a few." I leaned down and nuzzled my face into Bella's hair as I spoke.
Bella looked up at me, and it was one of those truly perfect moments just being with her.
"Well, come on Cullen, we have memories to make," she laughed as she pulled me towards the closest lane.
We had the best time bowling. We laughed, reminisced, and shit talked. I'm not sure if it was Bella's plan or not, but she totally distracted me each time she bent over to line up her ball with the pins. I could have sworn she was shaking her ass at me each time.
After 3 games, we both seemed to have had our fill of bowling for a while. I placed the shoes back up at the counter, with a note thanking Embry and his family for letting me rent the bowling alley for the afternoon.
We made our way over to the small pizza place on the other side of town, because really, isn't bowling and pizza one of those quintessential high school dates?
I knew that Bella liked mushrooms so I went to the counter to place an order for a mushroom pizza and two cokes, while she found us a seat. After paying for our food, I grabbed our drinks and turned to look for Bella.
Oh mother fucking hell-to-the-no!
I saw Bella at the far corner of the restaurant, with a pained look on her face as she tried to lean as far away from Mike Newton's hovering face as she could.
I had always read about people seeing red when they get angry, but had never actually experienced anything even close to that…until now.
MINE!
Without warning my brain went straight to caveman, and I stalked over to the table, my hands gripping the tray so tightly my knuckles had turned white.
"Edward," Bella sighed, looking relieved to see me.
"What a coincidence you're here too Edward," Mike said as he moved over to stand by Bella's side of the booth.
I looked at Bella, who was begging me with her eyes to get him out of here. I would've loved nothing more than to grab that fat-genie-in-a-bottle-motherfucker up by his shirt and haul him outside, but I didn't want to cause any trouble while I was out on a date with the Police Chief's daughter.
"Actually, Mike, it isn't a coincidence at all. Bella and I are on a date." I tried to reply as cordially as I could, but the way my teeth ground together as I spoke seemed to have the opposite effect.
"A date? You two? Wow, Cullen. I knew you always had a little crush on my Bells here, but I can't believe you would actually man up and ask her out."
I'm sorry, please replay that for me? Yep that's what I thought he just said--"My Bells". Don't fucking puss out again numb nuts. Tell this douchebag what you should have back in high school.
"Mike, let me tell you something I should have told you over ten years ago. FUCK. YOU." I seethed, punctuating the last two words with a poke to the chest.
"Now, if you wouldn't mind please take your bald head and beer belly back to your momma's house and leave me and my beautiful girlfriend alone. Fuck you very much."
The look on Mike's face was priceless, as he stumbled back a little, away from Bella, like I had just punched him in the gock or something.
"Damn Cullen, you don't have to be such a dick about it." I heard him mumble as he walked out the door.
"I'm so sorry Bella. I don't know what came over me. I just…saw him standing there talking to you, almost close enough to touch you, and my brain just…shut off. Forgive me?"
I looked over at Bella who was biting the side of her cheek so hard, it looks like she'd chew all the way through.
Uh-Oh, way to go caveman, she is PISSED!
Before I could apologize any further, Bella burst out laughing and slapped her hand against the table.
"Shit, Edward, that was the best thing I have ever seen. The look on his face, oh my God, fucking priceless!"
I was so relieved that Bella wasn't angry at me. I made my way over to her side of the booth and slid in next to her, wrapping my arm around her shoulders and pulling her up against my side. I think I may have let myself laugh a little too.
"Ok, now I am completely confused. What are we doing at the high school, Edward?"
"Well, in this whole re-do thing, this is where I would say I fucked up the most, wouldn't you?" I asked, as I shifted the bag in my hand and helped her out of the car.
"You didn't fuck up, Edward, we were stupid kids."
I grabbed Bella's hand, and led her back around to the cafeteria, thanking the Ghost of High School Past that the door was still a little ajar.
I walked over to Bella's old lunch table and helped her onto the seat, and moved around to the other side and sat in front of her.
"Now, this is where I should have been sitting, instead of all by myself on the other side of the cafeteria with my nose in a book." I whispered, and I captured her hands in mine across the table.
"Or maybe I should have just gotten up and sat with you. It wasn't all your fault." Bella countered while squeezing my hand.
"So what would we have talked about if you had decided to sit with me, Ms. Swan?"
"Well Mr. EC-3PO," she started smirking at me for my screen name before continuing, "we would have discussed that while I see how your adoration for a certain golden droid runs deep, I think you may be overlooking the sheer and utter awesomeness that is R2-D2."
Oh fuck is Bella nerding out on me about Star Wars?
With all the blood rushing below my belt, my brain must not have been working at normal capacity, because I blurted out the first thing that came to my mind.
"Seriously Bella, are you talking to me about droids? See this is just another thing I love about you!"
Hey, asstard, you just said you loved her again. Ready to do some backpedalling?
Bella sat up a little from me, but didn't remove her hands from mine. I looked up at her warily, trying to gauge the situation. She looked a little uncomfortable, but not like she was ready to bolt out the door. I guessed her reaction could be looked at as progress.
Unhappy with the current awkwardness that had settled on us, I grabbed the bag I had brought in with me from off the floor. Bella now eyed me curiously, and I rummaged around looking for the cds I had packed. I found them and and handed them to Bella.
"Well, what is a high school couple without mixed tapes? Sadly, I couldn't put them on a real tape for you, but here are all of the mixes I always had in my head that I wanted to make you."
She took the cd's out of my hand and started looking them over one by one. I made a funny one filled with punk covers of 80's songs, a sweet one that had all of the songs I would listen to that reminded me of her, and one that had all of the songs I knew she liked or used to listen to.
"Edward, you have "New Coke" on here? That's one of my favorite songs."
"I know, you used to hum it when we'd study."
"Thank you, this is perfect," Bella said as she leaned across the table and kissed me softly against my lips.
Just like that, all the awkwardness was gone, and it was easy and sweet between us again. I had one more place we needed to visit before we could leave.
I took Bella's hand and guided her back out the door and over towards the football field. I had made sure to pack a blanket, since it was November, and I didn't want her to freeze to death while I tried to tell her everything I couldn't say in the exact spot we sat on the day of our graduation; the scene of what might be one of my worst moments, where I should have told her how I really felt at the time.
I pulled the blanket out of my bag, and covered us up together, sitting on the bleachers. I turned to angle myself in front of her a bit so I could see directly into her eyes.
"Bella, do you remember when I had asked you to take a walk with me after graduation, and we ended up right here?"
I waited for her to show me some acknowledgement of the memory. I watched as she swallowed and looked down at her hands. It was all so reminiscent of that day that it made me laugh a little. Bella looked up at me from under her thick lashes, and I grabbed her hands in mine and held her gaze.
"Asking you to take a walk with me wasn't so I could say goodbye to you Bella. I'd worked up all of my courage, and I was finally going to tell you how I really felt. Then, before I could say everything I'd wanted to, you'd thanked me for being such a good friend, and I-"
"Edward," she interrupted, her face a mask of pain.
"Bella, please just let me finish, these words have been eating away at me for over ten years. When you thanked me for being a friend, I shut down. I thought that you didn't have any other feelings for me. I tried to get you out of my mind, but you were always there. Everything felt so empty, no matter what I did, and it just felt like there was something missing. But now, with you back in my life I feel like I'm alive again, and every time I have to say good bye to you it hurts so much."
Bella sat very quietly for a few minutes, biting on her bottom lip. I wanted to pull her lip free, but I also wanted her to work through everything I had just told her.
"I was going to do the same thing, Edward." I heard her voice quiver as she looked at me with those chocolate brown eyes
The absurdity of the moment hit me so hard that I almost felt like crying. We had sat in this very same spot and not confessed our true feelings to each other and so much time had been lost. I was tired of losing time with Bella. I loved her. I had already confessed it when we left one another that first weekend. At the time I was in love with the Bella I remembered from high school, and the little bit of her she'd let me see during that weekend. Now, though, that love had grown, and I was madly in love with the woman sitting in front of me.
I leaned forward and stroked the bottom lip she'd been abusing earlier, and placed a gentle kiss directly on her mouth. I moved my thumb to her jaw and caressed softly. I drew her bottom lip into my mouth and sucked tenderly trying to take away any pain she may have caused.
She broke the kiss this time, and took a deep breath before looking at me.
"Edward, thank you for having the courage to say and do the things that I haven't been able."
I pulled her against me, crushing her to my chest, and held her as tightly as I could. As cliché as it all sounded I just wanted to stay in this moment with Bella as long as possible. Of course, the Washington weather wouldn't allow that, and I could feel her shiver slightly in my arms.
Helping her down the bleachers we returned to the warmth of the car. We sat there for a few minutes letting the heater warm our cold noses and fingers.
"Are you ready to head over to the cabin, or did you want to stop anywhere else first?" I asked, hoping for the former.
"Actually, Edward, I think there is one last thing you are forgetting about, that all proper high school dates should have." She stated, as if I should already know the answer.
"I'm sorry, did I forget something?"I asked, thoroughly believing I had covered the bases.
"Yes, you did forget something, and it's a rather important something…" I still looked at her questioningly. She growled softly and answered. "Duh! Making out! It's just a shame we aren't in your old Volvo. I loved that car. I've had a crush on you for quite a while, and if you're lucky you may even make it to second base."
Holy shit I've told you before but it bears repeating. This girl is perfect. A motherfucking keeper!
Bella leaned across the seat, with a sultry look in her eyes, as she licked her lips. She waited for me to cross the distance, and I felt as if my mouth couldn't get to hers fast enough.
I licked at her full pink lips, while moving my hands into her hair. Bella opened her mouth and met my tongue with matched excitement. I leaned further across the console while trying to get as close to her as I could. She moved her hand into my hair and fisted it tightly with her small fingers, causing me to moan into her mouth.
My dick was pressed against the console so hard that I feared I may put a hole directly into the side of it. I moved my lips down Bella's jaw, kissing every inch of skin my mouth came in contact with. I continued my path to her ear lobe, where I sucked and nibbled slightly.
"What was that thing you said about making it to second base?" I rasped against her ear, feeling her shiver at the sensation.
She answered me silently, by pressing her perfect breasts firmly into my chest. My cock was so hard that it was painful, and all I could think of was feeling Bella against me. I moved my hands down to her shapely ass and moved her so she was straddling me in the drivers seat.
"Ow, Ow, Ow….steering wheel!" Bella yelped.
I lifted her up again, while I used the controls at the side of the door to give us more room.
"Better?" I asked, looking into her hooded eyes.
"Not yet, let me just…" Without warning, she settled herself back on top of me, grinding her hips in a slow circular motion.
Sweet mother of God, you are getting dry humped by Bella-Fucking-Swan in your high school parking lot. Did you die and go to nerd heaven?
"There," she sighed, as she rocked herself against my aching cock. "That makes me feel so much better."
I attacked her lips in a frenzy, my hands immediately going to her soft blue cardigan, pawing at the sleeves to remove the fabric from her arms. Once removed, I trailed my fingers back up her arms and shoulders, then moving the straps of her tank top and bra aside. I placed a wet kiss on her bare shoulder while my hands traveled under her cotton top.
I slid my fingers across her warm stomach, moving them to her ribs and working up the edge of her bra. I could feel her chest heaving, and her breathing had became more erratic. I moved both hands over her bra, barely touching her, until Bella pressed her tits fully into my hands. I palmed them lightly at first, while I moved my mouth back to hers, enjoying the feel of her hardened nipples against my hand. Bella started to grind down onto me harder, and now I could actually feel the wet heat through her jeans.
I knew my dick wouldn't be able to take anymore, unless we were planning on moving this party to the backseat, making it easier to round all the bases allowing me to slide on into home. I stilled Bella's movements by placing my hands on her thighs.
"What's wrong?" she whimpered.
"Bella, there's nothing wrong, but I am two seconds from going blind due to lack of blood flow, so we have to make one of those crucial decisions. Would like you like to move into the back seat of my parent's car, or should I start heading over to the cabin I rented for us?"
She slid back over the console, and into her seat silently.
"Well, Edward, what are you waiting for?"
Wordlessly I threw the car into drive, and attempted to get us to over to Kalaloch as quickly as I could.
I could see Bella eyefucking me mischievously from the passenger seat, and licking her lips. I was starting to think that she knew what it did to me, when she did that with her mouth. Slowly, she crept her hand over the armrest and laid it on my knee, before making a slow trek upward.
"Bella," I growled in warning to her, "what did I tell you about my eyesight?"
"Then I suppose you should try and get us there faster, before you need a seeing eye dog."
The black pavement flew beneath the car as Bella danced her fingers up my thigh, only to return them to my knee without actually touching my begging cock.
As we pulled into the long drive of the lodge, Bella made one last pass up my thigh, only this time she continued until her hand was pressed up against my massive erection.
"Fuck," I hissed as she applied firmer pressure. My hips involuntarily lifted up towards her hand.
"Edward, I am just trying to give you a little bit of incentive to find our cabinquicker!"
I quickly scanned the numbers of the cabins until I found the one I had reserved. I hastily parked the car, and flung myself out as quickly as I could, making my way over to the passenger side. Once I opened the door to help Bella out, I looked down at her face and saw the sexiest smirk on her lips.
"You like being a little tease, don't you Bella?"
"I think someone told me you aren't a tease if you plan on following through. I can't remember who it was though…hmmm."
I grabbed Bella out of the car, and practically dragged her into the cabin, partly because my brain was no longer working properly, and also because she was only wearing her tank top and jeans and I didn't want her to freeze to death.
I fumbled with the keys to the door as Bella pressed herself against me to stay warm. Finally, I was able to get the door open and pulled her in behind me, slamming the door a bit more forcefully than I had intended to.
I had Bella pressed up against the wall before I knew what was happening. My lips traveling down her neck, as my hands found her ass and pressed her closer to me.
"Fuck Bella, I wanted to take this slow tonight," I said, while trying to catch my breath, and provide a little space between the two of us.
"Edward, we have the rest of the weekend for slow. I want you now," Bella answered me, while hitching her leg over mine.
Come on Cullen. Your mother raised you to be polite to ladies. You should give her what she is asking for.
I pressed her back up against the wall again, wrapping my hand around her thigh as I did so. I returned my attention to her mouth, and I could feel her grinding herself into me as our mouths grew frantic. I grabbed her other thigh, and wrapped her legs securely around my waist, so I could move us over to the bed, letting my hands grope her ass as I walked.
I sat her on the foot of the bed and stepped back slightly. I removed my sweater and t-shirt, as Bella sat eyeing me like a piece of meat.
I moved to unbutton my pants, but let my hands drop as I noticed that Bella was still fully clothed. I nodded my head towards her shirt and waited for her to even the clothing count. While holding my gaze almost like a challenge, she silently removed her shirt and then reached behind her back and released the clasp of her bra, allowing it to fall to the floor.
I quickly finished undressing, and I watched Bella remove the rest of her clothing as well. The way she was positioned on the bed, I could see every inch of her body. I made no move to go to her yet. I wanted to commit all of this to memory. There was one more thing I'd wanted to add to this memory as well.
"Bella, lay back on the bed for me." I instructed, moving only a few inches closer to the bed.
She lay back on the bed as I had asked, her legs still hanging over the side slightly.
"Do you know how hard it is for me, when I'm away from you? At night, I lie in bed, thinking about what you are doing at that very moment. Bella, I want you to show me what you do. I want you to touch yourself for me."
"Oh, God," she moaned, while writhing on the bed a bit. Her face had reddened noticeably, but she still looked like she might be game.
I moved myself so I was even closer to her now.
"Bella, will you do that for me? Will you touch yourself, so the next time I'm stroking my cock, I can remember what it looks like while you're thinking of me?"
She nodded her head slightly, her eyes dark and hooded with sheer lust. I moved to the very foot of the bed and placed her feet flat against the mattress. This position afforded the best view so I could see everything she did.
Bella slowly moved her hand across her stomach, and dipped a finger between her wet slick folds. She spread her swollen lips, allowing me to watch as her finger made small tight circles around her clit. She bucked her hips slightly, and started to quicken her movements.
I watched as she pushed her head further into the bed, her eyes shut and her mouth falling open a bit, and she made small moaning sounds.
"Open your eyes, Bella, look at me." I requested in a husky voice, and I grabbed my hard cock in my hand and began stroking slowly. "Do you see this? This is what you do to me. Just thinking about you makes me so hard."
Bella was practically panting now, and slid a finger inside of herself slowly. She pumped slowly at first, matching the speed at which I slid my fist over my dick. I began to stroke myself faster, and watched as Bella began pumping her finger in and out of herself to match my rhythm.
"Bella, add another finger." I rasped. I watched her add a second finger and could see she was close to the edge, as she fought to keep her eyes open.
"Keep your eyes open. I want you looking at me when you cum Bella."
A low, deep, moan broke free from her throat, as she moved her free hand up to her nipple pinching lightly.
"Cum for me Bella. I need to see you." I pleaded, while I moved closer to her.
"Edward, yes," she gasped, as she unraveled in front of my eyes.
As quickly as she'd said my name, I was over her on the bed, moving her back slightly, providing us more room at our feet.
I thrust myself into her quickly while she was still riding out the waves of her orgasm. Her eyes widened, and she cursed softly as I entered her.
From watching her touch herself, I was almost already there. I tried to hold back, wanting to have her cum with me.
"Bella, I don't think you were finished, were you? Keep touching yourself."
She moved her hand down to her clit again. The sensation of my cock buried in her, and the warmth of her hand between our bodies, was taking me right to the edge. I thrust deeper into her, and bent my head to capture her hard pink nipple in my mouth, lightly grazing her with my teeth.
I felt her walls constrict around me, as she experienced her second orgasm of the night. Two more thrusts and I released into her, gripping at the sheets by her head, and swearing as I felt her continue to tighten around me.
I collapsed on the bed next to Bella, and pulled her into me, so her face was nestled in my chest.
"Bella Swan, you are perfect, beautiful, loving, kind, amazing, sweet, funny, and so fucking sexy." I said, while punctuating each attribute with a kiss.
Moments later I heard her breathing become deeper and steadier. I knew she was asleep, and it felt perfect to have her with me. The only problem was that after Sunday we would be saying good bye again.
Every time we had to leave one another it felt like I was losing more and more of my heart. Being without Bella no longer seemed like an option. I was in madly in love with her, and something would have to change, and soon, because I didn't know how much more I could take.
Bella had become my life.
AN: Chapter 13 brought to you by Saves the Day - Always Ten Feet Tall and Phillips for introducing the first cassette tapes in 1963 – thanks for the mixed tape memories!
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